InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Drown ❯ Chapter 25: Don’t let me drown ( Chapter 25 )

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Title: Drown
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Kouga, Kouga/Ayame, Inuyasha/Kouga/Ayame, mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/Kikyo InuYasha/OC
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Drown" by Bring Me The Horizon

Chapter 25: Don't let me drown

Winter came to its end and with it spring brought renewal and change.

Before the heat struck the caves inhabitants it was decided that Kiba would be put to death. It was not a decision I had made lightly but it was one that had been embraced by all the caves occupants, elders included.

Death is not something that can be taken lightly but unlike in Kagome's future this one was not very forgiving and there was real help for Kiba. He had the excuse of his past but the past does not define your future. My mother had often told me to not let people or things define me. I had lost many things that I held dear and had many horrible things befall me and done to me, I could have become like Kiba but I didn't.

As most punishments were, it became a spectacle.

The sky was a deep shade of light blue that almost made you feel as though you could swim through it and the clouds that covered the sky were thick and bright white that stood out in that oh so blue sky. Clouds so thick you'd mistake them for sheep's wool. The sun was warm and inviting and as I approached the circle of dirt and grass that I had come to know as the “circle of truth” where a small crowd was growing into a larger one.

I stood there in my red firerat hakama and took a deep breath as I felt the spring wind blow through my white locks. I looked around the circle seeing the familiar faces of the pack as well as many furry familiar faces also belonging to the pack. I watched the circle part as Kouga came to the clearing with Ranken and Yuki at his side.

He came to stand at my side and I fought to keep the shock off my face at the sight of the boys.

As Kouga came to face me his face studied mine and he leaned in nuzzling my right cheek as he softly spoke into my ear.

“As future pack members they must see this.”

I shook my head and fought for words, “They're only seven.”

“What had you seen at seven Yasha,” he asked as he pulled away to peer into my eyes.

“Not a beheading,” I said softly.

“I understand your fear and wanting to protect them but they have to understand that this is how the pack settles things, especially if Ranken is to inherit the pack,” I closed my eyes and felt Kouga's hand gently caress my right cheek.

I sighed and looked down at my boys and felt my chest constrict, “Do they know?”

“They know that Kiba has killed Ayame, their baby brother and hurt you and others. I have explained that justice must be served.”

At Kouga's words I nodded held my hands out for the boys to each take one. As they did I felt their warmth and instead of feeling at ease I felt yet another weight atop my already burdened shoulders. I felt Kouga's lips brush my cheek and I watched as he entered the circle and stood there causing a hush to fall over the crowd.

As the hush fell the crowd turned in unison to watch as Kiba was lead by two pieces of thick twisted leather around his neck like a leash in the hands of Kito and Raiga. His arms hung low, still encased in shackles along with his ankles. The sound of metal clanking was loud in the silence. His body had lost most of its muscle mass while locked away along with its body fat. Kiba was a sad sight to behold for any who had known him before his capture.

Though he had been brought down his eyes still held pride and a deep intensity that was hard to miss. He held himself up right and stared straight ahead as came to the clearing. He saw me along with the boys and stopped a few feet a away as he looked us over.

“Keep that look boy. Remember to protect those you hold dear no matter the cost,” and as I looked down I realized that Ranken's fangs were bared as he all but growled and snarled at Kiba, his face twisted into something wild filled with hatred and anger.

He looked to Yuki who squeezed my hand tighter and tried to press himself against my side, “Do not hide who you are. Stop hiding that eye. The fire in your eye is from a pack long gone; you are the last of that line.”

He raised those fiery eyes that were too deep to be simply called orange or garnet and he looked into my eyes, “Perhaps it was fate that I found you. You are beautiful and I am glad I was the first to have you. Your eyes say it all; they say that you will never forget me.”

I said nothing; I dared not blink or more. I simply stared at him until he gave a mirthless grin and the leashes yanked harshly causing him move forward. As he passed me I saw that it was my brother who had come up behind him.

Sesshomaru stopped at my side and looked down at me, his eyes emotionless along with his expression. I closed my eyes and nodded realizing he was assessing me and my reaction to Kiba's words.

I felt his hand come to rest on my shoulder and I felt Yuki shift. I looked down to find that Yuki had his right hand in my left and his right fisted in Sesshomaru's robes.

