InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Cursed ❯ Chapter Two ( Chapter 2 )
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CHAPTER TWO - INTERNSHIP
“You're crazy, Rin.
Certifiably insane,” Kagome's
voice buzzed angrily through the earpiece of Rin's cell phone. With her motorcycle helmet on, she could hear her
rather well even over the roar of
her bike.
“You weren't there. You don't know how it was. I - I had to do
it,” she said even as her
eyes stayed on the curving, two-lane highway
that spooled out before her
like a length of ribbon cutting through the
nighted forest.
After Sesshoumaru had made the initial
statement about taking Rin, it had gone
silent in her father's office. The
phrase `could hear a pin drop' suddenly made sense to Rin.
Then everyone was talking at once or so it seemed. Jake
was shouting something about Sesshoumaru not being serious
though his gaze flickered over to Rin like he wished
Sesshoumaru were
serious and he would give Rin over to him in a second. Steven
was claiming that such a deal couldn't be legal in his dry,
pedantic way. Their father was loudly proclaiming he would
never give Rin over, his complexion going as ruddy as it had been
gray a few minutes ago. Rin was sure that he said something
like `no way!' but his voice was lost in the babble of the others.
Sesshoumaru merely smiled.
“Truly, you won't even consider
it?” Sesshoumaru
asked his smooth as smoke and aged cognac voice
rising above the others effortlessly even though he wasn't
shouting.
“Give you my
daughter? Are you
mad?”
Her father chortled.
Her
brothers nodded their heads in agreement with her father's statements. Rin glowed with pride. Her father and
brothers really seemed to be sticking up
for her, recognizing
her as
something valuable, and a part of the family. For one bright
shining moment, Rin felt connected to them in a way
she never had
before.
“For a year. A single year.” Sesshoumaru spread his arms
expansively.“Think of it as an
internship … and she'll even get
paid,
which is so very rare these days.
Her payment will be your family's survival. You might even thrive.”
“I don't understand. What are you
offering here?” His father's golden eyes suddenly had that
predatory look he got when he was as arguing a deal.
“Dad? Why listen to him? We
aren't doing this no matter what he says!” Rin cried, but
a small sliver of ice formed in
her belly. Could her father really be considering
this? The man had just gone from `never!' to `well, wait,
what you are offering?' She glanced at
her brothers.
Jake was looking up at her
father with that faintly desperate avaricious
look. Steven straightened.
They're wondering the same thing. No,
they're wondering if Dad IS listening to him because he's
interested.
“I just want to know what crazy plan
he's offering, that's all, Rin.”
Her father exuded that false
bonhomie that he used on underlings that sensed they were about to
get a shit job.
Her father put an
arm around Rin's shoulders, but instead of feeling warmed by the
action, Rin felt trapped. But
shrugging off her father's arm in front
of Sesshoumaru would be a weakness. It would reveal a crack
in their family facade.
Sesshoumaru though seemed to know exactly how Rin felt. He had
pulled the hood up to more fully hide his face, but there was a
knowing smile on his full mouth.
“What I am offering is simply this.
Rin will stay with me for one
year. She will live on my estate
and do whatever
I ask -”
“I'm not sleeping with you!” Rin
snapped. “If that's what this is all about thinking
you're going to have an easy lay -”
“You are not to my taste,”
Sesshoumaru interrupted and his lips writhed back from his teeth. They
were white and sharp. But the heavy-hooded looks he had given Rin
since the young woman had walked into the room belied that statement
somewhat. Not to mention calling
her `beautiful' and 'pretty' several
times.
Rin threw up her hands. “What the Hell am I even worried about?
We're not doing this so it doesn't matter what little
fantasies you've got going on in your head!”
Her father squeezed her shoulder and said, “Let the man finish, Rin. I think
it's clear that he's not looking for - ah, companionship in all
this. Please continue, Sesshoumaru.”
But Rin burst out, “We're
not--”
“I notice that you keep saying `we' as if
your family is involved in this decision,”
Sesshoumaru said to
Rin.
“Well, I guess it's my decision, but I mean,
we're family,” Rin said as if that would convey some Norman
Rockwell-esque flavor to her
very dysfunction clan.
But I do feel this way even if they don't. Even if they'll run me out. I keep
hoping that things will
change. Maybe the change is
acting like we're a family and they'll go along with
it.
Sesshoumaru nodded.
“So you are devoted to your family? You want to see
them do well? You certainly don't want to see them out on the
street, begging for coins with tin cups in their
hands?”
