InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Days Go By ❯ Days Go By ( Chapter 1 )

Days Go By

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha and company or the song Days Go By by Dirty Vegas. I hope you like this fic, and I am thinking about making a sequel or another chapter….

~You

You

You

Are still a whisper on my lips

A felling at my fingertips

That's pulling at my skin~

Kagome started to blush. Inuyasha was getting so close...their faces only an inch apart. She could feel his warm breath on her lips. Her body started to tingle. She reached out to touch him....to stop this torment. She loved him, but he was in love with another. She shoved him away gently. But he grabbed onto her. The contact of his soft flesh against her own sent happy shivers down her spine.

~You leave me when I'm at my worst

Feeling as if I've been cursed

Bitter cold within~

What Inuyasha did next surprised her. He pulled her into a hug. She began to cry for happiness. Inuyasha leaned back on a tree to listen to her deep, even breathing.

Kagome woke when she felt the warm heat surrounding her go away. She slowly opened her eyes. She saw Inuyasha tense and rigid. The way he always was when she was around. Kikyo. The cause of Kagome's sadness and pain almost all of the time. She watched sadly as he released her completely and dashed away. By the time Kagome got there, she watched Kikyo, looking as bitter and cold as ever-more so this time- float away, and Inuyasha looking crestfallen and was that tears in his eyes. He was crying for his past love who doesn't even love him. He wished for his past love when he had a new one, willing to do anything for him.

"Inuyasha," Kagome said, her voice breaking as she struggled to contain her tears, "I'm going home Inuyasha. You have no need for me. Kikyo can be your shard detector from now on. Please tell the others that I will miss them and that I love them. Good-bye forever." She sprinted away to her magical well, thinking of only one thing `I have to get there before he catches up'.

Inuyasha reached the well just as Kagome jumped in. `No…I've lost both my loves and my only friend that trusts me and only wishes for my happiness. Why? Why are the fates so cruel? I wish to be just pinned to that tree by Kagome. This time however, I would be able to sleep thinking not of my betrayal and hurt, but of my trust and the love of the one girl who wished only for my happiness through own her pain and hurt. Who trusts me with her life. Who I myself love, but was to blind. I'm sorry Kagome, please…be happy with another.'

~Days go by

And still I think of you

Days when I couldn't live my life

With out you~

Kagome climbed out of the well and slumped to the ground beside it, leaning against it. It hurt her too much. Always having the man she loved run off. `I'm sorry Inuyasha…I can't go on living with this pain. Today, I bury you forever. I've never been to the Feudel Era. I've never met a young fox cub named Shippo, to whom I was his surrogate mother. I never met a lecherous monk name Miroku, who has a void in his right hand. I never became the sister of a demon exterminator named Sango, who lost all her family. I am NOT the reincarnation of thatcorruptmiko, Kikyo, who was brought back to life. There is no evil demon Naraku, who wishes to kill us. There is no Shikon no Tama. And lastly, there was never and never will be a hanyou, Inuyasha, the one that I loved. There will be no you.'

With that thought, Kagome wiped her eyes with a hand and brushed off her skirt. She exited the well house and looked up at her shrine. `This is my home. I belong here. Not in the past.' She walked up her shrines stairs and into her room. `Good-bye forever. I will miss you and I love you all, but you are dead to me. Good-bye.'

And as the days turned into weeks, Kagome never mentioned anything about the past or why she was never going back. She acted perfectly normal and happy. But on the inside, it still hurts her to be without the man she loves and wants to be with forever. Inuyasha. She would never be the same without him. But she would carry on.

~Without you…. ~