InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Blue ❯ Chapter 17 ( Chapter 17 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: No I do NOT own Inuyasha…trust me I would be doing something with my life if I did…

A.N. I hope that you guys like it-and THIS IS NOT AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE!!

Blue

Chapter 17: Remembrance

Warning: The following content contains explicit sexual content, you've been warned…

Italic is a flashback…I didn't know if any of you forgot but it is …

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Kagome smiled happily from her place on Inuyasha's bare chest, stroking the taut skin below her fingertips with a smile. Her smile grew larger as she heard—and felt—Inuyasha sigh in contentment, happy to know that she was the only one he would let his guard down around.

A name suddenly popped into Kagome's head at her last thought and she quickly pushed it away, reassuring herself that it was she who was in Inuyasha's arms, not Kikyou.

Kagome smiled again as that thought passed through her mind.

She looked up shyly to Inuyasha's gentle face, blushing with a loving smile as her eyes instantly met with his fiery golden hues. Inuyasha smiled gently down at the woman laying on his chest, still not fully believing that she had accepted his offer of being his mate. The whole situation was so surreal.

It was also going down too smoothly.

If Inuyasha had learned one thing over his entire lifetime it was that nothing ever went down without any problems.

It left him feeling quite uneasy.

Inuyasha snapped out of his thoughts and into reality as Kagome's concerned face came into his vision. “Are you alright?” she asked worriedly, concerned over the looks that had passed over her new mate's face.

She ran her hands across the side of his face in a sign of affection, the concern in her eyes still shining brightly. Inuyasha's hard facial expression instantly softened as he took in the view of his girl.

Inuyasha smirked mentally to himself, he liked the sound of that—hisgirl.

Inuyasha wrapped an arm around Kagome's naked waist, grasping one of her hands on his face with his. He interlaced their fingers together before pulling them back and bringing them to his mouth. He smirked at his mate as he kissed her knuckles. “I'm fine,” he told the girl from the future, “just wondering over nonsense.”

Kagome smiled at him lovingly and Inuyasha felt his heart strings pull tight at the sight of her gentle smile and soft eyes, happy that he was finally with her. He tightened his hold on her waist, trying to bring her closer to his body.

He sat up with Kagome in his arms, making her straddle his hips at the angle he was in. Not a moment later he brought their faces together.

Inuyasha smirked at the dazed expression Kagome wore, eyes glazed with mouth slightly agape as she tried to hold a small smile on them. He brought their faces closer together until their lips barely touched.

“I love you,” Inuyasha told the school girl, not giving her a chance to reply as he covered her parted lips with his own, reawakening the heated passion they shared.

Kagome moaned into Inuyasha's mouth, trailing the hand still on his face into his hair to tangle in the silver locks. Their hands broke apart in their fumbling of emotion. Kagome tangled her other hand into Inuyasha's hair, having a tight, but not painful, hold over the hanyou. Inuyasha's hand went to Kagome's face before trailing it to the back of her neck, tilting her head for a better angle.

He wasted no time in plunging his tongue into her waiting mouth, battling her for dominance as she met him. Kagome fought weakly with him before giving in and letting her hanyou dominate her.

They broke apart quickly for air, breathing in short ragged breaths before hungrily re-meeting in another heated kiss. Inuyasha smirked against Kagome's mouth as she grew more eager for his touch, knowing by the way her hands became tightly balled fists as she moaned against his mouth in pleasure.

Inuyasha's grip on Kagome's waist loosened before traveling languidly up her waist, over the creamy skin of her stomach and coming to cup her bare breast. Kagome tore her mouth away from Inuyasha's, throwing her head back and moaning pleasantly into the dark hut. Inuyasha's eyes darkened as he leaned his head forward, taking Kagome's pale neck into his eyes before placing small kisses along the heated flesh.

Kagome moaned out again as she felt Inuyasha trail kisses down her neck, nipping and licking the skin randomly on his descent to the curve of her neck where her shoulder met. He placed his fangs lightly on the already burning skin, rewarded with the most satisfyingly loud moan from Kagome. Her legs tightened around his waist and her hands—if even possible—tightened in his hair.

“Inuyasha.” Kagome moaned breathlessly, trying to contain some sense of control. That was, of course, whipped away as Inuyasha repeated what he had just done, adding the slight tweak of a nipple along with the action.

Kagome's breath hitched in her throat as every conscious thought flew from her mind. She silently cursed his strong hold over her body and heart, noting that his highly sensitive mate mark resting on her shoulder did not help matters any.

