InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Drown ❯ Chapter 13: And let it bury me ( Chapter 13 )
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Title: Drown
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Kouga, Kouga/Ayame, Inuyasha/Kouga/Ayame, mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/Kikyo InuYasha/OC
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Kouga, Kouga/Ayame, Inuyasha/Kouga/Ayame, mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/Kikyo InuYasha/OC
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and
supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!
The chapter titles are lyrics from the song
"Drown" by Bring Me The
Horizon
Chapter 13: And let it bury
me
I leaned over and playfully tickled my son's
belly watching as he shook his tiny arms
and kicked his tiny legs. He opened his mouth showing pink gums as
he worked excitedly to express himself. I grinned down at him just
as excited as he was at the game. I was
so lost in our game that I hadn't realized I had company until
someone spoke.
“He is as small as the wolf prince
described,” said the soft and yet inquisitive voice of my
brother Sesshomaru.
I startled momentarily and looked over my right
shoulder, watching as he came to my side and knelt
down to look my son over.
“He was a bit smaller than this. He's
grown a bit in over a week,” and as I said it I gently
booped my sons tiny nose.
“Have you
given him a name yet,” asked Sesshomaru as he leaned in and
offered my son; his nephew a well manicured finger to reach
for.
“I have decided on Yuki'ren,” and I
couldn't contain the nervousness at announcing his name even though
I had spoken it softly.
“Yuki'ren…it is an interesting
choice but seeing him I can see he will
grow into it.”
I was surprised to see the look of approval on
his face as he stared down at Yuki'ren.”
“Would you like to hold your
nephew,” I asked as I lifted him
into my arms.
Sesshomaru looked surprised and I couldn't tell
if it was the fact I had asked or that I had called my son
his “nephew” out loud.
I didn't give him a chance to dwell on either,
“Move your arms so that they're in the shape of a
cradle.”
Sesshomaru looked slightly taken aback but he
did as I asked and I carefully transferred Yuki into his arms that
were much larger than my own. He pulled Yuki in close to his body
as if he were afraid his small body would somehow slip through his
large arms.
“You don't have to be so tense. He may
look fragile but don't let him fool you. They are so much stronger
than we give them credit for. If you think about it, simply being
born is quite the trying task,” I turned around once more and
saw Tensen standing there looking quite pleased as he watched
us.
“I thought I should come to see how you
were faring and I was of course quite excited to see the newest
addition to the Inu youkai family,” his pale blue eyes shone
with his excitement though I was betting more at seeing my brother
being so different from his usual self.
I'm pretty sure he would tell all his
acquaintances back at the castle how the Great Lord Sesshomaru had
not only played with a baby but held it as well.
“How is it living here? Do you find it to
your liking,” Sesshomaru asked as he momentarily took his
eyes from Yuki to look into my own.
I was surprised at the question but I didn't
hesitate in answering, “It is amazing. Everyone is very kind
and helpful and they have become almost like family; Ayame and
Kouga especially.”
Sesshomaru nodded with a pleased look,
“That is good to hear. The wolf prince said much about you in
his letter. He says that they owe you quite a debt for saving his
mates friends. He is quite happy to have dwelling with his pack. I
will tell you that he has told this one, that should you want to
stay here permanently he would have no qualms and be quite happy
with it if it were what you wanted.”
I wasn't surprised that Kouga had said as much
but hearing it made my chest tight in a good way.
I cleared my throat, which seemed thick with
emotions as I nodded, “I'm glad that I have a place to call
home and not just with him and the pack. Thank you for offering as
well. I'm still…healing and figuring things out. I don't know
what the future holds but for now Yuki has a place to grow up and
that is enough. Perhaps in the future we will travel or maybe
something else will interest me.”
Sesshomaru nodded and held out his arms
offering Yuki back. He made sure Yuki was gently placed in my arms
and was comfortable before he spoke further.
“You have come of age, the fact that you
conceived proves that your heat had come upon you; probably without
you even noticing.”
At my blank look he continued on, “When
demons are sexually mature, whether male or female we go into
heats. It does not mean that you cannot conceive unless it is upon
you, simply means that it is the easiest time to conceive and
attract a mate.”
“What is a heat,” I asked as I
rocked Yuki in my arms watching as his still baby blue eyes
closed.