“No! But I'm not going to be your
slave for a year to -”
“I see. Your devotion only
goes so far. Interesting.” Sesshoumaru leaned casually back
against her father's desk.
“You've got to be kidding! You're
trying to turn this around on me?” Rin's shoulder
straightened. Was Sesshoumaru questioning
her motives? “You're the
one who -”
“Who has absolutely no duty to
help your family? I have quite the
opposite feelings. They are my enemies, after
all.” Sesshoumaru said.
“Rin, Rin, it's all right. Don't get
yourself all worked up here,”
her father said.
Rin did shake off her father's hand that time and took
a few steps away. Her skin was jumping between her
shoulder blades.
Why was her father even
indulging Sesshoumaru in this way?
Was he recording this conversation for blackmail later?
She knew that her
father had done something like that at one
point.
Maybe he's letting Sesshoumaru dig his
own grave. Fine. I can play along with
this.
But she still felt pained.
Her nostrils flared and the urge to flee was heavy upon
her. Her brothers were standing still as
statues while her father drifted over to
the silver serving cart where the cognac was kept. He
poured himself a
snifter full, but didn't offer a drink
to anyone else. Rin felt like
she
wanted to upend the decanter into
her mouth.
“I don't think your daughter likes when you discount
her feelings.”
Sesshoumaru remarked
mildly.
“I'm not. But the thing is that I
already know what Rin is going to -- understandably -- say,
but I admit that I have no idea what you
are going to.” Her father
took a large swallow of cognac.
“And you always want as much
Intel as you can
possibly have. Or maybe it's because you either listen to my offer
or start packing your bags. Only what you can carry, of
course, because the cars aren't paid for either.”
Sesshoumaru's Siberian golden eyes flared.
Do we own anything? Even the clothes
on our backs? Rin
felt a wave of despair hit her.
She had always assumed that her father and brothers understood money. But now it
seemed all they understood was debt and how to rack up so much of
it that it became a tsunami of bills due.
“I'm always willing to listen,
Sesshoumaru.
You might not appreciate my business practices, but surely
you noticed that I'm not a one-trick pony. I can adjust. My
strategies are not set in stone,”
her father
said. There was a hint of her father's old business flair.
He's really acting like this is a deal he
can make.
“You are truly a fluid creature,
Charles.” Sesshoumaru
murmured.
“So lay out your offer in full. Let
us here it.” Her father spread his
arms expansively.
“Right to the point. All right. Rin works for me for one year.
She
lives in my estate. She does whatever I ask of her.
She is at my beck and call
twenty-four seven.” Sesshoumaru's gaze slid over to
Rin. “Which does not
include sharing my bed as that has no benefit
for me.”
Jake snorted.
Rin glared at her older brother.
Steven made a tutting sound.
“And what would we receive for this in return?” Her father took another long swallow of cognac.
“Her payment
is that the three of you will be given the chance to prove your
worth to me. I will give each of you a division of one of my
companies. You will have one year's time to show that you
understand my philosophies and put them in practice,”
Sesshoumaru ticked
off the terms on one of his large hands with surprisingly delicate
movements. “If you fail you will
lose everything. You will be right back
here, but
there will be no third chance.”
Jake's head jerked up as he heard the deal.
He had that hungry, lean look on his face that reminded Rin
of a street kid who hadn't eaten in a long time. Steven was
seemingly frozen in place while his brain furiously worked.
Rin could almost see the wheels in his mind turning even as
his eyes were obscured by the reflections of the desk lamp on his
glasses.
“And obviously, nothing would happen to Rin? She would be well taken care of?
Not harmed in any way?” her father questioned.
“She would have to
actually work for a living, but I would not
ask of her anything that would harm anything but her pride,”
Sesshoumaru answered.
Rin bristled. What the
Hell did this man know about
here? He acted like Rin was some spoiled
little princess! Maybe she'd had it easy compared to a
lot of people, but it wasn't like she
was afraid to get her hands
dirty.
“What happens if we don't take your
deal?” Steven asked, ever the practical one.
Sesshoumaru smiled.
It wasn't a nice smile. It was
a doggish grin. There was something almost feral about the man.
Despite a veneer of good breeding, the remnants of a posh
accent that hinted of English public school and the well cut
suit, Sesshoumaru's nature seemed quite wild.
“You'll be out on the street
tomorrow,” Sesshoumaru
said.
“But there are rules against stuff like
that!” Rin protested. She turned to Steven.