“Today we have Kiba; son of the great wolf lord of the North Rekka and lady Honoko. He has none to speak on his behalf and so we shall let him speak for himself should he choose to.”

Kiba was brought into the middle of the circle and forced to kneel between Kito and Raiga. At Kouga's words he stared out at the crowd he bared his fangs in a grin and laughed.

“I have no peers to preach to, none who wish to hear my words. I will tell you all what you wish to hear. I captured your women and made them mine! I raped and stole what I wanted. I killed a precious few and I killed your precious wolf princess Ayame. I have served my own justice! Now you shall serve yours!”

There were growls, barks, jeers and shouts at his words and with one hand Kouga silenced the crowd.

“You are traitor to Ayame's pack and helped your mother to return though she was an exile. Your mother was killed for her treachery which included the death of the clan's heir, Ayame's younger brother as well as her mother lady Tsubakiko. Ayame begged for you to be spared.”

Kiba clenched his jaw and growled, “I was left to defend myself in hostile territory but yes I was spared.”

“You stole supplies from smaller wolf packs and later young women whom often died from your cruel treatment.”

Kiba said nothing and it was then that Kira and Sachi stepped forward, “We were captured and violated by Kiba and his pack. When we no longer pleased him we were given to his lower pack members. We had a hair shorn and daily beatings.”

Kira's words caused uproar and they turned and returned to the crowd.

Kiba raised his hand and looked in my direction, beckoning me forward. I let go of Ranken and Yuki's hands and gently patted their heads as I stepped into the circles center. I came to stand a few feet from Kiba and Kouga as I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply.

“I was captured by Kiba. I had both my ankles broken and was forced to share his bed furs in which he beat me constantly.”

I opened my eyes and stared into Kiba's eyes, “I escaped with help and upon finding us Kiba murdered Hana, put his hand through her chest. He then broke my knees and re-broke my ankles. I suffered his attentions until I was rescued.”

“Tell them how your screams were like music and how your tears were a beautiful sight as they fell,” Kiba taunted cruelly.

Before Raiga or Kito could pull on the bindings Kouga's fist struck Kiba's face sending his face backwards. Kiba lifted his head to its original position facing forward and spit a bloody fang at Kouga's feet.

“Did you tell him how you begged for it to end? How you sobbed asking for death while I took you,” Kiba persisted cruelly.

Sesshomaru came to stand at my side with a growl softly falling from his lips as he raised his sword. The words had been said softly but it was no use around Youkai with such amazing hearing.

“He killed Ayame and my unborn cub,” and as the words left my mouth I felt emptier than I had in a long time.

“With the truth from his mouth and those around us we shall sentence Kiba to death. If there are any who find fault with this sentence speak now.”

Silence followed Kouga's words.

“All for,” and the question howls, barks and yells called out.

Kouga lifted the sword Sesshomaru had gifted him and held it high. The sun glinted off the clean metal only a moment before Kouga brought the sword down piercing Kiba through the middle of his chest.

It was quiet as Kiba choked and spat blood, the sword still through his chest; embedded so far that the blade had struck the earth below.

I felt something pressed into my right hand and saw that Sesshomaru had handed me Tessaiga. I unsheathed it and came to stand before Kiba as the blade transformed in my hands into its larger form. Kiba's eyes followed my arms as they lifted and it took only a moment for my blade to fall onto his thin neck. The blade went through cleanly and when I felt the blade hit the ground I closed my eyes. The sound of Kiba's head echoed around us and howls rent the air.

I lifted Tessaiga and found a towel pressed into my hand. I tried not to think as I wiped the crimson from Tessaiga's blade before it transformed back. I sheathed it and held it at my side.

Kiba silenced the crowd and I returned to the crowd finding Sachi and Kira with the boys. I looked down at Yuki who took my hand and I couldn't tell whose hand shook more, mine or his. We walked back to the cave, Ran's hand grasping the wrist that held Tessiga.

I entered the cave and with the boys we came to sit at the hearth while Kira prepared tea for us.

“Yuki, Ran…I need you two to know and remember to never let hate and darkness fill your heart or mind. He chose a path of destruction and in the end it destroyed who he was. Though I don't think I'll ever have to worry about you two. You are both my big, strong boys.”

