InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Do You Remember ❯ long awaited visit, and memories ( Chapter 1 )

Do You Remember?

I am so sorry that it took so long to get this out. I just couldn't find the time to write it because of the move, yes I moved by the way.

I don't know how often I will be coming out with chapters for this story. Yes I know originally this was only supposed to be a 1 shot. But I had to much information to just be a one-shot. Now I am sorry if this story sucks, I have never written a Fluffy/Rin story before so I am new to the game! So please be nice if you flame. Now I don't think I have anything else to say in the beginning but thank you for your patience and I hope you Like it

If you haven't read my other story, you might want to read that first. This story starts up exactly where the other one finishes. Enjoy

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*Sesshomaru's POV*

`Mildly helpful, humph, why in the hell do I put up with all of his bullshit?' I thought as I heard the smart-ass comment my little brother had made while carefully helping his girlfriend into her wheelchair and escorting her to see her father. I opened the car and walked towards the back and slammed the top down. I looked up to see them smiling at each other and I suddenly felt both anger and pride as I watched the couple head up the hill towards the grave-sight. `Damn that man. They have been through so much it I'm surprised that they didn't need extensive therapy.'

I leaned against the car and decided to enjoy some fresh air while waiting for them to return. The day was turning out to be promising, the sun had come out from behind the clouds and it was the perfect temperature to be outside. I had my eyes closed, and was enjoying the breeze when he heard Inuyasha calling me.

"Hey, can you do me a favor bro?" Inuyasha had asked. I stayed quiet, he never addresses me as `bro' unless he wants something, besides, I was enjoying the feeling of the sun warming my skin. When he didn't get an answer, he just continued on. "I want you to go to this grave and put these there for me, I would go but I want to be as near to Kagome as possible, less something should happen." I opened my eyes. I could understand the part about not wanting to leave his girl, but what other grave would we want to visit? He handed me a card and some roses before getting in the car, locking the doors and turning on the stereo `why the hell is me asking ME to...' I looked down at the plot number on the card hoping it would give me some sort of clue as to where exactly I was to be putting these flowers. My heart skipped a beat.

`Rin...' He thought

*Regular POV*

He had been avoiding this for a long time; he had gone through great lengths to find a cemetery as far away from him as possible. Originally they had decided that she was to be buried in the family plot, but he had changed his mind at the last minute. He just couldn't handle having her so close to him and yet impossible to reach. When he told his family that he had found another cemetery they were confused, he tried to explain the best he could, and in the end it had been enough.

After a few minutes of delaying the inevitable he decided that 2 years was long enough to put this off, so he just looked at Inuyasha, who was motioning for him to move forward, and started walking.

The path leading up to the stairs was overgrown with weeds, flowers that had fallen from bouquets littered the cement walkway. He climbed the stairs and looked around, trying to find the stone that carried her name. When he found the grave, he felt overwhelming guilt. Hey grave, like the pathway, was covered in weeds and overgrown grass. As he stared down at her name his guilt was replaced with anger. It was not directed towards her, but at himself for treating her this way. He dropped to his knees, placed the flowers on the ground beside him and started to viciously rip out the weeds and pull at the grass. When he felt that there was nothing more to do, and his anger was once again under control he picked up the flowers and stood up.

As he stood there before her, with his hands clasped behind his back, he couldn't help but feel like a little child standing before his parents getting ready to be scolded. He was almost glad that she couldn't talk back, for he was sure she would yell at him for taking so long, but he caught himself before he could finish what he was about to think. There was so much he wanted to tell her, needed to tell her, but he just couldn't find the words. He closed his eyes, once again enjoying the weather and imaged that she was here with him.

`Hey…'

He knew it couldn't be real, but he needed to hear her voice, if only in his head, he had tried to block it out for so long, it was good to hear it.

`Hi' he responded, not really knowing how else to start.

`It's been awhile…'

He nodded his head, ashamed of that fact.

`I know, I'm sorry I haven't…'

`It's alright. Don't worry, I understand'

For the first time that day, he smiled.

`You always were the understanding one, and the caring one, and…'

`Flattery isn't going to get you anywhere Fluffy, you should know that by now. But those flowers might'

He could almost see the grin on her face as she "said" that. He looked down at the bright red roses in his hand and crouched down to gently place then in front of her tombstone.

