InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ DEATH ❯ Good for nothing ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

Disclaimer: Okay, I admit, I have another life that I keep secret and yes, I have a Japanese woman posing as the author of my show.....and.....uh.....OKAY!!! you caught me, I do NOT own Inuyasha, nor have I ever, and my mom has made it clear I never will....>_<, I hate it when she’s right!!!


A/N: This story is sad, I hope you enjoy my elaberation of what death feels like. r/r if you like it!! or hate it, flames aren't wanted but welcome.


Chapter 1: Good for nothing.



“I swear, Inuyasha! I’ll leave and I’ll never come back!”

“Go ahead! Who needs you anyway?!” You do, you big baka! His head screamed. He shook the thought away.

“You think you don’t need me, but you do!”

“Your only a shard detector.”

Kagome took a stould back, she felt like she didn’t know him anymore. How could you say that?

“Is that all I am to you? A shard detector?” She held back tears. She wouldn’t shed them now, but later in her own company. It hurt her to hear him say this, whether he had meant it or not. It hurt.

“........” He didn’t want to answer that. Because if he answered truthfully he would loose this argument and Kagome would get.....ideas. And if he lied and said yes, he would still lose.....not the argument but Kagome herself.

“No answer? Well then I’m leaving, if you don’t need me....then I don’t need you!” She stated before running off.

Inuyasha felt anger well up in the pit of his stomach. He wanted to yell, but he knew it would just make it worst. It was amazing how at times he thought before he spoke and others, he didn’t.

I never said that.... he thought has Kagome’s figure disappeared into the fog that seemed to be settling in. The night was to be a gloomy one, the haze around them guaranteed that.

“You really did it this time, Inuyasha.” Sango stated.

“Yeah! Why do you always have to be so mean to Kagome?!” An angry Shippo lashed from behind. His fingers curling to form a small, delicate fist in front of him.

“Ah....someone should go comfort her......maybe it should be me..” Miroku said as he moved from a log to follow in Kagome’s path.

“You sit down ya lousy lecher!” Sango spat, one eye already in the process of twitching.

“Okay, Sango, my dear. No need to be hasty....” he rubbed her from behind which earned him a hard slap and a red hand mark on his cheek.

Miroku rubbed his cheek with a slight smile on his face. She knows she likes it....

Inuyasha didn’t pay attention to what was going on in back of him, he just stared out at the foggy forest. I already miss her he thought. Of course that, he wouldn’t dare admit to her, let alone himself for that matter. She wasn’t worthless, and he knew it. But she didn’t realize how hard it was for him to say that. The last priestess he confided his feelings to had betrayed him....even though she was made to believe he betrayed her first. And they looked so alike. It was un caning the way there eyes sparkled the same way when they were filled with sorrow.....how their facial features looked the same when they triumphed over another yokia. That in itself made it even harder. The way he had felt for Kikyo, 50 years before, is the same as he feels for Kagome 50 years from that fatal day he was shot to the god tree, 50 years from the day he wasn’t just shot but plastered there, to brew in the hatred he felt towards someone he had once love. 50 years.....

How had so much changed in such a little time and stay that way for so much longer?

Such a long time waisted......

He had to admit to himself, the hardest battle he fought and is still fighting was the battle between his human side and his demon side. Good and Evil. The basic war. And he had to deal with it everyday of his life. Which side he was on, was what he still hadn’t decided. How could he decide? He needed to be full yokia. Only then would he have his day of reckoning. When he was no longer singled out, picked on, or discarded as just a mere half demon.

The battle within.....

He thought bitterly as he sat down in front of the fire. I’m still mad at her! He put on a small smirk. He’d wait....just a day or two before he was pestered to go get her and apologize. She’d be back. That he thought he was certain of.



~~~MODERN ERA~~~



“Ugh! That Inuyasha has no appreciation for what he’s got!” Kagome spat. She just popped out the well and she was already asked to go to the store. “Why, if it wasn’t for me, he wouldn’t of completed even a third as much as he did while I was around.”

Kagome was hurt, as usual. Inuyasha always did or said something to her. Sometimes she had to admit what he didn’t say or do hurt more. he always made her feel like she was some good for nothing- - -

Her train of thought was cut off. She only turned her head in time to see two giant lights in her face. Then BAM! Pain! Beyond any pain she had ever felt before. It was agenizing, time stopped as she rolled slowly to a stop on the cold pavement. The cloudy sky reflected in her crystal eyes.

A man ran out of the car and over to her, cell phone in hand.

“Yes, I have an emergency.....”

Her hearing was growing meek. Her vision blurred. And her head threatened to burst with every pound of pain. She took in a painful breathe with a wheeze. The anguish she felt was so perfectly painted on her face.

“Miss.....can you hear me....miss?”

she tried to answer but her voice only crackled out. She felt like she was in shock until she could no longer hold on to the thin string that kept her awake.

“Inuyasha....” she released in her last conscious breathe.


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The next time Kagome awoke, she was in an ambulance. She felt so weak...so...brittle, like a twig that was about to snap by the pressure that was death. Death. Oh, kami! She couldn’t die. Not now, not no- - -

now the pain was cutting her like a hundred cutting knives.

“Ahhhh....!” she moaned in pain.

Tears trickled down each side of her face into her hair.

“I.....have...to...” she reached out with one feeble plea. She couldn’t hold on again. The string that once again kept her awake was about to slip through her bloody fingers. Losing consciousness was all she could do at this point.


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Now, in the hospital, Kagome could barely breathe, many doctors and nurses hovered around her. She wasn’t sure there were that many of them or if it was just her vision playing tricks on her. Tears, once again, rolled out the side of her eyes.

Mom......Souta....grandpa.....I’m sorry, I can’t move. I wish I could, but it hurts. It always hurts. Inuaysha, I forgive you.....and I love you...... Kagome wanted to say all of this but all she could manage to do was to murmur it in the corners of her mind. Sango, Miroku, Shippo, Kerara....and yes, even Koga. To everyone, all of my friends in my own time and Hojo as well....I will miss you and I will watch over you....I........s-swear.......

With Kagome’s final message to her friends she let go.....

“BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP” sounded the moniter near her head.

“Call it.” said the head doctor. “I’ll inform her family...”


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< br> Kagome’s mother looked up from Souta’s teary face. She and the grandfather stood as the doctor entered the waiting room.

“I’m sorry......” the doctor started.


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