InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Choices, Choices... ❯ Revelations ( Chapter 18 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

A/N: I know, I know. Sorry. I was on a roll with my other story. So you know what? Those of you that like this story have some ass to kiss. I wouldn't be writing this if it weren't for xbitternessx, AKA oxrosesthornxo (deviantART) and her story, Savvy. She has this uncomplicated way of writing that is so easy, that you just don't want to stop reading. May I mention that that story inspired Choices? That's right - I never DREAMED of writing an AU until I read my favorite AU InuKag story EVER, `Savvy'. I recently reread it, and I was blazing to get back to Choices. So y'all have her to thank.
This chapter is a late birthday present to my friend Lilli (luvtodraw). Are you happy now, wench?
 
This is by my (yeah, right, I wish) husband, Rob Pattinson. The song isn't for everyone, but I think the acoustic guitar set is beautiful enough that you can really feel the emotion in the song. I adore the song and his sad voice. This song goes perfectly with Inuyasha and Kagome's fight - I recommend listening to it as a `soundtrack' for that part.
“You'll learn to hate me,
But still call me baby.
Oh, love.
So call me by my name,
And save your soul.
Save your soul.
Before you're too far gone,
Before nothing can be done.” - Never Think, Rob Pattinson
 
 
Choices, Choices…
Chapter 18: Revelations
 
 
 
 
With a slow, deliberate motion, Inuyasha reached up and took the baseball cap off his head, revealing a set of large, white, furry ears.
 
“Oh, my,” Kagome said.
 
Inuyasha held his breath as he watched her face for that look he knew would come. The one that came right before the screaming and running. But the look never came. She still looked… perplexed. And then the strangest thing happened.
 
Curiously, Kagome reached a hand towards one of the soft-looking, furry triangles and grasped it between her fingers. Inuyasha was running out of air, he needed to breathe, but he just couldn't. And her fingers were just there, softly holding his left ear. And then gently, she rubbed.
 
His breath left him in a whoosh.
 
“Shut up,” she said softly to herself, rubbing the large ear.
 
He watched her face as her expression became one of wonder. He needed to know what she was thinking. This wasn't what he was expecting, but he guessed it was better than the yelling. “K-Kagome?”
 
“Seriously? This is what you've been hiding? I mean, I could see why… you didn't want everyone to know. But… You could've told me.”
 
He almost felt embarrassed. It was like she was scolding him. “Hey, it's not like I didn't want to. It's just that… after Kikyou…”
 
Her expression softened as she released his ear and slid her hand down to his face, cupping it. “Was it that bad?”
 
His crushed expression said it all, but he needed to explain. “She... was the first. She was my first girlfriend.”
 
Kagome felt like her eyes were popping out of her head. “Y-your first? But wasn't that, like…”
 
“Yeah, it was a while ago,” he admitted. “And it's been an even longer time since her. It was my fault that she got killed. She was so upset over… over this,” he gestured to his ears as he spoke, “that she wound up in the wrong place at the wrong time. I shoulda been there. I shoulda followed her. I thought I was giving her time, but…”
 
Kagome jumped at him, embracing him. “Inuyasha,” she whispered, “it's not your fault. You had no idea. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that. I'm sorry about what happened to her. And I'm sorry she reacted that way,” she soothed, holding him close.
 
He wrapped his arms tightly around her. “You're too nice to me, Kagome.”
 
She laughed mirthlessly. Then she became serious again. “So… if you have… you know, special senses and stuff, you still didn't catch who was responsible?”
 
He sighed. Pulling away, he could see the sincerity in her eyes. “I caught his scent, nasty bastard. And I've caught it around the city at the oddest times, too. But he disappears. Like he's made of fog. It's fuckin' weird.”
 
Kagome's eyes widened. “You… you mean he's still around?”
 
He chuckled. “Well, yeah. He's youkai. Well, not exactly. I can't explain it. We don't know exactly what he is, but he's definitely of demonic nature.”
 
“We?”
 
“Oh, right,” he said, his expression darkening. “My asshole brother. He helped me track him, and he's way more powerful than me, but still, the dude gets away every time. It's like he has eyes everywhere…”
 
Kagome shuddered visibly, and he pulled her into a hug again. “Well, he doesn't sound all that bad, if he helped you,” she offered.
 
He was glad Kagome couldn't see his scowl. “Yeah. He's a fuckin' saint,” he replied sourly.
 
She laughed, and he let go. They stared at each other for a minute, his eyes searching hers, and she watching him doing it. “You're still waiting for me to run away from you, aren't you?” she accused.
 
“Kagome, I know you're seeing other guys,” he looked away guiltily, “…youkai.” He heard her gasp. “But this is different. I'm not… a demon. I'm only half. I don't belong anywhere. I'm not part of anything. Not human, not demon. I don't deserve someone like you.”
 
Her incredulous look turned into a scowl. “Oh, so it doesn't matter what I want, huh? It doesn't matter if I think you're worthy?” She placed her hand on his jawline, only to have him turn away from her. “Inuyasha, you can be stubborn as you want, but in the end, you're right. I am seeing other guys. And whomever I choose to be with in the end has nothing to do with heritage. It's my choice, and if I decide to choose you, does that mean I still won't be able to have you? Because you're too damned stubborn to let yourself live? Well, I'm not going to hang around to find out.”
 
He was stunned by her words, so he didn't really understand what she was doing. But he was too late when he finally realized that she was apologizing to the teenagers on the couch and leaving. He jumped up and walked into the living room to find two wide-eyed kids staring at him, Kohaku looking bewildered and Rin looking angry. Ugh, he knew that look. He was in for it.
 
“W-what happened?” Kohaku asked, possibly as stunned as the hanyou.
 
“What. Did. You. Do?” She stood, stalking towards him.
 
He held up his hands, as if surrendering. “Now, wait a minute, Rin…”
 
“Did you tell her?” Kohaku watched as Rin dominated her uncle.
 
“Yeah,” he said in a defensive tone.
 
“So? Why did she storm out of here? She didn't look scared. So I'm assuming you were your usual, charming self,” she said sarcastically.
 
“Listen, Rin. I told her, she was okay, and I told her about Kikyou. That's it,” he lied, not needing to be berated again.
 
Rin growled with her anger, clenching her hands into fists. “God! You're such an idiot!”
 
