InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Fear of Doubt ❯ Miroku's Big Problem ( Chapter 4 )

Fear of Doubt

Dragon and Sword Master: Okay, I can get one more chapter of this in, but after that, no more until after June 5th at the latest, minus Inu-Yasha's decision. Then you'll have to wait.

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Miroku's Dilemma

What is this feeling that I hold for the demon hunter Sango? I know that I like her, but I like any girl that I see. So why do I feel different with her around, and where I try to act serious and not like a pervert? Sure, I do perverted stuff to her, but when she smacks me, it feels as if I deserved it, but with all the other ladies, I don't feel wrong at all. Is something wrong with me? I think that I should talk to Kagome; she might understand what I am going through.

Kagome definitely knew what was going on, this weird feeling that I had was love, and that was why I felt these things when Sango was around. Those prayer beads that I gave her were not only a gift of my appreciation, but also to help her survive the demon that had sucked the youth out of men. I would have gone with her to make sure that she could repair her weapon, but she refused my offer and I respected her decision.

If I do feel towards Sango, then we must first defeat Naraku. Without his defeat, I will never tell her my love. I wouldn't want her to suffer the same way my mother suffered from when my father was devoured by the same hole that is in my right hand. I just wish that there is some way to defeat the demon and soon, before the Kazaana sucks my very existence off of the face of this Earth.

Even though I may be a pervert, even I have morals. I have to stop being a pervert, which will take a long time to do. I feel the Kazaana growing bigger and bigger every day. If we don't defeat Naraku soon, then who knows for long my curse would have gone on, for I would die alone without an heir.

If we were able to defeat him, I bet that four things will happen. One, my curse will be gone, two, I will confess my love to Sango, three, I will try to stop my perverted ways, and four, I will make sure that InuYasha tells Kagome how he feels. Its obvious that they love each other, it's just like Sango and I, but unlike me, I have a greater reason to not tell my love that I love her.

I have never known true love like this, and not being able to tell her. She is right next to me all the time, yet I can never confess to her what I want to confess, which is my real true love towards her. It pains my heart to see her like this everyday, seeing her within reach, yet not because of this accursed hand. If only there was another way to destroy my curse.

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Dragon and Sword Master: This fic of the week is none other than Then From Love Until Forever, which is a sequel of From Friendship to Love. Summary: Six years ago the love of his life was taken from him. He lives his life lost and determined to find her, but a female from his past comes back intent on claiming his broken heart. Will he fall for the woman or is his wife still alive?

She makes an excellent story that makes all Inu/Kag fans mad at first, but later on in the story will make you want to cry because Kagome is found, but cannot see Kagome for some reason. Do you think I was going to ruin it for you? Find out why she has to lay low by reading it. She will also drop everything and update Thursday at two in the morning if she can get within 560 to 570 reviews, and she already has 508 reviews.