InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Cacophile ❯ First steps ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha
Authors note: This story is something I've wanted to do for a long time but it was also the kind of story that I had to see written several times before I could write one of this kind myself. This story will be told in Souta's point of view because he seems to be the only character to fit with what I have planed and I'm going to explore a very dark explanation for his obsession with Inuyasha. I'm going to warn all of you now that this isn't going to be a thing like anything I've ever written before so if you love me for my sweet yaoi and shounen-ai works then back away right now because I assure you after reading this you will never think the same way of me again. One final note to add is this the title is Latin. Caco meaning evil and phile meaning lover. Cacophile means evil lover.
I heard his voice again. Inuyasha has come from the well in to our time. I marched from my bedroom to the kitchen to see him. He was very little of what I was looking for but he would be enough until I could somehow cross over to his era to have that encounter I dreamed of so many nights.
I smiled and pretended to be a sweet and innocent child but it was so hard for me to do so because of what I wanted. Not wanted but needed.
Something I needed so bad that I could think of nothing but that one thing. I will not go in to detail about that want but I assure you that everything will become clear in due time.
My sister and Inuyshay restocked on items that they would need and prepared further return to the fudel era in the morning. A trip that I was going to take part in with or without approval from them. I had to go to see for myself if the things I've heard them say were true and I could become what I had desired to be all along ever since I had first discovered that demons existed.
I packed a bag with a few things that I would need for the trip before psychically making my appearance one that was as close to what I wanted to become with the things that I had managed to gather.
Once I was satisfied with the way I looked I went down and slept by the well for the remaining few hours of that night. The night chilled me almost to death but I fought death off by telling myself I couldn't die before I had attempted what I had dreamed of since my discovery of demons and the rift in the well that would let me enter their time.
When morning came I was woken by the two of them chattering as they approached the well. I stood up and lowered the hood of the black robe I had put on the night before and walked out to greet them.
Kagome was the first to notice me and when she did she let out a small scream at the appearance I had created in the course of a painful night. I laughed as she took in the details with the wonder of what had startled her the most.
I wondered if it was the pentagram I had burned in to my forehead by heating a pendant of mine that I had kept hidden away for months and pressing in to my forehead and then putting around my neck. That had been the most painful part of the night but it may not have been the most terrifying.
It could have been the red contacts I had placed over my eyes so to hide the falsely warm and inviting brown color my eyes were cursed with at my birth. A simple, yet necessary effect if I was to show my sincerity of desire to the one I've come to lust for from their tales of battle.
Maybe it was the silver bracelet around my wrist in the shape of a spider with the eight blood red rubies I had set in to it for eyes. Perhaps she wondered how a child of my age had come to afford such an exquisite piece of custom jewelry.
It could have been my simple yet bold hooded black robe that I wore as I stood before them. My sister always had a fear of hooded robes and pelts ever since she had recounted the first of what came to be many arousing stories for me.
"Souta? What are you doing dressed like that?" She said, speaking slowly as if trying to convince herself that it wasn't really me she was talking to.
"I'm going with you to see if I can find what I fully want. Inuyasha has one of the more vital points but I'm sure I can find someone with all of them in the fudel era." I said with a smile.
"You won't be able to go without a shard and I have all of them right here. Inuyasha is the only one who can make it without a shard." She said, not realizing how wrong she was.
"I stole one from you because I knew you didn't want me going with you. I had to make it so there was no choice for you to not only allow, but keep me near you while I'm trying to find what I want. It doesn't exist in this time but it does in that one so that's were I'm going. Not only that but I have a way of making sure that you can't take the shard from me. I pressed it right in to my chest were my heart is. Take it out and you kill me. I really don't think you could kill your one and only little brother." I smiled when I finished my little speech, just letting the words sink in.
"Kid you have no idea what you've gotten yourself in to but if you want to go I won't stop you" Inuyasha said. I smiled at my sister who looked about to cry.
"At least you don't have to wonder why I didn't want to become a God damned priest" I said.
"Souta, how dare you take His holy name in vein." Kagome was hardly able to choke out.
