InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Demonic Demons ❯ Another Chance ( Chapter 22 )
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Demonic Demons
A/N: Come on people! Throw me a bone here! I got like... what 6 reviews from the last chapter? If you people really like this story... THEN REVIEW!!!! It makes me WANT to write more... im getting discouraged here! I'm starting to think you guys are losing interest in this story. Should i just stop? If i know you guys still like it, then I will keep writing, but PLEASE REVIEW!!!!! Anyways... never the less... Im still going to post the next chapter... so here it is. I hope i get more reviews this time... Oh ya, and someone said that someone on this story got raped and then forgot about it??? Ummm... I don't know how you got that picture... but that never happened. I don't get what your talking about! If you tell me, I'll gladly fill your confusion with answers. Enjoy!
Chapter 22
Another chance
Tsuki was in her room, trying to sleep. It was hard when her parents were in the other room yelling at each other. When she got back from the hospital a month ago... first, they just weren't talking to each other. Her father and her mother didn't even sleep in the same bed anymore. Now... they yell at each other all the time. She didn't understand why her mother was so mad at her father. She could hear their fighting... saying it was his fault that Tsuki had almost died. She didn't blame her father... she loved him very much. SHE was the one that wanted to save him. It wasn't his fault...
Tsuki's heart had grown colder as the days went by. Her mind always drifting to Naraku and Kikyo. Naraku was still alive... and would probably come after her and kill her...
'But i'll be strong by the time he comes... I'll make sure I'm sooo strong... like daddy and uncle Sesshomaru. He wont get to me as easy!' Tsuki thought to herself as she punched her pillow.
Her thoughts were interrupted as her mother started screaming even louder. She took her pillow and put it over her ears... trying to block it out. She really wished that they would make up already. She was starting to fear that they would never make up...
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"I don't know what to do Kagome! What do I have to do so we can stop all this fighting and go back to the way we were before?"
"Don't you get it Inu yasha? Things can't be the same! How am I supose to trust you? SHE COULD HAVE DIED INU YASHA!"
"DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT?! Shit Kagome! What's done is done. I'm sorry I didn't tell you! I really am! We've been through this a million times! She's alive and safe now and I wont let anything happen to any of you! Please... I just want this all to stop. Just tell me what to do and I'll do it! I'll do anything"
"I... I just don't know..." Kagome said as a tear leaked from her eye.
"Kagome... I miss being with you... I miss falling asleep with you in my arms. I NEED you Kagome! I love you!"
"I don't think... I dont think I can do this anymore Inu yasha..."
Inu yasha's eyes widened at her words. She wouldn't... she couldn't! Not after everything they had been through... what about Tsuki? She couldn't just give up like that.
"Kagome, no..."
"I want a divorce..."
"Kagome Please?! What about our daughter? She needs us! Both of us! I can't give you that... I WONT! I wont sign anything... I wont give up!"
Kagome's face grew hot with anger as she began to shove him out the door. "Just get out!" she said as she pushed him through the door and slammed it behind him.
He sighed heavily as he rubbed his head in frustration. He turned around to the hall when he looked down and saw his daughter staring up at him with sad eyes. His face softened a bit as he knelt down to her. "You shouldn't be up, its way past your bedtime"
"I couldn't sleep Papa. Why are you and mommy fighting so much? Will you ever make up?"
"I... I hope so" he said as he held out his arms for her. She walked into them as he wrapped them around her and carried her back to bed. He tucked her in and turned off the light as he left the room. He had to leave here now. He didn't know when he would be back... but he knew Kagome needed time to think things over... alone.
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2 weeks later....
"No way! You told him you wanted a divorce?!" Sango practically yelled. They were at the park again, watching their children play on the monkey bars.
"It just kind of came out of me. I don't know why I said it... I don't want a divorce... I really don't. I just don't know what to do. How can I spend my life with him if I can't trust him?"
