InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Enemy Mine ❯ Chapter 8~Night of Goodbyes! ( Chapter 10 )

Enemy Mine

 

 

By Mija

 

 

Disclaimer~Dont own, ok guys this may be way short and not as good as you may think. Its been awhile since I have updated any of my fics and I am not sure if I am up to it just yet. As most of you know I had a few recent deaths in my family back in March, my grandmother and father, but just about a month ago I also lost my uncle and had to move a few days later and have finally made the move but still have some getting stuff together sort of thing, and of course its still hard to deal with 3 close family deaths in less then a few months apart, but I am trying to update this fic and hopefully a few others. I do have this new ISP for now but dont know how long that will last so I will try to at least make this update, so sorry if its short and not grammer correct or spelling correct. Thank you all for your patience and condolences, they have meant the world to me, ty huggles and smiles Mija...:-)..Oh and btw, I have started and have been updating another fic about FullMetal Achemist, just letting those of you know about it incase your wondering why I am doing that fic instead of finishing my others. Right now, I am on a major FullMetal Alchemist binge and have been obsessed with it recently, so I started to write a few chapters for that certain anime before my uncle passed, then I began to upload it and well ya know how things go sometimes...I intend to finish my other fics, but that one is on the top of my head at the moment..cant help it, something about that anime that just got to me, like Inuyasha first did. So no being upset wif me k?? Ty Ty.

 

 

Chapter 8~ Night of Goodbyes!

 

 

 

 

~~~Kagome didnt go back to her small hovel of a room for most of the day. She pondered what Hojo had said. She had no doubt that Yasha had heard all that Hojo had said and would no doubt be planning his parting. Kagome should be glad right? After all he was her captor, but the thought of him leaving bothered her. She was not stupid. Nieve yes, in many ways, but not stupid. She loved the stranger that kept her hostage, who threatened to hurt her brother to garner her compliance. How could she love such a man? A traitor to thier Lord Ekki? Well one she did not pledge any allegiance to Lord Ekki so that was not much of a reason and in her mind, helping anyone that wanted to bring down Ekki, was helping her and the village right? She could go on and try to explain her attraction and reasons for wanting to help him, but in all truth, it came down to one thing. She thinks she had fallen in love with the rude male laying in her bed. How had it happened? How could she love such a man? She couldnt explain it really. She should hate him, but for some reason she could not. When she was near him, she could feel her heart race faster, her body flush red and heat up a bit higher. Her tummy would flutter as if a thousand butterfly's danced in her abdoman. At night she had the oddest and most vivid dreams. She dreamed of him touching her in places one should not touch another unless married and wed to the other. But it had not stopped. Everynight she dreamed of him touching her, kissing her, feeling his hands touch her most sacred and private places that only blazed with heat and throbed with acheing upon her waking. She often woke up embarrassed and feeling ashamed, although they were just dreams, she felt so wanton and guilty for having them, even if her captor did not know of them, a part of her feared he could somehow tell. She often thanked Kami that it was still dark and her captor still asleep when she got up to start her day, that way he would never be able to see the blush and the guilt upon her face when she woke from one of her steamy little dreams.

 

~~~But with the news Hojo had given her today, made her most sad and meloncoly. So she totally forgot of all those dreams, and concentrated on how she felt about Hojo and his news. She so did not want to wed Hojo. He was a nice enough sort of man. A bit power hungry and self absorbed, but a good man a heart she felt. At least she thought so. She did not know him all that well except for his visits and most of the times he talked of his plans of the future, his goals, his wishes to become chief of the village and take a wife. Sadly he had choosen her for some reason and she feared that her uncle would be all to willing to get her off his back, her only consolation was that if she married Hojo, she would be able to take Sota with her and they would be together, no longer servants but in a real home, together as family. So she may not love her new husband, but she could do worse right? He was a good man and she could learn to be happy, especially if it meant Sota being with her as well. Not that she would have much of a choice one way or the other, in these times, it was the male head of the family to chose and approve of a female family members future husband. Even if she did not wish to marry Hojo, all he had to do was get her uncles permission and annouce his intentions in the village to make it a done deal. She would have no say in the matter what so ever, which only made her sadder by the second.

 

~~~Kagome finally went back to her lodegings with her meager dinner. She wasnt all that hungry, especially for the cold vegetable stew and stale bread that had been given to her. She had known that her uncle and cousin had feasted on fresh rabbit and freshly picked vegetables with newly baked warm bread and fine sake with dumplings and rice as well. She would know, she had made it for them. But her? she had been given stale bread and vegetable stew, cold and clotted. But she had also managed to sneak out a bottle of sake that her uncle kept in a certain place. He wouldnt miss the bottle, at least she hoped not. Tonight felt like a night to drink, although she was not one for drinking at ALL, she just seemed to need it. she wanted to numb the pain, the thought of marring a man she didnt love and loving a man she had no business loving or caring for at all. Not to mention the news of Lord Ekki's new plans for the overseers castle. That meant that Ekki would have a stronger hold on thier village as well as the six others that resided in the area. Why now she thought? Why them? No one had really cared about thier small village or the surrounding ones in ages...so why now? Was the war moving closer to them? Would they be involved? Would the people she had come to know and care for be killed or slain? Would her brother be safe? These thoughts went through her mind as she entered her hovel with her tray of cold stale food. She had taken a few drinks of the sake before coming into her cold damp room, and her head felt nicely heady and cloudy.

 

