InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Deep In My Heart ❯ One-Shot

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Disclaimer: Inuyasha and Co. do not belong to me. They belong solely to Rumiko Takahashi and Viz.

Deep In My Heart

Deep in my heart, I feel a pain like no other. I need you by my side. My solitude is too painful but I am afraid. I am afraid of rejection.

If I knew your emotions for me I might have the courage, but you are by her side. I have been by your side but what if I cannot for the pain in my heart is consuming.

I found you in her arms the other day and I cannot find the courage to say what is deep in my heart.

I feel frozen in time and yet I am not. I see time fly but I do not change. She is my image, or is my image hers? My appearance is similar to her, but our personalities are different. How is this if we are of the same soul?

I need to be by your side but at the same I cannot feel nothing but longing for you. My emotions and I are in your shadow, unseen and silenced by your love for another. Can I tell you my true emotions or will that change everything.

Please tell me your emotions for, tell how you feel about me and I will tell you.

If you don't love me I will stay by your side, and learn to live only with your distant company, as our friendship.

If you love me as a friend, I will stay by your side, and give you my love as a friend, but if you say you love me. . .

Deep in my heart I'm feeling frozen still as darkness consumes my heart. Heal my heart with your words or let me leave once and for all if you don't reciprocate my emotions for you.

Please I am begging for your answer to console my heart. I need an answer because that will define our future, don't let me do a mistake.

---For Inu X Kikyo Preferences---

I found you in her arms again, and I know were by her side. I should have known. You would have chosen her in the end. We are too different. You deserve happiness.

I am still young, and perhaps I might fall in love again, but I do not know. My heart has to heal and to do so I need to leave.

At times I want this to be all a dream. A beautiful dream woven of magic and time, within memories of my soul. But my memories are too precious to me. Because you've gone away I wish that you can find happiness.

Deep in my heart I know your choice is clear. Although my heart is frozen within the emotions I hope time can heal. I love you too much.

I wish that you could have loved me as much as you have loved her. You left me, but I haven't left you . . . and I will never leave you.

I just want you to know my emotions for you before I sink into the darkness. I might be jealous and miserable without you but these are the emotions of my human heart.

I love you my dog eared hanyou.

---For Inuyasha X Kagome Preferences---

You stopped me once again after finding me from the darkness of my heart.

I asked you why, and you answered with a kiss.

I will never forget that. I felt at that time tears in my eyes, streaming down like little rivulets.

You broke me free from those chains.

You held me so close, I felt like I was living in a dream. I wished within the dream deep within my heart that you could stay with me forever.

You healed my heart with your passionate confession, or as much as a heart can be healed with a kiss.

I felt truly alive at that moment. As if the dam within my eyes had burst and I could finally tell you how I felt.

My emotions will no longer be within the shadows. I can finally find the courage deep within me to tell you how I really feel.

My life and my heart are in your hands. I may have found you in her arms but your familiarity with her has weakened or been merged as a friendship of the past.

Deep in my heart I want to be with you forever and never in the darkness. I wish you could stay with me another day, within the light of our love for each other.

I understand your emotions for her and I'm jealous for not having such a strong bond with you but I can be at peace knowing it is me whom holds your heart.

Aishiteru.