At that I received two nods and two very big hugs from two still very small boys. Sesshomaru came and sat with me a bit offering his silent presence as food was served. I found I had little appetite but ate what I could for Hime who was brought to me by Shizuka. I nursed her and burped her and played with her for a bit and then Kouga entered our quarters.

“I will take the boys out for a bit,” I muttered thanks as Sesshomaru left with two bundles of energy and watched as Kouga lifted Himawari into his arms. He held her close and rocked her before calling Ginta who came and took her into his arms.

I watched Ginta leave and looked around our room and realized we were alone.

Kouga came to kneel in front of me and as I stared into his deep cerulean eyes he leaned in and captured my lips. It started out soft and almost hesitant and ended with the two of us fighting for dominance until soon our tongues intertwined leaving us a panting mess as I fell back onto the floor with Kouga on his hands and knees above me. I fought for breath as he leaned in kissing me again, his hands traveled down my body making quick work of removing my firerat hakama and I buried my hands in his armor helping him to remove it. Soon I was naked and his hands roamed my body for the first time in months.

I felt his hands pinch and tickle my swollen nipples causing me to gasp and writhe in his grasp as little droplets of milk were produced. He leaned down and lapped what I produced and I gasped as he took one and then the other nipple into his mouth sucking heartily. When I couldn't take anymore he lifted his fingers bringing them to my mouth. I licked them and he gently brought them into my mouth. I licked and laved at them until they dripped saliva and then he removed them. He kissed my lips while he circled my entrance with one slick digit and thrust his finger deep inside at the same time as he plundered my mouth with his tongue. He worked my body with a single digit and when he was satisfied he added another continuing with his thrusting and twisting until he was satisfied and added a third. He spread me open and I gasped and whined. His mouth left mine and instead he kissed his way down my body, my neglected member thick and hard and jumping in anticipation but still he ignored it as his tongue instead dipped into my bellybutton. I writhed and gasped and shook my head back and forth desperate for more of the pleasure he brought.

His fingers left my body and I whined at the loss, feeling empty without them. I found myself fully naked and his arms lifted my body as though I weighed nothing and turned me so that I was now positioned on my hands and knees. I whined as I felt cold air hit my exposed skin and then his heat returned at my backside and the familiar smell of herb enhanced oil filled my nostrils and he entered me in one smooth stroke. I gasped and dug my hands into the fur below us. He pulled fully out; inch by delicious inch as I begged below him, desperate to have the emptiness filled once more. He did as I wanted and teased me by slowly pushing back in. He did this teasingly for what seemed like an eternity until I could take no more.

“Fill me! Fill me and make the emptiness go away,” and I felt the tears in my eyes as I begged him and he looked into my eyes with his eyes bright and filled with want and did as I asked. He thrust in fully until I could feel him firmly pressed against my backside. He stayed there as I fought his grip against my shoulders as I wiggled against him. He moved in quick strokes until I was crying out once more begging, begging for him, for more of him.

“Yes, fill me. Fill me…” and as the words left my mouth I felt his release deep inside of me as that sensitive bundle of nerves was hit I too came, spraying the furs below with my own seed.

He lay atop me and we both fought for air and once we had it he then pulled me onto my side and took me against his body and entered me once more. I wiggled against him and came before him. He continued to pound into my body until I came for him once more and then he filled me for the second time. I lay panting against him and we both fell asleep wrapped in each others arms.

We hadn't sleep long, maybe an hour before we separated and cleaned ourselves as thoroughly as we could with rags and a basin of water filled with lavender. We redressed and I helped him put his armor on. When I had finished he leaned down and captured my lips once more. I leaned against him for a moment pushing away when I heard childish giggles.

Turning around I found Ranken and Yuki standing there giggling and Sesshomaru with his arms crossed watching us with a raised eyebrow.

I blushed and gently pushed myself from Kouga's arms, “I'll go fetch Himawari.”

I was pulled back into Kouga's arms and he kissed me soundly one more time and I pushed away bopping him in his head.

“Horny wolf,” I said with a blushing grin.

“And proud of it,” he declared grinning wide enough to show off his fangs.

“I will see my self out. Do be sure not to rut in front of the children,” said Sesshomaru with what I could only describe was a small grin.

I sighed and went to get my daughter and for once I felt as though perhaps things would finally get better.

To Be Continued…

Thanks for reading~!!!!!!! I had fun writing this chapter. Only took me four hours. Not bad. Next chapter coming soon.

Kat