InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Even The Distance Feels So Near ❯ Out Of Oblivion ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer : I don't own a damned thing! Rumiko Takahashi does, THIS IS A NARAKU KAGOME PAIRING, IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT DON'T GO ANY FURTHER!!!
 
Warning : THIS FICTION WILL CONTAIN MANY LEMONS!! (not in this chapter but in a couple) if you can't handle lemons don't read !!!...well you can read just don't complain, I'll mark them so people can skip them if need be. THANKS!
 
Anyway my first Naraku Kagome endeavor, I hope you all enjoy…..
 
 
Chapter 1: Cast Out Of Oblivion
 
Cold….so cold …..warm…blood dripping from her throat where three deep gashes slid from behind her ear to the middle of her neck
 
Kagome ceased to sob, the energy was draining from her with every drop of blood that left her wounds, her mouth, her nose…
 
Her sapphire eyes were losing their light fast and suddenly the darkness came
 
Cast into the land of dreams like a rag doll , they rolled over her like waves….the first came….it was a memory…….they were all memories…..sleeping memories…..
 
~O~O~O~O~O~~~ Sleeping Memory One ~~~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~
 
“Honey, meet your new baby brother. His name is Souta” said a very happy Yasuhiro Higurashi as he held a blue clad bundle to a happy bouncy Seven year old kagome
 
“Hi baby” she said bending down and kissing his soft little face
 
“papa can I see mommy?” she asked
 
“In a little while angel….in a little while, just stay here with grammy and gramps for a bit longer” he said as he kissed the top of her head
 
“I love you kagome” he said
 
“I love you too papa” she said with a toothy grin
 
Kagome went back to the chair in the waiting room and played with her doll smiling and humming happily to herself
 
“Hi” said a little boy who walked up to her, he was about her age maybe a year younger.
 
“Hi” she said back
 
“Is your mommy having a baby too?” he asked as he settled next to her with a toy car
 
“Yes, my mommy gave me a little brother. His name is Souta” she said with a smile
 
“Wow!! A BROTHER!!!, I got a sister” he said the last part with no enthusiasm
 
“I wanted a sister” she said softly
 
“I wish we could trade” he said
 
“I don't, I love my brother” she said proudly
 
“Want some?” he asked offering her a gummy bear
 
“Yeah!” she said taking a hand full of the amorphous multicolored bare shaped jewels
 
“hey wanna see something cool?” she asked
 
“sure” he said between bites of bear
 
Kagome looked around mischievously and made sure no one was looking she then licked an orange gummy bear and blew on it a bit before looking around again and launching it with all of her force into the ceiling
 
“I learned that from my cousin” giggled kagome
 
The bear stuck to the ceiling helplessly looking down at them as if pleading and they both giggled hard
 
“Hey lets give him some friends” said the boy before they cautiously launched a wave of bears onto the ceiling
 
They were giggling like mad when he came , a man who looked like kagome's playmate his face red and his eyes latent with tears
 
“Come on Taka we can go see mommy now but you can't talk about the baby” he said as he choked back tears
 
“Why not papa?” asked the boy with fear in his eyes
 
“Because son……she died…your baby sister died” he said as he choked back a sob and buried his face in his sons tiny shoulder
 
“It's ok papa….I….I” the boy too began to cry and was swept away as he and his father entered the hospital room two doors down from her mother.
 
Kagome felt strange , she was confused…..how could a baby die? She drew her little knees into her chest and looked up at the rainbow of bears she and her play mate had arranged on the ceiling and was lost in the abyss of confusion and wonder.
 
That was the first time kagome ever thought of death…..it would not be the last , her grandmother a year later, her best friend from school the year after and her father the year after that……forward seven years and here she was…death seductively taking in her scent ……breathing with her , shallow pained , drained ……
 
 
Just as soon as the black regained her she was cast out again , wings clipped into another dream….memory…..something
 
These occurrences had happened exactly as kagome was dreaming them….they came to her in a state of unconsciousness caused by a closeness with death that most do not live to tell about. Call them what you will…….
 
