InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Dear Diary ❯ Fate Takes Its Place ( Chapter 20 )

We could only wish that we all owned Inuyasha and the others, but, sadly, they are all owned by their rightful owners. I do own Derek, Dan & Melissa (Inuyasha's girlfriend) though.

 

Dear Diary

 

Chapter 22 - Fate Takes Its Place

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Kagome's POV

 

Waking up later was bloody painful.

It seriously felt like I was hit over the head with a fucking metal pole.

The first face that I saw was that of Kaede's… then Dan's… then the other executives. They were all looking down at me; worry and self-shame were in their eyes.

“What?” I croaked out as I slowly sat up, feeling like I was about to throw up, “what is everyone staring at?”

“Are ye alright Kagome?” Kaede asked her eyes boring into the back of my skull as my elbows began to shake.

“As about as okay as I can be Kaede…” I reply with a mumble, “why? What is wrong with me?”

“Nothing,” she mumbled as she helped me sit up further, “at least nothing that he can see yet.”

“What do you mean, Kaede?” I turned to her, worry seeping in my voice, “what is wrong with me?”

“Never ye mind Kagome,” Kaede snapped before standing and turning away, hobbling over to the door and pulling it open before saying over her shoulder, “Dan, please help Miss Kagome up. I'm sure that now you executives agree for her to sing at her school,” receives a nod, “then we will be on our way.”

Dan lowly picks me up in his arms, making sure that I knew where his hands were. I nodded to him as he headed out the door, silently thanking him. He smiled and nods back, before looking ahead again and following Kaede. I rested my head against his chest, wishing that I could just sleep.

Surprisingly enough, I did.

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Inuyasha's POV

 

We were all shocked when she came home, having to be carried in the limo driver's arms. Dan I think his name was. All the girls showed him the way to her room, going up and staying up when he came back down.

He nodded to Sesshomaru and myself before heading back outside and opening the door. An old lady stepped out, cane tapping the concrete and eyepiece gleaming in the hot sun. Something about her made me want to back away quickly, though Sesshomaru's gaze kept me glued to the spot. He, for some fucked up reason, made me wait with him as he went out to greet the woman, bowing to her and showing respect. I followed his example, not wanting to leave a bad impression on someone that Sesshomaru thought highly of.

“My apologies for bringing her back like this Sesshomaru-sama,” she says as she stands in front of us, gazing at me with her eye, “we ran into some trouble. But you will notice soon enough that, she too, is heading for trouble.”

“I thought as much,” Sesshomaru muttered just loud enough for me to hear, then added a little louder, “what happened? Who and how long ago?”

“She was jumped by a youkai in the meeting,” she replied, eyeing me suspiciously, “she was telling them about the thing here and there and the `high guy' grabbed her, taking her to the other room. I though he was only going to yell at the poor child. Then she comes out after a scream, trying to tell me a half sentence before he jumped on her again and she passed out. He has done something to her Sesshomaru. And whatever it is, it is not good.”

“We will keep an eye on her Kaede-chan,” Sesshomaru said, watching my twitching ears from the corner of his eye, “I'm sure Inuyasha will keep watching in America as well. Be safe Kaede. You best leave.”

“Tell Kagome that I am sorry she had to do this,” she muttered, still gazing at my, “I honestly am.”

I nodded silently, looking over my shoulder to her window. The curtains were drawn and I knew that something was up. The way Sesshomaru was acting was scaring me a little. It was like he knew that this was going to happen sooner or later.

The Shikon jewel just made it sooner.

Turning back to the old lady, I watched as she looked over me again, almost as if she was trying to see past something. I had to put my protective charm back up before I came outside.

“A hanyou brother Sesshomaru?” Kaede says as her eyes rest on my own, “Now that is something I know would not please you!”

I growl deep in my throat, receiving a thud over the head from Sesshomaru. I growl louder at him, jumping away and landing in a crouching position, rubbing the back of my head where Sesshomaru had hit me.

“Just because I'm a hanyou,” I sneer at the old hag, turning my head to her slightly, “doesn't mean jack shit. It doesn't make me weaker, or dumber, or slower, or defenceless. It just means that my father had enough guts to go against the rest of the youkai in the world and mate with a human. It means that I am half human and half youkai.”

My youkai had begun rising slightly, making me face the floor and shake my hair in front of my face to stop Sesshomaru from seeing fathers' symbolic strips melting into the skin on my face, closing my eyes to fight it. My hands clenched and unclenched at my sides, claws digging in to cut into the palm of my hands and draw droplets of blood.

“It doesn't mean that I don't deserve to live,” I continued, trying my hardest not to snap, “It doesn't mean that I have to live a lonely life. It doesn't mean that I have to kill myself. It was hard enough growing up, worrying about when I was next going to be attacked. You have no idea what it is like to be a hanyou, and you never will.”

Tears were streaming down my face by this time, my breath coming in short gasps. I was still fighting my youkai and I had heard Sesshomaru go to stand in front of the old hag, almost as if to protect her if I tried anything.

I looked up at them and listened to someone gasp from the doorway, a little between Sesshomaru and myself. I growled as my eyes began to bleed red, only having the slightest bit of molten gold left from the tiny amount of control that I had left. I began to shake slightly, feeling the control slip.

Then something snapped.

Something happened and I don't really know what.

All I know is that seconds later Kagome was lying on the ground before me, blood oozing out of her side, slightly below her left breast. She was gasping for breath as I stared down at her, eyes wide with shock and pain.

I cried out and was about to fall next to her when I was tackled to the ground, Sesshomaru landing on top of me, his youkai roaring.

I didn't bother fighting him. I was on my stomach, he was sitting on me and holding my wrists tight. Tears were streaming down my face as a scent came to my nose.

Kagome's blood.

It was all over me.

I was the one to put her in this pain. I was the one to strike her.

Not even bothering to fight it anymore, I let my youkai come out, letting it with Sesshomaru till he came off before I ran away, not turning back. Tears still streamed down my face as I ran.

I had no idea where I was.

I had nowhere to go.

But I was afraid to go back.

I couldn't face them again.

I had nearly killed Kagome.

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ROWR…

Plz don't hurt me… I know that Inuyasha would never really dream of doing something like that but it all came rushing to my head and I thought that it would make me go quicker.

The next chapter is going to be a few days later. Kagome is back at school again with the rest of them and they are all keeping Inuyasha away from her.

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