InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Embracing Destiny ❯ Learning Each Other ( Chapter 9 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I do not own Inuyasha, but to have Sessho as my own personal cabana boy would fulfill my dreams.






I am sooooo sorry it took so long. I got a virus on my computer that completely shut it down. Forgive me...ne? Thank you those who have reviewed and shown me support for this story. Please continue reviewing and letting me know the story is good enough for me to keep going. Again, thank you.



Chapter 9

"Come on! Just one more time."

"No."

"Please Sess, I promise it'll be better this time."

"No."

"I'll be your slave."

"Tempting...but no."


Sesshomaru watched in wry bemusement as Kagome shot him a full blown pout. He almost gave in, then decided against it. The woman had to learn restraint. "Sess, you can't still be mad about what happened last time. It wasn't that bad." she whined. Sesshomaru glared at her. A week before he had rewarded her on her progress in training by allowing her to not only see, but ride him in his youkai form. She had been so delighted he stayed in that form as she fell asleep snuggled against him. Never in a million years would he have suspected that when she awoke, she would invite Rin to help her groom his massive tail as he slumbered. It would have been fine had their version of "grooming" not involved frumpy braids and colorful ribbons. He had awoken to find himself decorated like a christmas tree in a most atrocious array of pink, yellow and orange ribbons tied along an equally hateful array of thick, sloppy braids. He had felt violated in ways he had never imagined. As he sat in the kitchen tuning out her insessant begging and groveling, he wondered if he would have let her live had it still been the fuedal era. Maybe if he had thought to bring Tensaiga he would have been able to kill her and bring her back. That would have taught her a well deserved lesson.

"Come on, you know I'm sorry and it will never happen again. I love your youkai form and I was just letting Rin have a chance to enjoy it too. How many times have you let her see your true form?" she asked in genuine earnest. Disgusted with himself, he sighed and glanced at her. The eager expression on her flawless face undid him. He had to most inconvenient way of allowing her to weaken his resolve in any situation, but he had to admit, she usually had a point. "Alright Kagome. When I recover from the indignity you and our daughter imposed upon my person last week, I will allow you ride my true form. At times I marvel at my own level of patience." he huffed. She merely winked at him then shot out of her seat across the maplewood dining table to plop in his lap, straddling him as she kissed him soundly. "See, that wasn't so painful now was it?" she purred. He fought a smile then squeezed her plump rear that was covered in silky underwear and a breezy, pale blue summer dress. It was a halter and he wrapped his arms around her so he could flatten his palms against the silky flesh of her shoulders and back.

"I got a call from your friend Sango. It appears she misses you and would like to visit. I took the liberty of sending a private jet to pick her up. She said she would also bring a friend so as not to appear a third wheel." he said in his monotone. Kagome squealed in excitement and bounced in his lap causing him to grit his teeth and bear the momentary discomfort. Her joy was worth it. In the months that had passed while they stayed secluded on his land, Sesshomaru had watched her closely and was stunned to find that although she tried his patience often, he was truely happy with her. Her optimism and naturally outgoing nature completely balanced his stoicism and aloofness. She was never put off by his moodiness and more often than not, had the power to bring him out of it with a laugh or a sultry smile. The way she doted on Rin warmed even the most frostiest corners of his heart and at times he simply sat back and watched them play, both exploding with an exuberant energy that could only be attributed to their youth. The new feeling that welled up in his chest at such moments could only be called contentment. "I gotta go. Kaede said she has something new to teach me today." she said placing one last kiss on his nose. "Come get me when she gets here." she said. She eased off his lap and he watched her saunter away. A smile curved against his lips.

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"Today you be adding the power of the jewel to your skill as an archer. An arrow unleased with enough power can bring even a youkai of Lord Sesshomaru's calibre to his knees. A lesser youkai could be purified to dust on the spot." she said. Kagome took an arrow out of the quiver and locked it into place as Kaede demonstrated. "Now reach down into the depth of your power and let it flow into your hands." she instructed. Kagome closed her eyes and concentrated. It had taken months of hard core training, but she had managed to master the sport of archery enough to hit any target Kaede pointed to. She found that training with Sesshomaru gave her the discipline she needed as well as the necessary sharpening of her senses to truely appreciate the concentration needed for the skill. She allowed the familiar warmth to rise to her flesh and lighten her movements, she aimed at the dummy Kaede had planted and released her arrow. The pink glow that engulfed the tip blazed furiously. It hit the target dead on and to her astonishment the doll burst into pink flames that burned it to a handful of ashes in a matter of moments. "What just happened?" she asked in shock. Kaede grinned toothily. "I put a number of charms on the doll so it would mimic youkai energy. I will be honest, Chosen One, I did not think you could do so well on the first try. The Master has been training you well." she said. Kagome smiled back at the woman. He had indeed.

