InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Even in Death ❯ Chapter 1
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By: Inusgirl189 
Even in death our love goes on
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 01.06.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 458 | Status: Completed
Even in death our love goes on
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 01.06.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 458 | Status: Completed
Even in Death
Summary:He's been gone for so long now.I miss him terribly.
But everyone knows that even in death I will always love him.
Rating. PG13
Lyrics by Evanescence : Even in Death
Told In Kagome's Perspective
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It's been years now. Years since that terrible day. The day I lost my love.
<Give me a reason to believe
That you're gone>
I have done nothing but cry ever since then. I stayed in bed for weeks my weight dropped to an un-healthy level.I knew I had gotten weaker.
I didn't want to belive it and I still don't . But I know its real .
Sometimes I still feel like he's still with me.
<I see your shadow so I know
They're all wrong>
I still remember that dreadful day.
************************Flash Back********************
It had allready been a long battle, everyone was wounded badly.
Sango was laying on her side screaming silently in agony.
Miroku was guadring her for life. They had just began their relationship and He would not let Naraku get in the way.
Shippoe was gone. he had been killed by Kagura.
Kouga had come but only to be slain when he tried to save me.
InuYasha and I were the only ones standing.
"INUYASHA LOOK OUT" I scream in fear of my loves life.
Naraku's tentacle peirced through the air.
I didn't realize the Tentacle was aimed for me .
"KAGOME " I heard him yell as he tried to dodge and save me
as he lept into the air the tentacle peirced his stomache.
We fell to the ground. InuYasha landed on top of me, his blood splattered on my blouse.
"INUYASHA....InuYasha say something...please speak to me" I cry out
"Kagome...are you ok?"
I can't belive he just asked me if I was ok I mean he is bleeding and Im barely scratched
"InuYasha you baka you should worry about yourself "
"I'm...fine... " I could tell he was struggling to say that but for his ego's sake I allowed it.
I help him up " Go get him" I whisper. He smirked slightly . I knew if I supported him he would have the strength he needed .
He grasps Tetsusaiga "Die Naraku." He used windscar.
Naraku was shattered but not where he should have been.
InuYasha almost falls into a pool of his own blood.
I ran over and held him up using my own weight.
"INUYASHA ....InuYasha please .....please be ok "
"Worried" he simply chuckled
"Yes you moron..I don't wanna lose you. I love you" I began crying
"Kagome...I love you...too" he says .It shocked me but I kissed him.
<Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay>
Naraku reforms but noone saw.
His sharp tentacle silently peirces the air behind us, drilling towards InuYasha and I .
I , for some reason, look behind us only to scream and watch it hit and Kill the man I love
"INUYASHA!!!!!!" I scream as loud as possible.
I watch as his blood spaltters the earth. The tentacle peirced through his spine and stomache.
I hear him gasping for air but there was nothing I could do.
I saw my arrows. I ran for them . I pick one up.I aim and shoot.
I see Naraku blowing into a thousand peices. I know he is officially dead now, for it hit him in the spider scar.
I ran over to InuYasha .
"InuYasha ...speak to me"
He said nothing only looked at me painfully.
"InuYasha wake up ...speak to me ...please say something...InuYasha ...." I cry loudly . I do not care who hears me.
InuYasha looks up at me for a moment.
"I love you Kagome." he says before allowing his last breath to escape his cold lips. I kiss him, for I know this would be the last time I would.
The jewl had been shattered when Naraku was destroyed. It wasn't fair.
"InuYasha please ...don't give up on me....please..don't leave me...."
I cry harder. My friends come to me and say their respects and try to console me but I won't allow them.
I sit there. staring at the cold lifeless body of the man I loved
I try one more futal attempt to awaken him
"InuYasha ..please ....I love you...you promised you wouldn't leave me."
<They took you away from me
But now I'm taking you home>
I knew it was futile. I took him to the Goshinbuku and buried him. I lay at his grave stone for two weeks , refusing to eat and the only way I slept was crying myself to sleep.
Sango and Miroku came and forced me to go home for a few weeks they said I needed to re-coop then I could come back.
***********************End Flash Back***************************
Its been longer then that since I have been back . Atleast three years.
I can't bear to go back I have to many memories from there.
I still hold his Hamaka.
I sleep with it at night.I wear it. I can't sleep if I don't have it.
I cry every night. I dream about him , those dreams turn to nightmares of him screaming and me being able to do nothing. And when I finaly awaken
I only wait for night so I would be able to see his sweet face again.
I feel awful, I always dreamt of us having children and growing old together and me staying with him in his era rather then mine.
But now those dreams are meerly that...dreams. Dreams and nothing more and never will be.
I quite school .I could never focus. So I just dropped out and worked here at the shrine. Not that I ever worked.
I mainly stay in my room and cry. I stayed here for two straigh weeks
I lost so much weight I dropped down to 78 lbs.
