InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Enseñame A Olvidar ❯ Replacement ( Chapter 4 )

Enseñame A Olvidar

Chapter 4: Replacement (Inuyasha's POV)

Damn him. Damn that stupid wolf. Damn him. I must resent the fact that he let me live but I can't hate him. He's able to get over the pain the way I'm not. Damn him for being stronger than I am. Sesshomaru glares at me as I slash his precious sakura. He pulls me by my red kimono dropping me in front of Kohaku. I hate to say this but he reminds me of her. He has the same naivety in his eyes. So clueless to the limits of his life even after all he's been through. She was just like that till he came along. I'm almost seeing red as I silently glare at him. He gulps the sound making me smile. So I scare him.

"Inuyasha. You are supposed to be training not exciting yourself with the sight of the ningen."

"Feh." Kouga, who doesn't have to 'train' today, laughs softly. Sesshomaru says it's because of his 'injuries' but I know what favoritism is. I raise my claws flexing them as I prepare to strike. I can smell fear off of the human and it excites me to a point I can't explain. He backs away in fear dropping his scythe in the process. I slash in front of him purposely missing. He falls to the floor dragging himself away from me.

"Inuyasha!"

"Leave them be Kouga, he has to work out his hatred for him before we can ever face Naraku." He thinks he can get away but his scent is too strong. It's so fucking amazing. Wait what's wrong with me? I wanted to kill him now my mind is thinking of doing other things to him. I jump into a tree sitting as silently as possible. He stops thinking I've quit chasing him. I dive down pushing him to the ground. He's helpless under me struggling futilely. I feel something rub against my thigh and he stops closing his eyes tightly.

"You're aroused by me. Very interesting. I should kill you right now."

"Please don't. I didn't mean for her to get hurt."

"Hurt? She's dead idiot!" I slam his shoulders down hearing a whimper but it wasn't from him. I sniff the air finding something familiar in it. I get up pulling the human with me. His fear has passed replaced with curiosity.

"Inuyasha? Inuyasha!" He tries to sit up but he's in too much pain.

"Shippo? I thought you were dead?"

"Kagome-kaasan saved me but they killed her. It's all my fault." I didn't understand but I picked him up anyway. Kohaku rode my back as Kagome use to. He was a replacement for her this I now realized as his legs wrapped tighter around me.

Kouga helped me bandage up Shippo and then he was left to rest while Kohaku and I were made to go back to training. Sesshomaru had given us both wooden swords saying if he gave us real ones we'd probably kill one another. Kohaku wasn't too good with the sword but he managed to block some of my blows. I could see he was in pain as he tried to keep standing after I'd whacked the back of both his knees. He ran towards me but I hit him in the stomach with the wooden sword making him drop his own sword and fall forward. I caught him pulling him to me so his back was pressed against my front.

"Tell me why Shippo thinks Kagome's death is his fault." I pulled tighter hearing him whimper in pain.

"I don't know. I can't really remember much of what happened except all of them dying. So many dying." He let his head fall pressing his chin to his chest as he cried his body shaking against mine. I turned him and let him cry into my chest feeling guilty for having been the one to cause his tears. He wrapped his arms around my waist holding me tightly as I caressed his scalp the short strands of his hair running between my fingers. He smelled of lavender from constantly bathing in Sesshomaru's springs, like Kagome he had an obsession with bathing. I sat back letting him seat himself on my lap with his legs outstretched behind me. He pulled back to face me tears making his brown eyes shine.

"Thank you, crying helps lessen the pain of loss." He made to get up but I kept him on my lap. Curiously he gazed at me as I leaned closer into him my eyes locked on his lips. They felt softer than I could've imagined as I traced my tongue over them asking him for access. He opened his mouth to me and I slipped my tongue inside relishing in the sweetness of his mouth. His tongue dueled with mine as he held my head in his hands a plea not to break the kiss, a plea I listened to. I brought my hands to his slender hips rocking him back and forth so our erections grinded against one another. He moaned into my mouth and pulled away panting and moaning as if unable to decide which suited the situation better. I lay him back on the grass opening the taijiya uniform he wore to free his arousal. I traced it up to the tip and he brought his hands over mine to stop me. Water was thrown on both of us and I glared up at Sesshomaru growling and swearing I saw him smirk.

"None of that on my property."

"I don't give a fuck who's property it is. You can watch if you want to." Kohaku stiffened possibly offended by this but one stroke of his erection had that forgotten.

"I'm serious Inuyasha. Even you should understand how degrading it is for a mate to be taken in such a despicable way. You want to mate with him you must follow proper standards to do so."

"Fuck proper standards if I want him now and he obviously wants me," I slid my hand up Kohaku's shaft causing him to groan as he tried to stop me, "then we'll mate now."

"Inuyasha do you want to be distracted when battling Naraku? Taking a mate now would leave you as such thus losing to Naraku again. Was it not the way you lost the first battle so distracted with the human wench." I got up slashing at Sesshomaru but he moved too fast for me to even see it coming up behind me.

"Don't call her a wench."

"The way you've so quickly replaced her deems it as so. Give time for your wounds to heal to see if you still want this ningen don't toy with him." He pulled Kohaku up to his feet who blushed as he adjusted his taijiya uniform.

"I'll go check on Shippo." Kohaku left as Sesshomaru and I remained in a staring contest which surprisingly Sesshomaru turned away from first.

"I understand you wanting so badly to take a mate after losing the one who made you feel like this world still had a chance, as if it were not just a rotting land. It is the need for company for one who absolutely adores you without concern of what you are or could become. I understand because I feel it too. Just give it time before blindly jumping into something you may not be ready to endure all over again. We know not yet what the outcome of another battle with Naraku could be so wait till that is over before making such a drastic choice even if it's driving you mad." I had never heard him speak so humanly especially to me. I noticed as he passed he glanced over at his garden where Kouga lay simply gazing up at the sky. So that's what it was he wanted to take Kouga on as a mate. How upset our father would be to see that his blood would stop here. Both his sons taking on mates with no possibility of bearing pups. He did do things for love so he would understand. Mother she always did say "think with your heart but do not think at all". I finally understand what she meant.