InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Dont Judge Me!!! ❯ Reminiscing ( Chapter 8 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

** Disclaimer: I do NOT own Inuyasha.. (sad face) Rumiko does… But at least I can use her characters to make my own lil story!! Hopefully this fixes my previous confusion problem!! I’m also sorry for the long time that it took me to update.


“Sessho” a small smile formed at her lips. “You’re here with me.”

“Yes, I am here” he could feel her relax. “You know that I had to come”

A sad look passed over her face. “Yea, so that you can tell me that I’ve been a fuckin idiotic whore.” Kagome heard him growl.

“I told you before to watch you language.”

“Oops, my bad” she rolled her eyes as she tried to pull herself to sit up. Sesshoumaru grabbed her and pulled her up into the position that she wished none to gently.

“Do you forget who I am?”

She sighed “No, I’m just tired… I’m tired of being in that hellhole called school.”

“Haven’t I told you to forget about what that slut says? She is of no importance.”

“Yeah, I know, but it still gets to me”

“Do not worry about her. Kagome, do you know why I am here instead of my brother?”

She had no idea, but she didn’t want to know the answer. “No…. Hey how did I get here? The last thing that I remember is being at Akima’s…… WHERES SHIPPO?!!”

“Stop yelling. I assure you that Shippo is safe. I am assuming that he is the kitsune that was with you.” She nodded “He suffers from a broken arm, a few healing bruises, and he is slightly malnourished. I was told that he is sleeping.” Kagome let loose the breath that she had been holding. “As for your being here, I was informed that Kouga brought you here.”

“Kouga?!” ‘He must have rescued me after I passed out’ “Is he alright?”

“It seems that it is a miracle that he manage to get you all her to the hospital considering he was the one in the worst condition. He is in the ICU right now.” She gasped “I do not know what his exact injuries are.”

“Oh my God! I need to go see him!”

“No.” his voice was stern

“Why not?” she whined

“Because I am not through talking with you.”

“Oh!” A blush formed on her cheeks. She scooted herself over and patted the small space beside her “Wanna sit down?” Sesshoumaru seemed hesitant “I promise you that I won’t bite”

“But I might” he joked as he lifted her

“Don’t you dare! Ay, put me down Fluffy!” Her giggling filled the room

“What if I don’t? What would you do to me?” he challenged

“This” Kagome planted her lips on his for a passionate kiss. He slowly lowered her on his lap as now sat on the bed with her lips still on his. ‘I forgot how much I love these lips’ Slowly she pulled away “I win” she grinned

A quizzical brow was raised at the weak female “Is that all you have to offer?”

“Ugh!! You are something else!” Kagome tried her best to pretend to be mad but couldn’t do it. “Besides, there are other things that I can do” As she said that, her hand went into his lap to express her meaning.

“Mmm… As much as I would love for you to prove me wrong, I must speak with you about your current situation.”

“Wha… What about me?” Kagome was beginning to get frightened. Her hands immediately went to her stomach. ‘Oh no!’

“Yes. Kagome, you miscarried.”

“No!!” Unshed tears filled her eyes. “I wanted to raise this child. I thought that I was ready… Why?” She looked into Sesshoumaru’s eyes expecting to receive guidance, but what she saw was that his eyes were slightly pink. Tears were now pouring down her face “Sessho?” The next thing that she knew, she was on the bed by herself.

He didn’t answer her for a few minutes. “Humph… Its funny how you want me to make you feel better, feel loved even right now. You want me to comfort you, to tell you what is going to happen now to you. Just like old times, right? You really are funny Kagome.”

“What are you talking about? I just lost OUR child! And now your just gonna leave me?” She was starting to get angry now.

“Perhaps your right Kagome, I should leave you. As a matter of fact, I should have never come. Being with you is against everything that I stand for and represent. Do you think that it would be wise for me to take a mere onna as my mate? Or the fact that my brother is smitten with you?”

“Please don’t tell me that you’re getting jealous now?”

“Aren’t you listening to any word that I am saying?! I know that you have feelings for the half breed! How do you think I would look if I decided to present you as my mate? I will be made a fool for no one. I told you so many times that the thing that we had going on would not work, but you insisted on being around.”

“So that’s it! You’re only worried about yourself?! After all of the things that you put me through! You wouldn’t even let our relationship be known to anybody. Do you know how hard that was me” Tears were still coming down her face but she was no longer sad.

“Am I wrong to be selfish right now? Or are you, Kagome, the only one who is entitled to that luxury? What is the point in having this public when you do not know what it is that you want” His angry eyes locked onto hers.

“Where are you getting at Sesshoumaru? Just say it already!”

