InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Dreaming a Reality ❯ Prologue ( Chapter 1 )

A/N Well, I gave in and started another story…I'm going to try and have Writing the Perfect Ending done before school starts. I don't have a clue where this story will go, I haven't even thought of a plot I'm just going to stare at my computer and hope to come up with something…

 

 

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does…I won't say it again; just refer back to this chapter if you feel the absolute need to read a disclaimer.

 

Dreaming a Reality

 

Prologue

 

Why can't people be happy with who they are? Why do they have to change to appear perfect? It becomes one more lie, a mask to hide behind; it causes these people to turn into the `perfect fakes.' That is what they become.

 

I sit here by the ocean day after day dreaming of a life where people don't have to change to be liked, to be normal. What is normal? Can you define it? Can you capture its essence? The answer I've come up with is no. Therefore I'm thought as `weird.' Strange, not like everyone else.

 

That was fine with me. I liked being alone. I liked the calming effect it had, being alone. The ocean has always been my get away from the fake world I live in, away from the people I go to school with. The people who have classified me as a freak because I actually question the way we live. I question our reality.

 

As I was saying, I liked being alone. Until he came. He fit in instantly; he just had this attitude that lures you in. It captures your interest. Like it sparked mine, along with everyone else's in school.

 

Another thing that helped him fit in was he is not lacking good-looks. He has this long silver hair, which looked like it would be so soft to touch. He always wears a hat; I don't think anyone at school has seen it off. He looked like he has definitely spent some time in a gym.

 

But these aren't the reasons I don't want to be alone anymore. His eyes, his gorgeous amber eyes, are the reason. They show the pain, the sorrow he has endured. They show loneliness, the loneliness that I've endured, that I got used to and began to be comfortable with. He can cover up the pain and sorrow, but the loneliness is always there even when he is surrounded by `friends.'

 

So far I've only seen him from a distance, taken in his outer appearance. But I feel this need to know more, to understand this boy who is surrounded by crowds and yet can't overcome his loneliness.

 

He has sparked my interest, but I will probably never interest him. Why would I? I'm just the school `freak.' That's what people see my outer appearance as. Weird, they overlook my long raven hair, which shines blue in the sunlight. They overlook my chocolate brown eyes that are filled with hurt and loneliness. But most of all they overlook my feelings which is the reason the hurt is always glistening in my eyes.

 

I hope I get a chance. A chance to save myself from this hurt. It wasn't near as bad before. Now it threatens to consume me.

 

I didn't know what I was missing out on….

 

I do now.

 

 

A/N I hope you like it, I had no idea where that was going or what will become of it. I incorporated how I feel into Kagome's feelings, the thoughts about our fake society. So if she seemed pretty out of character that's why. I will continue this story, if only to get how I feel written on paper, instead of lurking in my head. So it would mean a lot to me if you would review and let me know what you think!

 

 

Byes for now!