~O~O~O~O~O~~~ Sleeping Memory Two ~~~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~
 
“Kagome can I talk to you alone?” asked Inuyasha
 
“Of course Inuyasha” she said happily
 
“Kagome you know that the last jewel shards are the ones in kouga's legs and the one in Kohaku's back” he said
 
“yeah” she replied
 
“Well kagome you know I would like nothing more than to be with you, to love you to hold you forever. To make love to you” he breathed as he pulled her to him
 
“When it's over kagome you know I would love to live with you and have pups and be your mate and grow together in peace and comfort” he added still holding her
 
“OH INUYASHA I LOVE YOU I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR TH…..” he cut her off
 
“but I can't …..” he said
 
“Kagome I love you but, I love Kikyou more, I loved her first and I can't betray her….I hope you'll understand…..I want you to go home and forget about this place. You've seen so much death already, you should just go and live your life in your own time” he said as she struggled to get out of his hold
 
“please kagome It'll just be better if you go and never come back” he said as she slumped against him in agony
 
She saw Kikyou standing there near a tree a twisted smile crossed her face as kagome's eyes burned with tears
 
“go” he said pulling her off of him
 
“I'll tell the others you went” he said
 
She nodded absently and ran fast not looking back , no she couldn't look back if she wanted to. She ran until she saw the well she launched herself in and let out a howl of pain just as she was engulfed in the energy.
 
She looked up to see the well house and ran to her room. No one was home as it was the middle of the day.
 
Kagome ran a bath and soaked her sorrows away, boddy wracked with sobs, humiliation, betrayal, anger, unfulfilled lust, sorrow beyond words, beyond feeling.
 
Soon she was numb and pruny, she put her pajamas on and slept, Kaomge slept for a day and a half before she stirred. It was summer break, her eighteenth birthday six months away. None of that mattered to her
 
Her mother hadn't even noticed she was home. Her door locked she only got up to use her bathroom and drink water from the bottle near her bed.
 
Kagome hadn't eaten in two days and didn't feel like filling herself with anything
 
On the third day she made herself known….her mother watched with a pained expression as Kagome sat there under the sacred tree, knees drawn to her chest, eyes toward the sky and then darkness came again.
 
Enveloped her like a greedy blanket of nothing….she felt her mind going numb , like insomnia on a Sunday night….. cast into the next memory unprepared……she could not face what reality came to haunt her , what sin crept into her mind…..
 
~O~O~O~O~O~~~ Sleeping Memory Three ~~~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~
 
Kagome had been home for three months and she was adjusting, she'd been heavily depressed
 
She barely ate and had been sleeping her days away. She'd escape in her music and began seeing her old dance instructor again for extensive training.
 
Inuyasha was always irritated when he caught her. She would steal away a few moments here and there to dance, she never told her companions she was a dancer for fear of breaking down.
 
School was important alright but she could miss it without heavy consequence….dance, that was another thing all together, she missed dancing with all of her heart, yet she gave it up….she let her heart sink all for Inuyasha.
 
Since her father died it was her outlet, she used dance to express her unrealized emotions, to calm her energy. She knew Inuyasha would watch her sometimes and she always wondered why he was angry with her almost every time he watched her.
 
They never spoke of it. She would steal her time less and less as of late for fear of having to deal with the surly hanyou and his temperament.
 
Now however, she was home…home again….for good and dance would help her overcome the pain she held from the feudal era
 
She'd spend hours a day at the dance studio she'd trained at in her youth. In just three months her progress was amazing she'd taken to dancing everyday after school and all day on the weekends
 
Traditional Japanese, Brazilian, Ballet, jazz, modern, hip hop and even a belly dancing class. She'd made new friends in her dance classes but also remained close to her high school friends
 
She'd told them about the two timing jerk and how he'd left her for good. Eri and the rest of her close friends all had boyfriends and would offer to set her up with a friend of a friend of a friend's cousin every once in a while but she always declined and settled on hearing the sordid details of her horny friends' smut filled lives
 
Ayumi who's extra gay brother was a aspiring fashion designer went through kagome's closet and threw almost everything out and in place they went on a spree and got all the latest fashion must haves for the season, kagome didn't really care but it felt nice to feel good in her clothes.
 
