InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Drama of Edo High: A Modern Tale ❯ Shame ( Chapter 40 )

Where was he? He wasn't too sure but it smelled familiar. Inuyasha sighed and opened amber eyes, confused as to why he only saw black. He lifted his head and saw it wasn't darkness but raven hair. How did he get here? Wasn't he at the show? He shifted and noticed his arm wrapped securely around Kagome, spooning her back to chest with him. He also noticed he was naked but that wasn't important right now. He wanted to know how and why he was at the house, in bed, with Kagome snuggling comfortably in his arms. He shrugged, must have had drinks or something. He nuzzled her neck, loving it when she was asleep, going lower to her shoulder blades. He felt something crusty, and pulled back, moving her hair over to see it better. Even with his vision, all he could see were four black marks, making a sort of arch. He sniffed it and froze. It was her blood. And it was still mostly fresh.

Warning bells going off, Inuyasha sat up and grabbed Kagome by the arms, shaking her awake.

"Come on Kagome wake up!" he whispered and she finally opened her eyes, a great effort on her part.

"Yasha? Wat're doing?" she mumbled sitting up, rubbing her eyes of sleep. He grabbed her hand.

"Kagome, why is there wounds on your back?"

He saw her freeze, her eyes darting back and forth suddenly, and he smelled her nerves. He crossed his brows. He didn't get it, what happened? She bit her lip considering, and flicked her eyes his way, making him see her internal struggle. "Kagome, what's wrong, tell me what happened!"

She yanked her hand from his tight grasp and instead tucked her knees up, hoping he wouldn't see her suddenly shaking hands. "You don't remember do you?"

"Remember what?" he asked desperately. She opened her mouth and closed it, "please, Kagome tell me who hurt you."

She gasped on her sob, making him worry, "you did…"

She saw his face go blank, eyes disbelieving and sad as a puppy's. So many emotions crossed his face it was hard to tell in the dim moonlight. "I…I don't…understand…"

She gripped his cold hand, choosing her words very carefully, "Inuyasha, it wasn't your fault-"

"Not my fault! Kagome I hurt you with my own hands!" he cried, and she shushed him from waking Miroku and Sango.

"You weren't yourself! Something happened at the show when you went up," Kagome began in hushed tones, "she put you in a trance or something and asked you things. She asked you what you were afraid of. And it just happened. You changed, your eyes went red, your claws grew longer, you had these, marks on your face-"

"Marks?" Inuyasha asked tensely.

"Yeah, purple ones. It was like you were mad or something. You almost attacked the woman, threw a chair at her, and you scared a lot of people. But we got you back here and you're safe."

He narrowed his eyes, "you didn't answer my question, how did I hurt you?"

She gulped and looked away, "I didn't want anything to happen, so I went up and tried to talk to you. You didn't listen really but you paid attention to me. You started…touching me, caresses, nuzzling nothing big. I tried to push away but…you dug your claws into me. But Yura managed to put you under again, and we took you home. None of this was your fault Inuyasha, it just happened, a freak accident-"

"Your right," Inuyasha said in a monotone, eyes blank, "it was freakish. Cause I'm a freak, a monster." He glanced her way, "I'm gonna go home now, you don't have to see me again if you're too afraid."

She gasped when he got up and started picking up clothes and she scrambled off the bed. She came up behind him, "no! You can't leave! It wasn't you're fault!"

"But yet I did those things!" he barked and snatched up his bag, grabbing something to wear. "I don't deserve to be here Kagome, who knows what else I'll do."

"That's not true," she sobbed, feeling her heart being squeezed. He tried to ignore her tears, he couldn't stay. He was too dangerous to be with her.

"Don't pity me, I hate pity," he growled and stalked to the door.

"I don't pity you! I love you damn it and if you walk out that door I will just go after you!" she screamed, and he paused turning around. He looked into her tearful gaze, and swallowed the lump in his throat. She panted in her frustrated sadness, and pleaded with him to stay, "please, don't walk out and leave me…I love you, no matter what. Nothing will change that, not jealous ex girlfriends, not your rich life, not your changing into some…some thing, and not even god almighty himself doesn't have the power to make me stop loving you."

"Kagome…" he whispered and the guilt tore at him, tightening his grip on the bag.

"Listen to me," she begged, her voice watery. She walked right up to him and framed his face in her small hands, "I'm never leaving you. I realized tonight, that no matter what, I love you. Even when you were snarling at people, I couldn't stop that flow I feel for you. I'm not ashamed of you, ever. I don't pity you, I don't fear you. I can't do those things because I love you too much. And if you walk out, you take my heart with you, cause no one else can have it. You hear me? You've stolen it me, and I will never take it back from you."