He looked taken aback, shocked by her words.
 
“You finally tell this girl - the first girl, by the way, you've shown any interest in since Kikyou - and she's okay with it, and then all you can talk about is your ex? C'mon, Inuyasha! Are you that dense?”
 
Inuyasha glared at her. “It's not like that, Rin.”
 
“Then how is it?”
 
Kohaku cowered away from the two clashing powerhouses.
 
“Damn it, Rin, I don't deserve her!”
 
Rin wasn't sure if she should be more surprised at his voice's volume, or his words. She decided to forgive his tone and take issue with his statement.
 
“Inuyasha…” She reached for him, but he backed away. “Inuyasha, that's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Why would you think that?”
 
“Don't you see? She's seeing some damn wolf, and my damn brother. How can I compete? I'm just a hanyou?”
 
Rin felt like she had been slapped across the face. “Whoa. Pause, rewind. What did you just say?”
 
“I don't deserve her, Rin! She can do a lot better than a fucking hanyou!”
 
“Not that, stupid. What did you say… about your brother…?”
 
“Er, I'm gonna go now,” Kohaku said meekly as he rose.
 
“Stay!” the two commanded. He sat.
 
Inuyasha glared, and she scowled right back.
 
“Inuyasha, what did you say about Sesshoumaru? Unless you have another brother I'm not aware of? Please tell me that's what's going on…”
 
Inuyasha looked at the floor, defeated. Sighing, he explained. “No, it's Sesshoumaru. She's dating him, too. And Kouga, from the wolf tribe.”
 
Her eyes bulged as she realized. “Does she have any idea…?”
 
“That they're youkai? Yeah…”
 
“No, baka. Does she know that you two are brothers?”
 
“Half-brothers,” he corrected, to her consternation. “And no, she doesn't.”
 
Rin backed to the couch, where she sat slowly and put her head in her hands. “Oh, you two are the biggest idiots in the world.”
 
“Hey,” he started, but her head snapped up to glare at him.
 
“You're both gonna lose her, you know.”
 
They were both shocked to hear Kohaku finally contribute to the conversation. They stared at him, Rin curious and Inuyasha murderous.
 
“Kagome is… special. She's not gonna like being lied to. She knows you guys can smell each other, and when she finally finds out, she's gonna figure out that you two knew about each other the whole time and didn't tell her. You shouldn't lie, especially to someone you care about,” he told Inuyasha softly. “She's gonna avoid both of you.”
 
Rin looked at Kohaku sadly, knowing this was true. Inuyasha stared in horror at the door. Should he go after her? Should he wait until she comes back? He looked to Rin.
 
“Inuyasha, you have to tell her.”
 
Kohaku nodded. “This is even bigger than your secret.”
 
How could that be? He was a fucking half-breed, and she was gonna be more upset that she didn't know she was dating brothers? Impossible.
 
“I'll wait until she comes back,” he told them.
 
“Inuyasha,” Rin began.
 
“Damn it, Rin. She's already upset. You want me to make her get admitted or something?”
 
She had to admit he had a point. The poor woman had been through a lot already. Even if it was her jerk uncle's fault. She nodded.
 
“Well, I think I'm gonna go home, then,” Kohaku said, standing.
 
With a sigh, Rin got up too. “Me too. Tell Kagome I said `bye?” she asked the hanyou as she walked up to him to give him a hug. He nodded.
 
“Um, would you… I mean, can I… Do you want me to walk you home?” Kohaku stammered.
 
Inuyasha was about to offer to drive them both home when Rin laughed.
 
“No, silly. I've got my car. Why don't I drive you home?”
 
Kohaku looked at her like she had two heads. In hindsight, he shouldn't have been so surprised. “You drove here?”
 
She started walking towards the door, grabbing her purse and fishing her keys out, shaking them at the boy. Kohaku ignored Inuyasha, bewitched by the beautiful girl that was not only talking to him but offering him a drive in her car. He opened the door for her and she smiled at him.
 
“Sure. Sesshy got me a car for my sixteenth birthday,” she said merrily.
 
“Sesshy?” the boy replied incredulously as he closed the door behind them.
 
Inuyasha rolled his eyes when they were gone. “Bye,” he said to no one in particular. Then he smiled to himself. Rin might be good for Kohaku. Maybe he'll stop with all the stupid shit he was doing. Maybe he'll get his damn hair cut and stop wearing black.
 
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Kagome was walking down the asphalt path she usually ran on, curving around the enormous lake. Idly, she couldn't remember the last time she went for a run. It seemed like she didn't have much time for herself lately. But it wasn't bad. She liked the constant company, and it was nice to be surrounded by great people that didn't always think about what party was happening tonight or who was performing at which club. Not that her new friends didn't know how to party, they just did it in moderation.
 
Now that she thought about it, she realized that she missed running. It was a great stress-reliever. Unfortunately, in her hurry, she had slipped into her flip-flops, so she wasn't going to be doing any exercise. And she definitely wasn't going barefoot. Hypodermic needles had been found on the campus on more than one occasion, and they definitely weren't from one of her Med classes.
 
She had been gone for about forty-five minutes when she heard someone approaching her from behind. Another runner, she guessed from the way they were huffing and the even, quick footfalls. She didn't turn, but she instantly recognized him when he turned his face to check out the front of the lovely woman he had come upon.
 
He practically skidded to a stop. “Kagome!”
 
“Kouga!” She said just as enthusiastically.
 
Despite his light sheen of sweat, she hugged him.
 
“Damn, girl. I know it's been a while, but I could swear you've become even more beautiful,” he said, eyeing her appreciatively.
 
She laughed, used to men hitting on her. “First of all, it hasn't been that long; we had our little run-in a little over a week ago. And second, there's nothing different about me.”
 
He grinned, revealing his fangs. She realized that here, in this dark, secluded, rarely-used area, he had revealed his true self to her. It made her smile; she was glad that he found being himself around her easy.
 
“Listen here, woman. It feels like it's been forever. And with that outfit on… What are you doin' out here anyways? You can't run in those things,” he said, looking pointedly at her shoes.
 
“Um, well…” She wasn't sure what to address first. “Yeah, the outfit. I didn't have time to change. I came from a job interview, and then I had a fight with someone, and I just came out here to blow some steam. Ha ha, I guess now I'm gonna need the steam back to get back home.”
 
