Fears

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Fears

I want to remember. I want to know who this face before me belongs to. She is so familiar, that smile sparks something inside in the back of my mind. I look down at my feet. She seems so happy to see me, but when I look up again I notice the tears of sorrow in her eyes. She is crying, and deep down I know its my fault.

I want to know why she cries. What did I do to her? How did I cause her the pain that I'm sure I have. I shiver, it must have been horrible, whatever it was, I can read that much in the sadness reflected in those eyes. Perhaps I don't want to remember…What I did to her must have been so horrible…

Whatever it was I'm sorry. Sorry that I've caused her the pain that I did. I don't want to hurt her anymore. She is kind to me, the only person I can remember who ever was… and yet I do not know why.

Why miss? Why did you save my life? Why do you care so much about me? I have so many questions. Do you have the answers I'm looking for? You must…Oh miss I have so many questions… but I am afraid of the answers…So very afraid.