After a few hours of exploding the mock youkai, Kaede dismissed her. "You are almost ready." the woman said with pride. Kagome hugged her and made her way back to the cabin. As she opened the door, Jaken, still the ugliest creaure she had ever laid eyes on, was standing in the middle of the corridor with a distinct expression of distress on his wrinkly face. "Your guests have arrived." he said in an obvious tone of disdain. She almost laughed as he struggled to carry the suitcase that was almost as large as him down the hall. Dismissing him, she hurried into the entertainment room and flung herself into her friend's arms. She squeezed heartliy as she fought to keep tears from welling in her eyes. "Whoa there, Hulk. Your crushing my ribcage." Sango wheezed. Laughing, Kagome let her go. "I missed you so much." she said quietly. Sango wrapped her arms around her. "Same here. I can't believe your married and living in a cabin slash resort out in the middle of nowhere. It's been hard not being able to see you." she said. Although they spoke daily, it was still a vast difference from being able to see each other any time they wished. They had been friends so long it was expected. Kagome took a step back and looked at her friends designer grey slacks and the expensive white blouse she wore with it.

It took a moment for the change to register and she looked up to notice her friend's usually helter skelter hair pulled up in a neat bun. "Don't tell me your selling your art and have become famous." she said with barely contained shock. Sango laughed, then blushed. "Miroku and I made a wager of sorts. His prize was to purchase me a new wardrobe." she said. Kagome couldn't contain her laugh. "What pushy men we have." she whispered conspiratorally. "Is that so." a deep velvety voice commented behind them. She shot her husband a sheepish smile and it froze on her face as she saw the tightness at the corner of his mouth. To everyone else he appeared at ease, but she knew her husband. Something was up. She opened her mouth to ask him what when the sound of shrill laughter floated into the room. Her body stiffened and their eyes met before Kagura strolled into the room with Miroku and Hiten. "Come now, surely you don't think Kusaragi will leave investment banking for good. He has made a fortune and may I remind you that it didn't take him that long either." she said as she clung to Hiten's arm. He looked amused but mildly disinterested in the conversation. When he spotted her he rushed over to give her a hug which annoyed Kagura and Sesshomaru both. His arms lingered a moment too long around her for Sesshomaru's taste and she smiled as he scowled at his friend.

"Release my wife, Yui and go find your own." he said dryly. Miroku merely planted a chaste kiss on the back of her hand and Kagura glared. "I see we meet again. Lovely." she said coldly. Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes and took a step forward, but she placed a hand on his arm. Smiling politely she surveyed the woman's outfit. She wore a simple white colored shirt opened to midchest showing off her ample cleavage, tucked into skin tight levi jeans. Her hair was loose and the right amount of hairspray was aplied to give her a fetching windblown look. Her lips were a deep red and her makeup was applied with perfection. Still, Kagome felt none of the jealousy she would have before. This woman was gorgeous, but Sesshomaru had married her anyway. Taking a calming breath she forced more warmth into her smile. "I hope you will be comfortable in our home for your stay." she said politely. Kagura's smile turned brittle. "Our home? How cute. I will go freshen up." she bit off. Miroku glared at her back. "I'm sorry. She wouldn't be put off." he said to Sesshomaru. Kagome glanced at her husband as he too took a calming breath. "We will make the best of it." he replied. Hiten looked uncomfortable. "Had I known there was no love lost between the two of you, I never would have agreed to come as her escort. I certainly don't want to be part of the reason why others can't enjoy themselves." he said. Kagome beamed at him. "Nonsense. You are welcome and we will enjoy ourselves. Don't worry, i'm sure it won't be that bad." she said brightly.

