InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Between Love and Hate ❯ Chapter 1~Jealousy and Rage! ( Chapter 1 )

Between Love and Hate By Mija

Disclaimer~I dont own Inuyasha and Company.

Chapter 1~Jealousy and Rage!

~~~It had been one week. ONE FUCKIN WEEK! Did she think he was stupid? Did she think he would never find out?! Probably. Thats why she always waited till after dinner, when he would leave to go sleep in the Gods tree away from the village. Oh she would make sure he was gone and that everyone else was asleep in Kaede's hut before she snuck out and went to him. Everynight for a week now she had visited him in the dead of night thinking no one knew where she was going and who she was meeting. But he knew. He was not as dense or as stupid as she thought he was. She must of thought that if she didnt think he would know where she was every minute of the day or night. But he might of not known had he not come back to the village that first night. Damn her!

>FLASHBACK<

~~~It had taken three long days of tracking and complaining from Kagome and Shippo about the pace of their trek, when they finally came up upon the demon they had been searching for. It was a spider demon with a piece of the shikon jewel imbedded in its mouth, from what Kagome told them. But what had surprised them more was that the spider demon was not alone when they came upon it, but was engaged in battle with, of all things, a demon exterminator. A self taught and self proclaimed one, but one none the less. But the demon exterminator was not prepared to fight the spider demon alone and one with a shard of the jewel to highten its powers. So it took Sango and Inuyasha's wind scar to finally defeat the spider demon and claim the shard. But the demon extermintor had not come out unharmed. In fact he was very badly injured. Both legs were slashed and poisen from the spider had seeped into his blood stream. He couldnt walk and it took Kirara in her demon form to transport the unconscience exterminator back to Kaede's village.

~~~With Kaede's herbs and knowledge they had maganged to purge the poison from his blood, but the gashes and swelling on his legs would take some time to heal and mend, and he would need alot of rest and quiet. So Kaede had decided that he would use a small abandoned hut right next to her own, that she often used to house more seriously ill patients that needed to be near her till they healed. It was close enough so that if he called out in the night Kaede would hear him, but far enough that he would not be bothered by any noise and traffic in and out of Kaede's hut. After the battle the gang decided to stay in the village for awhile to rest and relax a bit. Plus Sango was so eager to talk with the demon exterminator since she had not met any since the demise of her own clan. They talked alot those first days with Kagome, and Miroku and even Inuyasha present, also listening to his tales. But unlike Sango, he had not been trained in an exterminator village. His grandfather had once been a part of an exterminator village, both he and Sango were unsure if it had been her village since it was so long ago.

~~~But the the man, whose name was Yoshi (ok as ive said not good with names) said his grandfather had fell in love with a woman from another village, who wished to remain in her village if they should marry. So he did and there they raised thier family. But his grandfather had not forgotten his training and taught his sons and thier sons had taught thiers. Most of the sons had moved on, he being one of them to seek out a village he could call his own and protect them with his skills. Yoshi's skills were good and he had alot of knowledge but they were not as good as Sango's. There had been much changes and new demons had emerged that the old exterminator had not known about after he left the village. But he was still skilled, young and very knowledgable in his own right. Inuyasha couldnt help but notice the way the two women had looked at Yoshi all starry eyed and with awe as he told them of his adventures.

~~~Inuyasha wasnt jealous. Well not that he would admit it to anyone in the whole damn world, not even to himself, but he knew what is was. He looked over to Miroku and saw the same look he had. Well he was jealous then cause he knew that look on Miroku's face well and yup the man was definitaly not liking the way this man held the girls attention. Niether did Inuyasha. They were acting like his acheivements and battles were nothing compared to Yoshi's and that was totally stupid, since Yoshi didnt even see half the action Inuyasha and the others had. Tired of thier oohing and awing over the injured young man, and him flirting with them back, enjoying the girls attention, Inuyasha fehed and left the hut. But Miroku stayed behind there was no way he was leaving Sango and Kagome alone with this suave man, who he believed was embelishing his tales to make him look better in thier eyes.

