InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Deepest Wish ❯ Deepest Wish ( One-Shot )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Author Note: I have always thought of making a one-shot since I started writing InuYasha stories but I couldn't come up with a good idea to work on. Then one day as I was going through some old stuff I came across one that inspired me to this one and I tied it together with another idea I had at the time. I hope that you will enjoy this little story and I will jump into bed, get some sleep and then continue to write for you.

Warning: Incest. Yaoi.

Pairing: Sesshoumaru x InuYasha.

Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha or Sesshoumaru.

Read, Enjoy and Review. Any words of happiness, love, joy and constructive critism are welcomed. Flames will be ignored and thrown away.

Deepest Wish
By Monkan

The rustling leaves of the trees was soothing and the slightly cold air felt good against his warm skin. The setting sun was leaving behind a charade of colours that played across the sky. The area around the sun even seemed to burn with the blazing flames of a fire. If he stared long enough it felt like he was watching the sun die just to leave place for the pale moon. A stray wind dragged past him and along with it a smell that he recognized all to well.

He knew who was coming closer but he made no move to leave like he always did. He didn't feel like moving right now and leave this fantastic display of nature. Just like he enjoyed watching snow falling over his lands and the stars in the pitch black night sky, he really liked to see the sun set and rise. These natural occurrences of nature was a treasure that few no longer noticed. Someday when even he was gone would others still remember to look up at the glistering spots that shines like jewels in the night. Would they look at the sky and see a falling star burn out. Would they even take time to think about what nature had to offer?

It wasn't that he cared much about who watched these treasures, even if it was an useless human or a youkai he didn't want these treasure to be forgotten. But even if his heart felt at peace watching the sun set there was still something that made it run wild and treacherous.

A figure came out from the forest and into the tiny clearing. Bare footsteps stopped as soon as the owner of those feet caught sight of him.

"What are you doing here, Sesshoumaru?" was the question asked.

The proud youkai looked up at the half-breed who looked so much like him but still were a complete reversed version of him. What they shared was the blood from their father and some of their features. Still... why could this half-breed make him feel?

"Is there something you want this Sesshoumaru, little brother?" he asked in his usual arrogant tone.

"Keh. Like you would do anything for me." InuYasha said insulted.

Sesshoumaru didn't speak or even look at InuYasha anymore, his golden eyes had returned to the scene of nature. The sun was about half settled and the day would soon be over, leaving room for the night. A relationship that was needed but hated and could never be broken. Just like them.

The taiyoukai was unaware of the way he looked as he bathed in the fleeting colours from the sunset. His ears picked up the increased fast breathing from his half-brother. He was vaguely interested as InuYasha walked softly over to his side and knelt down. Sesshoumaru averted his eyes and looked with the same coldness and uninterested as always.

InuYasha leaned forward until their faces were inches away from each other. He paused for a moment before leaned fully forward and kissed the side of Sesshoumaru's mouth. The hanyou leaned in once again and kissed Sesshoumaru more fully on the lips. His tongue got out and licked Sesshoumaru's lower lip with what could be called affection and need.

"I'll kill you." Sesshoumaru said in a clear and very cold voice.

"No you won't." whispered InuYasha. "If only for tonight... hold me."

InuYasha started to undo Sesshoumaru's yukata and lower it over his shoulders. The slender shoulders that was reveled was caressed, nibbled and kissed on. InuYasha continued up over Sesshoumaru's neck and nibbled for a moment at his ears before going down again. Planting kisses all over the noble youkai's chest. The hanyou's hands touched every part of his body that they could find before he leaned back and started to undress himself. His fire rat robe landed on the ground and he didn't seem ashamed to show himself in front of his brother. He sat down on his heels and removed the remaining of Sesshoumaru's clothes. With slightly trembling hands InuYasha reached out toward his brother. A faint blush crept onto his face and InuYasha hesitated for a moment.

"Not going to continue?" asked Sesshoumaru.

InuYasha looked at him with anger burning in his eyes and then leaned forward and gave him a kiss. His tongue entered Sesshoumaru's mouth but lost immediately the battle of dominance. The fierceness behind the kiss was almost frightning but at the same time comforting and arousing. InuYasha moaned in delight as one of his hands was wrapped around Sesshoumaru's neck while his other one was slowly getting closer to his own butt.

