InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Confessions Of A Broken Heart ❯ Rain On Me ( One-Shot )

Alright I have been on a roll this past week! Right now I would like to introduce a one-shot that has been on my mind. Please don't think of me as a horrible person for writing this story for I am not….I would like to open the eyes of every woman and man and show something that has been going on in the world. There will be extreme abuse in this and after you're done reading this don't hate Sesshomaru or think any less of him please! If you don't like abuse this story is not for you!

 

A/N- I don't own Inuyasha nor do I own the song Rain on Me by Ashanti and So Hard by Ciara… Again if you don't like Abuse then this story is not for you…

 

Rain On Me

Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
Mmm...m mm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
I'm looking' in the mirror
At this woman down and out
She's internally dying'
I know this was not what love's about
I don't want to be this woman
The second time around
'Cause I'm waken' up screaming', no longer believing'
That I'm going to be around
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Getting' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Getting' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why
Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe, no
See, I don't want to hold my pillow late at night no more
I'm tossing' and turning' and thinking' 'bout burning' down these walls
I-I don't want to fuel this fire no more, no more, no more
See, I made up my mind 'cause I've wasted my time
Ain't nothing' here to keep me warm
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Getting' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Getting' over and over my pride, yeah
I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried
Oh...oh...oh...oh...
Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe, no
I'm so tired of the rain
In my life
And I'm so tired of the strain
And now you're going to lie
'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and
This here it just don't seem right and
Sometimes I just wonder why I
Don't know, let my life go by
'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and
This here it just don't seem right and
Sometimes I just wonder why I
Don't know, let my life go by
Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...
Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe, no
Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't want to live, I don't want to breathe, no
Ooh...ooh...
Ooh...ooh...
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la. ..
La-la-la-la-la-la
Ooh...ooh...ooh...

“Is it true Sesshomaru?” Rin asked coldly her voice dripping of pain. Turning around she looked at Sesshomaru throwing the newspaper at him watching as it flopped against his chest and fell uselessly to the floor.

“ARE YOU SLEEPING WITH HER!!!?” Rin voice was cut short as she was slammed into the nearest wall gasping for breath she grabbed her throat as she was brought against the wall.

“So what if I was sleeping with her? What do you plan to do about it? You're weak you can't do much….Pathetic you think to order me around?” Sesshomaru's deep cold voice penetrated her hearing.

Gazing into his eyes she felt her face turning red as he squeezed tighter cutting off all of her oxygen supply. Crying she mournfully fell slack against his body trying to catch her breath……..”Please don't……please.”

Smirking Sesshomaru looked deep into the eyes of the pathetic mortal he married letting her drop to her knees he casually walked to the front of his desk sitting in his leather chair examining Rin through his hard amber eyes.

“Exactly what I thought you were…….weak and pathetic….I don't know why I married you.” Cutting her eyes to the side she stood up walking towards the door whispering, “If you don't know why then why don't you kill me I would rather die then spend another day with you.”

Slamming the doors shut Rin walked up the stairs ignoring the stares of all the female demons and the male demons. She was used to the look of pity and the look of absolute hatred.

Running to her bathroom she quickly emptied her contents flushing the toilets falling slack against the cold marble floor. She had no one no family members nothing she was alone in life and the only person she deemed her best friend ended up sleeping with her husband behind her back and in her bed.

Looking at the sharp knife Sesshomaru uses to kill his enemies she let the thoughts of suicide flash through her head. He wouldn't let her go out in public with him or be around his presence when he had parties.

She was always condemned to their room and even that he toke away from her she wasn't aloud to sleep in the same bed with him anymore. He felt disgusted to have a human as his life long mate.

The newspapers were blown up with him and other woman one including her friend Kagome. Turning towards the mirror she punched her fist into it sending rays of glass shooting in her face.

Screaming out she dropped to her knees crawling into her bath tub turning the shower on she let the rays of the droplets of water cruise over her blood stained face. Taking a piece of the mirror she let the tub fill up completely.