“They can't just kick us out of the house even if they
foreclosed tomorrow! I'm sure that's true! Steven, tell
him!”
But Steven pressed his lips tightly together as
if to stop any words from flowing out and shook his
head.
“You've lived in Summer Haven all your life and
you still think that the rules apply equally to
everyone?” Sesshoumaru
asked softly. “Or perhaps you've
been used to being on the winning side of those rules that you
can't even comprehend how unfair and unequal they can be
applied?”
“You can't do this!” Rin
yelled.
She looked at her brothers and father, expecting them to show the same level
of incredulity as she was. But none of them would look at
her.
Jake kept rubbing his mouth with the back of one hand.
Steven stared down at the tablet he held listlessly,
unseeing. Their father's gaze was on the floor. They
believed Sesshoumaru. They believed that no matter what the rules were,
that no matter what was just, that Sesshoumaru would have his way.
The saliva dried up in Rin's mouth.
Sesshoumaru drew
himself up to his full height again. His voice was low.
“I assure
you that your family will not have a home
tomorrow. What little is left in their bank accounts will be
frozen. No friends will take them in. If they
have friends.
No one will give them a job. Not even at the corner
market. And even if they could scrape the coin up to go to
another city or town it will be the same there.”
Rin jerked back as if physically struck by the
man's words. “Why are you doing this?”
“Do you think that your own family hasn't
done the same to countless others? The suffering they have
caused around the globe has lined their pockets for many years.
I am just paying
them back,” Sesshoumaru said with a tight
smile. “Think of me as Robin Hood.”
Rin swallowed the bile that had bubbled up in her throat. She had tried not to know the
cost of what her family's business had done. She wouldn't even look at the news about jobs lost, lives
ruined, and pensions disappeared by
keeping her gaze always on the horizon
and the time when she would be free.
“We're not the only ones that do business
this way, you know,” Jake said suddenly. “Why
pick on us? I mean it's clear to me that you were luring us
in all the time!”
Their father made a hissing sound and made a
snapping movement of his hand towards Jake to keep silent.
Jake recoiled and seemed to curl in on himself.
“No, you're not the only ones. And
you're not the only ones that I've destroyed for the same
thing,” Sesshoumaru
answered. His frosty golden gaze swung back towards
Rin and there was something unreadable in it. The beautiful
marred face seemed rather mask-like at that moment. Then he
was turning away towards the windows to look at Rin in the
reflection instead of head on. “But you are the
only ones
I've given a second chance to.”
“Why?” Rin asked.
“I don't honestly know,”
Sesshoumaru answered.
“You don't seem like a man who doesn't
know what he's doing.” Rin frowned. “Though
I'm not sure what's worse: that you planned this out or that you're
destroying our lives on a whim.”
Sesshoumaru sounded
almost sad as he said, “You think one year of hard labor too
much for your family's well-being? If that is your answer
then …”
“No, I didn't say that! Just --
just give me a minute,” Rin begged.
Silence fell. There was nothing left for
anyone to say except for Rin. Her gaze swung around the room at
all of her family. What she saw on their faces was fear.
Raw, unbridled fear.
There's no recording device. They
aren't trying to trick Sesshoumaru into
anything. This is real. This is absolutely
real.
Could they all fit into Kagome's loft?
Maybe for a night or two, but then what? At that
moment, she
could very well believe that Sesshoumaru's reach was infinite
or that the businessman would make it so. Like an avenging
angel he would follow them and make sure his vengeance was met
out.
Is he mad or just really pissed that my
family tried to take his company? Does he think of his
workers? Does he care about them or is all this just an
excuse to vent some anger?
Her
family wouldn't look at her. She wondered then what they were
thinking. If they were given this offer would they accept it
to save the others? Some part of
her wondered if they would. The irony that her breaking with the business and
the money made her safer financially
than them was not lost on her.
She could walk away from them now. Begin her life alone as she had intended,
as her father had said
she would if
she turned away from
the family business. But would she be able to forget them?
Would she be at all at peace with
herself knowing that for one year's
worth of her life she could save all three of theirs?
One year. How bad could it
be?
She looked at the
powerful line of Sesshoumaru's shoulders and
back. She shivered in spite of
herself.
“If I do this,” Rin began softly
and she saw
her father
flinch. Was there a look of hope or dismay or perhaps both on
his face?