My mom put me in a hospital for three days till they said I was healty enough. I want to visit the grave once more but I can't.
I know I can't go back it brings back to many memories .
<I will stay forever here with you
My love>
I cry and play sad songs over and over. I can't move on no matter how much I try. I tried t oget back to my usual routine but I felt like nothing. I am nothing with out him.
<The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death, our love goes on>
I loved him and I still do. Even in Death I will always love him.
<Some say I'm crazy for my love
Oh my love >
They told me to stay away from his grave for a few weeks and get rid of everything that reminded me of him. I couldn't. That would be asking me to kill myself. All the love I have for him will never go away.
No bond can hold me from him.
<But no bonds can hold me from your side
Oh my love >
what they don't know is, he is still here. I know it sounds odd but he is.
Metaphysically speaking, He comes to me at night , in spirit, and wrapps his arms around me, he sings to me. He tells me he will never leave me again. But I know once the sun rises, he will be gone. My only hope is to sleep forever, and I will if need only to see him.
<They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me>
I am ready to sleep forever. If only to see my love once again.
I won't ever leave his side. Even if that means I'm to die.
<I will stay forever here with you
My love>
I remember the sweet words we said and all the times you held me.
All those times you were there for me but I wan't there when you needed me the most. I'm sorry ..I'm so sorry. Im crying out loud . Saying I'm sorry to an infinite nothing.
<The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death, our love goes on
And I can't love you any more than I do>
I wish this had never happend, my love, oh how I wish it was I that died rather then you. Now I must live with this empty feeling. Forever.
I can't eat. I can't sleep but I do only to see your face.
I wan't to be by your side now more then ever.
So I know now what I must do.
I run to the shrine. I want to make this quick and painless.
Even though I deserve to die as painful and more so then you, my love.
The shrine has a gun in it, just in case of robers or in my case, this.
I grasps the gun in my now thin and bloody fingers,
I can't pull the trigger just yet.
I wait and go to my loves grave.
I want to die by his side like I should have in the battle
<I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death, our love goes on
And I can't love you any more than I do>
I sit next to his grave after crossing over the time stream to the fuedal era.
I place the gun to my head. I love you InuYasha
I pull the trigger.The bullet blows through my skull. My lifeless body lays on the grave of my love.
It's over. Finally no more suffering I can finally be with him for all eternity.
<Darling, real love is forever>
Epilougue.
I wake into a infinite nothing, InuYasha is at my side.
I missed you . he says'
I missed you too my love.
he holds me and I know I can rest in peice.
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A/N I know I had to have a sad story
R./R
Summary:He's been gone for so long now.I miss him terribly.
But everyone knows that even in death I will always love him.
Rating. PG13
Lyrics by Evanescence : Even in Death
Told In Kagome's Perspective
*********************************************************
It's been years now. Years since that terrible day. The day I lost my love.
<Give me a reason to believe
That you're gone>
I have done nothing but cry ever since then. I stayed in bed for weeks my weight dropped to an un-healthy level.I knew I had gotten weaker.
I didn't want to belive it and I still don't . But I know its real .
Sometimes I still feel like he's still with me.
<I see your shadow so I know
They're all wrong>
I still remember that dreadful day.
************************Flash Back********************
It had allready been a long battle, everyone was wounded badly.
Sango was laying on her side screaming silently in agony.
Miroku was guadring her for life. They had just began their relationship and He would not let Naraku get in the way.
Shippoe was gone. he had been killed by Kagura.
Kouga had come but only to be slain when he tried to save me.
InuYasha and I were the only ones standing.
"INUYASHA LOOK OUT" I scream in fear of my loves life.
Naraku's tentacle peirced through the air.
I didn't realize the Tentacle was aimed for me .
"KAGOME " I heard him yell as he tried to dodge and save me
as he lept into the air the tentacle peirced his stomache.
We fell to the ground. InuYasha landed on top of me, his blood splattered on my blouse.
"INUYASHA....InuYasha say something...please speak to me" I cry out
"Kagome...are you ok?"
I can't belive he just asked me if I was ok I mean he is bleeding and Im barely scratched
"InuYasha you baka you should worry about yourself "
"I'm...fine... " I could tell he was struggling to say that but for his ego's sake I allowed it.
I help him up " Go get him" I whisper. He smirked slightly . I knew if I supported him he would have the strength he needed .
He grasps Tetsusaiga "Die Naraku." He used windscar.
Naraku was shattered but not where he should have been.
InuYasha almost falls into a pool of his own blood.
I ran over and held him up using my own weight.
"INUYASHA ....InuYasha please .....please be ok "
"Worried" he simply chuckled
"Yes you moron..I don't wanna lose you. I love you" I began crying
"Kagome...I love you...too" he says .It shocked me but I kissed him.
<Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay>
Naraku reforms but noone saw.
His sharp tentacle silently peirces the air behind us, drilling towards InuYasha and I .
