InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Confessions ❯ Forgive me, For I have Sinned ( One-Shot )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: celestialmoon 
All done! You wouldn't tell from the ending, but it is. I kinda changed it so if you see anything sounding wierd, tell me.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / / Romance | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 02.28.2005 | Updated On: 10.15.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 616 | Status: Completed
All done! You wouldn't tell from the ending, but it is. I kinda changed it so if you see anything sounding wierd, tell me.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / / Romance | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 02.28.2005 | Updated On: 10.15.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 616 | Status: Completed
Shinjiru sighed. Nothing was supposed to be this hard. Everything was supposed to be given to you on a silver platter. She snorted. 'Yeah and love is always returned…' She sighed again and looked at herself in the full-length mirror.
She was dressed in her Halloween costume. This year she opted for something more traditional. So she reverted to her humanoid form and put on her traditional clothes. Her gi was completely black with blue outlining and silver knee, shoulder, and elbow pads. An icy blue silk sash was tied around her waist. At the middle of her spine, two katanas were strapped to her back in an X formation. She braided her hair to show off the black in the red and let her bangs frame her face. Her markings had relaxed into view; two stripes, one at each temple. She let one of two signs of her falcon heritage show. A silver feather lay on her forehead with the quill pointing to her left cheek. If she relaxed completely, two white falcon wings would burst from her shoulder blades. The entire outfitting made her markings stand out and her icy green eyes glow.
Smirking at her appearance, Shinjiru drew one of her swords. It was polished and gleamed in the fading daylight. Attached to the sword hilt was a small fang carved into feather tied on by a silk string. She was pulled from her musings when a loud horn alerted her to the arrival of her ride. Quickly covering her pointed ears from view, she made her way downstairs.
She carefully hopped into the car and looked to her gawking friend.
"What? Do I have a hair out of place?" Shinjiru asked flipping down the sun visor to check herself in the mirror. Her friend shook her head.
"No, Shin. You look incredible. I can see why you opted to just go classic, you look great!" Her friend replied.
"Well, don't sell yourself short, Kags. Why does InuYasha want you to be a cat again?" Shinjiru asked with a small smirk, already knowing. Since she was youkai she could sort through spells and the one InuYasha was using to hide himself was a no brainer. She on the other hand, used a very powerful spell woven by the miko before her. Kagome was the only person outside her family that knew of her inhuman qualities.
"Apparently, he wants to score tonight and thought this would be some kind of game. At least that's what Miroku told me." Kagome said with a shrug as she headed for InuYasha's Halloween party. "But he's bound to be drunk by the time we get there, so I'll be the one taking advantage of him." She added with a smirk.
"Kagome! Why I never!" Shinjiru giggled.
They talked excitedly as they approached the large mansion. Kagome pulled up the door and smiled as the valet took her keys while also gawking at Shinjiru. The costume outlined her form perfectly.
"You might wanna close your mouth before you digest some flies." Shinjiru said coldly as she and Kagome walked inside. "Humans." She murmured as her and Kagome entered the party. Shinjiru immediately covered her ears as the bass-filled music reached her ears.
"Sorry. I forgot to mention the noise." Kagome yelled above the noise as they made their way to the dance floor. "I'll let InuYasha come find me later," She said as she held her hand out to Shinjiru. "Shall we dance?" She said with a laugh.
Shinjiru smiled and bowed. "But of course."
They shook the floor. Kagome and Shinjiru were both on the dance team at their school and outshined the team captain most of the time. They made up several dances to anything on the radio and those songs were playing right now. As they moved, they failed to notice the crowds move away and stare. The guys in lust and the girls in envy. The song ended and both just giggled.
Suddenly a new beat started and both girls squealed. Lil' John and the Eastside Boys was on and they were playing 'Get Low'. Both girls sang along.
"3, 6, 9 damn she fine hopin she can sock it to me one mo time
Get low, Get low
Get low, Get low
To the window, to the wall, (to dat wall)
To the sweat drop down my balls (MY BALLS)
To all these bitches crawl (crawl)
To all skeet skeet motherfucker (motherfucker!) all skeet skeet got dam (Got
dam)
To all skeet skeet motherfucker (motherfucker!) all skeet skeet got dam (Got
dam)"
Shinjiru smiled as she freak danced with Kagome. But there was something nagging at the back of her mind. Pushing it aside, she welcomed their newest partner in the dance.
"Sango!" Both girls called. They watched Sango disengage herself from the guy she was with and run over. Sango immediately joined in now moving with the formation of females in the center of the circle on the floor. They twirled and grinded air as the dance they did constantly just took over their bodies.
As the song ended the small group made their way off the floor seeking a quieter atmosphere. The mass of applause was thanked with smiles and waves. The girls made their way up stairs and into an unused room.
"Oh my god that was so much fun!" Kagome squealed as she threw herself on the bed.