“I have a question for you.” His anger was now showing in his voice “Who gave you the authority to make the decision to kill my first unborn child?” Kagome’s face went deathly white. “Yes, you could imagine the effect that your decision had on me when I found out.” he let out a laugh of disbelief “Do you know what I felt when I was told that you had an abortion? You had never even told me that you were pregnant!”

“I…. I… thought…”

“No you didn’t think! Apparently neither did I. It took me almost a year to find out about it.” He walked up to her and was now face to face “Did you ever think about what I wanted. I would have gladly taken up the responsibilities of a father, despite if it was hanyou or not. You would have been by my side for the world to see, if you had wanted. But it would seem that you did not want to give me that chance. Why do you think that I came to you that night a few months ago? Your recent pregnancy wasn’t another accident.”

“You did it on purpose!! How dare you?”

“Don’t act surprised. You already knew of what I done. I didn’t even try to hide anything from you.”

Don’t pretend to be mad at me. If you really did care you would have came to see me when I wasn’t around you like normal. But no, you were too busy being Mr. Vice President and taking care of business deals to even notice. And when I did call you, you always brushed me off as if I were some disease. Why should you care now? You have your precious Rin. Isn’t she enough for you?” Jealousy was getting the best of her.

“Has it ever crossed your mind why I adopted Rin?” Kagome really didn’t have a clue. “If you do not know any reasons then it truly is a sad thing. She cannot replace the child that I was denied, but at least I can know what it is like to be a father” He moved towards the door “Think about how and who you want to live your life with. When you have decided, if you believe that you still want me, then maybe you will receive another chance. Do not speak to me until you have decided” Then he was gone.

*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~ *~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*

Ever since the door shut, all Kagome did was stare at it with puffy red eyes. “Why did he even show up? He could’ve at least done this to me whenever I got better like he usually did.” She ran her hands through her hair as she laid down. ‘I need to clear my head’

Despite what she wanted, her head took a trip down memory lane.

It all started when she first interred high school. Being a freshman inside of an enormous school was almost overwhelming. Her friends were there with her, but there are only so many classes that they could possibly have together.

‘I was leaving from my math class on the second floor and I didn’t know where my biology class was. I wandered around the halls until I was pushed into a wall by a girl named Kagura or at least that what the other girls kept calling her. She was only a sophomore but I guess she felt the urge to pick on some ‘freshmeat’. Being naïve, I asked her where I could find my class but she and her group just laughed at me and called me names. All I could remember is running away from them with tears running down my face. What could compel someone to be so mean, I never seemed to understand that. For what felt like an hour, I was in a corner somewhere on the first floor crying. Not once have I ever felt unwanted by someone that I have never met. Only a handful of people passed me by but no one seemed to care that I was there. I thought that I was going to sit there until one of my friends or a teacher came and found me, but I saw Inuyasha pass by. Since he did not stop, I chased after him “Inuyasha!”

He paused “Inuyasha wait up!” I was running towards him when he slowly turned to face me, I realized my mistake. He had magenta colored stripes on his cheeks and was looking at me with cold, hard eyes. I tried my best to stop, but with the momentum I had built up, I ran right into him. “Oofff!!” I had collided with two arms that prevented me from touching any other part his body. “Gomen nasai!! I thought that you were somebody else”

My head was kept down and I could feel his eyes boring into the back of it. He sounded so mean when he spoke. It didn’t help that he spoke to me as if I was a complete idiot. “Do not mistake me for that half breed again” Then he practically threw me away from him. The nerve of that arrogant prick! But I was too scared to say anything. Before I knew it, he was walking away.

“Wait!! Please wait.” I cried. The silver haired male paused and I took that as my cue to say something quick “Umm… I…..ha-ha…. am kinda lost… Could you help me?” my voice must have made me sound pathetic because I felt that he was laughing at me. But looking at his eyes there was something other than a cruel stare. It was probably pity, but who knows? I swore that he was actually having a mental debate on whether or not to help me before he responded.

“I presume that you are a freshman.” I nodded at the obvious statement. “I do not know what you expect me to do, but I will permit you to follow me until I pass up the main office.” With that said he began to walk.

‘Who the hell does he think he is?! “Permit” me to follow him!! He’s got some nerve! I wonder how he would feel if I would shove my foot in his high and mighty ass!’ As I continued my little rant, I followed the object of my thoughts. He should have known I was upset though I’m sure he could care less.

The walk was quiet and uneventful as we were switching buildings. This is when the wind decided to blow and his silky silvery hair caught my eye. ‘Pretty’ My body seemed to act on its own because before I knew it I had some of the softest hair I’ve ever felt in my tiny hands.