"Kagome... Don't think that I'm taking his side or anything... but I don't think he will hide anything else from you. I know he doesn't want to lose you. He loves you very much... I can see it"
"Sometimes I wonder if..." She didn't want to say the rest, it hurt to bad to say it.
"Wonder if what Kagome?"
"Maybe he wished that he was with Kikyo instead. That he had her child instead of mine..."
"I don't think so..."
"I don't know what to think anymore"
"Do you still love him?" Kagome stared at her in disbelief as she asked that question.
"Of course I love him!"
"You guys need to settle this then! You have to give him a chance Kagome... if not for you, then for Tsuki's sake"
"I know... Tsuki heard me say I wanted a divorce..."
"She didn't?!"
"Yeah... she told me. She begged me to make up with him. I told her that we would all be fine... that things will get better"
"Oh Kagome... I know that in the end... it really will be better. You and Inu yasha will make up and be happy again"
"I'm worried about him. Its been 2 weeks since I told him that I wanted a divorce... I haven't even seen him since then, He just... left. Tsuki misses him too. I hope he's not really thinking about a divorce now... I should have never said that. I really don't want that"
"I think you and Inu yasha need some time alone to talk things through"
"I agree... I need to see him again. I don't want to fight anymore Sango. This whole thing was just to much to bare. I hate it that he didn't tell me... but as the days pass by without him... I realize that weather he told me or not... it still would have happened"
"Mommy, can I spend the night at Satoru's house?" Tsuki asked as her and Satoru came running to them.
"Thats fine with me, Sango?"
"Yeah its cool with me too"
"Lets go wait in the car Tsuki... when we get home we can play DBZ on the PS2!" Satoru said as they both walked to the car waiting for Sango to follow. "Well, i'll see you later then. I hope you work things out Kagome"
Kagome gave Sango a weak smile before heading to her car and going home.
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"Sesshomaru, I wanna talk with you..." Rin said as she entered the room.
"About what?"
"Well, I was thinking... remember that one time you asked me if I wanted kids and I said I didn't want any yet?"
Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow as he peaked at Rin from over his newspaper. "Yes..."
"Well, I been thinking about it allot... and I was wondering if you, well, WANTED to have kids"
He looked up at her as he put his newspaper down and stood up. "Kids?"
"Ummm... if your not ready yet I can wait..." she said as she shifted uncomftorably under his gaze.
"Are you ready to start a family?" Sesshomaru asked as he walked up to her.
"Well... yeah!"
"Ok then, if that is what will make you happy"
"REALLY?!"
"Yeah sure... I was waiting for you to say something so I could give you this" Sesshomaru said as he opened a drawer and pulled out a little red box. Rin stared at it wondering what it could be. He tossed her the box, which she caught. Just as she opened it to reveal a beautiful blue diamond ring, Sesshomaru came up to her and said, "So... wanna marry me?"
Her eyes lit up as she stared at the ring. "Of course!" she said as she jumped into his arms. "This is so great! I gotta go tell Kagome! Is she home?"
"Yeah... she said she was going to call Inu yasha"
"Really now? Its about time I say!" Rin chuckled, knowing she would cave in sooner or later.
"So, shall we?" Rin asked seductively as she motioned to the bed. Sesshomaru smirked as he grabbed her and tossed her onto the bed then leaped on her.
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"Inu yasha, we need to talk" Kagome said to Inu yasha over the phone.
"Are you ready to talk with me? Cause if its about a divorce then-"
"I don't want a divorce Inu yasha" Kagome cut him off.
"Then WHY did you tell me you did?"
"Ohh... I don't know. I was just so frustrated and confused... it kinda just came out of me"
"Kagome... feelings like that don't just hop out of you if they don't exsist..."
"I would really rather talk about this in person"
"Ok I guess I'll head home then..."
"No wait! I'll come to you. Where are you?"