I laughed and said "Just jump in the damn well."
Kagome shook her head. I think she was afraid of me. I smiled. If she was afraid of a robe, some novelty contacts, a bracelet I sold my body for, and a pair of novelty contacts then I could only think of what she would think of me after I had done what I wanted to do.
I jumped in to the well and saw them jump in after me. When I jumped in I felt something happen to me. It was almost as if the shard took in some of the darkness from the heart, my heart, that it was stuck inside of.
I felt a strange power and knowledge flood through my body. I had realized I was able to summon the powers of the elements themselves with just the though. Apparently my magic was stronger in this time.
By my magic I don't mean rabbits out of the hat or any of that kiddy stuff. I'm talking seances, curses, and things of that nature. In the modern times I was a thorn in a few peoples sides but here I could become what I had longed to become for ever since I first heard of Kagome's tales at the age of eleven. Now I'm fifteen and I see more clearly then I had at any other point in my life.
"You guys said Naraku is able to sense jewel shards, especially when the shards are tainted with evil. Am I correct?" I smiled knowing the answer I would receive.
"Yes, Don't tell me you intend to meet him" Kagome asked me.
"I do but first I'm going to do the reverse of what he did and see what it does to me." I smiled as I watched the weight of my words sink in to them. "That's right. I'm going to injure a demon nearly to the point of death and then eat it pieces of it's flesh off of it's skin."
"You little bastard! What the hell is wrong with you?" Inuyasha yelled, drawing his sword and pointing it at me.
I laughed and said "The same holy blood that runs in Kagome's veins is in mine and now is the only time I'm glad for this. I've always wanted to try her little thing out for myself and see if it worked for me."
"What the hell are you talking about?" The halfdemon was confused.
"Sit bitch." I said calmly. He fell to the ground and I put a hand to it, chanting a spell as I did so. Suddenly a large hand appeared out of the ground and warped itself around Inuyasha's throat.
"You better try and save him before my creature breaks his neck." I said to Kagome before I used more magic to manipulate the air and carry me away from what I had done. After all what I was going to do was far more important.
Authors note: This story is something I've wanted to do for a long time but it was also the kind of story that I had to see written several times before I could write one of this kind myself. This story will be told in Souta's point of view because he seems to be the only character to fit with what I have planed and I'm going to explore a very dark explanation for his obsession with Inuyasha. I'm going to warn all of you now that this isn't going to be a thing like anything I've ever written before so if you love me for my sweet yaoi and shounen-ai works then back away right now because I assure you after reading this you will never think the same way of me again. One final note to add is this the title is Latin. Caco meaning evil and phile meaning lover. Cacophile means evil lover.
I heard his voice again. Inuyasha has come from the well in to our time. I marched from my bedroom to the kitchen to see him. He was very little of what I was looking for but he would be enough until I could somehow cross over to his era to have that encounter I dreamed of so many nights.
I smiled and pretended to be a sweet and innocent child but it was so hard for me to do so because of what I wanted. Not wanted but needed.
Something I needed so bad that I could think of nothing but that one thing. I will not go in to detail about that want but I assure you that everything will become clear in due time.
My sister and Inuyshay restocked on items that they would need and prepared further return to the fudel era in the morning. A trip that I was going to take part in with or without approval from them. I had to go to see for myself if the things I've heard them say were true and I could become what I had desired to be all along ever since I had first discovered that demons existed.
I packed a bag with a few things that I would need for the trip before psychically making my appearance one that was as close to what I wanted to become with the things that I had managed to gather.
Once I was satisfied with the way I looked I went down and slept by the well for the remaining few hours of that night. The night chilled me almost to death but I fought death off by telling myself I couldn't die before I had attempted what I had dreamed of since my discovery of demons and the rift in the well that would let me enter their time.
When morning came I was woken by the two of them chattering as they approached the well. I stood up and lowered the hood of the black robe I had put on the night before and walked out to greet them.
Kagome was the first to notice me and when she did she let out a small scream at the appearance I had created in the course of a painful night. I laughed as she took in the details with the wonder of what had startled her the most.