“For every demon it is different but from
my personal experience it starts with aches and pains and often
sensitivity in your body and mood. Often it feels like I am sick
and my body feels heavy and overheated.”
I had recalled feeling all of the above before
Kiba's wolves had attacked the village.
“When Yuki is fully weaned you will go
into heat again. It is perhaps two years or more you have but if
you like I could help you find possible suitors if you find none
among the wolf tribe.”
I felt my breath catch and my eyes widen at his
words.
He meant no harm and they weren't said cruelly.
He actually said them as fact and in his own way he was trying to
help. I fixed my expression and nodded.
“Thank you.”
“Don't fret InuYasha. What your brother
means to say is that he will take the role as leader in your family
and see to it that you are taken care of but he will not force you
into anything you do not want or approve of,”
Tensen said with eyes sparkling a little too
much in my opinion.
He seemed to enjoy the discomfort and
oddity of mine and Sesshomaru's social
interactions a bit too much for my likes.
“You two are so much more alike than you
realize,” Tensen mused as he gazed at our expressions. I know
I was fighting for neutrality but I'm pretty sure my annoyance at
his enjoyment was showing because it was apparent on Sesshomaru's
usually stoic features.
“I shall be on my way, I promised Rin I
would visit her but first I will stop and see the wolf prince once
more before I leave.”
I stood up with Yuki sleeping in my arms to
walk him and Tensen to the den's doorway.
“You can call him Kouga, pretty sure
being called by his title is a little unnerving,” I said with
a grin.
Sesshomaru seemed to think on it and instead
shrugged, “Perhaps one day…for now, wolf prince will
do.”
I shook my head and watched as he left,
Tensen happily waving goodbye as he followed behind.
My brother and I had finally reached that point
of odd sibling acknowledgement. It was sometimes odd, awkward and
difficult but I enjoyed it.
That night Kouga had come to the den exhausted
but excited to see Ayame and Ranken and oddly enough excited to see
Yuki and my self.
“So I heard
from your brother that you finally chose a name,” he said and
he looked slightly put out.
Ayame turned big excited green eyes in my
direction, “Oh, tell us, tell us! You've been undecided for
so long….”
I laughed, “He's only a week old. Some
cultures wait longer than that to choose a name you
know.”
“Oh, quit stalling and tell us,”
grumped Kouga making me laugh at his expression.
“I have decided on Yuki'ren,” and
as I said it I patted Yuki's head from where he lay bundled in my
lap starring up at me.
“That's quite a mouth full,” said
Kouga.
“Really, It's shorter than Sesshomaru or
InuYasha,” I defended.
“True…” Kouga
admitted.
“I've been calling him Yuki for
short,” I admitted and at that Kouga gave a grin.
“Short and simple, that I can
do.”
Ayame rolled her eyes and as our energy wound
down we lay on the furs with Kouga between us as we both nursed our
sons and talked of the day's events.
I always enjoyed the evenings watching the
quiet happiness in Kouga's eyes as he watched Ayame and she watched
him with their son between them,
physical proof of their love. I smiled and nuzzled against
Yuki as I patted his back, helping him to bring
up any air he had in his tiny body. Once he was settled I lay down
closer to him and watched as his eyes closed and his breathing
evened out in sleep.
I was happy, this for now was my happiness and
upon looking up I saw both Ayame and Kouga's faces starring at me
with the same deep love and happiness that they had given each
other. Ayame leaned carefully over her son and Kouga and gave me a
gentle kiss on my forehead.
“Good night, Yasha.”
“Night,” was all I could get
out.
Ayame returned to her spot and gave Kouga a
kiss on the lips before she settled down and closed her eyes. I was
about to do the same when Kouga leaned over and did the same as
Ayame; he placed a gentle kiss in the center of my forehead in the
exact spot where Ayame's soft lips had been.
“Night muttface,” was muttered and
he too lay down and closed his eyes.
I lay there with my heart pounding and my face
flushed. I closed my eyes and let my thoughts race until sleep
claimed me as well.
To Be Continued….
Thank you for helping in choosing a
name.
I've been up late working on this so I ended it
in an odd spot with a hint as to where it's headed. Next chapter
hopefully will be done tomorrow.
Kat