Her body was always a bit thin but now she had impressive curves to go with her long lithe form, Her breasts grew to be even larger than Sango's and her hips were nicely curved. Her body was still long and lean and her stomach was flat and tone.
 
Her flat tight stomach was perfect from dancing as were her long legs and arms.
 
It also didn't help that her two closest dance studio friends who moonlighted as strippers to pay for college dragged her to several tantric sex and kama sutra workshops.
 
At least when she did find a guy now who loved her she'd be able to more than please him thanks to a couple of downtown Tokyo ballet dancing strippers.
 
It was a month before her 18th birthday and school was actually going well for her , even her math class.
 
Kagome fell asleep reading her copy of “Aurelia” by Gerard De Nerval, it was fast becoming one of her favorite books.
 
She was dressed in her winter dance dress since the winter dance was around the corner she had tried it on and to her surprise it was comfortable. It was dark blue and the bodice was a strappy fitted one the material was a light satin that flowed. The dress reminded her of a Goddess dress.
 
Given to her by Ayumi's brother Hisa, who had already landed himself a runway at Tokyo's fashion week in the fall.
 
Kagome was given one of the couture gowns to wear to her dance on the condition that she model for his spring fashion show in New York.
 
She was being set up for the dance with some friend of Yuka's who was half American just like kagome's father. The origins of her blue eyes laid somewhere just south of Los Angeles California.
 
Kagome slumped with her face in the book and suddenly she felt a breeze . “gotta close the window” he muttered as she rolled around in her bed…..no the dirt.
 
She shot up and looked around , she was surrounded by wood then she looked up
 
“WHAT THE FU…..” Her mouth had fouled up considerably from keeping the company of strippers…..however , she was rendered speechless by the sight above her…the sky and the well was uncovered and filled with vines
 
that only meant one thing “the mother fucking feudal era” she mused angrily
 
It was day break and she was wearing a gaudy blue dress and holding a strange book
 
She had to get the hell outta dodge and fast. Kagome climbed out of the well and launched herself back in not even looking around to see if anyone was watching
 
She hit the bottom with a loud thud
 
“OUCH!” she roared as she tried four more times
 
Kagura looked on at the sight in front of her , this strangely clad Miko jumping in the well and back out like a mad woman
 
Suddenly Kagura's gaze was taken in the opposite direction where she saw a strange red and white mass coming toward her.
 
She cocked her head and then she snarled “that creepy bitch” she said as she saw soul stealers
 
She watched the abomination stumble through the forest clutching the hard wounds on her shoulder and side
 
“Hakudoshi got her good” chuckled Kagura before she turned her attention back to the Miko near the well.
 
“FUCK ME!!!” she heard as the Miko emerged from the well after the twenty fifth try and sat down in anger
 
“NO FUCKING WAY AM I GOING TO STAY HERE!!! NOOOO MOTHERFUCKING WAY!” she shouted
 
Just then the clay woman was lifted by her serpents and taken to the young Miko
 
“Kagome” spat the clay and bone doll
 
“look I'm not here because I want to be ok so don't start with me, I need to find a way back” she spat back
 
“I….I…ahh” said the clay Miko falling forward only to caught by kagome
 
“Kikyou what happened?” she asked as she cast aside her anger for the woman and looked at her severe wounds.
 
“let me heal you” said kagome softly, forgetting her anger.
 