"I know! Why didn't you guys come get me? I was sitting there talking to Miroku when I heard some guys talking about two hot girls dressed as a cat and a demon taking over the floor. I had no doubt that it was you." Sango said as she and Shinjiru swung their hips, still under the spell of the music.
Suddenly a mass of male voices and talk erupted as the door swung open and the entering males paused. The girls looked up, Kagome from her position on the bed, and laughed. The guys looked from each girl to the other and smirked.
"I knew it was you guys!" One shouted with an accusing finger in Kagome and Shinjiru's direction.
"Oh please InuYasha. As if you needed any other guess. How many girls do you know that just show up unannounced at your parties and make them more memorable than that time you got drunk off your ass?" Shinjiru pointed out. InuYasha huffed and crossed his arms over his chest.
"Oh poor puppy." Kagome cooed. InuYasha didn't need to hide his ears tonight; he just made them look like part of his costume as a feudal era dog demon. Wearing his old fire rat robes to finish the look with a sword tied to his hips. InuYasha suddenly remembered Kagome.
"Oi! Wench, lemme see your costume." Kagome smiled to Shinjiru and stood off the bed.
Everybody else 'oh'ed and 'ah'ed over costumes before simply staring at Shinjiru as if she was some exotic species of animal.
"For Christ's sake it's only a classic." She said as she made her way to the door, only to be stopped by the guy she was trying not to notice. Ready to tell him to let go, she was unprepared for him dragging her out and leading her to the room she'd rather forget.
It was about two months ago when Kagome dragged her over here for a party everyone was throwing for Sesshoumaru, InuYasha's older half-brother. Everything went smoothly until Sesshoumaru requested to talk to her. She thought it was because she didn't get him anything. He led her to his room and as soon as he closed the door she was straddling his waist, peeling off his clothes. They spent the rest of the afternoon and well into the night in his bed. That was when she accidentally let her secret slip and her found out about her immortality. He just smiled and showed her his. The rest of the night was fevered as neither needed to be careful. She woke before him early the next morning and limped out of his life. Or so she hopped.
He slammed the door shut and turned on her. She growled telling him to stay back, but only succeeded in encouraging him.
"What's wrong? You seemed to enjoy my closeness the countless times we coupled." He teased. She snarled as he crossed the line. He paused.
"Take another step and I will castrate you." She threatened coldly, but the ice to her voice only enticed him and he took another step. Not being able to hold out her tora instincts, she roared, having had enough. Bracing herself, her white wings burst from her shoulder blades in a cloud of feathers. Her wings twitched in annoyance as she drew her swords from their sheaths at her back.
"Your serious?" He asked disbelievingly. She seemed willing last time, what changed? He also divested himself of all the spells and drew Toukijin. Suddenly the door was open and she was running. He smirked as he chased her form down the hallway. Damn, she had gotten faster; he was barely at her heels.
Shinjiru burst out the double doors to the garden and quickly covered her scent as she rounded corner after corner, confusing him. She hopped into a tree to get a better view of him as he slowly searched for her now nonexistent scent.
"Shinjiru, come out. I know you've been thinking about me. I've heard your conversations over the phone with Kagome when she's been over. You can't tell me you don't think about me." She heard him sigh and lean against the tree she was in. In a rare moment of honesty and tenderness he spoke again, his voice strained; tortured. "When I woke up that morning to find you gone I panicked. Did Kagome tell you how I beat InuYasha bloody for letting you leave? I searched for you for weeks. When it occurred to me that maybe you didn't want to be found, I did something I honestly regret. I started drinking and…finding women to cover the pain. Nothing I did could get you out of my head." Shinjiru almost gasped as she saw the glistening trails of tears slowly running down his cheeks. "If you never want to see me again I'll stay away. I won't understand why, but I'll stay away. I just want you to know something first. I love you. I loved you the first time I met you when Kagome was seven and she brought you over here to play." He laughed sadly. "You were the first to warm up to me out of all the kids I was forced to watch. I could tell you weren't really a child, but it didn't matter then. Just as it doesn't matter now. You know, I still have that flower crown you made me. It's sitting in a glass case on my nightstand right next to the picture Kagome took of you and me. When you jumped on my back and you were smiling so much. But did you didn't know that I was smiling too?"
"Yeah, I did." Shinjiru said tears silently trekking down her cheeks. "I knew I just didn't think it was because of me." She saw Sesshoumaru look up and she jumped down next to him. She looked into his venerable eyes and saw his tortured soul staring back. With a sob she flung herself at him and wound her arms around his neck.
"Why are you crying?" Sesshoumaru asked as he slid his arms around her back, careful of her wings.
"I'm so sorry. I was running from everything. I was scared that our time was just you getting caught up in everything. I wanted to stay with you so bad. Kagome told me nothing of the morning after, just that you seemed colder. I stayed away; I thought you were mad that you weren't the one to leave me." She sobbed. Sesshoumaru's arms tightened around her.
