InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Drabbles: Inuyasha x Kagome ❯ Feelings Emerge ( Chapter 6 )
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Drabbles: Inuyasha x Kagome
I do not own Inuyasha or Co.
February 16, 20133:30 PM
I had known for some time that my feelings for Inuyasha were more than that of just best friends. The feelings had grown, because every relationship I had ended horribly and drove me right to Inuyasha for comfort. Many girls say I only use him as a safety net, as if I am ruining their chances to be with him.
The thought made me sick to my stomach. Of course Inuyasha could choose any girl he wanted to be with, but I have noticed he hasn’t had a girlfriend since Kikyo, She dumped him a year before I hooked up with Hojo. The two were made for each other.
And could rot in hell.
I just knew that I had intense feelings for Inuyasha. I could only describe it as love, but I honestly have no idea what love really feels like. I love my family and I love my friends, but for him, it’s different. It’s like a burning sensation that takes control every time I see his face. His eyes draw me in and it feels like he can see my soul burning. His voice brings my knees to a halt and they fall like noodles. He has my heart, all of it.
Only problem? He still sees me as his best friend. I gave a hint of how I truly feel, but he did not notice. What if I come out and say something and it blows up in my face? Exactly. I not only lose my heart, but I lose the best friend I could ever ask for.
Sango, she’s one of my closest friends, caught me looking at him the other day. She urged me to make him a Valentine and thus I did and gave it to him just a couple of days ago. We had dinner in his living room in front of the fire place. We talked for hours it seemed, sharing the chocolate I had made him the night before. It was pleasant and I was on cloud nine.
He acted the same way as he always does, and I felt like a fool because I had to keep myself under control. Sango told me the best feeling in the world is receiving the love back in return. I told her I could lose him if he didn’t feel the same way. Why would you hang out with a girl who was deeply in love with you and you didn’t love her back?
It would be awkward.
She only shrugged it off and continued to urge me. It wasn’t that I didn’t want him to be mine, but I can’t just go throwing my feelings around like a mad woman. I always get burned in the end.
So until I was completely ready to jump off this cliff I am on, I will act as calmly and as in control as I can. If I didn’t know any better, Inuyasha was walking into the café as we speak.
Keep cool Kagome.
Like I said, I had to keep control of myself around him. Those intense feelings just keep getting bigger.
“Kagome, what are you doing?”
I place my pen down and look up into those amazing eyes. “Nosey much?” I teased.
He sat down across from me and eyes my notebook. “You took off after class in such a hurry. I was going to give you a ride home.”
“Thanks, but I had a few things on my mind. Tomorrow?” I asked standing.
He stood with me. “Sure. Where you off to now?”
I couldn’t tell him the truth.
Oh nowhere, just anywhere except here with you. And the intense feelings that are welling up inside of me.
“Home.” I mentally kicked myself. He lives across the street, idiot.
“I’ll give you a ride.”
I sighed. I had been defeated. “Sounds great. Thank you.”
The care ride seemed to take forever. When our houses came into view, I smiled. I know I can’t keep hiding these feelings forever, but I can’t let him know. Not yet.
“Thanks Inuyasha. I appreciate the ride. I’ll see you in the morning.” I reached for the door.
“Wait,” I felt his hand on my wrist. “Is there something wrong?” I acted as if I knew nothing. “You have been avoiding me lately.”
“Ha!” I laughed nervously. “Inuyasha, you’re crazy.” I patted his hand. “Everything is fine.” I reached over to kiss his cheek. “See you tomorrow, Puppy.”
I got out of the truck and ran to the door. I looked back to see him wave before taking off down the road. Most likely he was headed to the gym to meet up with his best friend, Miroku. I turned heel to head inside.
Let’s face it. I am completely and totally in love with my best friend, Inuyasha Takahashi.
And apparently there is nothing I can do about it.
I closed the notebook and pushed it beneath my school books. Tomorrow was a new day and I was not ready to fully face what I felt. The time would come and for now, my feeling will have to stay dormant. You know, just in case the feelings are not mutual.