“why would you do that for me after all I've done?” she asked
 
“Look just help me get back when I'm done and don't tell Inuyasha I was here?” she said
 
“ok” said the Miko
 
“Interesting” muttered Kagura as she stayed in the shadows
 
“this is the one huh…..it can't be….how …?” Kagura looked at the hands of the Miko , then at her own and sighed in awe , she then noticed the full bottom lip and the shapes of their noses were exactly the same
 
“He wasn't lying” she breathed as she then noticed the way Kagome chewed her bottom lip , just like she did.
 
Kagome knelt down and put her hands over the clay Miko who was eyeing her
 
She put her hands over the wounds and began only to be stopped
 
“Kagome , I've been binding your powers because I was afraid that you would best me but I've realized that you were meant to best me. Midoriko came to me and told me I had to stop siphoning you power or I would be punished by the gods. But it was not the threat that motivates me it is what she showed me and revealed to me, after this my powers will have diminished greatly they will be just as they were before I died. You however will be the powerful Miko you were meant to be. I'm sorry kagome for all the pain and trouble I've caused you…. I'm going to unbind them now and you're going to be capable of much more than you were before. When you begin to heal me I will cry out in pain but you mustn't stop because the pain means it's working, ok? Don't stop until I stop you” she said as kagome nodded
 
Kikyou put her hands over kagome's eyes and light shot out “you are free lady kagome Shikon Miko” she said warmly as kagome began to heal the clay woman
 
Kikyou was writhing in pain as kagome concentrated on healing her, she could see the wounds closing as the one made of graveyard soil screamed out in pain
 
“KIKYOU!!!!” roared a voice from the side of kagome but before she could even register it's owner she felt sharp claws connect with her neck.
 
“Dance of Blades” she heard next as she waited for the next attack which never came. Instead she felt something running down her neck as she pressed on to heal the clay Miko.
 
She felt the two hands of the Miko pull her hands away before she slumped over, she could feel the hot liquid running down her throat as her breath hitched.
 
“YOU FOOL OF A HALF-BREED!!” roared another female voice she knew belonged to Kikyou.
 
Darkness took her then….spread inside her like inky poison.
 
“YOU'VE ALMOST DESTROYED THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN COMPLETE AND PURIFY THE JEWEL!” screeched Kikyou
 
“Ki…Kikyou?” stammered Inuyasha as he looked down at his own claws which were covered in Kagome's blood.
 
“Kagome?” he roared as he realized who it was that was laying face down in a pool of blood
 
“DO NOT TOUCH HER!!” roared another female voice as kagome was lifted into a feather and was swept away
 
“KAGOME!!!!” screamed Inuyasha
 
~O~O~O~O~O~~~ End Of Sleeping Memories ~~~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~
 
Kagome shot up out of wherever she was and immediately began to choke
 
She spat out blood as tears rolled down her face, she was still exhausted as she felt a strong gentile hand push her back down into the pallet and a wet cloth went over her eyes
 
Then a the same strong arms lifted her upper body and put a cup to her lips, she drank hard almost choking as another sob threatened to wrack her body
 
“ssshhhhhh” said a soothing voice “shhhhhh” he repeated as she felt soft clawed fingers stroke her face
 
“You have slept for five days” he said in a low tone , the voice was vaguely familiar, kagome knew it was not Inuyasha but other than that she had no clue as to who owned the low and sexy register coming from her caretaker
 
“th…th COUGH..Thank …You” she said in a harsh whisper before having another coughing fit
 
“Do not try to speak, your throat was badly injured, you gave my healer a very difficult task” he said gently wiping the blood from the side of her mouth with his soft finger as kagome heard the distinct sound of him licking his finger after it left her face and stiffened
 
She heard a small moan of satisfaction coming from her host as well and she laid back in terror
 
She closed her eyes and prayed to the kamis that this was a good situation but more often than not…in the feudal era a good situation was a rarity
 
She felt the cloth leave her face and she slowly opened her eyes to be met with the most beautiful face she'd ever laid eyes on…..her most hated enemy
 
“Naraku” she mouthed with wide cerulean eyes. She'd never seen him look more ethereal. She'd always thought him beautiful in his humanoid form but rarely got to see him in general and never this close. His pale skin and jet black hair which framed his beautiful face highlighted by ruby eyes made him look gorgeous to her in that moment.
 