“This is for you Sesshomaru.” Slowly she ran the blade over her wrist gasping as the pain slowly spread throughout her body. Crying she let her wrist fall into the tub watching as the water turned to a light pinkish color.

Smiling she whispered, “Beautiful.” Grabbing her other wrist she sliced into that one aware that she had indeed hit a vein. The blood seemed to spurt everywhere letting her wrists fall into the tub she awaited the gates of hell…..awaited them happily she already knew what hell was like she was living in hell right now.

Her body started turning cold and after a minute she couldn't feel her legs she was finally losing consciousness as the blood kept circling out of wounds. Her body could no longer support her as she sank further into the tub; the water soon flowed over her head.

Sesshomaru heard the screams as the maids came running towards him, “She's dying…Lord Sesshomaru she cut herself she's dying….Help us!!!!” Turning towards the maid he pushed her out of the way running up towards their room.

Slamming through the bathroom door he seen all the blood surrounding the walls putting his hand over his mouth he resisted the urge to throw up. The blood assaulted his nose until all he could smell was her blood.

Grabbing her body out of the tub he pressed his lips to hers they were cold as ice. Taking her in his arms he coldly stated, “Call the ambulance she won't make it if we take her.” Cradling her body he licked her wounds trying to stop the flow of blood.

Her heart was beating but very little looking down at her lifeless body and the paleness of her skin the coldness of her body he would have assumed her already dead. Laying her slowly on the bed he stared into her eyes.

They were dead showing no emotion but her voice seemed to crack as she reached for his hand placing her cold fingers in his. Tightening her grip she dragged his head down, “Let me die…Please let me die…It's the least you can do for me.”

Snatching his hand back he grabbed her wrist applying pressure as he growled in her face, “When I let you die it will be by my hands never yours or anyone else's you're mine.”

“I was never yours.” Standing up Sesshomaru grabbed her in his arms taking her fragile lifeless body towards the ambulance placing her inside he walked back into the estate. Grabbing hold of his cell phone he called Kagome.

Rin was so close to death she could have tasted it all that was left was when they brought her back to life. She could feel them shocking her back to life and telling her she was indeed coming back to life.

When she finally became conscious again she started crying weeping for the life she walked into. That's all she seemed to do now was cry and moan for the life Sesshomaru had placed upon her.

The doctors placed her in intensive care having somebody watch over her at a periodic time. Turning towards the windows she seen the rain hit the glass stepping up she got out of her bed.

Slowly opening the window she placed her arms out the window catching droplets of rain as they fell on her hands she brought it up to her face slowly moving it around. Hearing a knock on the door she turned around fast sliding into her white sheets.

“Come in.” Her voice sounded fragile and weak.

Watching the door creak open, “Rin how are you feeling.” Kagome's sweet and innocent voice was heard.

Watching her through cold eyes Rin let her creep up to the bed before lunging at her knocked her down to the ground. The IV that was stuck in her arm was snatched out but she didn't seem to notice it.

Grabbing for Kagome's throat she yelled in her face, “How could you!? You heartless bitch how could you sleep with my husband!? I thought you were like a sister to me!? You slept with him in my bed!”

Kagome continued to wiggle from underneath her only ending in getting punched in the face. Rin continued to punch her in the face loving the feel of her smooth skin against Kagome's cheek.

Her rage took over and before she knew it Sesshomaru was pulling her off of Kagome's now bleeding body as they did her eyes filled with fire as she kicked Kagome in the stomach whispering an idle threat she intended to keep, “When I die I will bring you with me….I WILL KILL YOU!!!”

Sesshomaru entered the room and looked from Rin's bloodied hands to Kagome's tear stained and blood stained face. Grabbing Kagome he lifted her up and exited her out of the room only coming back to help Rin into the bed.

Grabbing Rin he lifted her face up placing a chaste kiss on her forehead replying, “You have more energy than I thought. Rest now, you will be going home tomorrow.”