"The summer house"
"Ok I'll be right there" Kagome said as she hung up the phone. She sighed heavily as she grabbed the keys to her car and left the house.
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When Kagome walked into the summer house, she was surprised to see Inu yasha waiting right at the doorway for her arrival. She walked up to him till she was but a few inches away. They stayed like that, staring into each other's eyes. It was a whole 15 minutes before Inu yasha broke the silence.
"Lets go into the dining room and talk... I got us some chinese take out"
She followed Inu yasha into the dining room and sat down silently next to him. She stared down at her food, not really in any mood to eat. "So, what is it you wanted to say to me?"
Kagome kept staring down at her food, poking it with her fork, not daring to look into the eyes that had her so dazed moments ago. "I wanted to talk to you about... well, everything. There is so much to say, but I don't know how to begin..."
"You could start with telling me why you want a divorce... do you not feel anything for me anymore? Did I screw up that bad for you to hate me?"
"Oh Inu yasha... I don't hate you, and I don't want a divorce either"
He stayed silent for her to continue, he wanted to hear everything she had to say... It was nice not to be ignored or yelled at by her now.
"I know that there is nothing I can do to change what happened... I just wish you would open up to me more, you know? not just as your wife, but as your friend!" She said as tears started to leak from her eyes.
"So I need to know the truth"
"I told you everything about my past..."
"No, not that, its something thats been nagging at me in the back of my head"
"Its about Kikyo isn't it?"
"Yes... I need to know, do you... ugh this is ridiculous, never mind" She said as she stood up. Inu yasha grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down. "I want to know what's on your mind Kagome... If there is something about her you want to know... just ask me and I'll tell you anything you want to know..."
"When I saw her kiss you, my heart just shattered. But I saw that you missed her, I could see you still love her-"
"Kagome I-"
"Just listen to me Inu yasha... I need to know that when you look at me and tell me that you love me... that your not looking through me... I want you to see me as Kagome, not Kikyo. It made me think, that maybe you wished that you were still with her instead of me, that you had her child instead of mine"
"Kagome... I could NEVER think of you as Kikyo. Your 2 totally different people! Naraku likes to cause misery... don't believe what you hear him say. I wont deny that I USE to love Kikyo... and I did miss her somewhat. But I let go of her a long time ago. I love Tsuki and I love you... nothing will ever change that... not even Kikyo. I don't love her anymore"
Kagome was silent at first. She wasn't sure what to say really. "Kagome, I screwed up, I know I did. I'm sorry for not telling you everything, i'm sorry if you feel I betrayed your trust, but if you give me another chance... I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you"
(long pause)
"Ok... I'll give you another chance... but it will take time for me to trust you again"
"Oh thank you Kagome! You wont regret it I swear!" He said as he stood up and took her in his arms. "I love you Kagome"
"I love you too Inu yasha" She said as she held him closer to her. God how she missed being held by him. She never realized how bad she missed it until this very moment. She never wanted to let go... and for a moment, time seemed to stop for the two.
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Naraku sat in a dark room, all sorts of weird extra body parts coming out of him as he healed himself. The damage was great. This was going to take a long time to recover. His mind constantly thinking of Kikyo, making it hard to concentrate on healing. Thoughts of revenge always seemed to help put his mind back on track. He already had thought of the perfect plan once he was fully healed. He looked down to the ground, where he had placed items from long, long ago.
There lay a fan and a broken mirror. He smirked as he stared down into these items. "My children shall be reborn... they will help me seek out my revenge!" he said out loud as he looked up to the ceiling.
The time it would take to heal and be able to re create them would be a very long time indeed. At least 10 years... maybe even more. But Naraku was extremely patient, and was willing to wait as long as it took.
"Kagura... Kanna... You my children, will be reborn!"
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A/N: What a chapter... This one was pretty difficult. I had to deal with more than a few writers blocks with this one. But I think it turned out ok. I hope you guys enjoyed it and REVIEW!!! If you like it, then you'll review damnit!