“yes Miko it is I Naraku” he chuckled as he noticed her studying him.
 
She recoiled and tried to get up but she was very weak, she thrashed in the pallet as he held her to steady her.
 
“CEASE TO MOVE MIKO, UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE PUNISHED!” he roared as she stopped moving and let the tears come
 
He held her still and she furrowed her brow as she realized it felt familiar, to be held close by this aura. He had held her before, comforted her for some reason. She felt safe on a basic animalistic, intuitive level but her reasoning was telling her she was in grave danger.
 
“Why” she whispered as she relaxed into his embrace.
 
“I was hoping you would be able to tell me why you have become injured. It seems Kagura is at a loss of memory when it comes to the situation” he said fiercely as he set her down
 
She sighed at the loss of his warm embrace but wrinkled her face as she realized it was Naraku, her most hated enemy, the one who'd hurt her friends and who'd tried to kill her on several occasions.
 
“Who did this to my beautiful sweet little Miko” he asked with mock sweetness as he brushed the scars on her neck with a claw gently.
 
kagome looked away as more tears came. She sat back and waited for sleep to claim her an it did
 
`so strange this Miko….yet something about her…..her scent…. yes that's it' he thought as he breathed her in hard
 
`I have never needed to touch a female like I feel the need to touch this one, not even Kikyou brought me to my knees like this. It was Kikyou's sorrow….her blood on my hands I wanted. But this Miko, all I want to do is hold her, feel her, taste her, smell her, sheath myself inside of her' he thought shuddering as he remembered the times in those five days she was in his care when he would succumb to his urges and lay with her in her pallet, just holding her, nuzzling her.
 
`hmp rutting is beneath me……I've never felt compelled to engage in such a sordid activity….and who needs a whiny mate to spoil my plans?' he though arrogantly
 
`but this frail little Miko all I want is to taste her tears and smell her skin and touch….damn her why do I let her live?...why do I let myself be controlled by her? She doesn't even know what she's doing to me…. Such innocence, such beauty....' He thought as he stroked her hair and leaned down to bury his face in her neck as he'd done so many times in the past few days, just smelling her sweet scent.
 
He was disgusted with himself , this was the first person he could not think to kill. Even now without a heart, no traces of human in him ……he still needed her scent…he still needed to feel her in his arms…. He wanted her touch.
 
“She has awoken” said a frail old voice from the doorway
 
“she has” he said
 
“you have not left her side once…..what is she to you?” asked the old witch
 
“NOTHING!, SHE IS NOTHING ….the whore of my enemy” he spat
 
“ah but her body is pure and untouched and she is a very powerful Miko.” Said the old witch eyeing him suspiciously as he stood from her side and missed the scent of her and feel of her next to him
 
“She….she is the Shikon Miko” he said reluctantly as he knew the old crone could read his mind in any case
 
“so this is kagura's mother?” she said
 
“Kagura is an incarnation she has no mother, this is simply the human who's blood sealed the spell of Kagura's creation” he spat
 
“as you say my lord” she mocked
 
“Leave us crone” he said angrily
 
“Do not forget who it was that taught you this magic boy” hissed the old human
 
“This Miko is special, the Miko scrolls hold the information you need to see her secrets” she cackled
 
“Miko scrolls?” he asked
 
“yes my boy they are with the dog lord Sesshomaru in his library, his thief of a father bedded me so he could steal them from under my nose many years ago” she said angrily
 
Naraku raised an eyebrow as he'd never seen his mentor and mother figure so worked up about anything
 
“her birth was foreseen many centuries ago , you must unlock her secrets” she spat
 