Sesshoumaru's head
rose. “If you do this …”
Rin tried to read the businessman's expression
in the glass. The full lips were slightly parted as if
Sesshoumaru wanted
to capture Rin's next words with his teeth. The Siberian
golden eyes gleamed in the low light. The puckered, ruined
skin seemed to glow.
“If I do this, they'll be okay?”
Rin gestured towards her
brothers and father.
“They will be given exactly the things I promised.” Sesshoumaru
answered.
“And you'd give them a
real shot,
right? It wouldn't be the deck stacked impossibly high
against them or anything?” Rin pressed and
she saw a flash of
Jake's eager face, wanting this chance, wanting to prove that he
could do the impossible.
Sesshoumaru let out
an earthy chuckle. “The deck is always stacked against
people somewhat. But yes, they will get a fair chance.”
“And whatever you're asking me to do
won't be illegal? It won't be to hurt someone else or myself?
And it won't be to sleep with you - because believe me that
so isn't happening.” Rin
sliced her hand through the
air.
Sesshoumaru let out
a sharp laugh. “From the sheer amount of times you've
brought up sleeping with me, I might begin to think that you
protest too much against it and perhaps are interested.”
Rin's cheeks flared. “Ah,
no. But
that's usually what is the main part of these arrangements. It's
normally the reason for them, okay?”
“You've heard of many of these
arrangements?” Sesshoumaru suppressed a
laugh.
Rin flushed hotly again. “Not in
real life, no. But … but I'm sure they happen all the
time.”
Sesshoumaru chuckled. “The rich and powerful
always have
someone under duress, don't they? I'm sure you have seen
lots of
that.”
Rin bridled at the
implication that her family was
completely avaricious. “My family has never had a
live-in slave -- or should I say intern,
thanks.”
Sesshoumaru lifted
his hands in the air as if in surrender.
“I see. I am lower than them
then in your eyes.”
Steven gripped his tablet tighter and Rin knew
that he was worried Rin was going to blow it if she kept up being so aggressive.
She
said, “I just want things to be clear between
us.”
“You have been crystal,”
Sesshoumaru said the
word as if it had a taste.
Rin advanced on Sesshoumaru.
She saw the man's large shoulders
stiffen in surprise as she approached.
Her family shot worried glances at
her,
but she
ignored them. Sesshoumaru
slowly turned to
face Rin. The young woman stopped
a foot from him. Sesshoumaru was so much bigger
than she was.
The man could engulf her
in a hug. There was the slightest scent
of sandalwood and cinnamon. Exotic
spice. Other than the terrible wounds to
his face, Sesshoumaru
was handsome. Sensual is the word that
Rin found when she searched for it. Sesshoumaru was compelling.
If Rin had met him under other circumstances
she wasn't sure what her reaction would have been.
I wouldn't have known that he's the type to
take an indentured servant. Now I do. So no matter how
handsome he is, he's still ugly to me.
Rin looked up into that hooded face and didn't
blink. “And if you break any one of your
promises to me or to them, you forfeit my family's company.
It all goes back to them. Are we crystal on that,
too?”
“You think you are in a position to make
any terms?” Sesshoumaru's heavy-hooded
golden eyes stared right back into her.
“I think that you fancy yourself
honorable in
some weird twisted way,” Rin guessed and the slightest
flicker of emotion on Sesshoumaru's face confirmed
that. “I think you don't intend to break any of your
promises so what's the harm in putting that on the table,
too?”
Sesshoumaru studied
her for long moments. “All
right. Agreed.” The businessman was suddenly
spinning away from Rin and heading towards the doorway. He called
over his shoulder, “Your father has my estate's address.
I expect you there this evening. Do say your goodbyes.
Your family's new positions will be emailed to them in a few
hours.”
“But what about a contract? Surely,
we should write this all down!”
Her father cried, reaching out
towards Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru laughed.
“A contract? In
writing? Your daughter in exchange
for a job? I think not. Your
daughter is wise. I will honor my
promises so long as you and she honor yours. That is more than you
deserve.”
Sesshoumaru then
turned and strode from the room, without a look back, as if he was
certain everything would go exactly as he wished it.
And they probably will.
Rin realized she could smell a faint trace of
sandalwood on the wind.
What happened next with her brothers and father, Rin didn't
want to think about. She glossed over
their grateful yet hollow words to Kagome as she had explained to her what
had happened and why she wouldn't be at her place
that night or any night for a year. She didn't even tell her how her father had promised to pay her way through art school and
get some of his art dealer friends to take an interest in Rin's
undoubtedly incredible photography after the year was up.