Inuyasha took the hand on Kagome's breast and moved it to rest on the small of her back. He leaned forward slightly, bringing his back off the futon while supporting the woman in his arms carefully. Kagome looked at Inuyasha as he relinquished his merciless attack on her neck. Inuyasha looked Kagome in the eye before trailing his eyes down her face to her parted reddened lips, watching as her mouth took in gulps of air. He smirked again before taking her lower lip into his teeth, locking eyes with her in the process.

Kagome stared heatedly at Inuyasha through her lashes, being met with an equally heated look. Inuyasha leaned his head towards Kagome's, taking her lips with his. Her eyes slid shut as he licked her lower lip before smoothly moving into her mouth.

Inuyasha pushed himself on the balls of his feet, pleased as Kagome instinctively locked her legs firmly around his waist. He pushed further forward to the bridge of his foot and then to his toes. He rolled forward to land on his knees smoothly, lowering Kagome and himself to the futon gently, all the while never breaking the intense kiss between them and effectively capturing her body beneath his.

Kagome felt her back touch the futon and knew Inuyasha had moved them. She smirked in their kiss before breaking it. “Oh, so little koi-inu likes to be the dominating one?” Kagome lightly teased, trying to talk around the gasps of breath she took.

Inuyasha smirked at his mate. “Damn straight.” He told her, kissing his mate mark on her shoulder for better emphasis, pleasantly pleased with the way her toes curled in pleasure and her eyes glowed an eerie crystal with lust shining from their depths. “You belong to me, Kagome.” Inuyasha whispered huskily into Kagome's ear, sending shivers down her spine as his breath fluttered against her skin. Kagome smirked to the best of her ability, “As do you,” she told the hanyou. Inuyasha smirked before moving his body down Kagome's, placing light butterfly kisses along in his wake. He moved between the valley of her breast, rewarded with her arching her back off the futon in an attempt to get the message of her want across silently.

Inuyasha cupped each orb of flesh before moving further down her body. He stopped at her stomach, dipping his tongue into her belly button with a smirk, delighted in the way she squealed in surprise. He continued to pamper her abdominal area, gifted with a broken version of his name falling from her lips as the fingers in his hair tightened before loosening and falling uselessly by her sides. Kagome suddenly gripped the light sheet covering the futon in a tight grasp as Inuyasha continued to kiss his way further down her body. Inuyasha took Kagome by the waist, lifting her body to better get access to a place only he would visit in her lifetime.

He kissed her navel once more before moving down and plunging his tongue into her core. Kagome felt as if her would was going to burst as white ate at her vision and sheer pleasure wracked her body. She reached down towards her mate and tangled her hands into his hair, moving them upward slightly so she could play with his ears.

Inuyasha's whole body stilled suddenly as Kagome's fingers stroked the shell of his ear before pressing a thumb on the inside of them and ranking a nail lightly from the base to the tip along the white fur. Inuyasha moaned loudly at the stimulation, grasping Kagome's thighs tightly as if trying to keep some control over his over-stimulated body, knowing that he could never resist his mate's gentle touch. He moved his body back along hers as he made his way to her face, kissing her so deeply and breathlessly it was as if he was trying to convey all his emotions towards her—all his love—to her very soul, through one kiss. He gently lowered himself closer to her, pleased with the way she eagerly opened her body to him, opened her heart to him. Inuyasha kissed her breathlessly one more time before seeking out her hands with his, interlacing their fingers together as he thrust his body forward.

Kagome moaned loudly at the feelings coursing through her body. She gripped Inuyasha's hand tightly, feeling their conjoined palms become slick with sweat as they both tried to hold their grip desperately. Kagome shut her eyes tightly, concentrating on the feelings of Inuyasha pulling and pushing into her body rather than the sight of it. She wrapped her legs more tightly around Inuyasha's waist, locking her ankles together for better anchorage, knowing that she wouldn't be able to keep up with him.

Inuyasha moaned into Kagome's ear as he pulled out of her only to push back in a moment later, enjoying the feeling of her inner muscles pulling tightly around him. Inuyasha raised their intertwined fingers above Kagome's head, taking complete control of the situation.

Grunts, groans, broken moans and pleading cries filled the hut as the couple inside shared a moment as old as time itself, not aware of anything but the other.

Inuyasha bit the inside of his lip as Kagome gave a cry of satisfaction and ecstasy before her muscles contracted around him. Sweat beaded down his body as he gave a powerful thrust, releasing his seed into her ready and waiting womb.