"Didn't you remember the mark I gave you?" Sesshoumaru asked her incredulously. She shook her head silently. He reached up and brushed her fingers over a scar she had on the juncture of where her neck met her shoulder. She stiffened against him and shivered.
"It burned every once in a while and when I'd think about you or brush against it I'd get all tingly and warm. Why?" She asked. Seemingly to answer her question he leaned up and ran his tongue over the scar. Shinjiru gasped as she clutched onto his haroi.
"When the mark is tended to by the one who marked you, it makes you crave. When you touch it, it makes me crave. When you think about me it tingles because you are acknowledging my presence in your life." He sighed against her warm skin. He had missed this. Cuddling and nuzzling, inhaling her scent and basking in her warmth. Never again would he try to find this in another woman's arms.
"Why did it burn? It hurt so badly when it burned." She questioned. She honestly knew nothing of this. Her mother died when she was younger and her father didn't want her involved with a male physically.
"That meant that your mate was being unfaithful." Sesshoumaru choked out. It burned him as well. On the inside. It burned his heart when he realized what he was doing and how he was trying to replace her. Nothing, no one, and in anyone else's arms could it be this comforting.
"But I never-" She paused remembering his words. "Oh."
"I make you a promise now. I, Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western province and all who inhabit it, hereby swear to my mate that I will never be unfaithful and seek the comfort only she can give my soul in another woman's embrace." He pleaded, holding her hand over his heart to seal his words.
"I, Shinjiru," She silenced his coming objections with a finger to seal his lips. "promise my soul, my heart…my body to you and ask for nothing but all that I promise in return." She smiled warmly as his hand came up to wipe away the slow flowing tears from her eyes. "Koishii…" She whispered.
Sesshoumaru closed his eyes, inhaling her scent and curling himself into her warmth. Now he understood why his heart ached for her as it did so. Because it was shielded from the world when in her presence. He leaned forward and laid a gentle, loving kiss to her lips. He felt her lean into him with a contented sigh.
"Shall we go inside? I wish to show off my mate. That and I want the girls to know just how happy I am with you." He offered with a small smirk. He felt her giggle.
"Likewise, love, likewise." She absolutely beamed up at him. He took her hand and led her into the house. The crowds spilt in two as they arrived onto the dance floor. He pulled her close and swayed with her, letting her knowledge of beats and dance take him into bliss.
"[Usher:]
Peace up!
A Town Down!
[Lil' Jon:]
Yeah, Ok! Lil' Jon!
[Usher:]
Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher:]
Up in the club with my homies, tryna get a lil V-I, but keep it down on the low key, cause you know how it is.
I saw shorty she was checkin up on me, from the game she was spittin' in my ear you would think that she knew me.
So we decided to chill
Conversation got heavy, she had me feelin like she's ready to blow!
(Watch Out! Watch Out!)
She's saying come get me, come get me,
So I got up and followed her to the floor, she said baby lets go,
That's when I told her I said
[Usher:]
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher:]
So she's all up in my head now, got me thinking that it might good idea to take her with me,
Cause she's ready to leave (ready to leave)
But I gotta keep it real now, cause on a one to ten she's a certified twenty, but that just ain't me. hey.
Because I don't know if I take that chance just where it's gonna lead,
But what I do know is the way she dance makes shorty alright with me.
The way she (get low!)
I'm like yeah, just work that out for me.
She asked for one more dance and I'm
Like yeah, how the hell am I supposed to leave?
And I said
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Lil' Jon:]
Luda!
[Ludacris:]
Watch out!
My outfit's ridiculous, In the club lookin' so conspicuous.
And Rowl! These women all on the prowl, if you hold the head steady I'm a milk the cow.
Forget about the game I'm a spit the truth, I won't stop till I get em in they birthday suits.
So gimmie the rhythm and it'll be off with they clothes, then bend over to the front and touch your toes.
I left the jag and I took the roles, if they ain’t cutting then I put em on foot patrol.
How you like me now, when my pinky's valued over three hundred thousand,
Lets drank you the one to please, Ludacris fill cups like double d's.
Me and Ursh once more and we leave em dead, we want a lady in the street but a freak in the bed to say
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Ludacris (Bridge):]
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat to make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ursher got the voice to make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ludacris got the flow to make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat to make ya booty go (clap)"
By the time the song was coming to a close, Shinjiru had Sesshoumaru trapped in a lustful stupor. He didn't know that he couldn't take her on the floor and growled at her furiously when she stopped him repeatedly. He finally comprehended when he lifted her and fled to the privacy and solace of his room.
As soon as they were inside he tossed her carelessly to his bed and growled with barely leashed desire when he changed into humanoid form. His youki flared as he set to enchant the room with his power. Not only to ensure she would not leave this time, but also to ensure they were not interrupted. Once the room's walls shimmered blue, he turned his eyes to his bed. There his mate was tending to her wings, gently preening the mass of feathers. She looked up at him, as if noticing his presence for the first time.