He didn't know where this desire came from but he also knew that it would never happen again. One of Sesshoumaru's hands caught InuYasha's and stopped it before it reached its destination. He brought it up again and broke the kiss between them. InuYasha looked questionly at him but was silenced from any questions when his big brother started to lick his fingers. The erotic image only helped to lighten the fire within even more in InuYasha.

When Sesshoumaru brought his little brothers hand down again InuYasha arched his back when he felt those wet fingers touch him. It didn't matter that it was his own fingers, he wasn't controlling them at all, he let Sesshoumaru take the lead and when he pushed one of InuYasha's fingers in, his ears picked up a low whining.

"Se-sesshoumaru." InuYasha whispered out in between gasps.

A second finger joined the first one and soon a third. InuYasha shuddered under his older brothers hands. All of a sudden Sesshoumaru let go and released InuYasha completely. The hanyou looked at him through pleasure filled eyes and for a moment he was confused why it all had stopped then he heard that cold voice that didn't seem to change no matter what situation he was in.

"If you wish to live you better leave now."

"Bastard." InuYasha hissed as his body was assaulted in a cold wind and he shivered. "I will have you crave my body when I'm finished with you."

The proud youkai smirked before watching as his little brother crawled over to him and straddled his hips. InuYasha took his brothers shaft into his hand before guiding him to his hidden hole. He rubbed it against him once and felt how it grew harder under his touch before letting just the head inside. He savored the feeling and even the sting of pain as more of the throbbing flesh was pushed in. It was slow, almost agonizing slow but finally his big brother was fully inside. InuYasha looked down at his brother and was angry to see there was no reaction from his brother.

As if trying to change that InuYasha began to move up and down. He soon began to moan as every of his senses were overloading and so were his anger.

"Dammit. Why are... you such... a insensitive bastard?" He gasped. "Don't... you feel... anything?"

"You must jest." Sesshoumaru said, "How can this Sesshoumaru feel anything with a dirty creature like you!" As if to prove his point, Sesshoumaru moved his hips upward and it took InuYasha by surprise. "But if you so wish for it."

All of a sudden Sesshoumaru jerked them over so he was lying on top and began to ram into his little brother. They were bathed in the final colours of the sun and in the sunset and midst of the pleasure they were ignorant of the world around them.

Just as InuYasha felt his climax exploding he also felt a piercing pain in his chest. He looked up at Sesshoumaru with wide eyes. "W-why? Brother?" he whispered before falling back on the ground... dead.

Sesshoumaru disentangled himself from the corpse and removed his sword who he had driven right through his brother.

"I told you I would kill you, ignorant fool." he got dressed and seethed his sword before leaving the site. In the dying light InuYasha's body changed shape to that of another youkai before it turned to dust, leaving nothing behind.

It was always like this. They always tried to seduce him, that was what he hated about Incubus'. They always thought they had some grip over him, how foolish. If he could make his dream come true they wouldn't be able to get so close to him. They appeared in his dream or when he was trying to relax. They had tried many different shapes but this had been the first time they had tried to seduce him while in the shape of his little brother. It had been close but he knew that it couldn't be his brother. His little brother hated him.

His little half brother was raised with human habits and beliefs for them to even get that close. Their foolish morals had been a constant factor in InuYasha's life so there was no way this dream could come true. When he had started to love InuYasha he had made sure the little pup had hated him from the bottom of his heart. Constant attacks and abusive words. For he couldn't have his little brother falling for him, if he did there would be no return.

If InuYasha ever showed just a fraction of love for him, his defenses would crumble. They would damn their lineage and condemn the future. For such a relationship would be misunderstood, fragile and fruitless in the end. Neither of them could carry a heir that the land needed. Neither of them could give up their current lives for each other. Both of them would be hurt in the long run. That was why it was better this way.

To protect him even if he never knew about it. To save them from the sorrow that would follow. To hide the dark desires and secrets that lives in their hearts.

How long had he loved the little half-breed anyway? 100 years? 150? He had lost count. All he knew was that this was a love that could never come true.

This was a secret he would protect his whole life. No one would ever know about these feelings he had. No one would ever come so close to his heart so they could replace InuYasha. It was his secret to keep and to protect. For as long as he lived he would let him live his own life. A life outside tradition and rules. A life he could choose self and one where he could fall in love freely.

It was time he returned to his castle and once and for all buried these feelings in the deepest cage of his heart. Even if he would never hold the real InuYasha in his arms he would at least have had a taste of it now.

And no one would ever know that he called out his name at that moment of overwhelming pleasure before he killed the dream.


The End.