Arianna
A/N: Come on people! Throw me a bone here! I got like... what 6 reviews from the last chapter? If you people really like this story... THEN REVIEW!!!! It makes me WANT to write more... im getting discouraged here! I'm starting to think you guys are losing interest in this story. Should i just stop? If i know you guys still like it, then I will keep writing, but PLEASE REVIEW!!!!! Anyways... never the less... Im still going to post the next chapter... so here it is. I hope i get more reviews this time... Oh ya, and someone said that someone on this story got raped and then forgot about it??? Ummm... I don't know how you got that picture... but that never happened. I don't get what your talking about! If you tell me, I'll gladly fill your confusion with answers. Enjoy!
Chapter 22
Another chance
Tsuki was in her room, trying to sleep. It was hard when her parents were in the other room yelling at each other. When she got back from the hospital a month ago... first, they just weren't talking to each other. Her father and her mother didn't even sleep in the same bed anymore. Now... they yell at each other all the time. She didn't understand why her mother was so mad at her father. She could hear their fighting... saying it was his fault that Tsuki had almost died. She didn't blame her father... she loved him very much. SHE was the one that wanted to save him. It wasn't his fault...
Tsuki's heart had grown colder as the days went by. Her mind always drifting to Naraku and Kikyo. Naraku was still alive... and would probably come after her and kill her...
'But i'll be strong by the time he comes... I'll make sure I'm sooo strong... like daddy and uncle Sesshomaru. He wont get to me as easy!' Tsuki thought to herself as she punched her pillow.
Her thoughts were interrupted as her mother started screaming even louder. She took her pillow and put it over her ears... trying to block it out. She really wished that they would make up already. She was starting to fear that they would never make up...
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"I don't know what to do Kagome! What do I have to do so we can stop all this fighting and go back to the way we were before?"
"Don't you get it Inu yasha? Things can't be the same! How am I supose to trust you? SHE COULD HAVE DIED INU YASHA!"
"DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT?! Shit Kagome! What's done is done. I'm sorry I didn't tell you! I really am! We've been through this a million times! She's alive and safe now and I wont let anything happen to any of you! Please... I just want this all to stop. Just tell me what to do and I'll do it! I'll do anything"
"I... I just don't know..." Kagome said as a tear leaked from her eye.
"Kagome... I miss being with you... I miss falling asleep with you in my arms. I NEED you Kagome! I love you!"
"I don't think... I dont think I can do this anymore Inu yasha..."
Inu yasha's eyes widened at her words. She wouldn't... she couldn't! Not after everything they had been through... what about Tsuki? She couldn't just give up like that.
"Kagome, no..."
"I want a divorce..."
"Kagome Please?! What about our daughter? She needs us! Both of us! I can't give you that... I WONT! I wont sign anything... I wont give up!"
Kagome's face grew hot with anger as she began to shove him out the door. "Just get out!" she said as she pushed him through the door and slammed it behind him.
He sighed heavily as he rubbed his head in frustration. He turned around to the hall when he looked down and saw his daughter staring up at him with sad eyes. His face softened a bit as he knelt down to her. "You shouldn't be up, its way past your bedtime"
"I couldn't sleep Papa. Why are you and mommy fighting so much? Will you ever make up?"
"I... I hope so" he said as he held out his arms for her. She walked into them as he wrapped them around her and carried her back to bed. He tucked her in and turned off the light as he left the room. He had to leave here now. He didn't know when he would be back... but he knew Kagome needed time to think things over... alone.
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2 weeks later....
"No way! You told him you wanted a divorce?!" Sango practically yelled. They were at the park again, watching their children play on the monkey bars.
"It just kind of came out of me. I don't know why I said it... I don't want a divorce... I really don't. I just don't know what to do. How can I spend my life with him if I can't trust him?"
