InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Envy, Jealousy, and Lust ❯ Whats going on?? ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Hi u guys this is my first fanfic so yeah review cuz I really need the encouragement!! so please review...

Disclaimer: *runs around manically* i do own him I do own him!! ok nvm i dont own him!! *crys in a corner*

Why? Why must it be so Inu-Yasha?
Because its become very clear to me, I dont love you. I love Kikyo, youve been more of a distraction for me. To help pass the time till I can have my Kikyo back.
Tears welling to my eyes, I dont understand, all Ive ever done is love you with all of me, and all you seem to do is want to hurt me. Hes totally cold to me, his eyes look as if he's somewhere for from what's happening before him.
Its not hard to understand, Kagome. I dont love you, I cant love you, I never have and never will. I feel as if Im talking to Sesshoumaru, he's so cold no emotions. Kagome shivered, ice cold. It has no effect on him to say such awful things to me. How can he be saying this. I hold on to a near by tree Im becoming very dizzy i the last few minutes. Kagome, you dont really love me, you dont know how to love. Kikyo said that when she got part of her soul, that you stole, she got the loving part back. But you do have some emotions like envy, jealousy, and lust. The jealousy and envy want me so that she cant have me, well Im not letting that happen. Your lust for me is over whelming for you. Thats what Kikyo says. She says it makes you think your in love with me. Tears rolling down my checks I stifle me sobs. Kikyo has already excepted to be my wife. All I must do to marry her is collect the rest of her soul.
You mean k-kill m-me?? The dizziness is starting to take hold. This cant be right it just cant be. How could the caring, inconsiderate, jerk I once loved be such a cold, emotionless, shell?! My tears running down off my chin and hitting the ground silently. I take a step backward as he smiles, this evil smile Ive only once before seen on this face. When he turned into his youkai form and killed all those innocent people.
Of course I cant kill you myself Im not like you, I have a heart, He smirked. I arranged for someone or should I say something to kill you its self. So now run along Im waiting for my beloved to come to me.
Oh Inu-Yasha... how did you become so? I say this in a whisper. All of a sudden I hear a high evil laughter, I looked up and there is Kikyo, she was hear this entire time. I watch as her soul collectors bring her down and set her next to Inu-Yasha. She sneered at me then proceeded to kiss Inu-Yasha in a very passionately fashion.
That was it! To much! I had to get out of there. I ran dizziness making me stumble, but I ran as fast as my legs would carry me. Tears streaking down my face to soak my blouse. I ran, I ran for my life, I ran for my dignity, but most of all, I ran for my heart.
I heard something following me gaining on me fast. I screamed and tried to run faster and I was stumbling around. Tree limbs whipping at my face, arms, and legs. Tearing my outfit to bits, blood seeping out of my wounds, and I kept running. I look back, the creatures gaining on me. All of a sudden the ground from beneath my feet was gone. I fall tumbling down hill screaming all the way, until, suddenly I tumbled smack into a tree. I hit it full on the stomach A sharp crack feels my ears and I scream in pain. The pain floods my entire body and I start to waver in and out of black. I shake my head and manage to get up, the pain searing my body. Im no longer crying but dizzier then ever. I try to run but to no avail, I go from leaning one tree to another. The creature has slowed, not wanting to tumble its self. I reach a tiny stream and my legs give out. I try to get up but the pain over comes me and I give into the darkness. The last thing I remember seeing is two tiny figures leaning over me and then Im lost into the black void.