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It was worse. They had given their guests a tour of the grounds and though it began as a pleasant evening, soon Kagura began her long list of complaints. First it was too chilly. Hiten had been noble enough to give her his blazer to wear along the walk, but then she found the pace too slow for her liking. Kagome had been letting Sango soak in the atmosphere but the mood was then broken. After a brisk walk into the forest, Kagura complained she was famished and they needed to head back. Kaede had prepared a lovely traditional dinner for them to match the serenity of the japanese countryside. Kagura found the meal bland, declared herself queasy and decided she needed a nightcap to steady her nerves and stomach. Finally they gathered in the entertainment hall to share drinks and conversation. Kagome settled on Sesshomaru's lap, the thin khaki material of his slacks allowing her to feel the length of him rising as she made herself comfortable. He was not aroused enough to catch the attention of the other two demons, but his sly smile promised fulfillment when they were alone. She had begun to suggest that they slip away together when Kagura cleared her throat. "Sesshy-chan, why don't you play us some music on the piano? You always have been excellent when you play." she purred.

Kagome looked down at her husband. "I thought it was for decoration, I didn't know you play." she said quietly as she glanced at the ivory piano in the corner of the room. Kagura laughed. "He hasn't in ages. We demons live so long that we take up many hobbies over our prolonged years just to relieve the monotony. Maybe if Sesshy-chan decides to mate you, you will come to understand what I mean." she stated. The room went silent. There was a challenge in her eyes. Kagome knew that how she handled this situation would set the bar for all of their future confrontations. "Hopefully if Sesshomaru mates me and I live that long, I won't need to understand what you mean." she said simply. She stood up and smoothed the skirts of her dress. "It was a pleasant evening but I think I'm going to turn in. You all have a good night." she said politely. Sango rose to follow her but Miroku grabbed her arm and shook her head. "Let her and Sesshomaru work it out later." he whispered to her. Hiten shook his head, shooting Kagura a disapointed look and Sesshomaru watched his wife walk away stoicly, but the frosty stare he shot Kagura said volumes on how he felt about the situation. Kagura gritted her teeth as Kagome walked by. Kagome spared her a serene smile in dismissal, then she was gone.

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She hadn't been able to sleep and lay in bed struggling with her thoughts when Sesshomaru entered the room. She didn't aknowledge him and continued to stare at the ceiling as he undressed and slipped into bed beside her. She closed her eyes tightly as he encircled her in his arms and pulled her against him, nuzzling her neck. "I can tell her to leave." he said softly. Kagome snorted. "And what would that do but make her even more obnoxious? You have to work with her Sesshomaru, I won't cause trouble for you at work." she said resigned. He shifted her to face him. "You are my wife, Kagome. I would rather have difficulties with her than know you are unhappy." he said with a frown. She smiled a bitter smile. "And when I am dead and gone will it be worth it?" she asked softly. He stared at her, his amber gaze glittering with anger. "You let her hateful words upset you. Do not give her such power." he said irritated. She pulled away from him. "No I let her truthful words upset me and she does have that power. I am here until I fulfill my destiny as guardian of the Shikon no Tama, and if I live long enough to see the end of this then I will grow old and eventually die. All the while watching you as you remain beautiful and suffering because I know that I love you enough to stay with you for eternity but you couldn't care enough to want the same." she stated bitterly.

Sesshomaru was stunned and torn. He didn't understand this kind of love but he couldn't stand the pain dripping from her aura. It was choking his senses and causing his youkai to rise. "What am I to do to make this right? What am I to do to make you happy? I will mate you if that is what you want." he said. Kagome narrowed her eyes in rage. "If that is what I want? Fuck you Sesshomaru! I won't be mated out of pity." she spat as she shot out of the bed and reached for her robe. Sesshomaru was on her before she reached the door. "You think you are the only one with unsteady feelings? I want to love you Kagome. I want to be able to tell you all the things you want to hear me say, but I am inuyoukai. I will not lie to you. I do not know what this form of love is or how it should feel. My father was a proud inuyoukai and I was a source of pride for him, but did he love me? I know not. My mother was too embittered by his infatuation with humans to care for me with any emotion other than resignation. I was her pup and it was her responsibility to raise me. Did she love me in any way? I know not. Do not punish me for not telling you I feel an emotion I do not know or understand. What I feel for Rin I know is a form of love but even that I am unsure of. She is my pup and I refuse to raise her with the same indifference as I experienced, but is it the love most beings show their young? I know not. I will not let you use my inexperience to destroy what we do have, Kagome. Give me time to learn." he said as he gripped her shoulders painfully.