Her eyes scanned the room and her youki tested the barrier's strength. From the inside it was meant to keep her in, though not in a harmful manner. From the outside she was sure it was very painful if even brushed against. Movement caught her eyes. There was her mate stalking slowly toward her. That was really the only word for his graceful movements. He held a predatory gleam in his eyes and she relished it. She was the reason his eyes were beginning to bleed red, his claws were piercing his palms. The scent of his blood made her eyes narrow as the bloodlust spread throughout her.
Sesshoumaru smirked evilly as her arousal wafted up to his highly sensitive nose. She was beginning to react to her surrounding's signals. He could feel her hunger for his blood. He growled as he brought his bloody palm into her view. She panted with noticeable restraint. He slowly slid a claw from the bloody palm down his wrist. Blood gushed from the newly widened wound and he felt her reacting.
Shinjiru closed her eyes before opening them to pounce. She flung herself, but sluggishly. Her mate caught her and forced her back onto the bed with his body pressed tightly to hers. She groaned as he brought his wrist near her mouth. She craned her neck to reach the sweet-smelling essence. With a roar she broke free of his hold and attached her mouth to the wound. She drank greedily and whined when the wound began to close.
Sesshoumaru pulled his person from her when the wound closed fully, but it seemed she wanted more. He groaned as she tore through his clothes in an effort to reach the new object of her desires. He recoiled when the cold air hit him, but sat up when a set of teeth nipped him painfully hard. He looked down at the red eyes of his mate. He shivered when she smirked and bit harder.
Shinjiru loved her toy. Making it bleed and gush the salty white substance was so fun and tasty. She looked down at the abused flesh of her mate's member. Some small part of her told her to harm herself for inflicting such harm on her mate. She listened. She pulled the cloth from her body, remembering the sentiment of the costume, and pulled her mate's head to her breasts. Tortured, pained eyes looked at her with barely veiled want. She fell back onto the bed, taking her mate with her and relaxing, giving her mate free reign of her body.
Sesshoumaru looked down at her curiously. Maybe some part of her was remorseful? Taking full advantage of the opportunity, Sesshoumaru sunk his fangs into the meat of her left breast. She whimpered, but did not move away from the pain, she welcomed it. He suckled furiously on her breast, freeing her life's essence from it's shelter under her skin.
She moaned and writhed under his skilled mouth. She purred when he consoled the battered skin with deceivingly gentle butterfly kisses. He roughly drug his fangs down her abdomen. Taking care to bathe her in blood, he sliced open every ounce of skin. He even made her folds weep red as he violated her core. When was satisfied she was covered enough he sat back to watch her agony. The once pristine white silk sheets were now a sickening brown and red with varying degrees of drying blood.
He slid his body up hers, making sure to coat himself in her blood. When his face came level with hers he nudged her weak frame. She stirred and looked up with frightened eyes. He smiled genuinely through the face of his inner beast, trying to ease her worries. She sighed in happiness through her own beast's submission to his. He immediately submersed his length in her defaced core, her walls quivering at the torture.
"Ughn…Sesshou…maru…" Countless broken fragments of his name came from her lips.
He sighed as he stilled in mid-thrust to curl himself around her in an odd, animalistic hug. She bucked and wrapped her arms around his form.
"I love you." She growled out. Sesshoumaru redoubled his thrusts at her confession. Nothing could have urged his inner beast more than those three tiny words. He pounded into her body, the blood making it all the more easier to slide against her.
Shinjiru gained enough strength to push against him once and that push set her spiraling into bliss. She opened her mouth to release a cry, but instead, a shoulder blade was pushed into her jaws. She clamped down and convulsed. A searing hot liquid burned the broken folds of her core as she felt her mate lose control of his already erratic thrusts and cum inside her tormented body.
Spent, Sesshoumaru collapsed on Shinjiru and panted. That was nothing like his encounters with the other women. Nothing had felt that good and no one could endure his beast and ask for more. But no one had ever roused his beast like her. Someone's insistent pounding on his barrier made him heave himself onto his elbows and growl at the distraction.
"Sesshoumaru! Bastard, get the fuck out here! Shinjiru's missing!" InuYasha's voice bellowed from the opposite side of the barrier. "Get off the whore and come help find her!" Sesshoumaru growled furiously. He felt Shinjiru sit up underneath him.
"I'm not missing you twit! Pull your head out of your ass, InuYasha." She yelled back.
Silence.
"Ugh! That's disgusting!" Were InuYasha's words as Sesshoumaru felt him back away from the door. Sesshoumaru smirked and let some of their scents seep out the door, giving InuYasha no doubt as to why she was there. "Ewww! My nose! I'll never smell again!" He yelled, his voice fading as he ran.
"Probably to bury his nose in Kagome's neck." Shinjiru commented beneath him.