`They are beautiful, thank you.'

`Don't thank me, thank Inuyasha. He got them'

`I always knew he was the smarter one'

He heard giggling and instantly had a flash back to the very first time he had met her.

*FLASHBACK*

"God this is so boring! Father Son bonding my butt." The young Sesshomaru thought as he sat on the wooden bench in the local Police Station as he tried to recall why exactly he was needed here.

His parents had just gotten back from a trip to Europe only to return to find that his car was not where he had left it. So as soon as they had gotten home he grabbed the phone to report a stolen car. When they asked for the license number they told him that it was actually not stolen, but in their impound lot. Sesshomaru laughed as he remembered how furious his father was when he heard that. He started yelling into the phone, it went on for about ten minutes before he decided to just go down and demand his car. When he was about to get into his car, mother had come stomping out demanding to know why he was in such a rush to leave when he just got back. He tried to explain that he needed his car to get to work in the morning, but she had been adamant that he spend time with his children, so he called for Sesshomaru and said that they could "bond". So now, here he was. Sitting there with his angry/bored face on and his arms crossed as an obvious sign of teen rebellion and annoying waiting until he could go.

He waited for another 15 minutes before he just couldn't take sitting anymore. He got up and looked around to try and see if he could find his father anywhere. When he realized that no one was watching him `stupid cops' he thought with a grin, `don't they know they should always watch a bored teenager?' He got up and headed towards the door, but as soon as his fingers touched the handle he heard his fathers bellowing call.

"BOY!" He turned slowly and watched as his father stormed up to him and demanded to know just where in the hell he was going. Sesshomaru thought for a second then smiled innocently.

"I was just holding the door for you father." He said coolly as he opened the door for his dad. His dad eyed him suspiciously before letting out an exasperated sigh and marching out the door.

*REGULAR POV*

They spent about an hour at the lot while his father made sure that there were no scratches or dents in "his baby". When they were finally on their way home it was really late at night.

"Dad, please explain to me how this whole escapade is going to help our father son relationship, I could have stared at the family portrait for a few hours and still it would have been more beneficial." Sesshomaru commented while surfing the stations for a song he know.

His dad continued to drive for about another 5 minutes before the sound of constant static drove him up the wall. He stopped at the nearest stop sign and bent over to smack his sons hand and turn to the nearest classical station, when he heard the soothing sounds of Beethoven he sat back up and started to turn the corner when he saw a car heading right for them at an unthinkable speed.

`Damn' he thought `and I just got this thing back' he turned to his son and wrapped himself around him hoping to protect him when the car impacted on the drivers' side.

He saw the headlights coming at him really fast, not really knowing what to do; he ducked his head into his lap and sat there waiting for the car to hit them. All of a sudden he felt another body on top of his, recognizing what it was he mentally thanked his father for caring, even though he knows he is going to deny it later.

He felt a slight pressure of his dads' body molding on top of his at impact but never felt actual pain. A groan from his father told him he wasn't that lucky.

"You ok boy?" his father asked him quietly.

"Just peachy dad, thanks." Was his reply. He heard his dad chuckle before he got up and looked around to assess the damage. Sesshomaru slowly sat upright and looked around as well. He looked over to his dad who was rubbing the back of his neck and hissing.

"You ok?" He asked. His dad just feh'd and went to open his door. When it wouldn't budge they both went out the passenger door. His father was circling the car and getting more and more pissed every minute. While he was slowly making his way towards the other driver to see if he was alright.

"God, Look at those scratches,"

"Dad…" Sesshomaru said trying to get his fathers attention as he peered into the car.

"I can't fucking believe it. And I just got this car too." His father continued, completely ignoring his son's calls.

"Dad…" He continued

"Oh and look at the window, all shattered. Oh I can't wait till I see who is behind…"

"DAD!" he fathers head snapped to attention. "Look" He said pointing in the driver's seat. His dad walked briskly up to give the driver a piece of his mind but suddenly stopped when he noticed who was driving. It was a girl, no older then Sesshomaru. Her head was laying against the steering wheel and seemed to be bleeding rather badly.

