InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Book of Poems ❯ Soft and Beautiful Kill ( Chapter 4 )

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Soft and Beautiful Kill

How can a man who loves a women with such passion and looks upon her with adoration that could blind the angels of heaven feel such staggering pain ripped from his soul and channeled to his heart?
With her hair like the color of moonlights embrace she was the most beautiful women who has ever lived .
Her beauty could surpass that of the most beautiful of the world for she was kiss upon thy head with the lips of the lord himself.

Her smile so radiant that it shocks your body into a state in which feels eternal bliss but at the same moment that such feeling of emotion enters your body one feels pain.
For a women that beautiful should not be looked upon in lust filled eyes and with intentions that are dishonorable. This Creature who stands before me with body of a goddess herself ask me a lowly man to show her the way home. When the heavenly women opened her mouth I stunned by the lilting sound that escaped those cupid lips. She stood there looking as innocent as a newborn entering the world and seeing this is what she’s been waiting for.
This look that any man should see could stop the bleeding heart within his body.

Though I did not know her I seem to have fallen in love with her the moment her mystical eyes fell upon me. With this realization also came much confusion, how?
How can a man who has lived the hardships of countless wars and has seen such horrors in his life fall in love with a woman's look towards his person one time?

As I have explained she could not have possibly be human.
No human can look and make a man feel so alive and controlled and wild at the same time.
Another thought at that occurred to me.
Could it possibly be she was a great and terrible beauty?
Could she be evil in disguised?
But it must not be this women who looks like a untouchable creature cannot be so evil.
But how else could I explain such feeling that I’ve Never before felt in my life, course through my body as if it should belong.

The Passion dwindles and a new emotion emerges and takes over the control of my arms and legs.
I look her straight in the eye and see the confusion almost as strong as my own lying there.
So beautiful she was that it hurt to look upon too long. Her eyes that of the waters pigment scared me senseless.
No one should possess such beauty and enchant a man with a look could be good, so she must be the DEVILS WHORE!

My hands wrapped around her throat and I felt such pressure and strength enter me that I almost stopped, but then she spoke and I could hear her pleading sounds trying to coax me from my mission so I continued with renewed force and looked within her eyes in which her blue eyes lost there former light.

Something tickled the back of my mind while I choked the rest of her life force from her body.
It wasn’t until I felt her pulse stop and her body stop convulsing is when it hit me.
Her eyes not once change when I was killing her.
She looked at me with such sadness that no daemon could possess and I finally looked at her again.

This creature whose beauty could rival the worlds finest was no whore!
She had to be my life mate for I have never felt this complete in my entire life, and she wasn’t asking me to her house she was asking me where our home was.
She was an angel god had sent me out of the great kindness of his heart and I killed her.
This women was my destined love and I ended her light with my hands.

So God take me and punish me in ways I cant imagine.
As I waited for his wraith to be cast upon me, I finally realized that this was my punishment.
I will no longer have an complete soul and a part of my heart dwells a hole so empty except of the pain that now feast upon it.

Oh God in heaven hear my pleading as one of your children to take me or I shall be compelled to take myself. Since no such answer has come I take this dagger that now represents an extension of my body upon my heart and give in tribute my death.

Have you ever seen the Movie Shakespeare in Love? I don't know, but the movie brought out this particular piece that is pretty dark, even for me.