InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Can You Read My Mind? ❯ Can You Read My Mind? ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

You Read My Mind?

This is a Sess/OC (other character) story. This is someone I made up and use in all of my Stories…that I have deleted lol. But I did create her so if she sounds familiar in any way maybe they copied me because she’s mine. By the way her name is ‘Anna’.

Disclaimer: I don’t own anything that concerns the show Inuyasha….but this story. Nor the song “Read my mind” by The Killers.

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On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind





“He hasn’t spoken a word…what happened?”

“I have no clue…but I guess Father finally leaving his mother took a lot out of him.”

“Inuyasha, have you spoken to Anna? I haven’t seen her around in a while…she should be here, right?”

“…Anna? She…she should be here…with him…do you think something happened between them?”

“Well I don’t think so…Sesshomaru! How are you?” Kagome asked.

He glared at her. She sighed, knowing that it was useless for her to even try to speak to him. He had stopped talking to any human for the past week.

Izayoi finally demanded Toga to leave his mate Luna. She had promised him that if he didn’t she would leave and he would never see her again. So he did. He left his “Life long partner” with out hesitation. She had come running to Sesshomaru and Sesshomaru promptly beat the shit out of his father…to put it nicely.

“Sesshomaru? Are you…okay? You’ve been sulking like a little bitch for over a week now. What the fuck happened to the all powerful Ice king?” Inuyasha asked, Kagome frowned. It had been more then a week since he had been acting strangely.

“Everything.” was all he said with his naturally icy tone and dull golden eyes.

He walked to the door and was about to walk out of it until Kagome’s meek voice stopped him in his tracks:

“Where’s Anna?”

Sesshomaru scoffed coldly a bitter smile coming to his face “Why would I know? She left me 2 weeks ago.”

They all stiffened. She had…left him? Sure they had been fighting a little but they had been together for over 5 years. What could have caused her to just…leave?

He walked out quietly. He had said it. And it made everything even more real then before. But he couldn’t lie to himself. She was gone…well not gone…just not with him. She had taken care of everything for him, his paper work when he was tired, the house work when everything was in chaos, his body when he was sick, his heart when he was in pain, his mind when he was lost, his soul when his demon decided to take over for a little bit.

But he couldn’t blame it on Inuyasha. That’s what got him in this mess in the first place. It was no secret that he disliked his brother, more so because his existence meant that his father had found another, had created another family and he was not apart of it.

Anna was raised to love every thing that breathed, that grew. She loved him too, but his pride, his ego got in the way.

He had gotten in a fight with his brother, she had told him to stop, but he didn’t listen. He said things to him that he knew would hurt him, but he pushed the nagging voice in his mind aside. He had forgotten that Anna’s “father” was hanyou, too. He had said that anything any hanyou touched would become tainted, that when ones was around someone with so little importance soon they too would become nothing. She had slapped him and told him to stop. Blocking Inuyasha’s body with her own, as if she was trying to protect him. Inuyasha’s eyes had dulled out, Annas’ had filled with tears. She had asked him:

“ Do you really feel that way? Am I nothing too? Something to keep by your side just so you can replace me once your done? I’m not nothing. Inuyasha is not nothing. We are not nothing.” she had said it with a voice he knew well.

She was trying to reason with him. Trying to get him to listen to the words that he himself had spoken. Go beneath the surface, and feel the pain the words could inflect.

He ignored her and dragged her to their home. They fought like this for many weeks. He had told her that Inuyasha was the reason for his and his mothers pain. She asked him if he really believed him. He never really answered her.



Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?



“ Sesshomaru, your living in the past. You seem so hung up on it, I’ve tried to compromise with you but you don’t listen. I’m tired of having to explain this to you. You’re a big boy Sess, try acting like one some time. I’m…leaving….you. I….I…I can’t take you acting like this when ever Inuyasha is around. I know its not because he’s hanyou, though you would like to think so. I think it’s the thought of being replaced…or being removed from your fathers heart, that hurts you. Inuyasha is a threat that you can’t seem to get rid of. I love you so much. But your hurting me.” she closed her eyes and took a deep breath before continuing “ Your words go against everything I’ve been taught, that every ones equal, no one is less then another. A Hanyou taught me that. He may not be my father but he showed me the kindness that everyone around him never gave him. To be hated for just being born. You seem to hate Inuyasha for just being born, you never really gave him a chance. I think we should take a break, okay? Give Inuyasha a try, and if it’s as horrible as you think then, I guess there’s no hope for us. Your mother doesn’t even hate Inuyasha. She adores him, why can’t you even try. Try Sesshomaru. For me just try.”

She said it with her eyes closed. Sesshomaru had found him self on the floor holding on to her legs begging her not to leave him. That he would try, only if she stayed with him, he had wrapped both arms around her and held her tight. She fought and fought, to make him let go. They ended up on the floor having sex. He had taken her to the room and they slept. When he woke up, she was no where to be seen, she had left no trace behind, taken everything but a small picture of them in high school.