"No doubt to open that big mouth of his about this as well." Sesshoumaru finished as he gently fell back onto Shinjiru's propped up body to bathe in the scent of their activities. Shinjiru smiled and ran her claws through his hair. She watched his youkino wrap around her legs. She brought her wings up around them, giving them a cocoon to sleep in. And to let the scent of their activities absorb into her feathers.
She was dressed in her Halloween costume. This year she opted for something more traditional. So she reverted to her humanoid form and put on her traditional clothes. Her gi was completely black with blue outlining and silver knee, shoulder, and elbow pads. An icy blue silk sash was tied around her waist. At the middle of her spine, two katanas were strapped to her back in an X formation. She braided her hair to show off the black in the red and let her bangs frame her face. Her markings had relaxed into view; two stripes, one at each temple. She let one of two signs of her falcon heritage show. A silver feather lay on her forehead with the quill pointing to her left cheek. If she relaxed completely, two white falcon wings would burst from her shoulder blades. The entire outfitting made her markings stand out and her icy green eyes glow.
Smirking at her appearance, Shinjiru drew one of her swords. It was polished and gleamed in the fading daylight. Attached to the sword hilt was a small fang carved into feather tied on by a silk string. She was pulled from her musings when a loud horn alerted her to the arrival of her ride. Quickly covering her pointed ears from view, she made her way downstairs.
She carefully hopped into the car and looked to her gawking friend.
"What? Do I have a hair out of place?" Shinjiru asked flipping down the sun visor to check herself in the mirror. Her friend shook her head.
"No, Shin. You look incredible. I can see why you opted to just go classic, you look great!" Her friend replied.
"Well, don't sell yourself short, Kags. Why does InuYasha want you to be a cat again?" Shinjiru asked with a small smirk, already knowing. Since she was youkai she could sort through spells and the one InuYasha was using to hide himself was a no brainer. She on the other hand, used a very powerful spell woven by the miko before her. Kagome was the only person outside her family that knew of her inhuman qualities.
"Apparently, he wants to score tonight and thought this would be some kind of game. At least that's what Miroku told me." Kagome said with a shrug as she headed for InuYasha's Halloween party. "But he's bound to be drunk by the time we get there, so I'll be the one taking advantage of him." She added with a smirk.
"Kagome! Why I never!" Shinjiru giggled.
They talked excitedly as they approached the large mansion. Kagome pulled up the door and smiled as the valet took her keys while also gawking at Shinjiru. The costume outlined her form perfectly.
"You might wanna close your mouth before you digest some flies." Shinjiru said coldly as she and Kagome walked inside. "Humans." She murmured as her and Kagome entered the party. Shinjiru immediately covered her ears as the bass-filled music reached her ears.
"Sorry. I forgot to mention the noise." Kagome yelled above the noise as they made their way to the dance floor. "I'll let InuYasha come find me later," She said as she held her hand out to Shinjiru. "Shall we dance?" She said with a laugh.
Shinjiru smiled and bowed. "But of course."
They shook the floor. Kagome and Shinjiru were both on the dance team at their school and outshined the team captain most of the time. They made up several dances to anything on the radio and those songs were playing right now. As they moved, they failed to notice the crowds move away and stare. The guys in lust and the girls in envy. The song ended and both just giggled.
Suddenly a new beat started and both girls squealed. Lil' John and the Eastside Boys was on and they were playing 'Get Low'. Both girls sang along.
"3, 6, 9 damn she fine hopin she can sock it to me one mo time
Get low, Get low
Get low, Get low
To the window, to the wall, (to dat wall)
To the sweat drop down my balls (MY BALLS)
To all these bitches crawl (crawl)
To all skeet skeet motherfucker (motherfucker!) all skeet skeet got dam (Got
dam)
To all skeet skeet motherfucker (motherfucker!) all skeet skeet got dam (Got
dam)"
Shinjiru smiled as she freak danced with Kagome. But there was something nagging at the back of her mind. Pushing it aside, she welcomed their newest partner in the dance.
"Sango!" Both girls called. They watched Sango disengage herself from the guy she was with and run over. Sango immediately joined in now moving with the formation of females in the center of the circle on the floor. They twirled and grinded air as the dance they did constantly just took over their bodies.
As the song ended the small group made their way off the floor seeking a quieter atmosphere. The mass of applause was thanked with smiles and waves. The girls made their way up stairs and into an unused room.
"Oh my god that was so much fun!" Kagome squealed as she threw herself on the bed.
"I know! Why didn't you guys come get me? I was sitting there talking to Miroku when I heard some guys talking about two hot girls dressed as a cat and a demon taking over the floor. I had no doubt that it was you." Sango said as she and Shinjiru swung their hips, still under the spell of the music.
Suddenly a mass of male voices and talk erupted as the door swung open and the entering males paused. The girls looked up, Kagome from her position on the bed, and laughed. The guys looked from each girl to the other and smirked.
