InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Calling out her name ❯ Aisheteru Inuyasha... ( Chapter 19 )

A/N: Hey I'm finally updating again, sorry for waiting for so long I've just had lots of homework, even now I'm not done I'm jus tired of doing it so I'm taking a well deserved break. Thanks for the reviews for the people who did review, not many people are reviewing anymore. `Sniffles' no one likes my story anymore `sniffle' oh well. Ill keep going for all the fans that still love my fic.

 

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, and sadly never will.

 

Warning: a lot of anguish on Inuyasha's part and some fluff and bad language.

 

 

Chapter 19: Aisheteru Inuyasha… (Revised)

 

`I can see flashes of Kagome lying under me, bleeding and crying…crying for me to stop…but I won't stop.'

Inuyasha slowly opened his eyes, lowering his gaze to Kagome's concerned face.

`How can she stand to be near me…why did she heal me after what I did to her.'

Inuyasha slowly grabbed Kagome's slender hands and forced her to let go of him. Letting go of her hands, he took a step back from her.

Kagome's sliver eyes widened in surprise, as she let her hands fall to her sides.

“Inuyasha…what's the matter?” She asked.

Inuyasha looked away from her questioning eyes, as overwhelming guilt overcame him.

“How can you stand to be near me,” Inuyasha whispered.

“After what I did to you…you called out for me…Kagome you called out for me and I didn't protect you…I broke my promise to always protect you.” Inuyasha's voice started to rise in volume as he continued, oblivious to his surroundings.

“I…I can't forgive myself for this…Kagome forgive me but I can't be around you anymore. All I do is put you in more danger…I don't want to hurt you anymore.” He finished in a barely audible voice.

Kagome's eyes began to sting with unshed tears.

`No…he's going to leave me…I can't let him leave.'

Kagome took a step towards Inuyasha, but Inuyasha quickly took another step back and turned his back to her.

“Don't come near me Kagome I can't stand to have you near me; I don't want your concern; I don't deserve it!” Inuyasha yelled and then stormed out of the small room.

“Inuyasha!!” Kagome tried to run after him but he turned and growled at her.

“ Just leave me alone Kagome!!” He growled out warningly.

Kagome's glistening silver eyes followed his retreating figure as Inuyasha ran into the shadows of the forest.

“Inuyasha aisheteru…” Kagome slowly whispered as she weakly sank to her knees, the crystalline tears now flowing freely down her pale cheeks.

“Please…don't leave me.”

Kagome whispered as she realized just how stupid she had been acting.

`My heart forgave him long ago, but I was too stupid to see it…and now…now he wont even let me near him because he blames himself for everything…Inuyasha you would be better off without me in your life…but can I really willingly leave you behind?'

 

 

Thanks to my Reviewers:

 

 

Yugis_girl98: thanks so much; I'm so happy you like my fic. I'll try to update more but right now with school and all I'm really busy but for my fans ill try to fit it in.

 

Gwenivere420: thanks for your review I'm glad you like my fic and Ill definitely read your fic and tell you what I think.

 

Ace of Dimonds: lol thanks a lot I'm glad you like it so much and yes there is definitely a lemon coming up soon but I've decided I'm going to put the conflict between Kagome and her father first, more suspense you know. Lol anyway thanks for the review.

 

Inu-mei-Inu-hanyou-Kawaii: sorry bout all the cliffhangers but I'm a fan of writing cliffy's and I jus cant help it but if it helps ill try to update faster so you guys can know what happens

 

Asaka: thanks for the review I'm happy you like it so much and next time ill try to look closer at my tenses.

 

TaintedInuShemeeko: thanks so much I like writing my stories where you can picture in your mind what's going on so thanks for telling me that.

 

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NUU!: lol thanks for the review and ill try to update faster then I have been I promise and I'm glad you like my fic so much.

 

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LadyNightShade: `blushes again' thanks I've read a couple of Kagome turning into a demon fics too and I didn't want my fic to be exactly like that so I'm glad you took time to read my fic and I hope you enjoy this chapter as well.

 

 

 

A/N: Hey guys I'm so sorry that this chapter is so short but I didn't want to put all the stuff that's going to happen next in this chapter it jus wouldn't be right. So please be patient with me and I promise ill update sooner this time. Oh and I've once again postponed the lemon until after the conflict between Kagome and her Dad. Sorry to all my lemon lovers but don't worry when it does come you be happy I waited. See Ya!