She was new in his junior year. Inuyasha was in seventh grade at the time, he was now a senior at the same high school. She had walked in her long wavy silver hair in a braid. She gave him one look and ignored him for half the year. No one ignored Sesshomaru Tasho. He was so fascinated that someone had absolutely no interest in him. So he tried and tried. She had slapped him a number of times. He was bold in trying to get her to give him a second glance. Go away!!!! she would yell at him every time he get to close.

Around the end of the year she had finally asked him if he would leave her alone if she gave him one date. His face never changed as always but his eyes got bright. He didn’t say anything and she sighed and said something in Spanish. He gave her a strange look and she glared telling him that she was only half Japanese, if he hadn’t notice, as she pointed to her wide, round, blue eyes. In all honesty he hadn’t noticed he was so wrapped up in her actual being that he never really looked at her closely. She sighed and threw her back pack at him and glared.

Well, the least you can do is give me a ride home since you made me miss my bus.

He nodded and sighed. She smelt so good that day. Like fresh rain and lilies.

He stopped to look where he was.



I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light

I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

He was in down town Tokyo across the street from Anna’s dance studio. She herself had taught him how to dance many different dances. Most from South America, she seemed to be fond of dance closely.

You don’t know how to dance? Are you kidding me?”

“No.” he responded. They where on their first date and he had made the mistake of bringing them to a restaurant that had a dance room.

“I’m a Dance Major. I refused to have a date who doesn’t know how to dance. That would tarnish my reputation Fluffy!” she giggled and ran to the dance floor.

He glared and damned Inuyasha to hell. He hated that name.

He fond her easily and snatched her up.

“Hey!” she objected.

“Where are we going Sesshomaru?” she asked as she finally broke off his death grip around her.

“Away from here.” was all he said until she stopped.

“What?” he glared down at her. He then blinked and took a step back. She was wearing a short sleeveless wrap dress. It had silver trimming at the top and around her waist that reflected the light. She had her hair up in an elegant bun, showing off her slender neck. Her legs ran forever, thicker then most Japanese women, her Latin heritage giving her a different look. She was bigger from behind and up front, and wider hips. Her eyes glowing under the black light.

“I want to teach you how to dance.” was all she said and she dragged him back to the dance floor.



Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?



He sighed, it was 7:30 he class wouldn’t end until 8:00, but still she had another class that didn’t end until 11:30.

How he got here he had no clue. All he knew was that he missed her. She had cut off all communication with him. She said it hurt too much.



The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze


He asked her for a second date and she agreed easily.


“ You suck a dancing but you’re a fast learner. Lets go to a club this time. Pops says I get to stay out as late as I want for saving his ass from mom.” she giggled.

“ Where is your mother.” he asked, never have seen her. He had caught a glimpse of her father. He looked like a body builder who just started. Silver hair and ears on top of his head.

“She’s in El Salvador. She doesn’t know how to speak Japanese, and I don’t really think she wanted to learn. But we talk a lot…she likes to speak English though.” she added absent mindedly.

“Do you miss her?” he asked, knowing very well he would miss his mother to death if she left him behind, though he would never admit it.

“ Every Second. But we talk so much it’s like she’s right here.” she had managed to take his hand in hers as they walked out of school grounds. People stared. He didn’t seem to notice.

“How many languages do you know?”

“Ummm like 6.…English, Spanish, Japanese, Chinese, Korean, Russian, French, and Arabic….opps! I guess I know 8.”

“How did you learn them?”

“Daddy likes to travel…she knows every language I know but Japanese. I think it’s kinda sad if you think about it. She’s in love with a Japanese man but doesn’t understand what the hell he says unless she threatens to cut his adorable ears off. She wouldn’t but he always tells her anyway.” her eyes clouded over, “ I want to find a love like theirs. So selfless, mom wanted me to know what my other half was, what my Japanese half calls for. And she mad him leave her for me. He came along with me saying that he couldn’t miss her too much, that I was just like her.”

“She must be amazing then?” he asked in a soft tone.

She blushed and leaned her head against his shoulder as they stopped in front of his car.


Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

“Do you think so?” she asked timidly.

“If you are like her and she is the reason you are…you. Then I guess so.” he said as he looking into the bright sky.

“ Who are you like?” she asked as she moved from his side to the embrace of his arms.

“My mother…only more indifferent…colder…but only for her. It’s better if she doesn’t know what I feel.”

“I don’t think so. I have a feeling she can see right threw you.” she smiled and began to bring her self up to her tipy-toes, not that it helped, she still stood under his chin.

He squeezed her against his body molding them together as Passer-Byers watched them as they went to their own cars. He looked down and stared into her round blue eyes and let a bit of his guard down.