"Kagome... Don't think that I'm taking his side or anything... but I don't think he will hide anything else from you. I know he doesn't want to lose you. He loves you very much... I can see it"
"Sometimes I wonder if..." She didn't want to say the rest, it hurt to bad to say it.
"Wonder if what Kagome?"
"Maybe he wished that he was with Kikyo instead. That he had her child instead of mine..."
"I don't think so..."
"I don't know what to think anymore"
"Do you still love him?" Kagome stared at her in disbelief as she asked that question.
"Of course I love him!"
"You guys need to settle this then! You have to give him a chance Kagome... if not for you, then for Tsuki's sake"
"I know... Tsuki heard me say I wanted a divorce..."
"She didn't?!"
"Yeah... she told me. She begged me to make up with him. I told her that we would all be fine... that things will get better"
"Oh Kagome... I know that in the end... it really will be better. You and Inu yasha will make up and be happy again"
"I'm worried about him. Its been 2 weeks since I told him that I wanted a divorce... I haven't even seen him since then, He just... left. Tsuki misses him too. I hope he's not really thinking about a divorce now... I should have never said that. I really don't want that"
"I think you and Inu yasha need some time alone to talk things through"
"I agree... I need to see him again. I don't want to fight anymore Sango. This whole thing was just to much to bare. I hate it that he didn't tell me... but as the days pass by without him... I realize that weather he told me or not... it still would have happened"
"Mommy, can I spend the night at Satoru's house?" Tsuki asked as her and Satoru came running to them.
"Thats fine with me, Sango?"
"Yeah its cool with me too"
"Lets go wait in the car Tsuki... when we get home we can play DBZ on the PS2!" Satoru said as they both walked to the car waiting for Sango to follow. "Well, i'll see you later then. I hope you work things out Kagome"
Kagome gave Sango a weak smile before heading to her car and going home.
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"Sesshomaru, I wanna talk with you..." Rin said as she entered the room.
"About what?"
"Well, I was thinking... remember that one time you asked me if I wanted kids and I said I didn't want any yet?"
Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow as he peaked at Rin from over his newspaper. "Yes..."
"Well, I been thinking about it allot... and I was wondering if you, well, WANTED to have kids"
He looked up at her as he put his newspaper down and stood up. "Kids?"
"Ummm... if your not ready yet I can wait..." she said as she shifted uncomftorably under his gaze.
"Are you ready to start a family?" Sesshomaru asked as he walked up to her.
"Well... yeah!"
"Ok then, if that is what will make you happy"
"REALLY?!"
"Yeah sure... I was waiting for you to say something so I could give you this" Sesshomaru said as he opened a drawer and pulled out a little red box. Rin stared at it wondering what it could be. He tossed her the box, which she caught. Just as she opened it to reveal a beautiful blue diamond ring, Sesshomaru came up to her and said, "So... wanna marry me?"
Her eyes lit up as she stared at the ring. "Of course!" she said as she jumped into his arms. "This is so great! I gotta go tell Kagome! Is she home?"
"Yeah... she said she was going to call Inu yasha"
"Really now? Its about time I say!" Rin chuckled, knowing she would cave in sooner or later.
"So, shall we?" Rin asked seductively as she motioned to the bed. Sesshomaru smirked as he grabbed her and tossed her onto the bed then leaped on her.
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"Inu yasha, we need to talk" Kagome said to Inu yasha over the phone.
"Are you ready to talk with me? Cause if its about a divorce then-"
"I don't want a divorce Inu yasha" Kagome cut him off.
"Then WHY did you tell me you did?"
"Ohh... I don't know. I was just so frustrated and confused... it kinda just came out of me"
"Kagome... feelings like that don't just hop out of you if they don't exsist..."
"I would really rather talk about this in person"
"Ok I guess I'll head home then..."
"No wait! I'll come to you. Where are you?"
"The summer house"
"Ok I'll be right there" Kagome said as she hung up the phone. She sighed heavily as she grabbed the keys to her car and left the house.
