InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Endless Battles Of Love ❯ Chapter 14

Rin sighed pacing back and forth in her room. It's been a month since she took her test which came out negative but something didn't feel right with her.

The phone started ringing, Rin ran over to her phone and slowly picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Hi Ms. Chiba?"

"Yes this is her." Rin felt knots tightening in her stomach.

"Hi this is Dr. Rogers and I have your results here. Would you like to hear them or do you wanna come in for them?" He asked.

"Um yes that would be fine." Rin said not hearing his question. He raised his eyebrow.

"You wanna come in for them?"

"Oh I'm sorry. I spaced out for a moment. Tell me."

"Well you are most definitely pregnant. I would like for you to come in so I can give you your prescription for your prenatal pills."

~A/N: that's what they are called right? I have no idea but if I'm wrong please let me know thank ya. I'll shut up now :-X ~

"Sure thing."

"How about next Friday at 10am? Do you have any classes then?"

"Actually no I don't. I'm free." Rin told him.

"Great, Friday at 10am it is. Congratulations."

"Um....thanks." They both hung up. "I think." Rin sighed rubbing her face not knowing what to do. She told Sesshoumaru she wasn't pregnant she took this test secretly to make sure she was right. How she was suppose to tell him she was pregnant.

Rin nervously picked her phone up to dial his number when her phone started ringing. She let out a shriek and dropped it from her nerves acting up. Rin took a breath and picked her phone up.

"Rin calm down. It's just a phone." She said to herself she then answered the phone.

"Hello?"

"Rin?" Kagome said on the other line. Rin sighed in relief that it wasn't Sesshoumaru.

"Hey Kagome. Haven't heard from you in a long while." Rin smiled. Kagome shook her head as she switched lanes.

"Tell me about it. We haven't hung out together in a long time."

"I know I guess between exams and studying and other drama we just kinda drifted apart." Rin said feeling bad she hadn't had anytime for Sango or Kagome.

"I know. That's why I'm calling you to ask you if you wanna come over this weekend for a sleepover. I talked to Sango and she agreed and it would be pointless if you weren't with us."

"You're right. I'll be at your house. What day what time?"

"Um I was thinking Friday night about 6. You both come over and we all catch up."

"Sounds great. Something I need, so I'll be there."

"Alright. I have some things to do but see ya Friday."

"You bet. See ya." They both hung up. Rin sighed laying on her bed looking up at the ceiling. What the hell was she going to do? What was Sesshoumaru going to say? What was Kagome or Sango going to say? Shit what was her parents going to say. Rin groaned and rubbed her temples closing her eyes. Maybe she should get an abortion but if Sesshoumaru found out he would literally kill her. He was against abortions 100% especially if the participants were careless like them. Rin sat up and rubbed her stomach. She really didn't want to be pregnant she was only 18 what the hell was she going to do with a baby. Even though Sesshoumaru would help her she still didn't want that kind of responsibility.

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Rin knocked on Kagome's door, Sota opened the door.

"Hey Rin." He smiled.

"Hey Sota how are you?" She hugged him, he hugged her back.

"Pretty good." He smiled. Rin pat his shoulder looking at him.

"Dag you're so tall. I feel like I'm younger then you. I'm so short." Rin laughed along with Sota who closed the door.

"I know I'm getting taller by the minute. I can't wait till the day I tower over Kagome I'm going to get her back for the short jokes."

"Get her back for the both of us." Rin laughed and made her way upstairs. She knocked on the door hoping they would hear her since the music was so loud. She knocked again then decided to open the door. She opened the door and closed it behind her. Sango and Kagome looked up at her.

"Hey Rin." Kagome smiled and hugged her. Sango hugged her too.

"How ya been?" Sango smiled. Rin put her bag down and sat on Kagome's computer chair backwards resting her arms on the back part of the chair.

"Horrible." Rin sighed looking down.

"Why? Is everything ok with you and Sess?" Kagome asked looking worried.

"I guess so." Rin shrugged. "But it's not about him just yet." Rin said not meeting their eyes. Kagome and Sango looked confused at each other before looking at her.

"Explain Rin. What's going on? What's wrong?" Sango asked. Rin sighed looking up at them.

"Promise not to let this get out?" Rin asked them. They both nodded their heads.

"I'm pregnant." Rin whispered. If the music wasn't on they would be in complete silence. "I went today to get my prenatal pills." Rin smiled a little. "Who would've known I'd be a mother at my age. Well actually who would've know I'd be a mother period. I sure as hell don't want this kid." Rin rested her chin on her arms.

"Are you sure you don't want the baby?" Kagome asked.

"I'm positive. I hate small kids. Why would I want my own?" Rin shrugged.

"So are you getting a....." Sango asked quietly.

"No, Sesshoumaru would never forgive me. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I care what he thinks. I mean he's not the one having this baby he's just gonna be there. So why would I care if he gets mad or not?"

"Because you love him." Sango answered Rin's question. Rin looked the other way looking angry.

"Whatever. So what's new with you two? Anything going on with Miroku and Inuyasha?" Rin asked. Kagome sighed looking down.