"I knew it was you guys!" One shouted with an accusing finger in Kagome and Shinjiru's direction.
"Oh please InuYasha. As if you needed any other guess. How many girls do you know that just show up unannounced at your parties and make them more memorable than that time you got drunk off your ass?" Shinjiru pointed out. InuYasha huffed and crossed his arms over his chest.
"Oh poor puppy." Kagome cooed. InuYasha didn't need to hide his ears tonight; he just made them look like part of his costume as a feudal era dog demon. Wearing his old fire rat robes to finish the look with a sword tied to his hips. InuYasha suddenly remembered Kagome.
"Oi! Wench, lemme see your costume." Kagome smiled to Shinjiru and stood off the bed.
Everybody else 'oh'ed and 'ah'ed over costumes before simply staring at Shinjiru as if she was some exotic species of animal.
"For Christ's sake it's only a classic." She said as she made her way to the door, only to be stopped by the guy she was trying not to notice. Ready to tell him to let go, she was unprepared for him dragging her out and leading her to the room she'd rather forget.
It was about two months ago when Kagome dragged her over here for a party everyone was throwing for Sesshoumaru, InuYasha's older half-brother. Everything went smoothly until Sesshoumaru requested to talk to her. She thought it was because she didn't get him anything. He led her to his room and as soon as he closed the door she was straddling his waist, peeling off his clothes. They spent the rest of the afternoon and well into the night in his bed. That was when she accidentally let her secret slip and her found out about her immortality. He just smiled and showed her his. The rest of the night was fevered as neither needed to be careful. She woke before him early the next morning and limped out of his life. Or so she hopped.
He slammed the door shut and turned on her. She growled telling him to stay back, but only succeeded in encouraging him.
"What's wrong? You seemed to enjoy my closeness the countless times we coupled." He teased. She snarled as he crossed the line. He paused.
"Take another step and I will castrate you." She threatened coldly, but the ice to her voice only enticed him and he took another step. Not being able to hold out her tora instincts, she roared, having had enough. Bracing herself, her white wings burst from her shoulder blades in a cloud of feathers. Her wings twitched in annoyance as she drew her swords from their sheaths at her back.
"Your serious?" He asked disbelievingly. She seemed willing last time, what changed? He also divested himself of all the spells and drew Toukijin. Suddenly the door was open and she was running. He smirked as he chased her form down the hallway. Damn, she had gotten faster; he was barely at her heels.
Shinjiru burst out the double doors to the garden and quickly covered her scent as she rounded corner after corner, confusing him. She hopped into a tree to get a better view of him as he slowly searched for her now nonexistent scent.
"Shinjiru, come out. I know you've been thinking about me. I've heard your conversations over the phone with Kagome when she's been over. You can't tell me you don't think about me." She heard him sigh and lean against the tree she was in. In a rare moment of honesty and tenderness he spoke again, his voice strained; tortured. "When I woke up that morning to find you gone I panicked. Did Kagome tell you how I beat InuYasha bloody for letting you leave? I searched for you for weeks. When it occurred to me that maybe you didn't want to be found, I did something I honestly regret. I started drinking and…finding women to cover the pain. Nothing I did could get you out of my head." Shinjiru almost gasped as she saw the glistening trails of tears slowly running down his cheeks. "If you never want to see me again I'll stay away. I won't understand why, but I'll stay away. I just want you to know something first. I love you. I loved you the first time I met you when Kagome was seven and she brought you over here to play." He laughed sadly. "You were the first to warm up to me out of all the kids I was forced to watch. I could tell you weren't really a child, but it didn't matter then. Just as it doesn't matter now. You know, I still have that flower crown you made me. It's sitting in a glass case on my nightstand right next to the picture Kagome took of you and me. When you jumped on my back and you were smiling so much. But did you didn't know that I was smiling too?"
"Yeah, I did." Shinjiru said tears silently trekking down her cheeks. "I knew I just didn't think it was because of me." She saw Sesshoumaru look up and she jumped down next to him. She looked into his venerable eyes and saw his tortured soul staring back. With a sob she flung herself at him and wound her arms around his neck.
"Why are you crying?" Sesshoumaru asked as he slid his arms around her back, careful of her wings.
"I'm so sorry. I was running from everything. I was scared that our time was just you getting caught up in everything. I wanted to stay with you so bad. Kagome told me nothing of the morning after, just that you seemed colder. I stayed away; I thought you were mad that you weren't the one to leave me." She sobbed. Sesshoumaru's arms tightened around her.
"Didn't you remember the mark I gave you?" Sesshoumaru asked her incredulously. She shook her head silently. He reached up and brushed her fingers over a scar she had on the juncture of where her neck met her shoulder. She stiffened against him and shivered.
