InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Do What You Have to Do ❯ Chapter 1: What ravages of spirit ( Chapter 1 )

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Title: Do What You Have To Do
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Sesshomaru mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/ Kikyo
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, Incest, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song " Do What You Have to Do " by Sarah McLachlan

Chapter 1: What ravages of spirit

Heart ache.

Death is more welcome but I am not one who can die so easily nor do I have the right to.

I had found my happy ending with Naraku's defeat and the joining of the shards and I would have found myself in her world living peacefully but after two years of trying she has yet to conceive. She went to “her time's” healer and he has said that she is healthy and there is no reason for us to not conceive and has asked me to come in so that he could say what I already knew. There was no need; the answer was there. I was the reason we could not have pups. With the answer unsaid between us I did what I thought was right.

I took the shikon no tama from her dresser and wrote a small letter before I made my way to the well, the passage way between my time and hers and I jumped through one last time. It was as anti-climatic as any other day but it felt as if my world were crumbling.

I waited for my breath to stop coming as I cried my sorrows by the well. I don't know how long I stayed there; only that it was Kirara and Shippo that found me. I was led back to Kaede's hut and there I spent endless hours, days, weeks and even months in sorrow.

It is an emotional cut that cuts the deepest.

That was what Kaede-baba had told Shippo when he asked when I would return to myself.

It was on an overly bright day when I finally decided to leave the quiet and calm of Kaede's hut for the first time in months. There was a cool spring breeze but it could not cool my over heated body nor quench the urge to move. I felt locked in my skin, as if it had grown tight around me like an old wool sweater. I felt tired or drained and at the same time I felt antsy and almost excited or impatient.

I had made my way through the village and into the woods where I found my tree, my resting place from long ago; and I jumped into all too familiar branches. I lay down on those large branches and allowed my sorrow to lull me into a false sense of sleep as a cool breeze cooled my overheated body and the deep ache that burned in an unknown part deep inside me. It was in those calming branches with the snatches of gradient oranges, pinks and yellows of the setting sun shinning through gaps in darkened undersides of the multiple leaves adorning my rough sanctuary, that I caught the all too familiar aura of my older brother.

I just lay there as it came closer and watched golden waves weave in and out of the leaves. When his scent drifted on the breeze the sound of his footsteps followed not too soon after. I felt his presence below me and felt his aura full force, his youkai screaming dominance.

“I had heard rumors but this Sesshomaru did not believe them. I would ask what caused you to desert your human priestess but your scent covers your territory like a fire lit in dry fields.”

My scent…oh, my scent! That would explain the chaos filled emotions and feelings as well as the heat that radiated off my body.

“Your heat is upon you, marking you as an unmated bitch available for fucking.”

I looked down at him and saw an emotionless face which seemed odd considering the venom dipped words he had just delivered.

“Does your heat keep you from speaking or has that human taken your tongue along with your heart, little brother?”

I continued staring at those swirling colors among the leaves as they darkened into crimson red among pink and further into light lavenders and deep blue violets of night.

I felt his power ripple across my skin and with it his heady and musky scent. He was aroused. My own brother was aroused by my scent. I felt a rush of air and then I saw my brother standing before me on my branch of solitude. His scent hit me and not too soon after so did his fist against my right cheek. I hit the back of my head against the tree trunk as I slid from my tree sanctuary and fell to the ground.

I lay there staring up at my brother and then once again into the twilight littered leaves. I felt his presence beside me and then all at once he was on me. Hands yanking and pulling at my clothing, tears and rips almost drowned out by the wind in the trees around us.

It didn't take long for my heated skin to be bared in the cooling breeze. I felt his hands grab my waist and hips, scratching my skin carelessly as he flipped me over onto my knees in the soft green grass. At least I was somewhat cushioned. I felt those piercing claws puncture the soft flesh of my bottom as I was spread open for all to see. I felt one clawed finger trace my entrance and then a satisfied purr if one could call it that, it seemed too masculine to be a purr; left his mouth.

“You are like all other bitches, wet and waiting.”

That was all that was said before he plunged into my virgin entrance.

Pain, sharp, white, blinding pain, engulfed me like a flame engulfs the dry fields. My breath caught painfully in my chest as tears gathered and quickly fell from my eyes. No sooner had I caught my breath that he started moving in slow in and out movements. Pain; sharp and burning in my entrance and then short and prickling along my spine. He continued moving and even with the pain I felt warmth, no not warmth a deep inferno deep inside me building, growing seeking an escape route grew and grew. It hurt in another way, one that I couldn't understand.

In, out. In, out and then blinding pleasure, ticklish in nature but causing that fire inside to burn more intense and immense than before.

I felt his claws dig deep into my skin, plowing long searing lines along my sides and hips as he grew bigger deep inside me tensing and jerking hectically causing that pleasurable inferno to burst as my own neglected member emptied my useless essence into the grass below me while my brothers filled my once virgin channel, continuing to do so even as he collapsed against my back, his weight pushing me down onto my elbows.

He pushed in further causing immense pain as his knot slid past my tightened opening. We were tied together and would be until his seed had filled me past brimming. I had done this many times with Kagome; the memories of her pleasure filled keening causing my orgasmic tears to be washed away by those of deep sadness.

I lay underneath him feelings a jumble, emotions raw and unable to move or think. I felt his girth lessen and then he slid from body with a slick slopping sound, his seed running in rivulets out of my abused opening and in-between my legs and thighs.

I felt the now chilly air against my now bared skin as he left me lying there in my own useless seed and his deep inside of me.

“That should satiate your heated hunger for now younger brother,” and with that he tossed my fire rat robe atop me and turned and left.

To Be Continued….

Okay, I'd like to dedicate this story to Mallory AKA Mouse. We'll miss you chicky. Wish you were still here with us. I know this boy loving would make your day.

Kat >;_;<