“Wench!!” His deadly claws were at my throat, holding me against a nearby pillar. “Never touch this Sesshoumaru’s person if you value your pathetic existence.” ‘This Sesshoumaru’s’ eyes were narrow slits as he spoke. His anger was evident, but what the fuck did that have to do with his hand on my throat? ‘This Kagome’ can only take too much.

“Wench?! Who the fuck, you cocky prick? My name is Kagome! Ka-Go-Me!! Got it? Good!! Get your filthy hand off of me and put me down!”

“Do not give this Sesshoumaru commands ningen.”

“And why not? Because they might actually help you to stop referring yourself in third person?! Now let me go!!”

“You try my patience girl.”

“YOU are trying me! Don’t make me…”

“What?” he scoffed “What could you possibly do to me?”

“I will cut your balls off and shove them down your throat as I shove your dick up your ass.”

Now her passageway cut off. “Bitch! You will pay with your life for that”

Panic started to set in. I was punching and kicking him until I started to get dizzy. Focusing on getting out of his grip, I placed my hands on his summoned on what energy I had remaining. Feeling that warm sensation of power flowing, building in me. Needing release, I just let it go.

A bright pinkish light was released and he was flung a good ten feet away from me, while I was slammed into the pillar. But anything was better than being choked by that cocky prick.

“You Bitch!” He was growling and his eyes were turning red.

So seeing that, I did what any fourteen year old girl would, I got the fuck outta there!! I didn’t wanna know what was gonna happen if I stayed. Who knows how long it would have taken for him to catch up to me but I ran into a teacher before it could happen. Talk about being lucky.

Eventually I had forgotten all about that incident considering I was soon involved with practically everything in school. At one point I can recall asking Yasha about his brother, but he just said that his brother was a “fucking spoiled brat”. I didn’t see Sesshoumaru again until the summer of my sophomore year and his senior. He was the captain of the football team and I was the new cheerleader.

All of the cheerleaders were running around the track that was conveniently located around the practice field. I take it that the varsity players were taking a break or just goofing around but I was very uncomfortable with them watching us run. I didn’t help that we were all wearing track shorts and sports bras. Whistles were coming left and right along with many comments. When the laps were finished we all sat down on the benches on the side of the field because there was nowhere else to sit and the girls wanted to watch the boys show off. Inuyasha was inside of the weight room, trying to look bigger to please the coaches. This is when ‘he’ appeared. All of the girls were drooling at the gorgeous sight. Sesshoumaru was shirtless, all of his bulging muscles were glistening with sweat while his shorts hung dangerously low that we were all almost sure that we might get a peek at what he was hiding. Most of the girl were making ‘cat calls’ at him and I, being the odd one, was trying to figure out how did he get his hair tied up the way it was because none of his waist length hair went past his shoulders. He must’ve seen me staring and realized who I was because he gave me an evil look. Oh well, I really didn’t care at that point. At least I thought that I didn’t until the football almost took my head out during his warm up which led to us arguing. So, that was the kind of relationship that we had and everyone knew about it. We couldn’t stand the sight of each other and we let it be known anywhere if we were found within the same vicinity. All of that changed during the season when I realized that I couldn’t get a job. The Tashio’s practically owned all of Tokyo and I guess that Sesshoumaru made sure that I wasn’t going to work in ‘his town’. I really needed a job when I found out that my family was having major financial problems. Inuyasha didn’t have much say or pull in the family business due to his choice of remaining to be stay out of the business affairs. I had to do something.

After one of our home games I stayed behind to wait for Sesshoumaru to emerge from the locker room. This grudge was getting out of hand. I needed to help my mother out somehow, especially since my grandfather had passed away less than six months ago. Sesshoumaru was one of the last ones to come out. I was ready for him. “Can I talk to you?”

“There is nothing for us to talk about wench” He kept walking.

“Sesshoumaru stop being an ass and talk to me! Or at least hear me out.” Well that wasn’t the best choice of words but at least he stopped walking. “I don’t care how much you hate me, but you didn’t have to stop people from hiring me! That’s just wrong.”

He chuckled. He actually laughed at me!

“Sesshoumaru!! This isn’t a joke!!” A few players had passed by shaking their heads at this ‘normal’ sight. I walked in front of him and lowered my voice. “Not all of us can have money at our fingertips.” Our eyes were locked in a staring contest. “I need to help my family… My mom has too much going on in her life, she can’t manage to do everything by herself. Please! I don’t care what you think of me, but let me help my family.”

An eyebrow rose. “Now why should I care that you cannot find work here? Go somewhere else that would hire you. This does not concern me.”

