InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Cycle of Pain until Release ❯ Chapter 1

The summer of 7th grade. That's when it all started. The love. The hate. The pain. That's when she realized how beautiful he was. That's when she realized how unworthy she was. They were so close. They had gotten to the point to where they told each other that they loved the other. Only as friends though. Never as anything more. Kagome remembered the first school dance of that year. She loved the dances. She loved to dance. She loved to be around him. But earlier that year things had changed between them because he had found out that she liked him. She couldn't talk to him about everything like she used to. They grew apart. It hurt. Just like everything else.

She didn't talk to him much at the dance, and he didn't talk to her. She wanted to dance with him sooooo bad. But he was busy dancing with everyone but her and looking at Kikio. She later found out that the reason that he didn't dance with her was because he didn't know she could dance. Which was kind of stupid, since Kagome took dance lessons from his mom. When Inuyasha saw her dancing to the horrid rap songs that they both hated. (rap sucks rock rocks) He looked shocked and said, "C'mon we gotta dance." Even though this was what she wanted, she panicked and told him no. The rest of the night she was sad that she had missed out on the chance to be in his arms. Until they played this stupid game called snowflake. (Which is a horrifyingly embarrassing game that dance chaperones make u play. U dance with sumone until they scream snowflake then u find a new partner) Kagome purposely stood near Inuyasha so he would dance with her.

When he did start dancing with her she was extremely aware of how fast her heart was beating and how warm his hands were against her hips. Long before their dance was over, however he switched to dance with Kikio. On his face was a grin filled with triumph.

Heartbroken Kagome grabbed Ayame and went to the bathroom. In the stall her breathing was harsh. She was trying not to cry soo bad, but she knew her eyes were turning red. Ok you can do this. She thought. And she did. She appeared to have a good time during the rest of the dance. But that night when she got home she went into her room and turned her radio so loud no one could hear her cry and whimper as she took and envelope opener and sliced her arm.

************************************************So uh how was it? Sorry if the characters are a lil OCC, but im trying to base this on events that have happened to me. Hope it was good. My first fanfic ever.