Closing the door as Rin shouted, “NO!” Grabbing her pillow she threw it at the door. Glancing at the open window she ran towards it glancing at it she grabbed the hinges of it quickly disposing herself out of the room. Putting her hands over her head she let loose a big yell as she fell towards the sidewalk.

Before she could hit the solid ground she was dropped into the arms of Sesshomaru himself glancing up at him she fell asleep from exhaustion. Dropping her in the vehicle besides Kagome he let her head rest on his lap as he smoothly stroked her hair.

Glancing at Kagome he quickly dropped her off at home before escorting Rin towards his room. Placing her body on the bed he got inside the sheets with her slowly inching closer to her body.

Pressing his body closer towards her he wrapped his arms around her body pulling her closer to his body heat comforting her cold flesh. He soon fell asleep to the rhythm her heartbeat had played for him with each thud he seemed to be in a trance.

Rin awoke in secure arms turning around she met the man she had once knew before she was married a man she hadn't seen in a long time. Stroking his cheek she was stopped when he grabbed her hand placing a kiss across her now healed wrist.

Looking deep into his eyes she let a smile grace her features and for a minute she thought she was happy and secure until her heart felt what he did. Tearing herself away she got up quickly running towards the door almost running over a shocked Jaken.

Running into her room with Sesshomaru running after her she tried to shut the door only to have it thrown back open again. Turning towards Sesshomaru who seemed to be right on top of her she lost her footing and fell against her mattress.

Watching Rin through lustful eyes Sesshomaru quickly joined her placing her hands above her head while his lips went to work on her mouth. Kissing her he gently slid one of his hands down her side encircling her nipple.

Moaning Rin wiggled a little only getting a pinch from Sesshomaru. She moaned as he started rolling her nipple between his forefinger and thumb. Gently biting his lower lip she returned the harsh nip with a suckle.

Trying to get her hands free only opted in him tightening his grip on her. Gasping for breath she felt his hands creep to the thatch of her womanhood. His finger ran ghostly across her clit causing her hips to jerk off the bed seeking a more stimulating touch.

His fingers moved there way inside of her stroking regions she didn't know existed. It's been a long while since she felt him inside of her cavern a long time since she felt the pleasure of feeling his touch.

Snatching her arms free she ran her hands over his shoulders caressing the soft skin as she went. She kissed his lips gathering his tongue inside her thrusting inside of his mouth with a desperate action.

She was ready when she lay strewn across the bed ready for him to come inside her and fill her with a part she was missing. Grabbing him in her hand she slowly moved her hands over him before pulling him inside of her.

Gasping as pleasure filled her body she grabbed his shoulders urging him to move. He did clumsy at first but gaining speed as he continued to pound inside her using his feet as leverage.

Her moans fell into yells as he continued to move inside of her. He was stroking her just right moving inside her with such ferocity it scared her. Sinking her teeth into his shoulder as she felt her climax building up she continued to rotate her hips moving in sync with his powerful hips.

Wrapping her legs tighter around his hips as he moved she gasped looking into his face as his eyes fell over hers not even a wink of emotion was in his eyes just the same coldness. Arching her back as she felt her orgasm come crashing down she ran her nails across his back while digging her human teeth in him.

Trying to look at his face she was only forced to feel his hot breath on her neck as he guarded his face from hers. He didn't want her to see the strange emotion and weakness flash across his face.

All she heard was a groan of pleasure as her inner walls closed around him keeping him inside her wet and tight cavern. Falling limp against the sheets she let him lay in between her legs while his limp head fell against his chest.

Stroking his head as his breathing returned to normal her hands were swatted away as he got up grabbing his clothes and leaving. Watching she replied, “That's right Sesshomaru all I ever see is your back. You use me and then decide to leave afterwards…..I hate you.”

As she uttered those words her face was immediately burning and her body was flung on the floor. Grabbing her cheek as tears fell out of her eyes looking down at the ground as her shock disappeared, “You hit me….YOU HIT ME!”

Screaming out her words she was silenced when his hand lifted up into the air as if giving her a silent warning. Slowly backing into the corner of her bed she huddled herself holding tightly to her knees.