~~~What she hadnt eaten, which wasnt much at all, she left for Yasha. He needed it more than her. She feared that he would be leaving her soon, and he needed his strength. Yes he had healed far and fabously so far, but she knew he still needed some more time to heal, to gather his strength. When he left, she wanted to know that she had done her best to help him leave as healthy as possible. The thought of him leaving only made her mood darken. She didnt know why she should feel his loss when he wasnt even gone yet, but when he did, she knew that loosing him would hurt a place in her heart deeply. Why? Why? Why did she have to feel anything at ALL for the man who had taken her captive and made her do his bidding by threatening to hurt her beloved brother? Of course he had not done anything to hurt her or Sota, but he had said he would if she did not listen to him, did not help him. Instead of being thankful for him leaving soon, she was sad. Instead of her wishing he would leave, she found her self wishing he would stay. Instead of her hating him for how had had manipulated her, she loved him. Was she nuts? Was she insane? Was her uncle right? Was she nothing but trash? Something to be used and tossed away? She didnt know, but thinking about it only made her heart and her now aching head hurt.

 

"Oy..whats your problem? " came that gruff voice in the dark, from the direction of her futon.

 

"Just tired...bought you some food...its cold...but thats all there is...theres also some good sake there, not full but enough to help you with any pains." she replied with a tired sigh.

 

~~~Inuyasha could see her clearly in the dark, and she looked so sad and so lost. Something in him twisted. His stomache knoted up and something in his chest became heavy. He didnt like that feeling, he didnt like seeing her like that. Even when he had first come here and threatened to hurt her or her brother if she didnt help him heal, she hadnt looked sad, she looked angry and even when she did as he had told her, she had been stubborn, when following his orders. He had not seen her like this and it made him feel angry and strange all at the same time. And to add to that, he could tell she was a bit tipsy. It was easy to see. She swayed ever so slightly in the dark room, it would practically be unnoticed except to him and his keen sight, not to mention the smell of Sake on her as well. It was light, but he could smell it. So Kagome had drank sake had she? He knew she did not like drinking, she had defied his orders for her to drink the night he had taken her room over and her captive. So why had she drank now?

 

~~~Inuyasha did not ask all the questions that plaqued his mind. Instead he watched her come towards him in the dark, trying hard not to trip as she bought the tray of food to the futon so that he could eat.

 

"Here...as I said it is cold and it may taste bland, but it is all that I could get, eat and gather your strength alright?...I will take my bath and go to bed shortly." She stated in the dark, sliding the tray of food towards his general direction before turning around and heading for the small wooden tub that she filled with water from a near by bucket.

 

~~~Of course she was still under the impression that he could not see a single thing in the dark, and the fact that she knew her way around her own room in the dark, made her feel as she had an advantage over her captor. But Inuyasha knew better. He could see her as clear as day. And he kept his eyes glued to her as he ate the nasty food she had given him. He couldnt wait to get back to the castle, back home, with real baths that were warm, food that was plentyful and GOOD. But at the moment he couldnt be choosy, so he ate, and he watched. Oh why he tortured himself by watching her do her nightly toiletries, he always got hard just watching her undress as she was doing now. His loins would quiver and the pressure in his abdoman would grow as he watched her disrobe, then take off her breast bindings. Heat would gather in his belly as he not only saw but heard the material of her clothing slide off her ivory colored skin and pool at her tiny feet. Damn she was beautifull. Tiny and slendor. Delicate. She wasnt especially huge in the breast department, but large enough to fill his palms, he knew, he had held them as she had slept many times during the nights. Her nipples a nice dusky rose color the always budded ever so nicely when he breathed upon those deliciouse looking nubs.

 

~~~Inuyasha bit his lip to keep from moaning out loud. God he was so damn hard. He wanted to take her so badly and taste every perfect inch of her, from her nicely rounded breasts, down the valley between them, along her smooth and flat tummy, and down even more where she had the most cutest thatch of pupic hair at the apex of her thighs. Oh and what thighs she had. Long and slender legs, all pale and creamy. The entire package was irresistable. Nicely small but flared hips, good for baring children and for holding onto when she was ridden hard into the mattress. Just that thought alone made him bite harder onto his lip. This was getting unbearable for him. He wanted her. Wanted her badly. But did he have to right to take her innocence? Any other time and with any other female he wouldnt have hesitated to seduce and screw the womans ever loving brains out. But not with Kagome. She was his angel. She had healed him, fed him and taken care of him, even after he had threatened her. He could tell she did this all with out remorse or trepidation. She did not help him out of obligation, but because it was the right thing to do, what she WANTED to do. Oh he had figured out that she had a crush on him, so seducing her wouldnt have taken much he was sure. But it felt somehow wrong. He didnt want to hurt her like that, didnt want to repay her kindness with his lewd ways. But sometimes? Like now? He wanted so badly to.

 

 

 

 

A/N~okies heres the next chapter, yes short and no real action, but I promise you this the next chapter, which I AM working on, will be a lemon k?? thank you all for your patience and your faithfulness. And of course all your wonderfull reviews and sympathies, they both and all mean the world to me. Thank you all, much luv and huggles and smiles, be well safe and as happy as you can be, till next chapter, Mija...:-)