InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Demonic Demons ❯ Only a dream ( Chapter 11 )

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Demonic Demons


A/N: ok i want to thank you all for your reviews... they really do mean alot to me cause well, i like to know that im still a good writer.. lol, i wanna be a writer when im all grown up! you think i can make it??? well, anyways hope you like this chapter.. and i noticed people got mad i killed the baby.... IM SORRY!!!! i know i make up this stuff, but i just write down what ever pops in my head at the time.. lol, but i think you'll be happy with it. well anyways, enough with me and on with the story....

Disclaimer: Read what ever i said in the first 10 chapters, i think you all already know that i dont own the little white puppy dog (Inu yasha)! DONT SUE ME!!!!


Chapter 11


Only a dream


Inu yasha walked into Kagome's hospital room and looked down at her with sad eyes. She still didn't know.. he had told the doctors not to tell her because he would tell her himself, although he didn't know if he even could. She sat there, no longer asleep, just staring at him. She knew something was wrong, they should have given her the baby by now to be fed... so where was she? She wanted her baby so bad, just to hold her and look at her.

"Inu yasha where's my baby?! I want her, please tell the doctor to give her to me so i can feed her".
Inu yasha looked at her for a moment, and just broke down at her words, he ran to her, sat on the bed and held her as silent tears kept falling from his eyes.

Kagome didn't understand why he made such an outburst like that, she looked up to his face to see tears falling down his cheeks. She was confused, this was the first time she had ever seen him cry. She felt dread through her entire body.

"Inu yasha, Where is she!! where's my baby!!! whats wrong with her!". He didn't answer her, he tried to speak, but he couldn't. All he could do was look at her and cry. "Inu yasha... answer me!!!! Where is she!!!".
He finally found his voice as he looked down at her "After you blacked out, the baby just... stopped breathing, they ran her over to another room to help her... but she.... she... didn't make it".

Kagome just looked up at him for a moment before she broke down in tears and cried into his chest. "NO!! NO ITS NOT TRUE!!! SHE CANT BE DEAD!!!! SHE JUST CAN'T BE!!" She cried out. Inuyasha felt as though he had been stabbed in the heart as he watched his mate cry out in sheer mental pain.

Right then, the doctor walked in and Kagome started shouting at him while tears still fell down her face. "LET ME SEE HER!!!! I WANT TO SEE HER RIGHT NOW!!!! BRING HER TO ME!!! I NEED HER!!!".
"I'm sorry Miss Higarashi, she's dead..." he replied sadly.
"I DONT CARE!!!! I WANT TO SEE HER!!!" She screamed back.

"We can't bring her to you, but if you would really like to see her... I won't deny you of that" He said as he walked up to Kagome's bed, pulling out the wires and turning off the machine she was hooked up to. She was ok to walk by now, but she was still rather weak. Inu yasha helped her get out of bed and they followed the doctor out of the room.

When Kagome saw her lifeless baby, she thought she would die. She looked so cute with her little white dog ears forming on top of her head and short silver hair. Her eyes were closed and she looked so pale. "Oh my baby... my poor sweet baby" she cried as she picked up the lifeless child and kissed her on her forhead before setting her back down. Inu yasha couldn't stand to look at the baby, it was just to painful, but he did... and he felt his heart sink to the bottom of his stomache. Kagome looked up at him with tears in her eyes, then embraced him in a tight hug, crying into his chest. "She's gone... she's really gone.." she cried as he held her, tears drifting down his cheeks.

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Accouple days later, Kagome was healthy enough to go home. It has been 3 weeks since then. The days have been very depressing and all Kagome could think about was the baby. She wanted a child now more than ever. She felt almost lonely. She laid there, awake in Inu yasha's arms, trying to sleep, but couldn't stop thinking about what had happened.

"Inu yasha" she whispered, shaking him awake.

"What?" he replied sleepily.

"I need to talk to you"

"Can't it wait till morning?"

"No, I need to ask you something"

"What is it?"

"I... I want a baby...I wanna try again".
At this, Inu yasha snapped his eyes opened and turned to her.

"Kagome, I love you, but I can't put you through that again.... you almost died!! I can't stand the thought of losing you too, I need you" he said, looking deep into her eyes.
"That doesn't mean it will happen again, its not that common, I asked the doctor and he said that it probably wont happen again! Please Inu yasha... I want a baby... I need a child, I want what I was supose to have, what was taken from me!" she wasn't just asking, she was begging.

Inu yasha looked at her, He knew she wanted this more than anything, He also wanted a child now, ever since the loss of the baby, he felt slightly empty, like there was a peice of him missing. "If this is what you really want, then you will have a child" he said, pulling her into a soft hug. He released her and laid back down and was suprized to see Kagome get ontop of him and started to tug at his boxers.

"Kagome.... what are you doing?"
"What does it look like im doing! I'm trying to have a baby! They don't make themselves you know!"
"We'll try tomorrow, its 4 oclock in the morning!".
She looked at the clock which read 4am on the dot and sighed as she got off of him and rested her head on his chest.