"Don't you think father, that we should see if she is ok?" He asked. When he didn't move he heard a sigh coming from his son as he carefully opened the car door.

He slowly leaned her back into her seat and unbuckled her seatbelt. After a few minutes she started to come too.

"Miss, are you ok?" Sesshomaru asked quietly, waiting for her to fully awaken. She opened her eyes slowly at first, and when she realized she had no idea what happened her eyes got wider and she jumped out of the car and right into Sesshomaru's lap. `Where the hell am I? And who is this?' she asked herself. Suddenly she remembered, `I was running, away. Oh my god!'

`No!" she screamed, instantly leaping out of the handsome strangers arms. She regretted it the moment she did it for as soon as she stood up she felt extremely dizzy, she heard someone shouting about 911 and then blacked out. When she woke up she was lying on her back and the handsome boy was holding her hand.

"We have called an ambulance for you, they will be here soon. I think you need to lay down, you have a really deep cut there" he had no idea why he was being so caring, he didn't even know this girl "Is there someone we can call for you?" He asked her, when she shook her head frantically, she grabbed for his shoulders. She opened her mouth, then shut it quickly `No, they would bring me back. He would find me' was what she had wanted to say, but the cut on her head was starting to hurt and the only thing she could think of at the moment was sleep. In the background she could barely make out the bright lights and the loud sirens.

"My name is Sesshomaru. What's your name?" she wasn't sure who was asking the question, but considering that they were helping her, and his voice sounded incredibly sexy she figured she should at least answer that.

`that is just so like me, I am in a pretty big problem and all I can seem to focus on is him' She giggled at the thought "Rin…my name is Rin."

The ambulance got to the scene pretty fast. When they saw the girl laying on the ground, they immediately wanted to know what. After they had taken down everyone's' statements and had a pretty good idea of what went on they went to check on the father's injury, he shrugged off their help and told them to make better time and help the girl. When they got the girl onto the stretcher they asked if anyone wanted to ride.

"I will." Sesshomaru volunteered, he didn't know exactly why, he assumed that he just felt bad about her being there all alone. So he hopped into the ambulance, leaving his father behind.

*A few hours later*

Sesshomaru was in the waiting room, and had been for the past hour and a half. When they got to the hospital they had checked him out just to make sure he didn't have any head injuries, they had done the usual thing where they ask questions. `Yeah I had a lot of fun with that one.' He thought as he recalled the answers he gave to what he was being asked;

"So son, do you remember your name?" the doctor asked while flashing a light in his eyes.

"Why yes father, I am Luke," He said, acting all serious so he hoped they wouldn't catch on.

"hhmmm… ok" he turned to his nurses. "possible split-personality. Ok next question, do you know where you are?"

"No, not really, am I in heaven? Did I die! Oh god I died! NO!" He put his head in his hands and pretended to cry. But his Broadway debut was sadly interrupted by his father barging into the room flanked by his annoyed wife and tired younger son.

"Will you please explain to me why everyone is crowded around my son, he is perfectly fine. I saw him leave, what could have possibly happened to him in that short amount of time, in the care of a hospital no less that would cause this many people to need to test him?" His father asked.

"Well, I am sorry to tell you that because of the accident, your son has developed some mental problems." The doctor placed a comforting hand on man's shoulder.

"Are you serious? You must be joking. Sesshomaru, stop screwing around, we have to go now. Your brother is tired and your mother and I have to leave again in a few days so your mother wants as much time with you as possible." He said gruffly. It was very obvious that he was not at all pleased with his son's actions or even being here.

"Man and it was just getting good to." Sesshomaru said as she hopped off the table and walked out the room, but not before turning around and adding to the baffled doctor. "Thanks for all your wonderful help. Thanks to you, I was instantly cured. Who would have thought?"

The family had just gotten to the door when Sesshomaru was grabbed violently by a doctor and shoved onto a bench.

"What the hell where you thinking!" The `female' doctor yelled at him. She was livid, everyone with eyes could tell that much. Though no one knew why.

"Huh? What are you talking about? I was thinking about eating some chips when I get home, but you kinda just rui…" He was cut off.