I , for some reason, look behind us only to scream and watch it hit and Kill the man I love
"INUYASHA!!!!!!" I scream as loud as possible.
I watch as his blood spaltters the earth. The tentacle peirced through his spine and stomache.
I hear him gasping for air but there was nothing I could do.
I saw my arrows. I ran for them . I pick one up.I aim and shoot.
I see Naraku blowing into a thousand peices. I know he is officially dead now, for it hit him in the spider scar.
I ran over to InuYasha .
"InuYasha ...speak to me"
He said nothing only looked at me painfully.
"InuYasha wake up ...speak to me ...please say something...InuYasha ...." I cry loudly . I do not care who hears me.
InuYasha looks up at me for a moment.
"I love you Kagome." he says before allowing his last breath to escape his cold lips. I kiss him, for I know this would be the last time I would.
The jewl had been shattered when Naraku was destroyed. It wasn't fair.
"InuYasha please ...don't give up on me....please..don't leave me...."
I cry harder. My friends come to me and say their respects and try to console me but I won't allow them.
I sit there. staring at the cold lifeless body of the man I loved
I try one more futal attempt to awaken him
"InuYasha ..please ....I love you...you promised you wouldn't leave me."
<They took you away from me
But now I'm taking you home>
I knew it was futile. I took him to the Goshinbuku and buried him. I lay at his grave stone for two weeks , refusing to eat and the only way I slept was crying myself to sleep.
Sango and Miroku came and forced me to go home for a few weeks they said I needed to re-coop then I could come back.
***********************End Flash Back***************************
Its been longer then that since I have been back . Atleast three years.
I can't bear to go back I have to many memories from there.
I still hold his Hamaka.
I sleep with it at night.I wear it. I can't sleep if I don't have it.
I cry every night. I dream about him , those dreams turn to nightmares of him screaming and me being able to do nothing. And when I finaly awaken
I only wait for night so I would be able to see his sweet face again.
I feel awful, I always dreamt of us having children and growing old together and me staying with him in his era rather then mine.
But now those dreams are meerly that...dreams. Dreams and nothing more and never will be.
I quite school .I could never focus. So I just dropped out and worked here at the shrine. Not that I ever worked.
I mainly stay in my room and cry. I stayed here for two straigh weeks
I lost so much weight I dropped down to 78 lbs.
My mom put me in a hospital for three days till they said I was healty enough. I want to visit the grave once more but I can't.
I know I can't go back it brings back to many memories .
<I will stay forever here with you
My love>
I cry and play sad songs over and over. I can't move on no matter how much I try. I tried t oget back to my usual routine but I felt like nothing. I am nothing with out him.
<The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death, our love goes on>
I loved him and I still do. Even in Death I will always love him.
<Some say I'm crazy for my love
Oh my love >
They told me to stay away from his grave for a few weeks and get rid of everything that reminded me of him. I couldn't. That would be asking me to kill myself. All the love I have for him will never go away.
No bond can hold me from him.
<But no bonds can hold me from your side
Oh my love >
what they don't know is, he is still here. I know it sounds odd but he is.
Metaphysically speaking, He comes to me at night , in spirit, and wrapps his arms around me, he sings to me. He tells me he will never leave me again. But I know once the sun rises, he will be gone. My only hope is to sleep forever, and I will if need only to see him.
<They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me>
I am ready to sleep forever. If only to see my love once again.
I won't ever leave his side. Even if that means I'm to die.
<I will stay forever here with you
My love>
I remember the sweet words we said and all the times you held me.
All those times you were there for me but I wan't there when you needed me the most. I'm sorry ..I'm so sorry. Im crying out loud . Saying I'm sorry to an infinite nothing.
<The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death, our love goes on
And I can't love you any more than I do>
I wish this had never happend, my love, oh how I wish it was I that died rather then you. Now I must live with this empty feeling. Forever.
I can't eat. I can't sleep but I do only to see your face.
I wan't to be by your side now more then ever.
So I know now what I must do.
I run to the shrine. I want to make this quick and painless.
Even though I deserve to die as painful and more so then you, my love.
The shrine has a gun in it, just in case of robers or in my case, this.
I grasps the gun in my now thin and bloody fingers,
I can't pull the trigger just yet.
I wait and go to my loves grave.
I want to die by his side like I should have in the battle
<I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death, our love goes on
And I can't love you any more than I do>
I sit next to his grave after crossing over the time stream to the fuedal era.
I place the gun to my head. I love you InuYasha
I pull the trigger.The bullet blows through my skull. My lifeless body lays on the grave of my love.
It's over. Finally no more suffering I can finally be with him for all eternity.
<Darling, real love is forever>
Epilougue.
I wake into a infinite nothing, InuYasha is at my side.
I missed you . he says'
I missed you too my love.
he holds me and I know I can rest in peice.
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A/N I know I had to have a sad story
R./R