InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Continuing Lessons ❯ Chapter 8 ( Chapter 8 )

Just for Recap: Shippo is 15, Kagome is 18, Inu Yasha is close to 300, Sango and Miroko are around 20. Kikiyo's `dead' so who cares. ^_^ Sorry for the delays in updating, I've had some trouble just getting motivated in my very scarce free time. I did notice also that I can only get reviews from Media Miner Members, so I hope that the reviews will keep coming regardless. Thank You for reading. And a lot of swearing in this chapter o_O so be warned.

Continuing Lessons

Chapter 8

Inu Yasha's POV

I could feel the curiosity rolling off of Kouga like the rising of a storm. I didn't want to talk to him; I just wanted to comfort my mate. How the hell am I going to repent for this fuck-up? Kami, sometimes I think I must have been cursed with bad luck. I know my life so far has been pretty hard and unfair, but I never really had time to let myself get depressed by it. I am usually too busy trying to keep my ass alive. I realize I have made some very bad decisions, especially in the handling of my mate. I could have found some other demons to ask about courtship and mating; not all demons out there hate me just for being what I am. I was actually joyful when we met up with Jeningi and Shiori, I didn't feel nearly as alone as I used to. I wasn't the only Hanyou living. I didn't really think about until leaving the bat demons shores where Shiori and her mother lived, that none of us hanyou's have fathers. I still wonder if that always happens, strange that the weak human parent survives to raise the young when the powerful demon does not. I wish I had known my father. I wonder what he was like. Would he be proud of me, disappointed, ashamed? I have a least tried to live somewhat honorably. I have never raped and pillaged, or killed for fun, feeding off the misery and death of others. I try so hard not to hate those that hate me; I just wanted to belong somewhere, with someone. I thought that I had found that acceptance with Kikiyo, but that too turned out to be a lie, or at least a half truth. Kikiyo only wanted the human in me, not me as I am. I still slightly regret how things ended between us, and accidentally burning down part of the village when I stole the jewel still makes me feel guilty. I finally got up the courage to apologize to Kaede for her missing eye. I mean I wasn't there when it happened but I still felt bad, it was my fault afterall. She just chuckled at me, patted me on the shoulder and told me at least I wasn't as clumsy as I used to be, she really is a strange old lady.

I shifted Kagome a bit and tried not to moan, Kouga was still too close to try and wake my mate up again. I could feel her blood still dripping against me, but at least it was slowing. I know that as long as I don't make eye contact with Kouga he won't initiate conversation. I could probably still make it to the well, it was pretty close. Ah shit, what the hell is her mama going to say. Mama, geez I don't even know my mate's mother's given name. Sometimes I wonder what Kagome has told her mother about us. Crap I really am a fucking bastard, I mean I've spent enough time around humans that I should have at least asked for permission to fuck Kagome, of course I would have worded it a bit differently, but I could at least gotten their blessings first.

Sometimes I feel like I should just bury my sorry ass into a hole and hibernate for 1000 years. What are we going to do when we complete the jewel? Oh Kami, what if the well closes and takes Kagome from me? What if the blood bond doesn't take and Kagome dies from blood poisoning? What if she dies fighting Naraku? What if he tries to turn us against each other like he did with Kikiyo? SHIT!! I have to stop thinking this crap or I'll make my self fucking crazy. I didn't even realize I was whimpering into Kagome's neck until I heard Kouga's low growling. I pulled her tighter to me and growled back at Kouga. It wasn't a warning growl so much as a "everything's ok, so fuck off" kind of growl. I heard Kouga snort and shift his position. I debated on asking the wolf some questions, I mean it couldn't get any worse; he already knows I wasn't raised in a pack or how to complete a blood bond with my human mate. Maybe he could help me. I guess I will think about asking him after I get out of this current, highly irritating and embarrassing situation.

Unfortunately or not, I was still rock hard inside my mate and the blood between our chests is starting to get painfully stuck together, I need to get her cleaned up. I look over at Kouga and before he even gets the chance to bark at me, I tell him I'm taking Kagome down to the hot springs, and if he doesn't act like his usual dickhead self that he can follow after a few minutes. Kouga nods his head and I pick Kagome up and start heading towards the water. Fuck! This is going to be tougher than I thought, I try to keep a steady gate so Kagome is not bouncing up and down on my dick…oh man, who am I kidding……..

I only made it half way to the water before I came hard and had to drop to my knees, feeling like the air was kicked out of my lungs. I pant hard into Kagome's neck for what felt like an eternity. Once I get control of myself I practically run the remaining distance. The visual alone, I'm sure probably has Kouga laughing his ass off, but I am beyond caring. Running along with my naked mate clutched to my chest while trying to keep my pants up; thank all the Gods that there isn't anyone else to see me acting like a complete idiot. I finally made it to the water, and using my teeth to loosen the knot that binds our wrists, and discarding the remaining clothing, I drop both of our bodies into the warm water until we are submerged to our shoulders. I didn't try to pull our skin apart, just let the water separate us gently. I am worried about Kagome, she still hasn't awakened. Finally I felt the water start to ease between our chests. I wash the blood off my chest; the cuts I inflicted on myself are barley more than rough pink lines. Unfortunately the claw and bite marks on my mate were not as fortunate. Although they were not actively bleeding, they still looked disturbing. Without even realizing I was doing it, I began nuzzling under her chin and whining for forgiveness. Kagome still isn't responding to my pleas, and I felt my throat tighten with sorrow. I turn her in my lap and press her face to my chest. Just holding Kagome and stroking her hair is making me feel a little better. I wanted to slip back inside my mates' warm body, but I feel a little guilty, it reminds me too much of before my lessons at her house, like I was taking her against her will again. So I simply held my mate, praying with all that was in me, that she would wake, shine that beautiful smile at me…Don't leave me Kagome……..I need you Mate...

Kouga's POV

I didn't argue when mutt face walked away with my women, I was too lost in my own thoughts. I did chuckle to myself when the dog dropped to his knees, what a weak bastard, can't even carry his mate a few feet. Then the scent of his climax hit me and I laughed again, as fool as he is, he is just a male, and if Kagome's hot little body had been embracing me like that I probably would have never left the roots of this tree. I remember the first time I met Kagome, she had a delicious scent and a wicked attitude; her defiance alone and lack of fear around demons made her that much more desirable. Kagome's ability to sense the jewel shards, was just the icing on the cake, claiming her would have definitely contributed to the strength of my pack; she was loving and forgiving. She even protected me from the mutt several times, not that I needed it but anyway… I never considered actually talking to Inu Yasha, or helping his weird little `pack'; it was far too much fun to bait him into fighting. After that freaky Hakudoshi fuck nearly amputated my legs to get the shards, I realized that on my own, I was no match for the evil that was slowly devouring this land. I needed allies, and for being just a hanyou, Inu Yasha was one of the strongest demons I had ever come across. I feared his unobstructed wrath. There was something terrible lurking under that obnoxious exterior, thinking about it still makes my hair stand on end. How could a dog turd get that powerful? Thinking about this crap was making my head hurt, I think I will run the perimeter again before approaching the springs, and whether he likes it or not, I'm going to get some fucking answers.

To Be Continued….