“No…No….Kikyou….oww,, ouch…..ahhhh” rasped kagome harshly in her sleep
 
“She must heal herself, her powers are drained heavily no doubt from healing the Dead Miko who killed little Hakudoshi” said the woman
 
“however it looks as if the other one was using this one's powers, she is untrained. I will train the young one” she said proudly
 
suddenly they heard her softly crying as she struggled to turn her body toward the fire
 
she felt strong arms , unwanted warms around her turning her
 
“Don't touch me” she rasped
 
“Fine wench stay in that position and die of starvation and thirst” he spat at her as the witch exited the room unnoticed by the Miko
 
Suddenly her broken cerulean eyes filled and she began to sob violently. Everything had caught up to her , the betrayal the anger, the hatred of the man who had healed her and nursed her.
 
“WHY?” she rasped hard before choking, this time Naraku was not tactful in how he went about tasting her blood, he licked the blood that was running down the side of her mouth obscenely.
 
His long tongue lapped at the side of her mouth softly and hungrily as she felt his breath on her lips.
 
she'd never been kissed and this unwanted lewd lapping was alarming to her.
 
“no” she pleaded in a low rasp as he silenced her with his lips , they were locked in their first kiss
 
he was tender his mouth soft and warm, Kagome hated herself at that moment as she moaned into his mouth and he slid his soft tongue inside of her mouth tasting her fully and inviting her to taste him
 
Her heart fell as she gave in to the lust and ran her tongue over his sharp fangs drawing blood from her tongue which he greedily lapped up caressing her tongue with his. It was the most wonderful sensation she'd ever felt.
 
His hands cradled her gently as he continued to explore her mouth gently and lovingly. She felt the heat pooling as her nipples hardened and she arched into him a bit.
 
She took hold of his head and fisted his soft black locks pulling him further into the kiss harder, hungrier.
 
He kissed her harder now with more urgency and need. He tasted her and explored her as she did the same to him, running her tongue along ever crevice of his sweet mouth, caressing his tongue with her own, while moaning wantonly.
 
He released her lips and ran his tongue along the shell of her ear causing her to shudder as he kissed her jaw line and dipped his head and lapped at her healed wounds. He licked and lapped at ever crevice of the claw shaped scars before capturing her mouth in a wild hungry kiss.
 
They broke and she took in much needed air as she touched her swollen lips and looked on at his face. He was exquisite, his eyes gazing into her hers, his lids heavy , She brought up a frail hand and used her finger to lightly brush the blue markings over his eyelids, she brought it down the bridge of his nose then cupped his cheek as she gazed into his eyes.
 
For a moment she felt herself being sucked into the red pools of lust, she relaxed as she felt herself climb over the ambiguous energies of the parts that made him and found the single soul that commanded them. She felt her energy caress his tormented soul as his Jaki found her and their energies danced making them both feel like they were flying high.
 
`what is she doing to me?' he managed to think as he stirred slightly from his passive daze. He was rendered lethargic from the heated kisses and the hunger for more of the Miko. He needed her, wanted her more than he'd ever needed or wanted anything in his miserable life…..even the cursed jewel that came from within her very body.
 
She moved her fingers down to his mouth, his soft lips…she traced his lips gently, lips she longed to feel again, she took him by the forelocks and was bringing him into another needy kiss when she struggled to remember the last time she felt so right, so protected, so safe ….suddenly she felt a pang, she was shaken from her thoughts by the image of Sango and Kohaku and Kikyou and Inuyasha.
 
Suddenly she realized who it was she was pulling to her. She widened her eyes in shock as they became moist.
 
“NO” she rasped out “NOT YOU!!” she roared in a harsh rasp as he looked at her with shock and pulled away from her roughly. She expected him to laugh and to mock her or to rub it in her face and call her a whore but she was shocked when she looked into he eyes and saw pain and anguish as he stalked out of the room and did not return for several days…….
 
 
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