"Inuyasha's been acting strangely towards me. Ever since I told him I want to go two months without sex, he just seems distant but at the same time he seems caring. Does he care about me or what? I don't understand him." Kagome sighed.

"Damn what is with these Sugashita boys?" Rin asked. "I still haven't told Sesshoumaru that I'm pregnant but I told him I'm not pregnant because I thought I wasn't. He probably gonna think I cheated on him."

"Humph. Don't have sex with him if he does." Kagome muttered angrily. Sango looked at Kagome.

"Why you say that Kag?"

"Inuyasha thought I had sex with Kouga, so he had sex with me to see if I was stretched any. And then he had the nerve to tell me after."

"What?" Sango and Rin looked in shock.

"Can you believe that?" Kagome shook her head. Rin shook her head.

"I knew it was too good to be true. Shit when everything is right it goes wrong. Especially when love is involved. Maybe it's better to just fuck and keep distant. Because you open your heart to a guy and they get stupid." Rin said angrily. Sango sighed looking out the window.

"If you love something let it go and if it comes back to you it's yours." Sango said quietly but Kagome and Rin heard her clearly. They fell into silence again.

"Why you say that Sango?" Kagome questioned breaking the still silence between them. Sango sighed still looking out the window.

"Because I let someone I loved.....I love go and now he's back waiting a second try."

"Who Miroku?" Rin asked her. Sango nodded her head.

"I never told anyone but I guess I mind as well say it. Miroku cheated on me on the day of the party Rin gave celebrating our 9th grade graduation. I didn't bug out, I didn't yell or shout nor did I cry. I just let him go as a love and held him close as a friend. In a way giving him my love that way. God I love him with all my heart I do and he want me to take him back but I can't. How can I? I'm so scared that he might hurt me again. But he said to me he won't give up because he's ready to love me this time. And someone once told me most guys cheat because they are afraid to give up a little bit of something to gain everything." Sango took a breath closing her eyes. "I thought long and hard about that. I think I can be with Miroku but my heart won't let me." Sango finished looking at them and for the first in four years she let her tears fall from her eyes. She held in her pain so long she couldn't help but let it out. Rin and Kagome somehow felt her pain and they cried with her.

"This is crazy I feel like we're in that movie. Waiting To Exhale." Rin laughed a little wiping her tears away hoping to break some of the negativity in the room. They all started laughing.

"Hey I have that soundtrack." Kagome got up off her bed and put the CD in the radio. They all sat on the bed singing with the words.

"Everyone falls in love sometimes it's wrong, sometimes it's right. For every win someone must fail. There comes a point when we exhale. Shoop, shoop..." They all sang together hugging each other to let each other they are all there for one another.

***

Inuyasha sighed rubbing his head. He sat up continuing on rubbing his head trying to get the pain to go away.

"Shit what time is it?" He looked at his cell phone clock. "8:45." He stood up stretching.

"Inuyasha are you leaving me?" Kikyo sat up looking scared.

"Yes." Inuyasha said getting dressed.

"You're going to Kagome aren't you?"

"No, I'm going somewhere to clear my head." Inuyasha said coldly as he put his sneakers on.

"What is going on with you? I'm giving you what you want right? I mean since Kagome won't have sex with you!" Kikyo yelled. Inuyasha rubbed his head getting a headache. He just grabbed keys and cell and walked out her room leaving her alone. Kikyo began shaking and gripping the sheets tightly. She started crying getting up out of the bed. She started trashing her room screaming.

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Inuyasha sighed driving down the road. He didn't know what the hell he wanted? He thought he keep Kagome as someone to love and keep Kikyo on the sideline like she asked him. He thought it would work out perfectly since Kagome wouldn't have sex with him for two months and Kikyo would be there just so he could get his rocks off. Unfortunately it wasn't working out that way. He hasn't spent much time with Kagome and he just been having sex with Kikyo. He felt it was right until he called out Kagome's name today. His head was hurting and he felt like he was going to go insane.

"Shit, I must've been in Kikyo too long." He said out loud rubbing his head. Now he had to think this over carefully because today he was going to make a his final decision. Kikyo or Kagome........Inuyasha made a list in his head. 'When I think of Kikyo I think of devious, conniving, secretive, dark, shrewd, different, wild, out of control and definitely good for a quick bone.' He nodded his head putting that list to the side. 'When I think of Kagome I think of innocent, pure, calm, kind hearted, sensitive, fragile, intellect, intelligent, different, unique and a soft bed with red rose petals for love making.' Inuyasha but that list to the side he then brought both list together. Even though they were opposite from each other they were both different from other people. That was the main reason why he wanted them. He loved different because that was what he was. Inuyasha once heard his father and grandfather arguing because his father was having a secret affair behind his mother's back. Inuyasha still haven't gotten over that but he learned to forgive and forget. Anyway they were arguing and Inuyasha remember hearing his grandfather said to his father. "You can't turn a hoe into a housewife." Ever since Inuyasha heard that he watched who he dated and he believed Kikyo was his wife. But then she started cheating on him he of course took her back. Now that he was thinking about it, when he was messing with Kagome like kissing her and touching her she was demanding for him to take her as his girlfriend. Now Kikyo just asked him if she could be his sideline. He sighed trying to figure out who sounds more presentable. He headed off to the only place he knew he could get help.