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When Kagome walked into the summer house, she was surprised to see Inu yasha waiting right at the doorway for her arrival. She walked up to him till she was but a few inches away. They stayed like that, staring into each other's eyes. It was a whole 15 minutes before Inu yasha broke the silence.
"Lets go into the dining room and talk... I got us some chinese take out"
She followed Inu yasha into the dining room and sat down silently next to him. She stared down at her food, not really in any mood to eat. "So, what is it you wanted to say to me?"
Kagome kept staring down at her food, poking it with her fork, not daring to look into the eyes that had her so dazed moments ago. "I wanted to talk to you about... well, everything. There is so much to say, but I don't know how to begin..."
"You could start with telling me why you want a divorce... do you not feel anything for me anymore? Did I screw up that bad for you to hate me?"
"Oh Inu yasha... I don't hate you, and I don't want a divorce either"
He stayed silent for her to continue, he wanted to hear everything she had to say... It was nice not to be ignored or yelled at by her now.
"I know that there is nothing I can do to change what happened... I just wish you would open up to me more, you know? not just as your wife, but as your friend!" She said as tears started to leak from her eyes.
"So I need to know the truth"
"I told you everything about my past..."
"No, not that, its something thats been nagging at me in the back of my head"
"Its about Kikyo isn't it?"
"Yes... I need to know, do you... ugh this is ridiculous, never mind" She said as she stood up. Inu yasha grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down. "I want to know what's on your mind Kagome... If there is something about her you want to know... just ask me and I'll tell you anything you want to know..."
"When I saw her kiss you, my heart just shattered. But I saw that you missed her, I could see you still love her-"
"Kagome I-"
"Just listen to me Inu yasha... I need to know that when you look at me and tell me that you love me... that your not looking through me... I want you to see me as Kagome, not Kikyo. It made me think, that maybe you wished that you were still with her instead of me, that you had her child instead of mine"
"Kagome... I could NEVER think of you as Kikyo. Your 2 totally different people! Naraku likes to cause misery... don't believe what you hear him say. I wont deny that I USE to love Kikyo... and I did miss her somewhat. But I let go of her a long time ago. I love Tsuki and I love you... nothing will ever change that... not even Kikyo. I don't love her anymore"
Kagome was silent at first. She wasn't sure what to say really. "Kagome, I screwed up, I know I did. I'm sorry for not telling you everything, i'm sorry if you feel I betrayed your trust, but if you give me another chance... I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you"
(long pause)
"Ok... I'll give you another chance... but it will take time for me to trust you again"
"Oh thank you Kagome! You wont regret it I swear!" He said as he stood up and took her in his arms. "I love you Kagome"
"I love you too Inu yasha" She said as she held him closer to her. God how she missed being held by him. She never realized how bad she missed it until this very moment. She never wanted to let go... and for a moment, time seemed to stop for the two.
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Naraku sat in a dark room, all sorts of weird extra body parts coming out of him as he healed himself. The damage was great. This was going to take a long time to recover. His mind constantly thinking of Kikyo, making it hard to concentrate on healing. Thoughts of revenge always seemed to help put his mind back on track. He already had thought of the perfect plan once he was fully healed. He looked down to the ground, where he had placed items from long, long ago.
There lay a fan and a broken mirror. He smirked as he stared down into these items. "My children shall be reborn... they will help me seek out my revenge!" he said out loud as he looked up to the ceiling.
The time it would take to heal and be able to re create them would be a very long time indeed. At least 10 years... maybe even more. But Naraku was extremely patient, and was willing to wait as long as it took.
"Kagura... Kanna... You my children, will be reborn!"
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A/N: What a chapter... This one was pretty difficult. I had to deal with more than a few writers blocks with this one. But I think it turned out ok. I hope you guys enjoyed it and REVIEW!!! If you like it, then you'll review damnit!
Arianna