Inuyasha's tired body collapsed in exhaustion. He panted heavily, feeling his head also rise and fall with the deep ragged breaths Kagome was taking. He slid out of her, biting the inside of his cheek as her muscles clenched reflectively before rolling them to the side and letting Kagome rest tiredly on his bare—and now damp—chest.

Kagome smiled lazily, letting her fingers dance mindlessly over Inuyasha's chest.

“I love you too,” she told him suddenly.

Inuyasha smiled gently at Kagome before running a hand through her matted hair while the other wrapped securely around her waist. Kagome smiled contently to herself as a single thought came to her mind before she was blanketed in unconsciousness.

`He's in my arms.'

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Kagome woke with a jolt. She looked around the empty hut with confusion, noticing her clothes scattered aimlessly around the small hut. She stared at the cold spot that once held Inuyasha, wondering where he had gotten off to so late in the night.

Kagome's breath caught in her throat as a familiar white light glided past the hut.

She shook her head, refusing to believe that he would do such a thing. Panic, from what—she didn't know, gripped at her gut. She stood quickly to shaky feet, gathering and throwing her clothes on as fast as she could. She ran out of the hut at a speed she thought would almost match Inuyasha's.

The mention of his name brought another stab to her already breaking heart.

He couldn't, he just couldn't be with her.

Kagome came to a slow, soundless jog as she approached the lights, seeing a scene that would forever play in her nightmares and haunt her dreams.

Her back was pressed firmly against the tree trunk. A figure clad in red loomed from above her, blocking her every escape with his body. One of his legs was shoved between her two legs. He pressed her further into the tree, cupping her face lovingly. He whispered loving words into her ear, words she did not hear. His breath tickled the shell of her ear as he tenderly stroked her raven tresses against her head.

Kagome shook her head in denial, feeling the familiar feeling of tears pin pricking in the back of her eyes.

She felt her world crumble around her.

She sunk to her knees miserably, wondering how he could be so cold, so heartless.

He continued to stroke her hair, moving his clawed hand slowly from her hair to her face.

She covered her mouth with her hand as she felt bile rise in her throat from the sight in front of her.

Aneerie glow surrounded the couple lost in each other's presence. The trees sheltering the couple swayed gently in the wind, causingtheirhair to mingle together, making it seem as if they were lovers caught in the eyes of the other.

Kagome shook her head in denial, not believing what her eyes were telling her, not wanting to believe what she was seeing.

The scene presented a perfect picture of the couple madly in love, the tresses mixing to look as if they belong together, black with silver.

She shook her head fiercely; feeling like someone had just ripped her heart out of her chest and held it mockingly in front of her face as they squeezed the shattering organ.

His love for her shone brightly in his eyes. She brought her hand to rest behind his neck, running her delicate fingers through the silver mane,massaging his scalp gently.

`No.' Kagome thought miserably. `No, no, no, Inuyasha!'

It was the perfect picture, of a perfect couple, in a perfect love.

Kagome felt the first rivulet of tears stream down her face, the wailing in her head only growing louder as her heart shattered beyond all repair.

`No! Inuyasha, how could you? No! How could you?!'

She raised herself, bringing her face into the crook of his neck, hugging him tightly to her chilled body.

He did not fail her.

He quickly brought her frail body into his strong one, holding her in a protectively loved embrace.

Kagome wept silently from where she was, standing on legs she thought for sure would also betray her.

`No'

`Inuyasha…why?'

It was a lover's embrace.

Kagome turned on her heel and ran, ran as if her very life depended on it.

And it had killed her.

She had never stopped for anything with only one thing on her mind.

Killing Naraku…

And then herself.

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Kagome started at the worn book that was once her journal. She stared at it as if it were the item that had destroyed her whole life.

The voices of her brother and Sachiko from in the dining room could be heard from where she was, in her room, staring down the journal that held all her darkest secrets, all her darkest fears.

Kagome looked blankly at the cream colored wall, letting her emotionless mask slip on her face.

She often did that, slip her mask on.

It was her barrier. She hid it from the people who had managed to squeeze into it before it was complete, but now no one entered it.

No one.

Kagome's emotionless expression quickly turned to one of hate as she glared at the wall.

The journal would be burned.

Along with it the old her would vanish.

And she could become the strong person she had set out to be.

After the Jano Awards she was taking Sachiko and they were going to disappear.

Kagome grew a determined look on her face as her decision was set firmly in her unyielding mind.

`Just two more months…'

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A.N. Long chapter…my fingers are about to fall off and no, that lemon was not supposed to be detailed, I will write a more detailed one later on in the story…so tell me what you guys think…ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! Hurray!! ^_^