She
didn't tell her how then the three of them had turned their backs
on her to
feverishly check their email and research Sesshoumaru's companies to try
and see which ones they would be put in
charge of. She didn't tell her how
they hardly noticed when she went away.
She
didn't want her to think that she had done this for
her family's
love. Because it couldn't matter either way.
This is the right thing to do. If I do
this then I am truly free of them no matter what
happens.
“What could I have done?” Rin asked
out loud to Kagome.
“Ah, how about not becoming an
indentured servant! How about that?”
She
could imagine her shaking a fist in the air in front of her as she
paced her loft apartment in
Summer Haven.
Though she heard her anger, she heard the worry underneath
it. This was how people who loved you were supposed to
react. She
hardly felt the miles between then even as she had left the city far behind
as she
traveled into the countryside. Vast forest were interspersed
with farmland. In the moonlight, everything looked magical
and full of possibilities.
“It's an internship, Kagome. That's
all," she
said.
“Internship in what? Wait, don't
answer that! Because you'll tell me again how you're not
sleeping with him!” She let out a harsh exhale of hair.
She
imagined that it would puff up her black bangs. “I
thought that the worst that could happen tonight was that you would
lose your nerve and give up your dream to be a photographer and
become a vulture like your brothers -”
“I would never do that,” Rin
interrupted her. She gripped the handles of
her bike harder.
She felt the leather gloves squeak
in protest. Her
photography seemed more like a lifeline than
ever before.
“Oh, what a relief! You'll never give up
photography, but you will
give up your freedom!” She was
quiet for a moment before she said, almost despairingly,
“Rin, I can't believe you've done this. Maybe you can
undo it.”
“Unless you want my father and two
brothers crashing at your place forever, I'm pretty sure
that's not a good idea. Besides Sesshoumaru may destroy your
EBay business for helping us.” Rin said the last with
a sardonic smile.
“Doesn't that freak you out a little bit?
That the guy would go to those lengths? I mean it's
crazy! Almost pathological!”
“Considering I'm crazy, too, in your
mind, Sesshoumaru and I should get along
swimmingly.” Rin reminded
her.
“How can you be so calm about this? It must shock. It's got to be shock!”
Rin watched as the
moon rose up before her. It
silvered the trees on either side of the road. The only sound
besides Kagome's voice was the roar
of her bike. The vibrations from
the road and the pleasant warmth of the
motor flowed up her body.
She was
calm. More than calm.
She felt at peace.
“Maybe it is shock,”
she answered her, surprised at
her own feelings. “Or maybe
now I get to live my life without guilt
or what it is.”
“What do you mean?”
“When I was going to leave my family
before, I felt like I was letting them down,”
she said.
“I felt selfish about it like I was taking something
from them.”
“Oh please! Those three don't care
- all right, I'm not going to say it. I'm not going to argue with
you about it. Go on.” She
imagined her pulling her red sweatshirt
tighter around herself as if it were a straight jacket on her feelings about her family.
“They may not deserve what I
did, but I did feel
it,” Rin explained. “And now … there's no
more guilt. No more worry. One year of cleaning
Sesshoumaru's
toilets and I'm done with my family's business for good. I
feel free, Kagome. Seriously, free.”
“You think Sesshoumaru is going to make you
clean his toilets?” she asked.
Rin laughed though it wasn't a happy laugh.
“From what he said about how he views me -
essentially, as a rich pretty
girl who was waited on hand and foot -
my guess is that he's going to have me cleaning his toilets with
my tongue.”
Kagome made a gagging noise, but then
she heard another
serious huff of breath. “I really hope that's the
worst thing he makes you do, Rin.
You've given him so much
power--”
“I didn't give
him anything. My family did. I'm just cleaning it up
this time.” Rin corrected
her.
She followed
what she
guessed to be a final curve of the road
before her destination.
She knew
she was getting
close from the directions she had looked up online before she left her father's office.
“Well, I'm going to come see you this
weekend,” Kagome said. “I need to make sure
you're okay.”
“Let me ask and see if it's okay for you
to come,” Rin cautioned. “I don't -- holy
shit!”
“What? What is
it?”
The screech of the bike's brakes drowned out
every other sound as Rin skidded to a halt in front of an iron gate
wrapped nearly completely around with ivy. But it wasn't the
gate she was
looking at or the drive beyond it. It was the
house.
“I've found it.” Rin
whispered.
“Found what?”
Rin actually laughed as she answered her, “A
magnificent ruin!”
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