I do not own Inuyasha or Co.
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-Fe elings Emerge-February 16, 20133:30 PM
I had known for some time that my feelings for Inuyasha were more than that of just best friends. The feelings had grown, because every relationship I had ended horribly and drove me right to Inuyasha for comfort. Many girls say I only use him as a safety net, as if I am ruining their chances to be with him.
The thought made me sick to my stomach. Of course Inuyasha could choose any girl he wanted to be with, but I have noticed he hasn’t had a girlfriend since Kikyo, She dumped him a year before I hooked up with Hojo. The two were made for each other.
And could rot in hell.
I just knew that I had intense feelings for Inuyasha. I could only describe it as love, but I honestly have no idea what love really feels like. I love my family and I love my friends, but for him, it’s different. It’s like a burning sensation that takes control every time I see his face. His eyes draw me in and it feels like he can see my soul burning. His voice brings my knees to a halt and they fall like noodles. He has my heart, all of it.
Only problem? He still sees me as his best friend. I gave a hint of how I truly feel, but he did not notice. What if I come out and say something and it blows up in my face? Exactly. I not only lose my heart, but I lose the best friend I could ever ask for.
Sango, she’s one of my closest friends, caught me looking at him the other day. She urged me to make him a Valentine and thus I did and gave it to him just a couple of days ago. We had dinner in his living room in front of the fire place. We talked for hours it seemed, sharing the chocolate I had made him the night before. It was pleasant and I was on cloud nine.
He acted the same way as he always does, and I felt like a fool because I had to keep myself under control. Sango told me the best feeling in the world is receiving the love back in return. I told her I could lose him if he didn’t feel the same way. Why would you hang out with a girl who was deeply in love with you and you didn’t love her back?
It would be awkward.
She only shrugged it off and continued to urge me. It wasn’t that I didn’t want him to be mine, but I can’t just go throwing my feelings around like a mad woman. I always get burned in the end.
So until I was completely ready to jump off this cliff I am on, I will act as calmly and as in control as I can. If I didn’t know any better, Inuyasha was walking into the café as we speak.
Keep cool Kagome.
Like I said, I had to keep control of myself around him. Those intense feelings just keep getting bigger.
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I can see his warm, golden orbs as he advances towards me. This is unbearable ---“Kagome, what are you doing?”
I place my pen down and look up into those amazing eyes. “Nosey much?” I teased.
He sat down across from me and eyes my notebook. “You took off after class in such a hurry. I was going to give you a ride home.”
“Thanks, but I had a few things on my mind. Tomorrow?” I asked standing.
He stood with me. “Sure. Where you off to now?”
I couldn’t tell him the truth.
Oh nowhere, just anywhere except here with you. And the intense feelings that are welling up inside of me.
“Home.” I mentally kicked myself. He lives across the street, idiot.
“I’ll give you a ride.”
I sighed. I had been defeated. “Sounds great. Thank you.”
The care ride seemed to take forever. When our houses came into view, I smiled. I know I can’t keep hiding these feelings forever, but I can’t let him know. Not yet.
“Thanks Inuyasha. I appreciate the ride. I’ll see you in the morning.” I reached for the door.
“Wait,” I felt his hand on my wrist. “Is there something wrong?” I acted as if I knew nothing. “You have been avoiding me lately.”
“Ha!” I laughed nervously. “Inuyasha, you’re crazy.” I patted his hand. “Everything is fine.” I reached over to kiss his cheek. “See you tomorrow, Puppy.”
I got out of the truck and ran to the door. I looked back to see him wave before taking off down the road. Most likely he was headed to the gym to meet up with his best friend, Miroku. I turned heel to head inside.
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Feb ruary 16, 20139:00 PMLet’s face it. I am completely and totally in love with my best friend, Inuyasha Takahashi.
And apparently there is nothing I can do about it.
I closed the notebook and pushed it beneath my school books. Tomorrow was a new day and I was not ready to fully face what I felt. The time would come and for now, my feeling will have to stay dormant. You know, just in case the feelings are not mutual.
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