Sapphire

 

Next chapter:

We finally get to meet the infamous Top demon, Kagome's dad and we get to get in on Inuyasha's thoughts and Sesshoumaru mysteriously disappears.

 

 

This is an Author note that used to be chapter 20:

 

 

Hey everyone! I know I haven't updated this fic in like forever and I'm so sorry for that its just the next chapter is taking me a bit longer then I thought it would and I'm also working on another fic but I just finished it so I promise I'll definitely be updating the next chapter to this fic no later then this coming up weekend. I'm already half way through the next chapter so I don't have much more to do. The next chapter will be long so don't worry you'll have plenty to read when I update, my way of making it up to you guys for not updating for so long. I also wanted to thank a couple of my reviewers that have been reviewing lately.

 

Thanks to Reviewers:

 

 

ILvsimplepln2: Thanks for the review! I'm glad you'll keep reading even though I haven't really updating for a long time

 

TaintedInuShemeeko: Thanks for the review and actually I have read some of your fics I thought they were really good, I really enjoyed them. Thank I love to have emotions in chapters like those; this coming up chapter is going to have plenty of that.

 

KaIkO-tHe-ShElL-dAuGhTeR: I know I'm sorry about the short chapters I just had really bad writers block and I couldn't think of what else to write, because I wanted the things that happen next to be in the next chapter. Sorry

 

Sarah: I know what you mean! I have plenty of homework, like this is the first time in two weeks that I have been able to get on the computer and even check out my fics because I've been so busy with the load of homework my teachers love to pile on me.

 

GinnyHarry91: lol Thanks I really like writing but I became such a good writer from reading cause I read a lot, I can read two books in like a day if I was really into them. I'm glad you like my fic and you'll definitely be seeing the next update this weekend

 

Soru Skellington: I'm glad that my fic made you feel better about this pairing, even though this isn't my fav pairing I still love em!

 

Lady-Sttar: lmao! Well I thought so too but hey it's unique

 

Fox-firechick120: I hope that's meant as a compliment! Lol thanks for the review

 

Fox-firechick120: lol okay okay!

 

Yamisui: thanks I know I'm not too good with punctuations but hey I do my best. Thanks for the review and I hope the ending doesn't disappoint. If you'd like you can read my other fic it's a Sorrow Filled Heart. But it's a Sango/Inuyasha fic, I don't know if you like that pairing but it is an angst fic and its completed.

 

Militarybrat: Thanks a bunch! And no I don't mind how many times you review I love when people review!

 

Itsyagirl27: Thanks for reviewing! I'm sorry too keep you waiting for so long but I hope you aren't mad enough to not read anymore

 

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Anon: I know, I know I'm sorry to keep you waiting! I promise no more long periods of no updates.

 

Jesse: OMG! Thanks for all the reviews! I'm so sorry to keep you waiting and I wont use as much Japanese anymore k. but be forewarned their will be a lemon coming up in a later chapter so If you don't like that sorta thing just email me and ill send you the edited version.

 

Person: Sorry! I'm updating already

 

Ad123: please don't get mad I'm still working on it, don't worry this weekend you'll definitely be reading the next chapter.

 

 

A/N: Okay that's it for now. I have some other big news! I am going to be ending this fic really soon there is about 3 or 4 more chapters left and then the fic is done. I'm also starting two knew fics after I finish this one, one is going to be a Sango/Inuyasha fic it's a sequel to my A Sorrow Filled Love and the other is going to be a Sango/Sesshoumaru fic and ill try to start another Inuyasha/Kagome fic for all those fans of that pairing.

 

Next Chapter:

Inuyasha is ripped apart with the realizations of what he had done, the pain from both past and present are eating away at him as he roams the forest. Kagome is determined to find him, to tell him what truly lies in her heart and to prevent what she had seen in her dream from happening. But just as she picks up his scent she is cut off by a mysterious evil being. Power is radiating off of him in waves and she immediately knows who is standing in front of her, now she is about to enter the battle of her life, but will she be able to defeat her foe, and will Inuyasha come to her rescue or is her fate to come true. Find out the answers to all of these questions and more in the next chapter, coming up on Friday, January 14, 2005!

 

Jus a little summary their of the next chapter. See ya later,

 

Sapphire.