He was ogling, but then he processed her words. “What kind of job interview did you go to?”
 
Kagome rolled her eyes. It was the same thing Inuyasha had asked when he saw how she was dressed, and now that she thought about it, Sesshoumaru probably would have said the same thing. Except she might not have been able to leave…
 
“Look, I don't really want to say. But I really need the job, so it's what I have to do.”
 
“You're not… Kagome, you're not, you know, selling yourself, are you?”
 
Kagome recoiled. “Oh! Oh my god, no! Nothing like that! It's just, um, waitressing, really. Please, just… I'd rather not talk about it.”
 
He snorted, but she heard him mumble to himself. “Where, `Hooters'?” Then he looked at her again, concerned. “Who were you fighting with?” He could smell the hanyou, but wanted to give her the chance to answer.
 
She grinned wryly, one step ahead of him. “You mean you don't know?” She tapped him on the nose to prove her point.
 
He smiled back. “So why were you fighting?”
 
The thought occurred to her, and she looked at Kouga incredulously. “Wait, you knew, didn't you?”
 
He looked confused. “Knew what?”
 
“You knew he was hanyou. The other guy I'm dating…”
 
He sighed, understanding. “Of course. I knew he was, like I know the other guy, Sesshoumaru. It's not hard, seeing how much those two are alike.”
 
Kagome was confused by his meaning, assuming she meant how they both had slivery hair. Then another wheel turned, clicking into place. “Holy shit,” she said.
 
Kouga was a little taken aback by her language; she wasn't the type that usually swore. “Kagome…?”
 
“All of you. You all know each other. Two demons and a hanyou…” She thought for a moment and scowled. “This is freakin' ridiculous. I'm the only weird one here.”
 
Kouga laughed then. “You're the only human, and you're worried that you're the odd one out? I don't think so, hun. You've got things a little backwards.”
 
She laughed, too. “I know it sounds stupid, but…” She sighed, wistful. “It's like, all three of you are so special. And me…”
 
Kouga stepped closer, lifting her chin so that she looked into his eyes, so much lighter than her own. “You, Kagome, are the most special. I don't think there's another girl in the world that would put up with three men like us. You've got a great future ahead of you, Higurashi, and the three of us are just sorta doomed to walk around until we can find someone special enough to share our lives with. Someone who understands. Like you.”
 
He leaned forward then, and she accepted his kiss. It was sweet, gentle. Her hands, which had been sitting at her side, wound around his neck. When he felt her respond, he kissed her a little more passionately, deepening it. He pulled away, however, letting her catch her breath. She looked at him, passion in her deep blue pools. He made up his mind and put an arm around her shoulder, pulling her back in the direction they had come.
 
They walked in silence for some time. Kagome thought, berating herself for writing Kouga out so early. He had his faults, like the other two, but he genuinely seemed interested in her needs. Inuyasha was so needy and self-conscious. And Sesshoumaru… Well, he was Sesshoumaru. He liked to flaunt his wealth, and he was sexy as hell, but Kagome wondered if that was all there was between them - lust. But she could see Kouga really making her happy. He could be a jerk sometimes, and he had to stop with the `woman' thing, but other than that, he was great. He lived to please her, and what more could she ask for? He was easy to talk to, easy to fall into…
 
“Hey, Kouga?” she asked, startling him out of his own thoughts.
 
“Yeah?”
 
She compared his voice to the other two. His was deeper, wilder. Inuyasha had a scratchy voice, and Sesshoumaru's was even, almost always devoid of emotion.
 
“Why is it that you haven't… you know. I mean, I'm sure there are plenty of female youkai…”
 
He chuckled. “You'd be surprised. Youkai are a dying breed. Many were too stubborn to bend to human ways and just died off. A lot of them mated humans, and the children from those marriages couldn't bear to reveal themselves, or to take mates of their own, and so lineage died off that way, too. Or the hanyou were hunted and killed by youkai.” He heard her gasp, entertained by her compassion and innocence. “But the other thing is…”
 
He trailed off, and Kagome assumed he was trying to think of a way to word what he wanted to say. So she remained silent, waiting.
 
“Well, youkai are proud, and some of them that came from powerful parents are used to the good life. In short, no one is good enough for them, youkai or ningen. And when they do find someone, it's because they want to raise their status, not for love. It's made the youkai community… wary.”
 
Imagining good upbringings triggered something, and he flashed across her mind.

“Like Sesshoumaru,” she gasped.
 
Kouga chuckled. “Don't worry. You don't have anything to worry about from him. He's the last any of us would think to take a human mate. And it's not like you're rich or anything, so he can't gain anything - no offense - by marrying you. He seems to have gotten over his aversion to human women,” he grinned.
 
“What about you? You didn't have a good upbringing?”
 
“Well, my parents were powerful, sure. Did I ever tell you that we ruled the mountains of Northern Japan? Anyways, yeah, we were powerful, but because we're wolves, it's different.”
 
“How is it different?”
 
My, but she was curious tonight. He couldn't stop smiling. “Well, we're one of the very few youkai that prefer to live together. So even though we may have a lot, it's shared by our family. We're not really in it for riches or anything. We look for things like loyalty, brains, and of course, beauty. That's why I'm so attracted to you…”
 
He turned to her, and they stopped walking. She realized what he was saying - that she had all those qualities - and she blushed. He ran a hand across her cheek and into her hair, pulling her in for a more heated kiss. His other arm went around her waist, pulling her flush against him. She moaned at the contact, and it heated his blood. Letting his other hand drop from her face, he wrapped it around her too, making their bond even tighter. She enjoyed the closeness after a stressful day and jumped up, wrapping her legs around him. His inhuman strength allowed him to easily support her weight and keep the fiery kiss going. She clung desperately to him, not wanting to let go. He found a nearby tree, walked to it, and pushed her back up against it. She hissed with pain - the far edge of her wound was scraping against the bark, even though it was covered by gauze and her shirt - but he misread it, thinking she enjoyed the position.
 
“Kagome,” he moaned, breaking away from her lips to nibble at her neck.
 
She forgot her pain, relishing his devotion. When Kouga kissed you, it was like he was pouring his soul into you. It was unlike anything she had ever experienced. Sesshoumaru's were hot and lingering - the promise of what to come. And Inuyasha's were timid and rushed, as if he were afraid you were going to vanish. But with Kouga… it was as if he just wanted to be there with you, in that moment. Nothing else mattered.
 