His golden eyes became warmer as she leaned closer. He sighed when their lips touched. So different from any other kiss. Not even Rin’s kisses warmed him up from the inside out. Rin’s kisses filled him with lust and passion. Anna’s sweet kiss filled him with something he couldn’t put in words, more addicting then any drug, sweeter then all the sugar in the world combined.

They pulled away both breathless, and she gave him a goofy, crooked smile that sent a new wave of warmth threw him.

“What have you done to me?” he asked in a harsh breathless whisper, brow frowned, as picked her up from the ground, crushing her to him.

“Nothing, you brought this upon yourself…do you regret it?” she answered a little more controlled.

“No. This Sesshomaru is always Right.” he said as he nuzzled her neck with a whisper of a smile.

“Oh God! What have I done?” she Giggled as he twirled her and bowed as he set her down and opened the door for her.

“ Now Lady Anna? Where to?”

“Home please.” was all she said.

“As you wish.” was his only reply as he shut the door and got in.

He mentally smiled as she came to view from the window.

Her hair tumbled down in Silver waves as she showed a male student how to do the step right. He was bright red with embarrassment. She wore a red dress that hugged her tightly on top but fanned out in silky waves around her legs. He got the dress for her birthday a year ago. She had loved it and literally tackled him when she opened it. He knew what his girl liked.

Suddenly she moved out of view and a raven haired girl appeared in the window. Ami. She was a wolf demon that could have Koga running in circles repeating “I’m a pretty princess” just to have her by his side, even though his wife, Ayame, would not be too happy about it. She had a boy style hair cut that flattered her jaw line. Buzzed off slightly on the sides with a blue highlight on the left side that was longer and covered half of her face.

She smiled and winked, obviously happy to see him. She held two fingers in front of her Ruby colored eyes and then pointed them at him silently saying ‘I’m watching you’. He winked back and returned the gesture of endearment.




It’s funny how you just break down
Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine

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“Anna, you can’t avoid him forever. He’s been a good boy for two weeks and your miserable“. Ami said as she watched him from the window.

“Is he outside?!!”

“Maybe…” She said with a smile, still watching Sesshomaru from out side.



Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?



He tilted his head to one side and she blew a kiss to him, he narrowed his eyes as she worded the words ‘ She misses you’.

He shrugged and he let his body leaned against the wall behind him.




The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline



“Are you talking to him?!!?! Stop! Stop right now.”

“No.” she said with a slight pout, as she blew more kisses at him. He pretended to catch them and place them on his chest with a flirtatious grin.

“Ami…S-T-O-P.” she said as she spelt out the word.

“No. Come and make me….plus…he’s free game remember? You let him go. He’s hurting and if he needs comfort who will give it to him? Another woman you don’t know, someone who could steal him from you?” she turned to her as she felt anger roll off her friend in waves.

“No! He is mine! And any Whore that thinks that she can take him a way will find herself at the bottom of the ocean!” she growled as she grabbed Ami from her shoulders and shook her. She suddenly looked out the window and she met worried gold ones.

She looked away and turned to her class that happened to walk in on her out burst.

“Miss Anna? Are you alright?” A young girl in her class asked.

She sighed. “Not at all, but lets continue with the class any way?” she smiled, seeming to be worn out.

“Is he out side?” she asked a small curious smile touching her lips.

But as Anna was about to say ‘No’ Ami answered for her.

“Yup.”

She squealed and ran to the window.

He gave her a confused look when she waved. He waved back and he could almost hear her squeal. He winced with Ami who very grouchily tripped the poor girl.

Soon she was done with her classes and Ami walked out a small smile lingering on her lips.

She was in front of him in a flash, holding him tight.

“I left the door unlocked. She misses you, you know. She cried in Vicious’s lap almost all week last week. We couldn’t really do anything but hope you would come in like the Prince Of The Ice Cubes we both know you are and sweep her away. You never came. So we thought of how much it must hurt you, and I guess we tried to understand. Go in, she doesn’t leave until she cleans up. And she’ll be Extra slow because she knows your out here.”

“Thank you. Koga wants to know if you like cherries.”

She sighed and glared at him, “Tell him only Hiten’s.”

He nodded and waited for her to disappear. He looked up and saw how dim the light were. He walked to the door and true to her word they were unlocked. He went up the stairs and opened the door to the dance studio. She was in the corner trying to pick something from underneath the stereo he bought her.

“You’ll never get it if you don’t move it.”

She stilled and sighed. “Go away Sesshomaru.”

She pushed it out of the way and he saw what she was trying to get so badly. It was something else he had given the ring to her their first anniversary.

“How did it fall off?” he asked. She had not thrown it there because she was trying to get it back.