I wondered if it was the pentagram I had burned in to my forehead by heating a pendant of mine that I had kept hidden away for months and pressing in to my forehead and then putting around my neck. That had been the most painful part of the night but it may not have been the most terrifying.
It could have been the red contacts I had placed over my eyes so to hide the falsely warm and inviting brown color my eyes were cursed with at my birth. A simple, yet necessary effect if I was to show my sincerity of desire to the one I've come to lust for from their tales of battle.
Maybe it was the silver bracelet around my wrist in the shape of a spider with the eight blood red rubies I had set in to it for eyes. Perhaps she wondered how a child of my age had come to afford such an exquisite piece of custom jewelry.
It could have been my simple yet bold hooded black robe that I wore as I stood before them. My sister always had a fear of hooded robes and pelts ever since she had recounted the first of what came to be many arousing stories for me.
"Souta? What are you doing dressed like that?" She said, speaking slowly as if trying to convince herself that it wasn't really me she was talking to.
"I'm going with you to see if I can find what I fully want. Inuyasha has one of the more vital points but I'm sure I can find someone with all of them in the fudel era." I said with a smile.
"You won't be able to go without a shard and I have all of them right here. Inuyasha is the only one who can make it without a shard." She said, not realizing how wrong she was.
"I stole one from you because I knew you didn't want me going with you. I had to make it so there was no choice for you to not only allow, but keep me near you while I'm trying to find what I want. It doesn't exist in this time but it does in that one so that's were I'm going. Not only that but I have a way of making sure that you can't take the shard from me. I pressed it right in to my chest were my heart is. Take it out and you kill me. I really don't think you could kill your one and only little brother." I smiled when I finished my little speech, just letting the words sink in.
"Kid you have no idea what you've gotten yourself in to but if you want to go I won't stop you" Inuyasha said. I smiled at my sister who looked about to cry.
"At least you don't have to wonder why I didn't want to become a God damned priest" I said.
"Souta, how dare you take His holy name in vein." Kagome was hardly able to choke out.
I laughed and said "Just jump in the damn well."
Kagome shook her head. I think she was afraid of me. I smiled. If she was afraid of a robe, some novelty contacts, a bracelet I sold my body for, and a pair of novelty contacts then I could only think of what she would think of me after I had done what I wanted to do.
I jumped in to the well and saw them jump in after me. When I jumped in I felt something happen to me. It was almost as if the shard took in some of the darkness from the heart, my heart, that it was stuck inside of.
I felt a strange power and knowledge flood through my body. I had realized I was able to summon the powers of the elements themselves with just the though. Apparently my magic was stronger in this time.
By my magic I don't mean rabbits out of the hat or any of that kiddy stuff. I'm talking seances, curses, and things of that nature. In the modern times I was a thorn in a few peoples sides but here I could become what I had longed to become for ever since I first heard of Kagome's tales at the age of eleven. Now I'm fifteen and I see more clearly then I had at any other point in my life.
"You guys said Naraku is able to sense jewel shards, especially when the shards are tainted with evil. Am I correct?" I smiled knowing the answer I would receive.
"Yes, Don't tell me you intend to meet him" Kagome asked me.
"I do but first I'm going to do the reverse of what he did and see what it does to me." I smiled as I watched the weight of my words sink in to them. "That's right. I'm going to injure a demon nearly to the point of death and then eat it pieces of it's flesh off of it's skin."
"You little bastard! What the hell is wrong with you?" Inuyasha yelled, drawing his sword and pointing it at me.
I laughed and said "The same holy blood that runs in Kagome's veins is in mine and now is the only time I'm glad for this. I've always wanted to try her little thing out for myself and see if it worked for me."
"What the hell are you talking about?" The halfdemon was confused.
"Sit bitch." I said calmly. He fell to the ground and I put a hand to it, chanting a spell as I did so. Suddenly a large hand appeared out of the ground and warped itself around Inuyasha's throat.
"You better try and save him before my creature breaks his neck." I said to Kagome before I used more magic to manipulate the air and carry me away from what I had done. After all what I was going to do was far more important.