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She hadn't even realized she had done it, but when his lips returned to hers, she rubbed her hips into him, making him gasp. She opened her eyes to find a predator staring at her. She was caught, a deer in the headlights. Then the moment was gone as he rushed in to devour her, his tongue invading her and wanting to learn every inch of her. If he was honest with himself, he had thought he wouldn't have this chance again. She had been avoiding him, only meeting with him in social places and never allowing more. He knew why she was mad, but he would be more careful. Especially now that she was in his arms again, with her legs wrapped so deliciously around his waist…
 
He reached down, his hand finding her thigh and caressing it. Then it travelled inwards. She gasped from the contact, making her break their kiss. He took the opportunity as she arched her back and presented her slender neck. He nibbled down her jaw, neck, and towards her shoulder, his fangs scraping her occasionally. She whimpered, needing more. His hand found her waistband, and the elastic gave away easily. Slipping past the skimpy g-string, he found her core, already wet and waiting. He rubbed her, and she gasped. He wanted to see her face and lifted his head away just in time. He had found a particularly sensitive spot, and her head thrashed side-to-side in her need. He stopped then, but not suddenly enough to alarm her. He pulled his hand away, and she opened her eyes to find him smiling wickedly at her. She whimpered at the loss, and it made his youki growl with pride. But she took the hint and unwrapped her legs from his hips, and he steadied her on the grass.
 
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“What…?”
 
“Kagome, as much as I would love nothing more than…” he eyed her hungrily from head to toe, making her shiver and her veins heat at the same time, “I think you're tired. And you had a long day. Why don't I take you home, and you can give me a call tomorrow?”
 
Kagome couldn't believe it. The one time she didn't mind being taken advantage of, and she was with the chivalrous one. It reminded her of… Oh no! Inuyasha! He was probably still waiting for her back at the apartment! And here she was, making out with Kouga! Well, it wasn't that, so much, since she wasn't officially with any of them. But the fact that she had left so angrily… What had she been angry about again? Oh, right. The whole `I don't deserve you' thing. Pfft. She sighed, making Kouga chuckle, but they turned and started towards her apartment again. Damn, he was going to know exactly what she had been doing, too. And with whom. And it wasn't that, it's that he would know without her permission. Shouldn't she have a say in telling someone something instead of letting them sniff it out of her? She had to do something. But she was helpless. She didn't have a change of clothes, she didn't have a car, and even if she did, she didn't have her keys. She had left everything in her rush to leave.
 
They walked silently for some time, and finally Kouga asked if something was wrong. She shrugged, not wanting to tell him. “Just thinking,” she said, hoping her tone was nonchalant enough to keep him at bay.
 
He made a sound, but it was like a verbal shrug.
 
Suddenly, she thought of something that Kouga had said earlier. “Hey, Kouga?”
 
He looked up, his brows high in question.
 
“What did you mean earlier when you said your kind would `think Sesshoumaru would be the last to take a human for a mate'?”
 
Her earnest look made him speak without thinking. “Well, because of his parents. Their father left Sesshoumaru's mother for a human woman. A princess. It was a long time ago. But Sesshoumaru was like, scarred for life. And then Inuyasha… Jeez, I never thought those two would come to terms, but I guess Sesshoumaru got over it, and they still fight like, ha ha, well, like dogs, but I guess Sesshoumaru has taken to human women. I mean, he's even got that girl that he's been taking care of…”
 
Kagome felt that something was very wrong. Her brain was moving slowly, like it had suddenly become very cold and was sluggish. The facts were assembling slowly as the pieces clicked into place.
 
`Left Sesshoumaru's mother for a human woman - a princess.'
 
`My mother was a human princess about five hundred years ago. My father was… a demon.'
 
Clunk.
 
`… he's even got that girl he's been taking care of…'
 
`You have to come see my house one day. I'm sure Se-` Rin had been about to say “Sesshoumaru”.
 
Clunk.
 
Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha are
 
“They're… b-brothers?”
 
Kouga looked at her then, wondering what had spooked her. “Uh, yeah. You… you didn't know?”
 
She then, quite abruptly, dropped to her knees on the asphalt. Kouga became alarmed. He grabbed her by the tops of her arms and shook gently.
 
“Kagome? Kagome?! Kagome! What's wrong, honey?”
 
“B-brothers,” was all she could manage.
 
She was in a daze, and after a few minutes of trying to get her up and walking, he decided to take things into his own hands. He lifted her up easily and carried her back. She rested her head on his shoulder and didn't say another word for the rest of the way.
 
“Okay, we're here,” he said, putting her down slowly and hoping she would stand when he arrived at her steps.
 
She nodded weakly and stood, although she looked awkward.
 
He sighed. “Call me tomorrow?” He brushed his hand across her cheek and she nodded once. “Okay. See ya later, kid.” With a swift brush of his lips to her temple, he turned away to leave.
 
Kagome stared, dumbfounded, after him. It was just so much to absorb. And now she had to go back up to her apartment where Inuyasha was and he would smell Kouga all over her. Well, after everything today, she didn't care what he thought. As the jumbling thoughts fled, it was replaced with anger. He didn't deserve her, but she didn't deserve to know the truth? Well, she would see about that.
 
Punching in the code for the security lock on the building's door, she entered. Her fists clenched as she rode the elevator up, and when she got to her door, it was unlocked, as she suspected. She was relieved to find that the kids had gone home. Because this was going to be ugly.
 
He was sitting on the couch and watching TV when she walked in, and he looked up with a smile until he noticed she looked even angrier than before. He frowned. “What's wrong?”
 
She was so angry that tears began to form, and he could smell them. He was on high alert now, jumping to his feet. “Kagome?”
 
“I don't deserve to know?” she said between clenched teeth.
 
He looked at her, puzzled. “What're you talking about? I just told you everything…”
 
“Everything?” she seethed.
 
He decided not to answer the question. He had never seen her this livid before. Upset, yes. Sad, definitely. But angry? Never. He stared at her, his brows drawn together in his confusion of the situation. And then it hit him. Hard.
 
He gaped at her. “What the fuck…?” His face was drawn into a thunderous scowl. “Bump into that mangy wolf, did'ya?”
 