My hand rose to push his chest “Yes it does! You are the reason for my unemployment and you know it.”

“Perhaps I am, but why is it that should I let you work?”

“Grrrrr… I just told you! I need to help my mother out..” My voice softened with my head lowered as my eyes began to water. “If I don’t help in some type of way, we’ll lose the shrine, the house, everything.” My hands became fists at my sides. “I don’t care what job you will allow me, but I need at least one. If not then I will quit school just so that we can make it by. I know that she wouldn’t want me to, but at least Souta will continue to get one. But if our situation doesn’t improve then I will be forced to.”

I guess that my little scene chipped a tiny piece of ice that surrounded his heart, because it actually took him more than five seconds to think.

“Miko.”

I raised my head “Y-yes” I really didn’t want to get to hopeful”

“You would sacrifice your education in order to provide for your family?”

“Yes”

“Why don’t you just ask the half-breed or one of your friends for assistance?”

“Because it’s not their problem, its mine. Besides, I don’t want handouts from anybody when I am perfectly able to solve my own problems.”

“Now the real question is what will you do for your family?”

“I would do anything for them..” I wasn’t sure if I would regret saying that.

“Anything?”

“Anything.”

“Hn..”

‘What?! That’s not an answer!’

“Come to the main building at 9 am tomorrow and tell the receptionist at the desk that you have an appointment with me, if you still wish for a job.” With that said he left.

At that point I didn’t know that Sesshoumaru could make me a happier person. I think that I ran all the way home with a smile.

Anyway, the next day I arrived at the main Tashio Co. building around 8:30 am. I was dressed in a black blazer with baby blue pinstripes and the matching skirt, a baby blue blouse and some cute black and baby blue pumps. After talking with the receptionist I was sent up to the second highest floor. While I was walking to the elevator I was getting a lot of stares from people, especially the males, I guess it was due to the fact that I was young and unfamiliar to them. Not to mention the only one with some color in their outfit. Well after being inside of the elevator for about five minutes I finally arrived on the 49th floor. I was greeted by his secretary who seemed none to happy to see me. It really didn’t matter because I was not there to please her. I was led into his office which was enormous! There were so many ancient artifacts in there, along with an empty desk chair. I guess that he always has to make an entrance. But what had really caught my eye were two beautiful swords mounted on the wall behind his desk. They were enclosed inside of what looked like glass, but I doubt that normal glass could get that thick. On the ‘glass’ was a tiny plaque,

“Do you see something you like?”

“Eeeep!!” ‘How did he get behind me?! I didn’t even hear him enter’

“I asked you a question woman.”

“Hey! Don’t sneak up on me!!”

“I did no such thing.” He went to sit into his desk chair.

“Yes you did!!”

“I would suggest that you lower your tone and speak to me with respect if you still wish to be employed.”

It’s safe to say that I soon became mute.

“Sit”

‘No he didn’t. I am not a dog!!’

“I will not repeat myself Miko.” He began to rearrange some papers that were on his desk. It really amazed me how educated he had was in order to be able to be know this extensive company inside and out and to still be attending high school. Unfortunately, whatever knowledge that’s in his head doesn’t always get used. Using my brain, I sat in the chair in front of his desk.

“I am in need of a personal assistant. One that will be available to me at all times.” The whole time that he was speaking, he never looked up from the paper that I believe that he was reading.

“What do you mean by ‘at all times?’?”

“Do no interrupt me. -- The only reason why I am asking this of you is due to the fact that you already spend a good amount of time in the same areas as me and it would save me the trouble of trying to explain matters over the phone. I was informed that you learn quickly and you try hard. If it were not for those qualities, I do not think that I would have considered you for this position. I can assure you that it will not be an easy task.”

“Hold on a minute. Don’t you already have an assistant?”

“Yes, but I need one that will always be available to me. That imbecile in the other room is only temporary.”

“Umm… I don’t know… Will I be able to still cheer? How much will it pay?”

“Considering that I will need you around me, yes, simple because it’s convenient. You will not be paid by the hour. You will be given a salary of $3000 a month and whatever else that you will spend on your attire and transportation for a business transaction or function.

My mouth was moving but no words were coming out. I must have looked like a fish out of water. $3000 a month was more than I could ever dream of while still in school. His eyes were on me now. It sounds too good to be true, but then again I would be dealing with the biggest asshole in Japan. Well here goes nothing.

“Sesshoumaru Tashio, you got yourself a personal assistant.”

Everything from that point on in my life changed. I had sold my life away to the devil in Versace.







* A/N: The next chapter will contain exactly what went on b/t S and K.