Inuyasha's chest contorted in shame and he tried to avoid her pleading eyes. But she would have none of it, so she pulled him down to her and kissed him with everything she had. He didn't respond for a second, but her lips were too irresistible for him to handle, and more out of comfort than need, she kissed back, slipping his tongue into her mouth slowly and tilting his heads for a better angle. Her mouth was almost desperate, and her hands flew to rid him of the shirt he had donned. He grabbed her wrists to stop her, and the panicked look in her eyes almost broke him. She really didn't want him to go. The tears pooled in her eyes as he just continued looking down at her sadly.

"Please don't go…" she breathed, balling her hands and leaning into him. "You can't leave me…"

As she leaned towards him, his guilt won and he wrapped his arms tightly around her, holding her like she would vanish into smoke. He shook his head in her hair and sniffed that wonderful scent that was laced with tears. He couldn't do this to her, he couldn't hurt her anymore than he already has. "I'm not going any where…"

He scooped her up bridal style, and gently laid her on the bed, brushing her lips lightly and tracing her jaw with his lips. He stood and let his jeans drop, and crawled on to the bed with her. She reached for him immediately, wanting to show him how much she loved him. But he stopped her hands and shook his head, "no…let me love you like you love me…"

She leaned down as he pushed her down, a whisper of a touch over her skin. She shivered in delight and arched into his touch. She wanted to feel the warmth of him, feel him come alive. But he just slowly trailed small kisses up her front, over her naval, stomach, between her breasts. She moaned when he kissed and sucked on her shoulder, the heat lapping at her. She sighed in pleasure and exposed more of her neck.

"Turn over." He said gently and she rolled over to her stomach, resting on her elbows. Her head fell forward as he rubbed his hand over he back, tingling running all through her. His tongue followed, licking right up her spine and had her melting. His hand grazed the marks on her shoulder and she tensed at the sting. He saw and eased the pain by licking it. She felt him lap at the cuts, cleaning what he had done to her. Her breath caught as the sting faded to wonderful waves of heat, spilling right down to her core. She moaned as his tongue dipped into a deep one and she flung her head back in rapture. He slowly licked them, cleaning them till there was no sign blood had ever spilled. His other hand though smoothed over her back, kneading the muscles and her bottom. Keeping his mouth on her shoulder, his hand slipped lower and over her bum, and urged her legs wider. She complied readily, and he slipped two digits into her hot wetness, feeling the pulse of her thickened. She almost convulsed in sensations, and flipped over with his fingers still in her and gripped at the bed sheets.

Her face contorted in an almost torturous pleasurable way, and he moved in deeper, making her whimper. He lowered his head and suckled on one breast, the two feelings twining inside her of her. She moaned louder as he moved his fingers out and in again, nipping at her hardened nipple. She could the knot in her stomach intense and she weakly tried to push his head own. He felt her hand and went down, leaving a hot trail of open-mouthed kisses along the way. He settled between her legs and she instantly wrapped them around his head, holding him prisoner and he gripped them tight. She bucked her hips to him but he licked the inside of her thigh instead, nuzzling her soft skin. He looked up at her and blew on her, making her shiver severely. She gripped his hair and whimpered his name, begging him. He licked her and nibbled on her flesh, feeling her trembled in his hands. Her scent was intoxicating and her taste hurried him, driving his tongue in to her hot core and rolling it against her nub. She called out his name, and wriggled on the bed, a tight hot knot ready to explode. She couldn't help it when his fang grazed her jewel, and she came in a hot flood and he drank her like the elixir of life. She freed him, her legs going numb and she panted for him before he kissed her again. She moaned into his mouth, pulling him to her with her legs, wanting desperately what he can only give. She felt him rub against her and she bucked in response, grinding against his manhood in need.

The pace hasty now, her moaning and whimpering driving him to the edge, he slid into her silkily, loving the way her warmth just wrapped around him. He pulled almost out of her and pumped back in, hearing her purr her delight. She matched him pace for pace, thrusting her hips when he plunged. He didn't want to stop, it was like he could live on only her, and he hissed in pleasure when her hot core tightened around him, her arousal pulsating around him, driving him closer to his peak. The tide turned and he pumped faster, making her cry out in ecstasy as he drove her higher. He came before her, going in and out a few times till she almost screamed his name, her hot fluids draining from her.

She relaxed her tight body, the tension going with her orgasm and she pulled him down for a kiss by the nape of his neck. She clung to him as he pulled from her, like she wanted to make sure he'd stay as promised. His foggy mind mentally snorted. Like that was ever going to happen. Even if he tried, he'd never find anyone like her again. As she snuggled into him, on the brink of sleep, their tired bodies sedated, he felt possessive and held her close, falling to darkness with the warmth of her body pressed closely next to his.