~~~Later that evening they had all eaten dinner at Kaede's and were getting ready to bed down for the night. Inuyasha had been disgusted by the girls going on and on about Yoshi's adventures and shit. Especially Kagome. He did not like the look in her eyes one bit. Did not like the dreamy face she made when she said his name, or the small sighs at the mention of his name. Inuyasha couldnt stand it. So he had left, to go sleep in the Gods tree like he always did. But something had disturbed him that first night. He wasnt sure what it was, but he decided to go check on Kagome and the others to make sure they were ok. When he got to the edge of the village he was surprised to see Kagome stealthy coming out of Kaede's hut, looking around as if making sure she was not being watched, then tip toed to Yoshi's hut where she slid in and didnt come back out for a long long time.

~~~Inuyasha couldnt quite name the anger and rage he felt that first nite. He knew they had not done anything sexual or he would of heard it or smelt it on her the next day. But they had whispered alot that night and Inuyasha had been unable to actually catch anything they said since he needed to stay a fair distance from the hut lest Kagome sense him, like she usually did. The longer she had stayed in that hut the more and more he got pissed. What was she doing? Why was she in there? Did she like him? Was he touching her? What in the hell was she thinking to go into a single mans hut alone in the middle of the night? Did she not know that it was improper? Probably not, since she always wore those stupid short skirts of hers from her time, which was way improper, but did she care? Hell No! So why did this surprise him anyway? Cause he had thought she cared for him. He had been sure that she was waiting for him, and that one day she would be his mate. Didnt Kagome know that she was his already in his mind?? His heart and soul? How could she do this to him? The stupid girl shouldnt be in ANY mans hut at day light, much less at night time alone. He wanted so bad to talk to Kagome the next day about what the hell she had been doing in Yoshi's hut. But she had avoided him, and when ever Yoshi's name had come up she would blush and look away. This pissed Inuyasha to no end. But he would be damned if he would ask her, let her know he had been worried about her and came to see if she was ok, only to find her sneaking into Yoshi's hut.

>END FLASHBACK<

~~~All fuckin week Inuyasha had left the village at night, only to come back to watch Kagome go into Yoshi's hut when everyone was asleep. Everynight he watched this and everynight his jealousy and anger grew. The last two nights they had lite a small candle in the hut but Inuyasha was still unable to see anything or hear anything much except some whispered words and some rustling of cloth. Now that sound caused all kinds of thoughts to grow in his mind. What the hell were they doing that involved any movement of cloth? Was he touching her intimatly? Was she touching him? Were they fondling one another? His mind pictured all this. His mind saw Yoshi slipping his hand underneath Kagome's top to grope her round ripe breasts, or under her skirt to touch her soft tender core. Or Kagome touching Yoshi, stroking his cock or fondling his chest as well. All the things that Inuyasha wanted to do with her and her with him. She was his DAMMIT! She shouldnt be doing any of this with anyone but HIM!

~~~Everynight his anger and rage and jealousy had grown and grown till that last night. He wasnt sure exactly, but Yoshi had been healing nicely and was able to stand up for brief moments of time with the help of a walking stick, so that last night. Inuyasha had watched as Kagome left the hut with Yoshi at the door, his clothes rumbled and out of sorts but fully dressed, as he spoke to Kagome in whispered words. He watched as Kagome smiled brightly at him and then reached up to give him a hug. Thats when Inuyasha finally snapped. He was not entirely sure how it all happened really. He had felt his rage and jealously building in his blood, making him boil till all thought left his mind. He was vaguely aware that he was turning into his demon form and although that scared him, it was to late. His eyes were fixed on Kagome and Yoshi. He hated them. He wanted to hurt them both for his own pain. He loved Kagome and she had tossed him aside to be with another. In his primative male mind he thought, if I cant have her no one will. After that things went blank. The next thing he remembered was coming awake to the sounds of screaming and crying and shouts of anger. He smelt blood. He was on the ground on his knees. In front of him was Yoshi and Kagome...they were bloody and long gashes pierced thier chests. They were dead. Kagome's eyes were opened but lifeless. They had frozen in the look she had had when she died. One of shock and fear.

"Inuyasha what have you done?!!!!!!!!!!!!" cried Sango as Miroku held her back in fear that Inuyasha would tear her to shreds as he had Kagome. Miroku could still not believe what he was seeing, or what he had saw. He had heard Kagome scream and had run out in time to watch Inuyasha in demon form slice threw Yoshi's chest with his claws, then turn on Kagome and slice her threw the chest as well.

"I...I...I..." was all Inuyasha could say. He as in total shock, total denial. He had killed Kagome. Kagome was dead. Her blood stained his hands. Dear Gods what have I done!!!!!! What the fuck have I done?! He screamed as he howled in a mournfull wail that filled the night and struck fear in the already terrified villagers, as well as his once friends. He had killed the woman he loved.

A/N~Ok guys please tell me what you think? Yes I know yall are probably gonna string me up and stuff but like the summary said, this is not a fluffy romantic story. I had this thought in my mind and wanted to get it out, so please let me know what ya think ok guys?? please? should I go on or leave it as a one shot? lemme know k?? huggles and smiles Mija..:-)