She wished she had fangs to bare at him. She settled for a grimace. “What I do is my business. I don't have any obligations to you, Inuyasha,” she told him firmly.
 
“Oh, so it's okay if I go fuck some random girl right now?” he said angrily, pointing towards the door as if showing her he meant to do it.
 
Her eyes narrowed at him. “What are you insinuating, Inuyasha? Nothing happened. And yes, you can, if that's what you want.”
 
“That's NOT what I want,” he yelled. But he wasn't finished. “And what the hell are you talking about? I can smell the bastard all over you!”
 
“First of all,” she said in a deadly calm voice, “keep your nose to yourself. And second of all, yes, we ran into each other, and since I'm seeing him, too, we got comfortable. But we were in the middle of campus, and all we did was…”
 
Inuyasha clamped his ears down on his head, not wanting to hear. She noticed that he hadn't covered the furry, dog-like appendages and felt a pang of longing, but her anger was too strong.
 
“I don't wanna fucking hear what the two of you did!” he cried, shutting his eyes tightly and turning away.
 
“Inuyasha, we didn't do anything!” she tried to tell him, but he was growling to himself so he couldn't hear. How childish.
 
She waited until his hands began to fall and he started to turn.
 
“And…” she started, a dangerous gleam in her eye that brought him up short, “I'd like to know why you never told me that Sesshoumaru is your brother.”
 
Inuyasha's mouth dropped open. “I, er… I was going to tell you…”
 
“When? After I married one of you and the other showed up as the best man?”
 
“Keh,” he exclaimed petulantly, crossing his arms. “Like I'd be that bastard's best man.”
 
Kagome felt the stab of pain in her chest, and actually had to clutch her hand to her heart. “Inuyasha, why couldn't you be the one I was marrying? Why couldn't he be the best man?” she said, her eyes softening.
 
He looked away, frowning. “I already told you.”
 
“God damn it, Inuyasha! Look at me!”
 
He did, and her eyes were blazing with anger.
 
“You don't get to tell me who I'm good for or who I deserve or don't deserve. And you know what? It's me that doesn't deserve you.” She walked towards him, reaching out, but he avoided her, the words affecting him. “You don't see how special you are. How… worthy you are.”
 
In a movement too fast for her to comprehend, Inuyasha ran to the bedroom. He was back in two seconds with his things slung over his shoulder.
 
“Wha…?”
 
He didn't look at her as he spoke, only walked quickly towards the door. “I don't need you to tell me anything about me. I know what I am. Fuck this, I'm out.”
 
And he closed the door behind him.
 
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Kagome had lost track of how many times he had left her in this same position, crying and alone, but she decided it wasn't worth it. She was supposed to be angry, damn it. Getting up off the floor where she had sat, she wiped her face free of tears.
 
Walking to her bathroom, she decided on a hot bath. She let the water run, went to her bedroom, undressed, and went back, sliding into the steamy water. She added some lavender chips to it, and the fragrance lifted her spirits slightly. She had turned on her stereo, and the smooth guitar and drum sounds of the jazz station calmed her as they floated in from her room. She was adamant on not letting him get to her. Soon, the water was losing its' heat and she got out, draining the tub.
 
After drying off, she found she was too lazy to get dressed and got into bed naked. She would deal with clothes tomorrow. After settling in and shutting off her bedside lamp, she turned towards the window and closed her eyes, ready to sleep. But apparently, the gods had other plans for her. The tinkling coming from her phone on her nightstand told her she had an incoming message. Her heart leapt, hoping it was Inuyasha. She scrambled for it, but was disappointed to find she didn't know the number. She opened the message.
 
`I'm sorry he's such a jerk', it read.
 
Kagome stared at it in bewilderment. Who knew about her fight with Inuyasha? She was about to ask who it was when another message came in.
 
`It's Rin, BTW. Hope u don't mind. I stole ur # from Sesshy. Inu came home all pissy, so I'm guessing things didn't go well when u found out about them?'
 
Kagome laughed. Not only did she not expect it to be Rin, but hearing anyone call Sesshoumaru by that… well, she would think it would be imperative to their health not to. She made a mental note to call him that.
 
Kagome replied quickly. Texting was as much a specialty to her as Cardiology. `No, it's fine, I don't mind. You're right, things didn't go well. I found out about them being brothers, I was mad he didn't tell me, but he found a way to be mad at me.' She sent it, and a few moments later, another message.
 
`He's like that. Anger is one of like, 3 emotions he has.'
 
Kagome laughed. `I know.'
 
`But ur ok w/ it, rite?' came the reply.
 
`Yeah, I don't care that they're brothers, I just hate that they both knew about each other and didn't tell me. I feel like I was lied to.'
 
A reply didn't come instantly, so Kagome took the time to save the number as Rin's. By the time she was done, a message was incoming. `Well, in Inu's defense, he couldn't tell u until he told u about himself. And don't 4get 2 be mad @ Sesshy, too.'
 
She had a point there. Indeed, she would let Sesshoumaru know when she talked to him next. She knew that he had meetings up the wazoo for the rest of the week and would be working hard, so she probably wouldn't hear from him until the weekend. That was fine with her. And she was going to have to forgive Inuyasha for being mad at him. But she wouldn't forgive his stupid comments.
 
`Thanks, Rin. I hope he doesn't make life too unbearable for you.'
 
`LOL Don't worry, it always is. And ur welcome. Hey, u wanna go out sometime?'
 
Kagome laughed, then thought about it. `Sure. I start a new job Sunday, so I'd like to go out before that. Where do you want to go?'
 
`IDK. I'll figure sumthin out. I'll txt u, k?'
 
`K.' Kagome laughed at her own response.
 
`LOL.'
 
`:] Good night, Rin.'
 
`Nite! ;-)'
 
Kagome smiled as she laid the phone down and drifted off to sleep.
 
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The rest of the week dragged by. As promised, Kouga had called her on Wednesday to set up a date, which would take place Friday night. Rin texted her on Thursday to ask when she was free, and Kagome told her Saturday. Rin told her to expect a beach day, and that they would go out to dinner after. Kagome told her it was fine.
 