"Did you honestly think you could get away with it?" she seethed.

"Well, yeah. You do need to eat to live. Ok I know it's not the healthiest thing in the world to have but I'll eat an apple later ok?" he said getting up. The doctor was still not budging.

"Listen, we have all had a long day and it seems as though it is going to be a long night. Now either you tell me the reason you are yelling at my son or I am going to have to insist you let us leave." His mother said.

The doctor just stared Sesshomaru in the eye, not even responding to the threat. After the stare off had gone on for way to long, she huffed and grabbed his arm again.

"Come with me." And she led the way down white halls and up a ramp until she came into the intensive care ward. They walked for a little while more until they came to a room. When they went in they were surprised to see the girl from the wreck in the bed. She looked horrible, there was a huge bandage wrapped around her head and she had tubs going into her arms

"What does this have to do with me, and by the way. Why is she so hooked up. I mean I watch TLC and I have never seen someone so wired up over a little head injury?" Sesshomaru asked. He was really pissed of at being dragged down the halls like he was in trouble.

"Because you were the one who raped her, and since you were the one that did it I am surprised you would ask such stupid questions. We have her so hooked up because she was drugged at one point in time and we are trying to get it out of her system!" She shouted at him.

He just stood there, feeling both shock and anger. "What the fuck are you talking about?!?! I have never seen this girl in my life before this night. Besides, what kind of guy do you think I am? I would never fucking do that. How dare you accuse me of something like that!" He shouted back angrily.

"Now Sesshomaru! Watch your language, this is a public place and she is your superior." He heard his mother say. But he didn't respond, he was so angry that anyone would accuse him of doing something so vile. "Clearly there is some misunderstanding, my son would never do a thing like that." She finished, moving to stand behind her son for support.

" I think it is no misunderstanding. You are her boyfriend are you not?" She asked.

"Well, actually I am not, thank you very much. You know, there are tests you can run to prove shit like this." He said but cringed as he felt his mother grab his shoulder roughly to silence him.

"Yes, there are tests. I have them right here." She reached into the file on her side and flipped through the papers. Her brow scrunched together in concentration as she put the pieces of the puzzle together. "Oh, I'm sorry. I am so sorry, I just figured that since you rode in the ambulance with her that you were with her. I apologize." She said, her head bowed, trying to hide her embarrassment.

"Yes," His father answered. "Well maybe you will let us all go home now." He said as he headed towards the doors once again.

"Wait; actually, we do need you to sign these forms so that we have this accident on record." She handed him the papers with shaking hands, hoping that this little incident won't get her fired.

As the family left the room, Sesshomaru stayed behind. He couldn't help but feel angry still. Of course the blame thing was behind him, but he was still furious to find out that someone had hurt this girl. He noticed that she had started to move in her sleep, he could hear her whimpering. He sat down next to her and held her hand, he wanted to help her. Only god knows why but he needed to help her. He sat there with her and tried to ease her pain with comforting words. Surprisingly enough it seemed to work and she stopped wriggling and went make into a calm dreamless sleep.

About 10 minutes later. His younger brother Inuyasha came in to tell him it was time to go, he sat there for a few seconds, allowing the doctor and nurse to come in to the room to check on Rin before he got up and left. The second his hand had left hers she was thrashing around, the nurse tried to grab her arms which were waving around frantically. Sesshomaru turned around just in time to see the nurse trip over the wires from all the machines and fall over, which caused her to let go of her hold on Rin. He walked back up to her and grabbed her hand. He stroked her hair to get her to calm down and maybe even get her to go back to sleep.

She did eventually calm down but it took quiet a little while. He had offered to stay over night because that was the only way she would be able to sleep, the doctors couldn't offer any drugs because of the fact that she was still pumped full of whatever the guy had given her in the fist place and it would be very dangerous. So here he sat in Rin's room, a girl he didn't even know, and was the only thing that stood between good dreams and her nightmares, waiting for daylight to come, and her to wake up.

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Where there you go. The first chapter. If it totally sucks then I'm sorry! Like I said before I have yet to write a fic of this type. But please review. Help is always welcome. If it should just not be continued then you should tell me that too, if its not gonna be read, then might as well not write it. Well until next time.