Inuyasha parked his car in the parking lot. He locked his doors and walked into the auto-mechanic shop. It was empty mainly because it was closed but he had a key since his father's friend worked there. Inuyasha closed the door behind him and turned the light on.

"YO ANYONE HERE?!!" He yelled and heard loud very disturbing snoring. He walked over to a car and found the old man that owned the shop there snoring under the car. What was new he was always in that position. Inuyasha walked over to the car window on the driver side and pressed the horn. The old man yelled and jumped up hitting his head on the car. Inuyasha couldn't help but crack up. The old man slid from under the car the and looked at Inuyasha rubbing his head.

"You could've done the courtesy thing and shook me if you wanted me to get up."

"Well you sounded like you was calling the car horns so I responded to you." Inuyasha started laughing at his joke. The old man stood up rubbing his back and grumbling to himself.

"What brings you here young lad? A job perhaps?"

"Feh. Yeah right." Inuyasha smirked leaning against the car.

"So why you come here? Did your father send you here?"

"Nah."

"Oh? Ah have you come here for some advice?"

"You know it."

"Alright Inuyasha tell Ol' Myouga what's wrong?" Myouga said as he wiped his greasy hands off. They walked into his office where he took a seat behind his desk and Inuyasha sat in front of him.

"I think I been screwing up lately. I mean a lot." Inuyasha sighed sitting back in the chair.

"What do you mean?" Myouga asked raising his eyebrow.

"Well you remember when I said I broke up with Kikyo and I'm now dating Kagome?"

"Uh-huh." Myouga nodding his head feeling a little scared to know what his friend's idiot boy did this time.

"Well ever since Kagome and I been together we just had sex. So Kagome figured that we go two months without sex to see if there was more to us then just sex. But me I thrive on sex and I need it it's like a drug to me that I'm addicted to. Then Kikyo said to me that she doesn't mind playing the sideline meaning if Kagome won't have sex with me she'll do it instead."

"Oh no Inuyasha. You haven't been have you? Kagome is a great person and personally I fancy her more then Kikyo."

"Listen I been trying to think who I want to be with. I can't make up my mind and my Grandpa's words keep ringing in my ears. When he said to my Dad you can't turn a hoe into a housewife."

"Exactly."

"Well I'm trying to figure out who's the hoe and who's the housewife."

"Inuyasha in all honesty if you weren't Inutaisho's boy. I would personally kill you myself. Kagome is home material. Kagome is the type of girl you bring to your Grandma's baroque. Kikyo is the girl you keep at night time when you want to do some stuff that you would never ask Kagome to do. I mean I would choose Kagome in a heart beat but I understand how you have lingering feelings for Kikyo since you been with her since the 9th grade. But you can't go by what your small head says think with the one that contains the brain. Kagome is someone you need in your life and I wouldn't think twice about giving you two my blessings." Myouga finished his statement. Inuyasha sighed looking down letting everything Myouga said to him sink in deeply. "Have you been sleeping with Kikyo?"

"Yes." Inuyasha admitted. Myouga shook his head in disappointment. "You young boys I tell ya. You have the ideal woman for you and you go head and mess it up because you want a little booty. I once told this girl why I think guys cheat. Since she told me about her boyfriend cheating on her."

"Why do you think guys cheat?" Inuyasha looked up at him curious to know.

"Because they are afraid to give up a little something to gain everything." Myouga said slamming his fist against the desk so Inuyasha understands how serious this is. "In your case you're about to and excuse my language but you're about to fuck up everything with Kagome because you are scared to give up a little bit of sex. Think about it once you give up that little sex and Kagome feels this can work that girl can give you everything and you won't ever have to worry about her cheating or straying away because she'll give herself to you fully." Myouga said. Inuyasha sighed looking at his cell phone. He knew Myouga was right 100%. Inuyasha slowly picked his cell phone dialing numbers. "Kikyo....I um....look this isn't going to workout. I can't do this anymore. I'm not going to sleep with you anymore."

"What?" Kikyo said in disbelief. "W-W-W-W-What do you mean? I-I-Inuyasha you can't do this to me. I need you."

"I'm sorry Kikyo. I'm going to work things out with Kagome and she's who I wanna be with. Sorry again you still own a piece of my heart." With that Inuyasha hung up. Myouga nodded his head in approval. Inuyasha sighed hoping everything was going to be for the better.

***

Kikyo growled angrily. She backed up against the corner of wall sliding down the wall and laying curled in a ball.

"He can't leave me. DAMN THAT FUCKING KAGOME!!!" Kikyo scream crying. "Inuyasha you can't leave me ever, ever, ever, ever. I won't let you leave me. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.................."

Yeah so the chap was a little long I hope you don't mind at all. I know everything is getting tight because I'm getting tense from just writing. ::shivers:: anyway hope your still liking it.