InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Drown ❯ Chapter 2: Makes you wish you were dead ( Chapter 2 )

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Title: Drown
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Kouga mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/Kikyo InuYasha/OC
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Drown" by Bring Me The Horizon

Chapter 2: Makes you wish you were dead

Pain is an all too familiar feeling and so when I feel it I try not to panic but silently take inventory of each injury and hurt so that I know how likely I am to survive and continue on.

As I felt each twinge deep inside of my body I knew I there would be no escape today. I was ripped inside and out and my ankles still hadn't healed, if they even could. I can't remember ever having bones shattered, though I probably have. To have bones shattered and my body torn to shreds before and during my human night was new and my body seemed to have changed back but the pain was still there letting me know that I was still in deep shit.

I took a deep breath taking in the smells around me and found my attacker with the auburn hair missing but my wolf sentry had returned to watch over me. My body shivered and I felt ill as a throb in lower body became persistent and nausea began to build. I opened up my eyes and came eye to eye with a black wolf that yipped and then barked. The hide over the door moved and the first wolfs scent lessened.

I lay there wanting to be pain free and anywhere but here with fear rearing its ugly head as thoughts and scenarios ran through my head about what today would bring.

The hide parted once more and this time the auburn haired man entered once more with another muscular companion with black tresses pulled back from his face in perhaps the tightest ponytail I had ever seen. I wondered if the look of disdain and pain upon his slim face came from his tight ponytail or was just his normal look.

He looked me over and his deep brown eyes widened and he quickly turned to look at the auburn haired man and hissed out quick shocked words, “He is the hanyou brother of Sesshomaru!”

“I discerned that last night,” the auburn man grinned while leering in my direction.

“This is no joking matter Kiba! If his brother finds out we're in deep shit,” the tight pony-tailed man looked panicked.

“Calm yourself, Tobe. Rumor says that Sesshomaru despises his brother; calls him a blight on the Inu name if not worse,” said my cruel captor who I now knew was called Kiba.

“Sesshomaru may hate him but he hates others touching what he deems his. He will notice brothers' absence and he will NOT be pleased. Not to mention he is friends with Kouga leader of the Eastern wolf tribe.”

At Kiba's uninterested visage with his small grin still in place the one named Tobe made an exasperated growl, “You know…the tribe that your half sister Ayame married into?! This could end very badly Kiba.”

“Do not fret about what has been done my dear Tobe. We must make sure our little pup is kept hidden. I have found a great treasure and I refuse to give him up.”

His cruel grin made me shiver and I closed my eyes and prayed he would go away.

“I wish you would see the grave mistake you have made. We could beg forgiveness and perhaps be spared,” but even as he said it Tobe gave me a glance over again and I watched as he paled and closed his eyes.

“You decided to follow me and seemed quite happy to steal from my brother in laws pack. We have taken women of his pack and had our way with them; you yourself have enjoyed the two you currently have in your quarters. We have already begun our downward spiral Tobe; there is no going back now.”

I couldn't control the look of revulsion that flittered across my face as I thought of the poor women who had been forced upon like me. Women who had family and friends they had been torn away from and then to have their very bodies violated along with their hearts and souls.

I growled and felt myself grow bolder momentarily as I stared at the vile men before me.

“What a wonder you are,” said Kiba as he began undoing his armor and dropping it in a pile by the hide entrance.

“I do love that look of hatred and dislike upon your face while your body trembles in fear and terror at the very thought of what I will do to you.”

I watched Kiba reach into his britches pulling his throbbing erection free and then Tobe made a disgruntled noise and left with an exaggerated flip of the hide leaving it swinging after his exit.

I hadn't stared long when a hard slap brought my attention back to Kiba. It stung but my pride stung more.

“Yes, that is a beautiful look. You shall be my mate. I shall breed you and you will hate and give me that beautiful look while I fill you with the cubs of the man you loath.”

He grabbed my left ankle and squeezed and I screamed for him and he laughed cruelly as he forced my legs apart and parted my body cruelly as he forced himself inside me once more.