"Your right, I'm kinda tired anyways, goodnight" she said before drifting off into a sleep filled with nightmares of her dead puppy eard child.


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"Mommy! Mommy! look what I found" a little girl said as she picked up a golden rose. The little girl was atleast 4 years old, her silver hair down to her knees and little fuzzy white ears on top of her head. She had beatiful amber eyes and her toothy smile showed two little fang like teeth growing. Kagome looked at the girl as she jumped up and down, giving her the rose.

"It really is beautiful, just like you.." She replied smiling down at her.
"Mommy, where did daddy go?"
"I don't know sweetie, lets go and find him"
"Ok mommy...oh! I can smell him!
"We'll, i guess we'll just have to follow your nose" Kagome laughed as her daughter dragged her past the house.

They had been walking for a long time, until eventually they were walking into a big beautiful green forest.
"He's over here mommy!" the little girl said as she took of running, her mother trying to keep up with the girl dragging her off.

The little girl stopped suddenly and Kagome almost ran into her, she was about to ask why she stopped, Then she saw it. Inu yasha was talking to a girl with long raven black hair that reached her thighs, her eyes cold and her skin was pale. She looked as though all happiness had been sucked out of her, yet she was very calm and had an emotionless tone to her.

Then, he started hugging her! "Kikyo! I thought you were dead! But your here! your really here!". Kagome just stood there, not believing what she was seeing.... who the hell is Kikyo! The woman embraced him and got an evil grin on her face as she pulled a knife out if her long sleeves and put it to Inu yasha's throat.

"Kikyo... what are you doing?" he asked, tears gissening his eyes. Then a tall man came out of the bushes, he had long dark brown hair with a spider tatoo on his back, his eyes filled with pure evil. "Kikyo... come to me.."

Kikyo took the knife away from his throat and walked to the tall dark haired man, and kissed him deeply. Inu yasha stared in disbelief, "Naraku... you bastared!" He shouted as he charged at the one known as Naraku. Naraku grabbed Kikyo and jumped to avoid Inu yasha's fierce claws. He tapped back down the the grown and set Kikyo aside.

"Can't you see Inu yasha, Kikyo is my mate! She doesn't belong to you!" Naraku said as he went to attack Inu yasha. Naraku ran to him, his arm streached out, and some sharp brown looking tenticles came from his fingers and went right through Inu yasha's right shoulder.

All of Kagome's thoughts of jelousy and anger had instantly dissapeared as she shot up and ran to her husband.
"INU YASHA!!!!!" she screamed out as Naraku pulled out his... things... and Inu yasha fell to the ground, but got right back up. Inu yasha turned to his mate as she ran to him, "KAGOME!! STAY BACK!!!" he shouted as Kikyo pulled out her knife and threw it so fast, it went right threw her right shoulder, pinning her to a tree. "KAGOME!" he shouted as he heard his daughter's voice shout "MOMMY!!!!". The little girl came bursting out of the bushes, tears falling from her eyes as she rushed to Kagome's aid.

"No! don't come any closer!" Kagome shouted as her little girl came running to her. Inu yasha shot up and grabbed his daughter, and ran back over to Kagome. "Pull it out ..Inu..yasha.." Kagome said looking into her husbands eyes. He hesitated for a moment, then gripped the knife that peirced her and in one quick, painful second, pulled it out.

Right then, 3 arrows shot Inu yasha right through the middle of the chest, He looked back to see Kikyo with her bow out, looking at him with a satisfied look on her face. He dropped the little girl and fell to the ground, as he uttered his last words, "Kagome...I..lo.ve..you" and with that, he let out his last breath and fell limp and lifeless down on the floor. Kagome stared for a moment, not believing that he could be dead.

She ran to his side "Inu yasha? NO INU YASHA YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!!!" she cried out as she held his head close to her heart. She looked down next to him to see her daughter laying on the ground, motionless. She gently put Inu yasha's head down and picked up the little girl. When Kagome looked down at the girl, She was a baby again, just barely born, her eyes sealed shut and her body cold and pale. She was dead.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" Kagome shouted as she shot out of bed, sweat beading her face. She looked around to see that Inu yasha wasn't there. 'He's probably eating breakfast' she mummbled to herself before laying back down. She wasn't tired anymore, but she didn't feel like getting up either. This wasn't the first time this happened, Ever since Kagome got out of the hospital, the same nightmare haunted her dreams almost every day.

She hasn't told Inu yasha about it... or anyone for that matter, she figured it was just a dream, a nightmare because of the loss of her child, but she couldn't shake the feeling that maybe it was somthing more. She turned over on the bed to see golden flower hanging on the wall. Inu yasha had given it to her for christmas, he said it remined him of her beauty, like a symbol. She stared at it for a moment before pulling the blanket off of her and heading downstairs for some breakfast. 'Its just a dream... only a dream and nothing more' she kept telling herself as she walked down the stairs.

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~A/N: ok, i know its pretty short, but this is where im gonna leave it... for you people who asked of what Inu yasha got Kagome for christmas... well it was that rose....my mom had one and i thought it was cool looking, so i put it in the story.. lol, anyways, hope you liked this chapter. ~~