InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Broken ❯ Broken ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha…

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Broken

by Crystaltears41090

`____________' = thinking

"____________" = talking

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(This takes place before the time Kikyo dies again. Can't remember which episode…125? Maybe. *shrug*)

Kagome sat, a notebook perched in her lap. Thinking in the depths of herself. Where did she belong? Was there even a place for her in Inuyasha's heart? Or was it all for Kikyo? What was it? She didn't know.

Kagome glanced at the arm that propped the notebook open in her lap…it had different red designs on them…different scratches. Different cuts. She had started to cut herself because it took away the pain. It was like she couldn't stop herself. She needed to find some type of relief for all the pains that Inuyasha had carried onto her shoulders. Why had SHE been the one chosen to come to the Sengoku Jidai and meet the hanyou, Inuyasha?

Kagome stared down at the white sheet of paper and her hand moved freely to write her thoughts down:

I wake up in the morning,

And drag myself awake.

I'm searching for the answers…

How long will it take?

I've looked far and wide for someone…

But I don't remember who.

I keep trying to find something…

What is it? I have no clue.

Why does my brain play tricks on me?

Why do I want to cry?

Why do I cut myself?

And why do I want to die?

What happened to the smiles?

What happened to the love?

What happened to the happiness?

Where is the signal from above?

Where do I fit in?

Hours have I cried for you,

And many more for me. 

And all the while I've screamed at you

To open up and see,

That for months now I have waited,

Calm and peaceful and with heart,

But now I finally see that we will always be apart.

You never have looked at me,

Since you found out how I felt.

You haven't given me that look,

That always made me melt. 

And now I lie here broken,

Upon the cold, hard floor,

And I know that you aren't here for me,

Not now, not anymore. 

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I cry my heart out for you,

For hours do I weep,

Only wanting to give you

Something that you'll keep.

Something that you'll hold on to,

Long after I'm gone,

So that when YOUR heart's broken,

You'll have something to cry on.

Kagome turned her head and heard someone above her. The branches of the tree were rustling.

Inuyasha landed in front of Kagome and he wrapped his arm around her tiny figure. "I'm sorry."

"For what?" Kagome whispered.

"For everything I've put you through…I didn't know you felt that way…"

"You read it?"

"Yeah…"

"Inuyasha…I just…want you to know that…I'll always-"

"Love me?"

"Yeah." Kagome smiled and cuddled closer to him. "I don't care what Kikyo means to you, I'll always be there. I always want to be there for you, with you…forever. Please, don't push me away anymore."

Kagome dropped the notebook on the grass. `I'm never gonna read that again…maybe I'll finish it one day…with something nice…sweet. A happy ending…'

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Crystaltears…Sorry if the story part was BEYOND stupid and corny…plz REVIEW anyways. PLEASE REVIEW!!! *flashing lights*