She focused on her classes, and soon it was Friday. She wasn't over-excited, but she wasn't exactly dying to go out with Kouga, either. It wasn't his fault - he was great, a perfect gentleman. She knew she was still upset about her fight with Inuyasha, since it was unresolved. She hated that. If there was anything she hated, it was unfinished fights. She had never really fought with Hojo, and Sesshoumaru and Kouga never made her mad enough… it seemed the only person who could really get a rise out of her was Inuyasha. She had had fights with boyfriends before Hojo, but had been lulled into peace - and boredom - by the young, polite man. Maybe fighting with Inuyasha was good for her. Was that possible? Well, she supposed it was. But the whole unfinished business bit was eating at her. If she could fight with him and actually get somewhere, she'd feel a lot better. In the meantime, she felt empty, and she wasn't particularly fond of the feeling.
 
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She was extremely comfortable with Kouga, and after asking where they were going, she decided on a floral sundress. They were only going to the sushi place, and then the movies. Not a big deal; no reason to over-dress. She paired it with a simply ponytail and wedge shoes that tied up her ankle and a little bit of her leg. Some lip gloss, and she was ready to go.
 
He picked her up at eight, and she was surprised to find he had a car. Well, it shouldn't have been shocking, but she always saw him running… It was a simple Accord, but it was top-of-the-line, and brand new. She admired it as she missed her Z. He noticed her slightly crestfallen appearance.
 
“Something wrong?”
 
She hadn't noticed - since she had met him outside the building - how great he looked. In a tight light blue polo that almost exactly matched his eyes and dark grey pants with black leather shoes, he looked handsome. His long-ish hair was left down, swaying gently in the breeze.
 
“No, not really. I just miss my car…” She turned up one half of her mouth in a smile.
 
“You had a car?” he wanted to know as he opened the door for her.
 
“Not really,” she said, giggling. “The company gave me a car to use while I worked there. It was only two weeks, but damn, I miss that car. I was just remembering that when I saw yours.”
 
“Oh, did you have a Honda, too?” he asked when he was back in the driver's seat.
 
“No, nothing like it. But it'll be a while before I can afford that car again. So, how come we're not walking?”
 
He smiled. “Well, this is a little better, don't you think? Plus, we can't walk to the movies, can we?”
 
Kagome laughed. “I'm sure you could run us there and back in much less time than it even takes to find a parking spot,” she said.
 
He grinned, his chest swelling with pride. “Sure could.”
 
She smiled back, and soon, he was navigating traffic. In reality, it would have been faster to walk there. But as he said, they needed it to get to the movies. He told her to put on music she liked, and she played with the radio. She was surprised to find that his stations were all preset to hip-hop stations. She turned it to a jazz station and he looked at her oddly. Shrugging, he went back to watching the road.
 
She was glad he didn't argue - she wasn't sure she could put up with any rap. She hummed along to one of her favorites as Kouga attempted to make a U-turn.
 
“God damned Friday night traffic,” he mumbled.
 
She nodded. How many times had Jason said the same thing? Even if they took the bus somewhere, it was known to all that lived here that if you wanted to go somewhere in Miami on a Friday night, you had better leave early. Of course, it didn't help that she lived near the Grove, which was a hot spot for rich people, and then, as the night wore on, for younger, much drunk-er people. Gangsters, drug-dealers, alcoholics, college students, and the rich all mingled here, with everything from bars to restaurants to little shops lining the streets. In the center of it all, the Fountain, where the dual stone steps curved upwards to the movie theater. All around, people squeezed past each other. Police were abundant, and so were the criminals.
 
Luckily, the sushi restaurant they had eaten at was outside the Grove's influence. It took twenty minutes - versus the ten it would have taken on foot - but soon they were there. Kouga had called earlier, so they didn't have to wait for a table. Kagome was uneasy with the glares the other patrons that were waiting gave them, but she followed Kouga and the hostess to a very small lacquered table. Kouga held out Kagome's seat and thanked the woman in Japanese. This was why she loved this place. They were free to be themselves - as far as their heritage went. She highly doubted Kouga was going to reveal himself as youkai. The owners and most of the staff were Japanese, and they could speak to others in their native tongue. It seemed that Kouga liked this place for that reason - he almost always spoke to her in Japanese when it was just the two of them, even on the phone.
 
They took a few minutes to decide, and the waiter came by. Kagome was extremely grateful that he didn't eye her, but either way, Kouga was very polite. They asked for tea, and then ordered their food. The man bowed to them and left.
 
“You know, you didn't have to reserve a table,” she mentioned.
 
He laughed. “I usually wouldn't. I'm not that kind of guy. Anyways, this isn't a fancy restaurant. Not like the kind I'm sure Sesshoumaru has taken you to,” he said, grinning confidently.
 
Kagome blushed. Yes, Sesshoumaru wasted no time in making sure he would have the best seats wherever he went and that everything ran smoothly. It wasn't his fault - he was the head of a string of companies, and was probably used to getting things his way. And heads rolling if her didn't.
 
Kouga took the pinking of her cheeks as an affirmative. “Yeah, he's always been that way. Only the best of the best for the great sons of the Inu no Taishou. Anyhow, I just knew it would be super busy, and we do have a movie to catch…”
 
“Um, Inu no Taishou?”
 
Kouga frowned. “Obviously those two have been bad dogs, leaving you in the dark. Well, it's not my place to tell. But I will tell you some common knowledge. He once ruled all of Western Japan, which really, was the most important job in the country.”
 
“Why?” she asked, curious.
 
“Because the West was really the only place that foreign youkai could come in from. He protected us from the mainland - China. Everyone was grateful, and they showered him with gifts and gold. That's why those two are so filthy rich. Hell, they could probably buy Japan,” he laughed humorlessly.
 
Kagome was stunned. She knew Sesshoumaru was rich, but assumed that money came from the businesses he ran. But she hadn't thought of where the money before that came from. And now that she knew about Inuyasha being his brother, what did it say about him? Inuyasha had a funky style, not really buying into designer clothes, unlike his brother. And from what she'd been told by both brothers, he didn't work for any of the companies they owned. But he must get money from them, right? Yet, he drove an old - albeit restored - car, played shows, and now he was starting his own company. Just what was he trying to prove?
 
“Kagome?”
 
“Oh, sorry. I drifted off there, huh?”
 