Weeping as he shut the door rocking back and forth in her corner she ran towards the door trying to open it. Getting it open she ran out only to be propelled back inside by one of the guards.

Grabbing hold of something as one of the guards continued to hit her. Each punch to the face caused her to feel all of the pain grasping a metal object she swung it in the air quickly hitting the guard in the head.

Grasping her clothes she ran through the door wiping the blood from her nose. Her eye seemed to have closed up from the force of his blows fleeing down the stairs she ran into a female demon.

Crying out she pushed the demon as she shouted, “The humans trying to escape!” Running was all she could do she wouldn't look back she knew he was behind her he was little ways behind her. She couldn't look back couldn't seem to utter a word or have thoughts for fear he would hear it.

Her eyes were small and the rain splashing over her face and hair was refreshing she was free so close to being free. Weaving through the garden she continued to use her strength as she propelled faster.

Her determination was strong she would get out of this place she would make it on her own. Just as she seen the gates of the castle and the cars outside of it, he was throwing a party and she wasn't even supposed to be there.

Moving towards the gates she quickly typed in the password before exiting out of the castle. Only when the gates closed behind her did she stop and turn around and look to see if anyone was behind her.

Only when she didn't see anybody did she allow the pleasure of mournfully weeping as she collapsed in the rain. Crawling towards her destination she quickly got up running blindly anywhere.

All she did was run she had no family all that was her family was Sesshomaru the only place she could think of running to was Kagome. So she ran straight towards her house silently knocking on the door she looked around her surroundings.

Turning around when Kagome opened the door she lunged at her giving her a hug, “Please help me. He's slowly killing me!” Opening her eyes she was shocked when she seen Sesshomaru standing there in all of his glory.

Backing away she intended to break out running again but was silenced, “Rin if you plan on running I would assume you shouldn't you'll just make me run after you and I'm tired of playing your games….Come home now.”

Looking at Kagome she whispered, “Please don't make me leave please help me.” She could tell from the pathetic way Kagome looked at her she wasn't getting any help from her. Shrugging her shoulders as Sesshomaru yanked her against his body digging his claws into her tender flesh.

Dragging her from the door he placed a passionate kiss on Kagome before dragging her away. “Just let me go….Why can't you let me go?”

Sesshomaru looked into her eyes bringing her chin up harshly leaving a bruising mark on her chin his cold eyes cruised over her face, “You're mine.”

Kicking and screaming she put up a fight as he tried to shove her in the limo she was soon silenced when a brash punch to the back of the head knocked her out.

Two Weeks Later

Sesshomaru let her out of the house on occasions but she was never with him she was always accompanied with a guard to make sure she didn't leave or try and escape.

She was just happy to be out of course she had to wear sunglasses to keep her face from the public not for the publicity but for the simple fact that he didn't want the public to see the bruises that graced her face.

He was indeed smart enough to beat her and abuse her where the public couldn't see. One time he beat her so bad she fell ill with 2 cracked ribs and he did nothing for her, he just made her sit in bed.

It became worse he couldn't stand her presence anymore when she walked into the room he would send her away even the scent of her would make him hit her. He beat her when he was frustrated and when work was ruff.

All sorts of sounds from him making love to other woman would invade her room he made sure to place her in the next room so she could hear everything. Hear the disgraceful moans of the whore he had.

Sometimes she did indeed tried suicide but he would always catch her or the maids would end up telling him for her sake. That's when the beatings actually got out of hand the sweet thing about it was he didn't let anybody else beat her just him.

One day she was out she met somebody named Kohaku and he instilled trust and love inside of her. She would sneak out at times when Sesshomaru was busy with other woman because it was hard for him to smell her leaving with all that sexual aroma.

She met Kohaku at a café and from then on they began talking he helped her. He tried to call the cops when he seen her face but she couldn't do that she wouldn't let him. She knew as well as anybody nobody could stop Sesshomaru and it was best if he didn't try.