I closed my eyes and thought of being anywhere but where I was, having done to me what was being done but he didn't he allow me that small respite. He cruelly slapped and scratched and bit any flesh he saw unmarked and made sure that my agony was his to enjoy as he speared me, body and soul.

He finally stiffened and filled me once more with his seed and hated him like I had never hated anyone; even Naraku.

He pulled himself free and laughed at my face which was pure rage and hate while hot tears escaped unbidden from my eyes.

“Oh, how I love you my hanyou whore.”

He used a piece of my firerat robe to clean himself and returned his placid member to its confines before redressing and leaving me alone in my prison chamber.

Time came and went while I lay there hating him and imaging different ways I would kill him and then after what could have been hours the flap was pushed aside and two young women entered with steaming bowls of water and rags. They had hair of ebony and blue green eyes dulled by shared experiences within these cave walls.

They quietly helped me wash my body, removing what he left inside and out. When I was as clean as I was going to get with a sponge bath they left. I sat there alone lost in thoughts once more, wondering about the village and its inhabitants and then the flap moved once more and a lone girl returned with a small tray of meat and a bamboo shoot filled with water. She sat it by me and left quietly. No words were spoken but by her movements and eyes I could hazard a guess she was one of Kouga's clans stolen women.

I stared at the small morsel of meat and felt myself feel repulsed rather than hungry but my body needed nutrients to keep strong and if I was going to survive this I needed what I could get, especially if they kept my portions so small.

I forced myself to pick the meat up and into my mouth. I gagged but forced myself to swallow and I did this twice more until the plate was empty. I sat there and I waited and sipped gingerly at the water.

I had no further visit from Kiba and I fell asleep.

And thus my time in the small quarters hidden behind a tan hide was counted by wolf sentries posted to watch over me, meals brought in then empty dishes removed and in-between them Kiba would visit and take me at his pleasure; my body beaten and broken more so after each visit. When my ankles looked to be healing he broke them again.

I had made the mistake of scratching his face during his plundering of my body and he dislocated my shoulder, letting me know he was being kind with the dislocation because he could have easily and simply shattered the bones in my arm for such a simple transgression.

I still continued fighting him even if only with a simple look of dislike or a growl here and there. He seemed to only love me more for it. Even with my body broken I tried my hardest to fight him.

I soon found myself at odds with my body. I fought sickness, throwing up what little sat in my stomach and even after all food had been removed from my body I continued to heave until not even bile would come up. This happened for a long period of time and my body lost more weight and with it muscle mass. I soon found myself wanting death and it seemed that even Kiba feared I would die.

As suddenly as it had begun my illness ended. Whether he pitied me or simply didn't want his toy to die; Kiba tried his hardest to fill me with food of all sorts. And so I gained weight but very little muscle as I was trapped inside that room behind that dirty hide.

Kiba had all but vanished for a time and in his absence I noticed my belly had begun to round and curve outward. It was very noticeable when I was naked but just barely when I wore the thin robe given to me.

In my heart I feared I knew my ailment and as my body grew I knew the for certain…I carried Kiba's cub. My I had become his breeding bitch like he had wanted.

I was disgusted and thoughts of miscarriage and forcing the loss of the cub flittered through my mind but as I thought it I thought myself a cruel and horrible being for even having such thoughts. This little being was mine as much as his but I knew inside he would use this tiny and helpless unborn being against me and yet I still couldn't harm it.

I kept this secret locked away in my heart and mind and prayed I could think of some way to escape before Kiba noticed its scent upon my body.

My sickness and its heavy sour scent had helped to mask it but soon I would smell of milk and he would know I was carrying.

I began to do small exercises to strengthen my legs and thighs and when my wolf sentries were absent I would practice crawling and standing, gaining the ability a little each try. Pain was there but the incentive to escape helped to push it at the back of my mind.

I would escape!

Mine and my unborn cubs life depended on it.

To Be Continued…

Thanks for reading. Trying hard to get these chapters done.

Kat