“ Ami asked that if I wanted you gone so badly why did I still wear it. I told her I didn’t know and she took it off and threw it there. I was going to go get it at first…but I told her I didn’t care instead. She looked surprised. But…I…wanted to get it so badly….” she said as she stared at her hand with a sheepish expression.

“You should have just went to get it.” he took a step forward, she took a step back.




The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline






“Anna…”< br>
“What guarantees me that you gave Inuyasha a chance? That you will not act they way you did before?”

“Nothing I suppose.”

She shook her head and smiled. At least he was honest.

“Did you try?”

“Yes?”

“I’ll take that as a ‘no’.” she said as she began to sweep the floor with the broom against the wall.

“I did.” he said as he saw the frown that ruined her pretty face.

“How did it go?”

“Annoyingly well. I did snap at him earlier.”

“Why?” she asked annoyed with him.

“He was talking about me.”

“Maybe he was worried?”

He scoffed as he walked towards her. She didn’t notice.

“He was, but he pretended he didn’t know about us. He spoke knowing I could hear him.”

“You told him?” she asked and looked up and jumped to find him so close.

“Yes. I told him why I was suddenly trying to get “closer”. “

“Sesshomaru! Why would you do that! You probably made it sound forced.” she said as she pushed him away.

He swatted her hand away and pulled her to him she gasped and didn’t move.

“I was. You left me. What was I suppose to do? You told me to do one thing to get you back and I did it. What now?” he demanded.

“You only did it because I told you to? How did that help?” she growled trying to press her self into him inhaling the sent that caused her body to ache with need only he could fulfill.

He pushed her against the wall and touched anything he could reach.

“I know what he goes through, I know how much he cares about Kagome, I know it hurt him when I pushed him away as a child, I know that he wished he had never been born, I know that it still hurts him when I push him away, I know things that I maybe didn’t want to know or admit, only because you left me. I suppose you can say it was the best but the worst thing that happened to me. But I have to say I don’t think I could live with you away from me. My father left My mother. She came crying to me saying that he broke her heart. I got so mad, I almost killed him.”




Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you jump
Tell me what you find when you read my mind




“Sesshomaru…” she hissed and he rubbed circles on the inside of her thighs.

“I…I…I need you with me.” he said the indifferent look falling, being replaced by a lost look.

“I know…but not here.” was all she said and pushed him off. She looked at the window and didn’t see his car.

“Did you walk here baby?” she asked and looked at the wall were she had left him.

He grunted and watched her run around trying to gather her things.

“Were you living here?” he asked annoyed.

“Maybe?” she said with a sheepish grin.

“Such a foolish a girl.” he said and kissed her.

She moaned into his mouth and almost dragged him to her car.

“Your going a little fast.” he said with a smug smile.

“Shut up.” was all she said as she parked in their drive way.

“Don’t be mad.” was all he said before she walked in.

Clothes and other unidentified objects where all over things.

“It’s okay. I don’t live here again ….yet…so to get me to move in you’ll have you clean up”

He gave her an annoyed look. And tackled her. She squealed and held on.





Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again






He undressed her in a rush and she did the same.

“I missed you so much.”

“ I know” he grunted as he crawled down her body after he had placed her on the bed in their room.




She said I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine



She was already wet for him and he inhaled her, she bucked her hips impatiently. He spread her thighs and he gave a quick lick and she instantly relaxed under his touch. He continued and she played with her nipples, he then placed a long finger into her pulsing sex. She arched her back and bucked her hips. He then pumped his finger inside her adding another after time. She withered as his tong rotated around a bundle of nerves he knew would send shocks through her body.




Put your back on me
Put your back on me




He stopped and she groaned. He came back up and kissed her, then pulled away and placed his fingers in her mouth. She sucked on them then ran her tong in between his fingers with hooded eyes.





Put your back on me
Put your back on me





He sighed and she guided his member to her entrance. He slammed himself in and her back automatically arched and she threw her head back with a hiss. He repeated the action until he was tired of the position. He flipped her over without coming out of her, his eyes slightly red.

He continued with her on her hands and knees. He pulled her hair back and her neck arched. He growled and bit her neck. Her inner muscles quivered as she came, his thrust keeping the high of her orgasm there just a little bit longer. He pulled her up to she was kneeling in front of him as he thrusted upwards from behind. Her head was against his shoulder as she panted trying to get rid of the black dots in her vision.

His thrust became violent as she moaned louder letting him dominate he. He came with a loud roar. He fell on top of her and nuzzled his new mate’s neck.

“Sess…baby…Fluffy…mate….your heave get off.”

He scoffed at the name and rolled off, she easily rolled on top of him with a lazy, goofy, crooked grin.

“I love you Fluffy.” she mumbled in her sleep.

He sighed, content. Maybe ‘Fluffy; wasn’t that bad…as long as she was the one saying it…naked.




The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
Can you read my mind


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DONE!!!! Hahaha sorry this one was bugging me! R&R