InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Fear of Doubt ❯ Rin's Problem with Love ( Chapter 6 )

Fear of Doubt

Dragon and Sword Master: I'm glad that you liked Shippo's thoughts, but I still feel as if that wasn't one of my best works. Okay, now I'm going to do Rin this time around, then Souten, and finally Satzuki. Also, I hope that Dragon Man 180 will let me use some of his ideas in A Dream is a Wish. I might not respond to all of my e-mails, but let me say that I am appreciated when I get a review. It lets me know that people are reading this and all of my other stories as well, which makes me keep going.

Rin's Foxy Problem

I don't know when this started, this feeling that I've had. It must have started when I became a demon and Shippo saved me from that demon. At least, that's what I think. I don't know for sure though. I think it would be wise for me to talk to Aunt Kagome or Ms. Sango for that matter. It seems complicated though, and it makes me confused as well as angered because I have no idea what this feeling might be.

Aunt Kagome knew what ails me; it was the problem that most of them had back then, Love. It seems as if the guys that we like are either too stupid or to dumb to realize that we love them, or maybe it's the fact that they do love us, yet are too scared of failure to tell us. I'm not so sure anymore. Argh! It's so aggravating that I have these feelings for him, yet I'm not sure if he feels the same way. The only way I can know is by asking Shippo, but if he doesn't return my feelings, then our friendship could be broken. That is too much of a risk that I won't afford to make.

But what if he returns my feelings? Then I think we would have a great relationship, but the price, the price of our friendship is way to high to gamble with. And they say that a fool and his money part easily, and I don't want to be that fool. I don't believe that love could be so hard when the person that you love is within a small distance away. This feeling is going to kill me, but I'm going to have to tell someone before I explode, but I don't know whom I can trust with this secret other than Aunt Kagome.

I never knew how hard it was to keep a secret, especially one as big as this. This is ridiculous; I don't know why I even feel this way for Shippo. But maybe it's the fact that he cute, strong, and brave. It feels as if this thing is going to be hard to keep, but I must keep it; I must for the sake of our friendship. I am glad that Aunt Kagome can keep this from Shippo as long as I can, but Aunt Kagome could slip up at anytime.

END OF CHAPTER

Dragon and Sword Master: Trust me, this was by far the hardest chapter that I had to write. I don't know how I'm going to pull the others off, but I can try. If anyone would like to make one for me and send it to me, I'll gladly look over it.