On nights when her face was too swelled up or beaten he would just hold her in the hot bath tub just cradle her head against his shoulder and rock her back and forth as her tears spread over her face.

Tonight was bad, tonight was horrible, and tonight was her last night. Sesshomaru went off to a business trip and nobody was in the house he never did trust anybody in his house when he was away.

She invited Kohaku over not letting him come through the front door but sneak into her room from the balcony. When he came up on the balcony she joined him on it placing a chaste kiss upon his lips.

Wearing only a robe as he held her she gazed at the stars as he whispered in her ear, “I love you Rin. I hate to see you like this; no women should have to go through this alone. I'm here for you…..Let me take you away.”

Crying she turned in his arms letting her head rest on his chest, “He would kill you and me if he found us. You don't understand nobody can stop him he's ruthless. I love you but he made it so hard to love someone but right now I need you. I need you to make love to me right here under the stars.”

He continued to speak only to have her fingers silence him as she placed them on his lips. Watching him through coy eyes her hands went to the straps of her robes pulling them apart she revealed herself to him. He continued to stare feeling ugly Rin placed her hands over her body trying to cover it.

“You're gorgeous he doesn't deserve you. Would you give me the honor of showing you what a real man is like?”

Nodding her head she disrobed his body grabbing onto his arms as he leveled them over the ground coming to rest on top of her. Her body was cold but he warmed it up with every touch of his lips across her skin.

Each suckle on her breast fueled her with a new fire as he continued to move his way down. Kissing and placing loving strokes over her bruises caused her to burst with a new love.

She had never felt such tender love she had never felt such love flow through her body as he continued to make his way over her skin. When he returned to her his eyes showed a fire and his lips showed passion and love.

Love she hadn't felt in a long time grabbing his face she squeezed his cheeks before releasing them. Flipping them over she grabbed a hold of his shoulders as she toke him inside of her.

She toke him to a place that was never discovered by any man she toke him to her heart. For the first time she was happy. Happy as he continued to plunge inside of her. Happy as he cuddled her when each shock of pleasure coursed through her body.

Content with the fact that he was showing her exactly what she need to be shown he was showing her the way love was meant to be. When tears broke from her eyes she cradled his head against hers.

Oooooooooooo
He made it so hard
2 trust sum1
He made it so hard
2 fall in love
Not trying to mess up this relationship (thinking)
Cuz the last man did me that way
You gone do the same things I
Don't want to be this way
But I'm hoping you can change
The way that I feel
You see (ooooo)
I trusted him with everything
Never held back anything
Thought we'd be 2gether for the rest of our lives
So suddenly he took his love away
And made it hard to trust again
I know I been holding back
But he really hurt me bad
I don't wan to take my past
And put it all on u
I'm not trying to hold you back
really hope you understand
I don't know what I'm going to do.

When each one reached their orgasm she wept with the joy of it. She loved him but then again how could she ever trust a man when Sesshomaru put her through so much? How could she truly love when she had no heart it was captured and slowly turned into black coal?

Smiling as he looked deep into her eyes she felt her face contort in horror as her body was lunged into the nearest wall. Crying out as her back collided with the rough stone sliding down it crying out as it ripped her flesh.

Fading into unconsciousness she screamed out as Kohaku's body was lifted up off the ground by a furious red eyed snarling Sesshomaru. Running towards Sesshomaru she grabbed onto his leg yelling out, “Don't hurt him!! Please don't hurt him!!! Take me!! Please!!! I LOVE HIM!!”

Feeling a kick to her chest she inhaled sharply as Sesshomaru swung Kohaku over the balcony. Hearing the sickening thud as his body landed on the solid ground below she screamed out loud.

Lunging herself at Sesshomaru's body she yelped as he picked her up dragging her into the bedroom. Kicking and screaming all the while she was silenced with a sharp slap to the cheek.

Crying out she let the stinging fade as he kicked her on the ground. Crying out as he continued to hit her in the face, chest, and the side of her head. Falling against the wood floor as he continued to beat her.