He smiled. “It's ok. Anyhow, in the demon world, those two are well-known. Just because of our senses, there's already talk about how the two brothers of the Dog General and the Prince of the North - that's what some of them call me, even though it's stupid, since we don't even live in Japan anymore and I don't even rule anything - are off the market. They're so damn nosy, those socialites. I bet they give Sesshoumaru hell at work,” he chuckled. Kagome just looked on, too shocked to speak. “I know there'll be black hearts breaking everywhere once Sesshoumaru settles. As a matter of fact, if you wind up going for him, you better be careful.” He looked serious now.
 
This snapped Kagome out of her stupor. Not only was she surprised by Kouga's changed demeanor - he was talking to her as if she were just a friend, and that made her much more comfortable - but this new information was startling. “What do you mean?”
 
“Well, most youkai mate for life. The thing is, royal blood is strong, and if there's no heir, the other `royals' will demand he take another mate if something should… happen… to the first mate. So whoever he picks, or if it's you, you're gonna have to watch your back. The female youkai will be in a tizzy. They'll take a crack at you every chance you get. And you'll never have privacy because the old mutt will have ten guards around you all the time.”
 
Kagome listened in horror. Then she frowned at him. “Wait, this isn't your new way of scaring me away from other guys, is it?”
 
He looked at her like she was retarded. Then he laughed. “No, Kagome. I want you to myself, but I'm not kidding around. I don't know if they would require the same thing of me… If they did, I would have a tough time keeping you safe when I'm not around. My family is pretty capable, but those hoity-toity bitches might do something dangerous. Really, Inuyasha is the only one that they really wouldn't care about.”
 
“But, you said they were talking about the brothers…”
 
“Oh, sure, they talk. But for Inuyasha, it's all about them being incredulous that he could even find a date. He's not worth the dirt they step on, as far as they're concerned. There's talk that he must be seeing another hanyou, since he wouldn't even be worth mating a human, let alone youkai.”
 
Kagome could feel her anger return from earlier that week. But now she had some understanding. It wasn't just that Inuyasha thought himself worthless, it was that everyone had always treated him that way. He was told he was less than deserving, so he believed it. Oh, man. She was going to have to apologize. If he ever talked to her again.
 
She didn't get a chance to say anything else further on the topic because the food came then, and they laughed as they tried each other's food and talked about the food in their homeland. Kagome found out that he hadn't been back to Japan in thirty years, and she admitted that she didn't remember much, having immigrated here when she was little. But she missed the shrine they used to live at.
 
“So your family was holy? That place sounds great. I actually remember Goshinboku, but I don't know what your shrine looks like. Why'd you leave?”
 
“It is beautiful, and it's still there. We still own it, but it's just sitting there. I think if I could afford to, I would love to go back to live there. It's kind of a dream of mine. Anyways, we left after my dad died,” she explained.
 
“Oh, sorry about your dad,” he said, regretting he brought it up. “Well, what about you being a doctor? I mean, you can't do both, can you?”
 
“Actually,” she said animatedly, “there's a program in Japan where they hire English-speaking doctors for tourists that speak English. They're actually in pretty high demand.”
 
“Oh, that makes sense,” he said.
 
The evening flew by, and they drank sake with their meal, loosening them up. Kouga looked at his watch and told her they had to leave to catch the movie, and she giggled about something, making him grin. She had had less sake than he had, but his youkai blood was too powerful for what he had ingested. He helped her to the car and they were off.
 
“Hey, where are we going? I thought…”
 
He looked at her dubiously. “Do you really wanna go to the movies in the Grove?”
 
She chewed on her lip. “I guess not. So then, where?”
 
“Just a little further. It'll still be crowded, but like the Grove,” he explained.
 
Another twenty minutes later, they arrived at the theater. It was packed, as he had said, but not with thugs and drunks like the Grove's sidewalks would be. Kagome was still tipsy, so Kouga led her through the crowd with an arm around her waist. He bought tickets, and they went inside. After acquiring a bottle of water for Kagome and a soda for himself, they made their way to the assigned theater and found seats near the front. They laughed together and both liked the plot of the romantic comedy, but Kagome was tired, making the point clear when she yawned shortly after they stood up to leave. He laughed and vowed to bring her home.
 
No matter how late it was, if it was a Friday or Saturday night, Miami traffic didn't lessen. Until about three, it seemed to thicken. So it took almost an hour to get back to the UM dorms. Kagome had fallen asleep after ten minutes, so he parked and carried her to the steps. She had woken up but wasn't totally coherent. He asked about getting in, and she directed him to her purse, which contained the card that allowed access. He took her keys out while he was at it, and in they went. A short elevator ride later, they were in front of her apartment.
 
“Kagome…” He tried to wake her, but she was tired, full, and still a little drunk.
 
She nuzzled into his neck and groaned, sending a shock of electricity through him that ended at his groin. He swallowed thickly. “Um, Kagome…” Damn it, he was trying to be a gentleman!
 
Concentrating, he told himself he would put her in her bed and leave, so he used the keys to open the door. He was pleased to find that he could barely smell the hanyou, and the Taiyoukai's scent was nowhere to be found. He closed the door behind him and carried her effortlessly to her bed. He dropped her purse near the nightstand and put the keys down. When he tried to put her down, however, she clung tighter. He frowned, leaning more severely, and eventually, with an `eep', her bottom fell to the bed. But she still had her arms wrapped tightly around his neck. She was awake now, if anything.
 
It had startled her, so she took a few panicked breaths, her little exhaled puffs of air ghosting on Kouga's neck. He had to leave. He tried to pull away, but she wouldn't allow it.
 
“Kagome…”
 
She pulled back to look at him, and he was shocked to find her looking vulnerable. She reached up to kiss him, and he found that she was almost completely sober, which confused him.
 
He pulled away, and she pouted. “You're tired,” he told her.
 
“Please,” she begged quietly.
 
One of her hands travelled down his arm, and he knew now was his chance to leave. But her hand had found its' mark - the waistband of his pants. He looked down as she tugged on them, then at her face. She wasn't even trying to seduce him - she honestly wanted him to stay - but it was having the added effect.
 
“Er, I'll stay on the couch then,” he said, trying to turn.
 
Kagome thought it was cute how chivalrous he was trying to be. “No,” she said, emphasizing her point by tugging again.
 