Kagome was speechless. Sesshomaru never explained himself to her no matter what the situation. He always stayed calm and collected, often making her feel foolish for loosing her temper or crying over things he did. She could honestly say that he tried her nerves often, but he was more thoughtful and attentive than she ever imagined him capable of. She stared at his beautiful face for a moment. He would always be perfect. His long silky mane was fanned out along his shoulders and back and his amber eyes were bright with anger. It was moments when he showed his deepest emotions that she found him the most stunning. She calmed herself and allowed the tension in her shoulders to relax enough for him to slacken his painful grip on her shoulders. "Make love to me?" she asked. Sesshomaru pulled her into his embrace. "That is a love that I understand." he whispered against her hair. He scooped her up and walked over to the bed, laying her on the mattress with care. He settled next to her and lightly stroked her arm as he planted featherlike kisses on her shoulder. "I'm sorry. I should have never spoke to you like that. It was uncalled for." she said as his palm reached under her nightgown and trailed up her thigh to rest at her hip. Sesshomaru claimed her mouth with his, his tongue delving deep to silence her and arouse her as the taste of him permeated her senses. She moaned and his had moved from her hip along her stomach and rested between her breasts.

He ended the kiss slowly. "I deserved it." he said simply as he leaned over her and let his other hand raise the nightgown over her hips. She gazed into his eyes allowing him to see the full extent of her feelings for him while he touched her. He slipped her panties off and spread her thighs. He hadn't yet touched any of the most sensitive parts of her, but she was panting in anticipation. She watched him as he stroked the flesh of her inner thigh, bending her leg back so he could rub his cheek along her calf. Her breath hitched when he bent her other leg and gazed at her core, red leaking into his amber gaze giving him a feral look. Impatient, Kagome pulled the nightgown off the rest of the way and waited. Her husband and lover seemed entranced as he gazed at her. She opened her mouth to speak and in a blink of an eye his mouth was crashing down over hers. She heard a possesive rumble vibrate in his chest as he devoured her and he growled as it caused the scent of her arousal to spike. He tore away from her lips and gripped her hips roughly, yanking her down on the mattress so he could spread her legs wider. He settled between them and gave the first tormenting lick to her sex. She moaned loudly and reached down to bury her fingers in his silky mane. He began slow careful licks, none hitting the delicate bundle of nerves, but some sliding into her core. She was panting and squirming, all the while moaning his name. "You are always so wet Kagome. Did you know the taste of you gets better every time?" he asked silkily. Kagome let out a strangled sound before drawing much needed air into her lungs. Suddenly he attacked her clit in earnest, stunning her at first then driving her to the point of dizziness with pleasure.

Before she climaxed he stopped. The pressure dropped so that she was close enough to the edge that she was still humming with pleasure, but not close enough to go over. "Sesshomaru!" she pleaded. He smirked as he kissed up her stomach, pinning her arms above her head. "You like what I do to you, ne?" he asked in his velvet rumble. "Yes." she sighed as he licked the valley between her breasts. He gazed at her for a moment before letting his tongue move over her left breast. He avoided her nipple until she was squirming and fighting to get her hands free. Then he closed his lips over it and tortured her with slow rythmic licks of his fabulously textured tongue. She shuddered and wrapped her legs around his waste as she tried to get him to slip into her. Sesshomaru slept naked and though at times it could be distracting, she now found it convenient. The hard length of him slid along her mound and she drenched him in response. Grunting a sound of approval, Sesshomaru switched to the other breast. She shifted her hips and managed to get the head of his rock hard length to slide into her. Her head snapped back as she exploded around him. She shuddered violently and cried out. Sesshomaru felt her clenching around him and closed his eyes as pleasure washed over him. "I love you so much." she panted. His eyes softened. She tightened her legs around him, causing him to slide deeper into her velvety warmth. He released one of her hands and gripped her hair as he thrust deep inside her. "Say it again." he growled. Her eyes widened and she gasped as he moved deep inside of her. "I love you, Sesshomaru." she said.

He let go of her other arm and she wrapped them both around his neck. He kissed her again as he buried his other hand in her hair, his strokes getting slower and deeper. She gripped his back and let her hands slide down until she cupped his rear, squeezing them in time with each thrust. He smiled against her mouth. "Is this a new fetish?" he asked. She laughed. "I happen to find your butt cute." she said with a laugh. He ground his hips into hers, buring himself deeper than he ever had before and watched her face flush as moaned loudly. "Cute?" he asked. He refused to move, causing her to clench around him. "I meant sexy. I swear. Sesshomaru!" she begged. He smirked and pumped into her until stars exploded before their eyes and they both lay limp, his deflating member still nestled inside of her. She stroked his hair as he lay with his face buried in the crook of her neck. She had grown to love the time after their lovemaking. It was the only time he allowed her to coddle him. He would allow her to stroke his hair or rub his back until either he hardened again inside of her, or they both fell asleep. She massaged his scalp as he idly played with her breast. "I think we're almost ready to go back." she said. His fingers paused in their game. "Are you ready to go back? Things will not be the same." he said quietly. Her heart warmed. He was reluctant for things to change back to the way they were. "I'd like to stay a little longer." she said. He resumed his game and she fell asleep with a smile.

