InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Destined Love ❯ Songs That Began It All ( Chapter 4 )

Yey next chapter and this one has a little surprise in it :D and there are plenty more surprises to come from Kagome… trust me <Grins Evilly> WOHOO!!!!! Anyways here it is

 

Chapter 4 - Songs That Began It All

 

The scene was that of normal, Inuyasha was sulking in his tree because he didn't know what happened after he `fell under a spell' he wasn't about to admit he had fainted to anyone. Kagome was playing wish Shippo, Miroku had a few hand prints on his cheek and Sango was blushing a vibrant red from the anger and embarrassment; all in all it was a normal day. Inuyasha became hungry and began rummaging through Kagome's big yellow bag only to have a rock thrown at his head.

“Stay out of there Inuyasha, I don't want to ruin the surprise,” Kagome said smiling as she picked up her bag and walked away from a very confused Hanyou. He had a strange feeling that he would like the surprise and he didn't push the matter further.

“What's happening tonight Kagome?” asked an inquisitive you kit.

“Promise you can keep a secret from the others?” she asked and Shippo nodded, liking the fact that he was in on a secret when no one else was. “well,” she continued, “Today is my 18th birthday and…” she didn't have time to finish before the small kit's eyes bulged and he yelled at the top of his lungs, “IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!” All eyes turned to her in shock and she let out a little giggle, “well looks like my secret is out,” she said sweat dropping.

 

`One of these days I'm going to…..' her thought's were interrupted when she found herself with Miroku and Sango standing in front of her asking her so many questions. Her mind was reeling and she could only get glimpses of what was being said, “oh my god why didn't you tell us,” and “… must go and get a present right away!” When she snapped out of her daze EVERYONE was gone.

She shook her head and rubbed her temples, “Why me?” she asked looking up at the sky, which was bleeding pink as the sun set and she smiled; it looked so beautiful like that. She sighed and grabbed her bag and walked to the hot spring, it might be her birthday but she wasn't the one getting the surprise tonight; with that thought she felt her lips tug up into a smirk and stripped and sank into the water. She leaned over the edge of the water and rummaged through her bag, eye's lighting up when she found what she was searching for. She took out her MP3 player and placed the earphones in her ears and pressed play. All her worries seemed to sink away as the song began to play and she felt herself smile, she was to lost in her own world to realise that someone was watching her.

 

Sesshomaru walked through the bushes careful to mask his powers and scent as he came closer and closer to his brothers camp. He sniffed the air and noticed all were gone but the Miko and he smirked thinking this was going to be easier than he thought. He smelt that her scent was coming from very close by and when he followed he found himself at a hot spring and watched as the young Miko slid her garb to her feet and smiled. At this point his eyes betrayed him and he found his eyes wandering over her curvaceous body, travelling down her silk black hair that was now down to her knees, he thanked the god he couldn't see more; she may have been human but he was a man, and he DID have needs. He silently cursed himself and dug his claws into his palms to bring back his train of thought. He watched as the girl rummaged through her bag and retrieved a strange contraption. He saw the small smie that tugged on her lips and felt his body stiffen as out of nowhere he heard strange noises, followed by singing. He concluded that it came form the contraption she was using and did nothing for a while and just listened to the sound he heard.

 

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

 

Should I let you fall?

Lose it all?

So maybe you can remember yourself.

Can't keep believing,

We're only deceiving ourselves .

And I'm sick of the lie,

And you're too late.

 

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

 

Couldn't take the blame.

Sick with shame.

Must be exhausting to lose your own game.

Selfishly hated,

No wonder you're jaded.

You can't play the victim this time,

And you're too late.

 

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

 

You never call me when you're sober.

You only want it cause it's over,

It's over.

 

How could I have burned paradise?

How could I - you were never mine.

 

So don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

Don't lie to me,

Just get your things.

I've made up your mind.

 

He couldn't help the smirk that found its way to his lips it reminded him of the situation between the Miko and Inuyasha, thought the girl didn't know it yet. He was about to turn when he heard the young girl beginning to cry.

 

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

 

He felt his smirk leave his face as he saw the girl heave because of the force of her tears, he felt something inside him clench at her words.

“Why wont she just let him be? Didn't she love him? I know they love each other and I want them both to be happy… I know what I'm going to do.” She said as she closed her eyes and smiled as she clutched the small bottle around her neck that contained the sacred jewel shards. He sat there watching her completely perplexed at her words, how could someone be so selfless? It wasn't right.

 

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

 

Kagome wiped her tears away and hugged her legs, “if only they knew that's how I truly saw myself…” she said with a small sad smile on her lips. She looked up at the sky and gave out a small half-hearted laugh and closed her eyes. Sesshomaru watched the scene before him with growing annoyance, he didn't know why but he felt angry that she thought of herself that way, he was yet again about to move form the bushes when a voice yelled out to her to come back. He watched as she stood form the water, her hair sticking to all the right places to cover all that need to be covered and she walked over grabbed her towel and walked back to camp. He stared at her back as she walked away and growled deep in his throat, `this is pointless, This Sesshomaru came for revenge and that exactly what he intends to get!' and with that as his last thought he walked in the direction of the girl wearing nothing but a towel.

 

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MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yey for my evilness ^^ anyways here you go and for all you people who DON'T know the songs were all by Evanescence who can tell me the names of the songs!!!!!!!!!!! Whoever can GETS A COOKIE!!!!!! <takes out magic cookie jar>