"It burned every once in a while and when I'd think about you or brush against it I'd get all tingly and warm. Why?" She asked. Seemingly to answer her question he leaned up and ran his tongue over the scar. Shinjiru gasped as she clutched onto his haroi.
"When the mark is tended to by the one who marked you, it makes you crave. When you touch it, it makes me crave. When you think about me it tingles because you are acknowledging my presence in your life." He sighed against her warm skin. He had missed this. Cuddling and nuzzling, inhaling her scent and basking in her warmth. Never again would he try to find this in another woman's arms.
"Why did it burn? It hurt so badly when it burned." She questioned. She honestly knew nothing of this. Her mother died when she was younger and her father didn't want her involved with a male physically.
"That meant that your mate was being unfaithful." Sesshoumaru choked out. It burned him as well. On the inside. It burned his heart when he realized what he was doing and how he was trying to replace her. Nothing, no one, and in anyone else's arms could it be this comforting.
"But I never-" She paused remembering his words. "Oh."
"I make you a promise now. I, Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western province and all who inhabit it, hereby swear to my mate that I will never be unfaithful and seek the comfort only she can give my soul in another woman's embrace." He pleaded, holding her hand over his heart to seal his words.
"I, Shinjiru," She silenced his coming objections with a finger to seal his lips. "promise my soul, my heart…my body to you and ask for nothing but all that I promise in return." She smiled warmly as his hand came up to wipe away the slow flowing tears from her eyes. "Koishii…" She whispered.
Sesshoumaru closed his eyes, inhaling her scent and curling himself into her warmth. Now he understood why his heart ached for her as it did so. Because it was shielded from the world when in her presence. He leaned forward and laid a gentle, loving kiss to her lips. He felt her lean into him with a contented sigh.
"Shall we go inside? I wish to show off my mate. That and I want the girls to know just how happy I am with you." He offered with a small smirk. He felt her giggle.
"Likewise, love, likewise." She absolutely beamed up at him. He took her hand and led her into the house. The crowds spilt in two as they arrived onto the dance floor. He pulled her close and swayed with her, letting her knowledge of beats and dance take him into bliss.
"[Usher:]
Peace up!
A Town Down!
[Lil' Jon:]
Yeah, Ok! Lil' Jon!
[Usher:]
Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher:]
Up in the club with my homies, tryna get a lil V-I, but keep it down on the low key, cause you know how it is.
I saw shorty she was checkin up on me, from the game she was spittin' in my ear you would think that she knew me.
So we decided to chill
Conversation got heavy, she had me feelin like she's ready to blow!
(Watch Out! Watch Out!)
She's saying come get me, come get me,
So I got up and followed her to the floor, she said baby lets go,
That's when I told her I said
[Usher:]
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher:]
So she's all up in my head now, got me thinking that it might good idea to take her with me,
Cause she's ready to leave (ready to leave)
But I gotta keep it real now, cause on a one to ten she's a certified twenty, but that just ain't me. hey.
Because I don't know if I take that chance just where it's gonna lead,
But what I do know is the way she dance makes shorty alright with me.
The way she (get low!)
I'm like yeah, just work that out for me.
She asked for one more dance and I'm
Like yeah, how the hell am I supposed to leave?
And I said
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Lil' Jon:]
Luda!
[Ludacris:]
Watch out!
My outfit's ridiculous, In the club lookin' so conspicuous.
And Rowl! These women all on the prowl, if you hold the head steady I'm a milk the cow.
Forget about the game I'm a spit the truth, I won't stop till I get em in they birthday suits.
So gimmie the rhythm and it'll be off with they clothes, then bend over to the front and touch your toes.
I left the jag and I took the roles, if they ain’t cutting then I put em on foot patrol.
How you like me now, when my pinky's valued over three hundred thousand,
Lets drank you the one to please, Ludacris fill cups like double d's.
Me and Ursh once more and we leave em dead, we want a lady in the street but a freak in the bed to say
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Ludacris (Bridge):]
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat to make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ursher got the voice to make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ludacris got the flow to make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat to make ya booty go (clap)"
By the time the song was coming to a close, Shinjiru had Sesshoumaru trapped in a lustful stupor. He didn't know that he couldn't take her on the floor and growled at her furiously when she stopped him repeatedly. He finally comprehended when he lifted her and fled to the privacy and solace of his room.
As soon as they were inside he tossed her carelessly to his bed and growled with barely leashed desire when he changed into humanoid form. His youki flared as he set to enchant the room with his power. Not only to ensure she would not leave this time, but also to ensure they were not interrupted. Once the room's walls shimmered blue, he turned his eyes to his bed. There his mate was tending to her wings, gently preening the mass of feathers. She looked up at him, as if noticing his presence for the first time.
Her eyes scanned the room and her youki tested the barrier's strength. From the inside it was meant to keep her in, though not in a harmful manner. From the outside she was sure it was very painful if even brushed against. Movement caught her eyes. There was her mate stalking slowly toward her. That was really the only word for his graceful movements. He held a predatory gleam in his eyes and she relished it. She was the reason his eyes were beginning to bleed red, his claws were piercing his palms. The scent of his blood made her eyes narrow as the bloodlust spread throughout her.