He swallowed again. She pulled once more, moving her hand so that when she did it, it unbuttoned his pants. His resolve was dissolving; how could he say no to this goddess? She looked gorgeous in the moonlight that was filtering in through the window. It was a full moon, he noticed as he looked out. He felt her let go of him, and he wondered if she had changed her mind. But when he looked at her, he saw that she was untying her shoes and removing them. He could back away and leave now, if he wanted.
 
She reached under her dress and pulled her panties out, tossing them to a corner of the room.
 
Damn. He couldn't leave, not if he wanted to.
 
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With a growl, he loomed over her, and she bit her lower lip in anticipation. It made her look innocent, but he knew she was anything but. He placed a hand on either side of her, making her lay back on her bed. But the girl wouldn't be dominated, not by him. She reached for his zipper, pulling it down. Not wasting any time, she reached in to grasp him. He hissed at the contact. He hadn't had sex since their last time, and he was horny as hell. But that didn't matter. It was the fact that it was with the beautiful woman beneath him, the only girl he wanted.
 
All thoughts fled his mind when she stroked him. “Gnnn…”
 
She smiled wickedly up at him, but it was lost on him, his eyes were squeezed shut. She teased him with firm but slow strokes.
 
“Ah… Fuck, Kagome…”
 
She laughed; Kouga didn't usually swear.
 
She made sure he didn't get too excited, though. She released him and pulled his pants down, letting his underwear go with it. She loved his powerful legs; they were thick with muscle, and knew they had to be very powerful to run like he did. She traced a finger along one of the taught muscles that ran from his sculpted hips to his knee. He shivered under her touch, and his erection jumped, eager for attention.
 
Giggling, she reached for the hem of her dress. She pulled it up, revealing herself. Her bra was the only thing she wore. He reached for her, eager to help, but she pinned him with a look that clearly told him to back off. He watched eagerly as she slowly unhooked and peeled the bra off. Then she lay back and motioned with her finger for him to approach. He crawled to her, and she enjoyed it. His eyes were hungry, and she kissed him deeply when he finally reached her face. She pulled impatiently on his shirt, and he removed it quickly. But he didn't return to her mouth. Instead, he grabbed hold of a breast before she could say something. Bending, he licked her nipple, hardening it. She squirmed under him, and he tried to still her, but she was like an animal, wild and starved.
 
He nipped at the little peak, and she gasped. He did the same to the other one, and she arched her back, begging for more with her body. He obliged and suckled on the little nub, distracting her while his other hand made its way to where she needed him. Without warning, he pushed two fingers into her, making her cry out in pleasure. When she was able to look at him again, her eyes burned with unbridled lust. He was surprised when she pulled him to her mouth, kissing him passionately. She mewled and whimpered as he worked his fingers in and out of her, and she clawed at his shoulders and back. He finally stopped his torture and returned his mouth to her breast, nipping and licking. As she squirmed, she found his cock, throbbing and ready. She stroked him a few times and he grunted. He pulled away from her, knowing the slightest touches from her would make him come. She frowned at him.
 
He was at the foot end of the bed, and he crawled to her again. But this time, he stopped at the smooth area that was slick from his ministrations. Bending, he licked at her folds before pushing his tongue in deeper. She cried out, weaving her fingers into his hair, pulling. He suckled her clit, and she clenched her fingers in his hair, causing him to laugh. The vibrations from his mouth made her shiver, but she loosened her hold. Giving her one last lick, she climbed up her lithe frame until he was positioned. His erection bobbed in anticipation as he stared into her hooded eyes. She bit her lip again, and he reached down to take her lip in his. She enjoyed tasting herself on him, and she kissed him greedily. Wrapping her legs around his hips, she anticipated the next few moments.
 
He broke the kiss to watch her face and pushed in slowly, enjoying the feel of that first entry. But his plan backfired, because it felt so good he had to shut his own eyes tightly and grit his teeth. She groaned at the feeling of him filling her and again clawed at his back, trying to force him further in. She couldn't get enough - no matter how deep he was, it wasn't enough. When he was deeply seated, he pulled out, but his next thrust was quick, making her gasp. He liked the sound, so he did it again; a slow retreat and a fast thrust. He savored the moment. He watched her face as he quickened his pace, trying to make her come. Her breasts bobbed temptingly, and he bent to take a nipple in his mouth, biting down.
“Yes!” she cried, and he smiled to himself.
 
With a few more thrusts and some suckling, she began to clench her legs around him tighter, and he knew she was close. And then she arched her back, pushing her breast into his face, and she cried out to the gods. More than pleased with himself, he ravaged her body for a few more seconds, finally letting himself loose. With a final grunt, he let go, and his orgasm was intense. Panting, they relaxed, Kouga still on top of her, his weight now fully on her. She took longer to catch her breath, being human, so when he had regained use of his lungs, he rolled to his side so as not to hinder her breathing process further. He was big enough that he was still inside her, despite the fact that he wasn't on her anymore, but he was growing softer, and he didn't want to make a mess. He slipped out and jumped up quickly, going into her bathroom. He didn't need any light, so he found what he needed quickly without turning on the bathroom light. Kagome heard the water run for a few moments and then he was there, cleaning her off. He was thorough enough that it aroused her again, and he smelled it. He chuckled and she giggled tiredly. When she was clean, he went back to the bathroom, cleaned himself up a little better, and returned to her.
 
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She had squirmed her way under the blankets and was close to sleep, he could tell. He slipped in beside her and since she was on her side facing away, pulled her into his body. She groaned comfortably and he nuzzled her neck as she drifted off. He stayed awake for a little bit, marveling at the woman whose bed he was sharing. But eventually he was so comfortable and content that he fell asleep as well.
 
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E/N: Damn it! These chapters are misbehaving! It's been an all-out rumble over here. I told the chapter it was wrong, it said it was fine, harsh words were exchanged, things were thrown, cops were called. In the end, the chapter got its' way. I WAS going to tell you guys that I'm going to be posting slightly shorter chapters for my own sake form now on, but that didn't happen. The lemon INSISTED on being written into this particular chapter (I hope that makes up for the wait) and if that wasn't enough, Rin and Kagome's date wanted to be put in, too! And really, I wanted to, but that would make the chapter impossibly long, and I would have pulled my hair out trying to post it at dA.
Lucky bitch. Kagome has all these available, well-endowed men at her disposal. I hope she appreciates what I'm doing for her. *grumbles*