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Dance on ice

Chapter9 Being there

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Feeling her soft lips pressed so tightly against his own, he couldn't help but surpress a sigh

which threatened to overcome his lips.

Slowly he took control of the kiss, running his tongue along her lips, parting them and exploring her sweet cage. Tilting her head to the side he let his tongue battle with hers.

He had missed this, missed tasting her sweetness, missed hearing her soft moans and whimpers, moans and whimpers he heard now.

Lifting her in his arms, rising her above his head, he let her take control, smirking when she

gasped because of his hold on her.

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She felt him take her to her room, shutting the door and walking to the couch she had before the fireplace. Then, he sat down, making her straddle his lap, never once braking the hold she had on his neck.

Ending the kiss to get some air, they both panted heavily, but yet they never lost the other's eyes. His amber ones, now melted gold, like the other time they had kissed and hers clouded saphire.

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,,When I was a kid, my mom, used to take me skating. My father always dissagreed with her, but she always found a way to take me skating.

I was best in school, my father wouldn't have it otherwise." Sesshoumaru smiled bitterly.

Kagome opened her mouth to tell him he didn't need to...but then it hit her, he did need to do it, get it off his chest once and for all.

Closing her mouth, she began to gently run her fingers through his hair, silently giving him the reassurance she was not going to betray his trust.

,,Can you imagine? When I was 7 I had to learn four hours, after a 7hour schoolday. Never once he let me do what kids my age did.

Not that would have done them, I was a loner, but giving me an option, another possibility, would have been nice.

And then my mother got sick, we had just been skating in winter, and it was really cold.

She was youkai, so a cold wouldn't bother her, but you see as it turns out my mother had other health problems as well, which even youkai blood couldn't heal.

My father had betrayed her, and upon finding out she lost it...lost the will to live. I remember waking up once, in her room, I slept there during her ...well then I called it recovery. When I woke I saw her look at me

motioning for me to come to her.

And when I did, she whispered something to me, and after that she smiled one last time and then she closed her eyes, closed them for the last time, for she never opened them again." he stopped , feeling her arms around him again.

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Now he felt it, felt that invisible burden lift from his chest, leaving him almost empty.

But he wasn't, she was here, there inside of him, inside of his soul, inside of his mind, inside of his heart, holding him gently, soothing his pain, endfulging his beeing.

Putting his arms around her again, he crushed her to him, and yet she never once complained.

,,My father came to me at her funeral and told me my dreaming was over. I should only focus on school, practice and everything else which would be required from me as Lord of the Western Lands.

At that time I agreed. Work took my mind off of things, but then she came.

His lover, and his ilegitimate son, and what do you think they became?

The prince of the Western Lands, and the Lady of the Western Lands.

My mothers title worn by a ...can you believe that?

Well at the time I couldn't, so I went to him, demanded an explanation, and do you know what he said?

He said, I was lucky she had died, she would have just been an unnecessary interruption.

Of course I argued back asked if his whore was no interruption, and then he hit me, hit me so hard I flew across the room, commading I respect his 'mate'.

But that was the last time he ever commanded

me.

You see Kagome, youkai are very dangerous beeings. Our beeing concentrates on primal urges, like hunting , killing, mating. Normal youkai can let their urges free reign, but others... youkai with extreme power like myself need to learn control, iron control.

But then my control snapped, I let my thirst for vengeance take over, and even the great Inutaisho was taken aback. His own, 13 year old son, managed to almost beat him to a pulp.

I woul have, if she hadn't come in.

His 'mate'. She talked to me, pleaded for his life, her seven year old son in the room with her. Looking at her, at her robes, I noticed they were like my mothers. Strangely I was not mad at her but calmed.

My mother would have never wanted a killer as a son. So I stopped, let her help him, and take care of him but not before I told him his control over me was gone, and that I would became an ice-skater like I always wished to." he ended.

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Pulling back a bit, Kagome smiled at him sadly.

Then she leaned forward and kissed his cheek lightly.

,,When youkai die, do you burry them?" she asked.

,,Yes." he answered not understanding where she was headed with the question.

,,Then your mother is burryed as well." she said, and upon seeing him nod she continued.

,,Can we visit her? I mean only if you want to, or you can visit her alo..." she added but was silnced by his finger on her lips.

,,Good idea. We'll visit her on sunday." he answered smiling at her request.

,,Sess, I'm sorry." she told him, looking at him with clouded saphire eyes.

,,For what?" he asked, making his surprise at her new apology.

,,I'm sorry your father has treated you that way, I'm sorry your mother has died, and I'm sorry for..." she trailed off, turning her head, but then her head was brought back, by his hand on her cheek.

,,For?" he inquired softly.

Burrying her head in the crock of his neck, she answered him.

,,...for not being here sooner."

Hugging her to him, he brought his lips to her ear, kissing it softly before whispering.

,,You are here now, my mate."

Looking down at her, he noticed she was asleep on him, again. Rolling his eyes, he pulled her even closer, lifting her so was now sitting in his lap. Less painfull position if she would wake. Sighing , he also closed his eyes, wodering if his mother hadn't been wrong with her words.

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Being nudged awake by someone, Kagome rubbed her eyes, and noticed she was on someone's lap, with her head on a extremely well built chest.

,,Why wake me Sesshoumaru?" she asked, knowing fully well no other guy had this kind of chest.

thought you would like to take a shower before my father, his mate, my half-brother, and my ex-soon to be mate get here." he answered casually.

,,What?!"