Sesshoumaru smirked evilly as her arousal wafted up to his highly sensitive nose. She was beginning to react to her surrounding's signals. He could feel her hunger for his blood. He growled as he brought his bloody palm into her view. She panted with noticeable restraint. He slowly slid a claw from the bloody palm down his wrist. Blood gushed from the newly widened wound and he felt her reacting.
Shinjiru closed her eyes before opening them to pounce. She flung herself, but sluggishly. Her mate caught her and forced her back onto the bed with his body pressed tightly to hers. She groaned as he brought his wrist near her mouth. She craned her neck to reach the sweet-smelling essence. With a roar she broke free of his hold and attached her mouth to the wound. She drank greedily and whined when the wound began to close.
Sesshoumaru pulled his person from her when the wound closed fully, but it seemed she wanted more. He groaned as she tore through his clothes in an effort to reach the new object of her desires. He recoiled when the cold air hit him, but sat up when a set of teeth nipped him painfully hard. He looked down at the red eyes of his mate. He shivered when she smirked and bit harder.
Shinjiru loved her toy. Making it bleed and gush the salty white substance was so fun and tasty. She looked down at the abused flesh of her mate's member. Some small part of her told her to harm herself for inflicting such harm on her mate. She listened. She pulled the cloth from her body, remembering the sentiment of the costume, and pulled her mate's head to her breasts. Tortured, pained eyes looked at her with barely veiled want. She fell back onto the bed, taking her mate with her and relaxing, giving her mate free reign of her body.
Sesshoumaru looked down at her curiously. Maybe some part of her was remorseful? Taking full advantage of the opportunity, Sesshoumaru sunk his fangs into the meat of her left breast. She whimpered, but did not move away from the pain, she welcomed it. He suckled furiously on her breast, freeing her life's essence from it's shelter under her skin.
She moaned and writhed under his skilled mouth. She purred when he consoled the battered skin with deceivingly gentle butterfly kisses. He roughly drug his fangs down her abdomen. Taking care to bathe her in blood, he sliced open every ounce of skin. He even made her folds weep red as he violated her core. When was satisfied she was covered enough he sat back to watch her agony. The once pristine white silk sheets were now a sickening brown and red with varying degrees of drying blood.
He slid his body up hers, making sure to coat himself in her blood. When his face came level with hers he nudged her weak frame. She stirred and looked up with frightened eyes. He smiled genuinely through the face of his inner beast, trying to ease her worries. She sighed in happiness through her own beast's submission to his. He immediately submersed his length in her defaced core, her walls quivering at the torture.
"Ughn…Sesshou…maru…" Countless broken fragments of his name came from her lips.
He sighed as he stilled in mid-thrust to curl himself around her in an odd, animalistic hug. She bucked and wrapped her arms around his form.
"I love you." She growled out. Sesshoumaru redoubled his thrusts at her confession. Nothing could have urged his inner beast more than those three tiny words. He pounded into her body, the blood making it all the more easier to slide against her.
Shinjiru gained enough strength to push against him once and that push set her spiraling into bliss. She opened her mouth to release a cry, but instead, a shoulder blade was pushed into her jaws. She clamped down and convulsed. A searing hot liquid burned the broken folds of her core as she felt her mate lose control of his already erratic thrusts and cum inside her tormented body.
Spent, Sesshoumaru collapsed on Shinjiru and panted. That was nothing like his encounters with the other women. Nothing had felt that good and no one could endure his beast and ask for more. But no one had ever roused his beast like her. Someone's insistent pounding on his barrier made him heave himself onto his elbows and growl at the distraction.
"Sesshoumaru! Bastard, get the fuck out here! Shinjiru's missing!" InuYasha's voice bellowed from the opposite side of the barrier. "Get off the whore and come help find her!" Sesshoumaru growled furiously. He felt Shinjiru sit up underneath him.
"I'm not missing you twit! Pull your head out of your ass, InuYasha." She yelled back.
Silence.
"Ugh! That's disgusting!" Were InuYasha's words as Sesshoumaru felt him back away from the door. Sesshoumaru smirked and let some of their scents seep out the door, giving InuYasha no doubt as to why she was there. "Ewww! My nose! I'll never smell again!" He yelled, his voice fading as he ran.
"Probably to bury his nose in Kagome's neck." Shinjiru commented beneath him.
"No doubt to open that big mouth of his about this as well." Sesshoumaru finished as he gently fell back onto Shinjiru's propped up body to bathe in the scent of their activities. Shinjiru smiled and ran her claws through his hair. She watched his youkino wrap around her legs. She brought her wings up around them, giving them a cocoon to sleep in. And to let the scent of their activities absorb into her feathers.