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Kagura stood outside, her arms wrapped around themselves as the scent of sex began to fade. They had left a crack in their window and though the scent was not strong, it could still be detected if you were close enough. She had heard muffled arguing and had hoped she put enough doubt in the human's mind to draw her out in the open. She couldn't hurt the woman physically, but she knew who could. They had done a good job of hiding their whereabouts from the colleagues and the press, but having been a friend and attorney for the InuTaishos for centuries gave her enough insider information to pass on to her new aquaintance. She smiled cruelly as she turned, the human would be gone in due time. She bumped into a hard body and jerked back in surprise. "Whatever evil you came here to spread, I suggest you put an end to it now." the body said in a chillingly cold voice. She looked up at Miroku with a sneer. "Have you been watching me this entire time?" she asked furiously. Miroku gripped her upper arm painfully and jerked her forward. "I know you, Kagura. You didn't come here to wish the couple well. You, as always, are bent on destruction of some type for personal gain. What you said this evening was out of line and had it not been for the fact that you are the heir to a powerful family, I have no doubt Sesshomaru would have gutted you for the slight." he said in disgust.

She yanked her arm out of his grasp and glared at him. "He does not love her and he will not mate her. I let her know the reality of things. He will rut with her for as long as she is capable of handling such a verile male on top of her and then he will put her aside just as his father did his mother. That is her fate. Besides, you have interferred in his life more than I, who are you to talk." she spat. Miroku glared at her. "You know the difference and you will keep your mouth shut. Do not think I don't have enough power to have you permanently silence. I have my safeguards in place. Utter a word an your reputation and life will be forfeit." he snarled. Kagura took a step back and stared at him in astonishment. "Are you threatening me?" she asked softly. He smiled coldly. "No, I am simply letting you know the reality of things. You are up to something and I will find out. I don't know how I survived you. You are poison." he said in repulsion. Kagura blinked back tears. Though she wanted Sesshomaru for ambitious reasons, she had always loved Miroku. To have him scorn her in such a way was more painful than she would ever admit. "Fuck off, Miroku. You still can't find anyone to measure up to what we had. You can say what you want and as far as your threats go, you can save them. I do not fear you. So go back to the little substitute you brought with you and try to recreate what you lost when I left. Careful though, I wouldn't get my hopes up if I were you." she said viciously.

Miroku laughed. Her teeth clenched and she saw red. "Sango is more than you ever were in a woman, Kagura. If I were you I wouldn't get my hopes up. You lost a good man to be with one who will never want you back. That is pitiable. As I said before Kagura, I know you. Save Sesshomaru and I the trouble of having to hurt you. If you cause Kagome harm he will kill you, but if you cause Sesshomaru any grief, I will have him bring you back from the dead so I can kill you myself." he said sweetly. Kagura felt the cold breath of fear creep up her spine. "You are only human. What could you do to me?" she asked breathlessly. Miroku laughed again. "You haven't a clue what I am and don't think you will ever find out until it is too late. You may be able to cause me unwanted trouble Kagura, but I can inflict upon you untold pain." he said. His face suddenly softened and he looked wary. "For the sake of the love we once had for each other and the happiness of Sesshomaru and his wife, I am begging you to stop whatever scheme you have in place. I do not want to see you hurt."he said quietly. She watched him walk away, still chilled to the bone by his threats and warnings. She looked down to see that her hands were trembling. "This is an unexpected twist." said a voice behind her. Too shaken already to be surprised any further, she pulled out the mirror in her back pocket and frowned at the small image of Naraku reflected in it. "We must be very careful. That one is not as he seems." he said with a frown. She rolled her eyes at him. "I will contact you when I get her into a place vulnerable enough for you to strike. Until then, do not contact me." she bit off. She cracked the mirror and dropped it at her feet. As much as she hated to admit it, she was afraid.