Each hit was ferocity for another one each blow shifting her brain backwards. Each hit slowly cracking her skull her screams couldn't be helped or heard by anybody. Her nails raked across his arms trying to release the pressure of his hold.

 

Moaning as blood began to coat her body she was put out of her misery as he picked her body up shoving her head forcefully into the nearby stone wall. When her head made contact with it her last breath was taken.

When I think of what he did to me
It makes it hard to fall in love
When I think about just what i need
It makes it hard to trust sum1
Baby I gotta let go
Don't want to miss out on love this time
Gotta leave those things behind
what evers yours you call it ours flowers
with love you keep me showered
(but so did my ex-man at first)
you see what started out so simple all flew out the window
their I go comparing you to him again
it keeps holding me down,( I gotta let it go)
I want to give love a chance (but you may never know)
baby u can be the 1 for me
yes the only 1 for me
and I don't want to lose a good thing no.

Her body fell slack against the wood floor as the bleeding from her head surrounded her body. Her eyes were lifeless as Sesshomaru stood over her his eyes slowly fading to his amber color.

Looking down at Rin he grabbed her body listening for a heartbeat but he found none found nothing that signaled she was still alive. Backing up he dropped her dead body his body collided with a wall as he slid down it glancing at his blood stained hands.

Her eyes were open they seemed to be mocking him as the sneer grew wider. Her eyes seemed to have rolled in the back of her head as the blood from her mouth seeped out mixing with the rest of her blood.

She was happy, she was free, and yet she was dead. On her funeral day she stood right by her tombstone looking at the inscription, “Rin Takahashi beloved wife, mother, and daughter. Rest in peace.”

Smiling she turned around gliding past Sesshomaru placing her hand over his letting him know she was there and that all was forgiven. Yes he did kill her and yes it was brutally but yet she found peace in her heart to forgive him.

I know I been holding back
But he really hurt me bad
I don't want to take my past
And put it all on u
I'm not trying hold you back
really hope you understand
I don't know what I'm going to do
When I think of what he did to me
It makes it hard to fall in love
When I think about just what I need
It makes it hard to trust sum1
Baby I gotta let go
Don't want to miss out on love this time
Gotta leave those things behind

“Come one Mommy!” Turning around she glanced at her daughter and Kohaku as they stood at that bright light. Giggling her body shifted as she ran towards them grabbing their hands they walked off in the distance.

Kohaku whispering sweet nothings in her ear as her daughter jogged off in front of them. When they reached that bright light their bodies retreated towards it as it engulfed them. Turning around she waved towards everybody she knew nobody could see her but she knew they could feel her from the way the wind shifted and the rainbow shooting across the sky.

All was content, all was happy, and she got her happily ever after she was with the man she loved and the baby she carried………………………̷ 0;….

1 disappointment
1 heart break
too many mistakes in love I've made
I cant come with all this baggage think he's going to have it
see I know I'm being selfish but I gotta let it go
close that chapter
close that book
faith in love is all it ever took
that's why I never gave up and I never gave in
cause I know true love is waiting for me again.

When I think of what he did to me
It makes it hard to fall in love
When I think about just what I need
It makes it hard to trust sum1
Baby I gotta let go
Don't want to miss out on love this time
Gotta leave those things behind
He made it so hard
2 trust sum1
He made it so hard
2 fall in love.

This is indeed a sad story I am sorry for that! Please don't hate me for making Sesshomaru so cruel and evil I never meant for it to be that way. But I would like to say a few words this story is on the border line of abuse and I would like to let everyone know that if you or someone you know is getting abused please call the police, talk about it with an adult. Don't trust a person when he/she says that it is okay because it never is for anyone to be abused or harmed. So please if this story actually shows you that abuse isn't right and its indeed sick then please help the next person and relay the message if you or someone you know is being abused don't hesitate to run and get help because you never know there may never be a next time……Thank you.

 

You Know I Love Ya,

~~~FluffyRinLover~~~