InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Fed Up but Not Lonely ❯ Chapter 8: Truths Come Out ( Chapter 8 )
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By: crimsontears69 
The group finds out a shocking secret. Will things ever be the same?
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.28.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 469 | Status: Work In Progress
The group finds out a shocking secret. Will things ever be the same?
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.28.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 469 | Status: Work In Progress
fed up but not lonely
Chapter 8: Truths come out
a/n I don’t own Inuyasha and co. even though I would like to kidnap Inuyasha, Miroku and Kouga and lock them in my closet. ^_^ CAUTION: Not for sensitive people! Contains self mutilation.
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Kagome didn’t know what was going on. She felt like she was going to freak out but she still had some control. She calmed the shaking a bit. “Kouga” Kagome said “stop where you are. I am in no danger. I came here of my own free will and if you are to continue on as my champion then you must understand that boundary.” Kouga looked dumbstruck. “But Kagome….” He started. Kagome put her hand up in front of her. “Kouga, you heard what I said.” Looking very wounded, Kouga turned and left the clearing.
Inuyasha had a look of triumph on his face. He hadn’t noticed that Kagome had turned back to him. “I don’t know why you seem to look so cocky.” Kagome said, cocking her eyebrow. Inuyasha’s face fell a bit. “What do you mean, Kagome?” She sighed. “Even in light of our conversation, I still can’t trust you completely.” Inuyasha was a bit shocked. “What do
you...?” Kagome interrupted him. “Please just let me finish.” She took a small breath and continued. “You have hurt me so repeatedly that no matter what you say at this point, I still can’t really trust you. Short of you killing the bitch, there is not much you can do. Until she’s dead I can never really trust you.”
Inuyasha looked like someone had just killed his dog. (Inuyasha….Dog…hehehe) “How can you say such a thing, Kagome?” Sitting down she looked up at him. “Because it’s the truth, Inuyasha. Unless you can prove to me that you have NO ties to her and you will NEVER and I mean NEVER see her again, the only way I can trust you is if she’s dead.” Kagome sighed and looked up to the stars. “Inuyasha right about now I trust you about as much as I trust Naraku. I think even less so. I think I even trust Naraku a little more that I trust you. I know it hurts to hear it but right now I really don’t care. The amount of hurt you have felt in the past 2 days is nothing compared to all the pain I’ve had to deal with for five years.” Kagome stopped for a moment.
Kagome looked over to find that Inuyasha had seated himself across from her. Looking straight into his eyes, shecontinued. “Five years Inuyasha. I have dealt with your shit for five years. Just imagine how you felt when you saw me with Kouga, then image having to deal with that feeling almost everyday, everyday for five long years. Do you think you could
deal with it?” Inuyasha had to look away. He never knew that Kagome had been going through that for so long. He knew that he never would have been able to deal with it. He looked up to Kagome and they both knew.
Kagome steeled herself for what come next. She had never told anyone about this but he needed to know. He needed to understand what really was going on when he wasn’t around. He needed to know how much she really hurt. She began to unbutton her sleeves. “Inuyasha, do you really know what I’ve been going through? Do you know what your actions have made me do to myself?” As she was talking she was rolling up her sleeves. “It all started about 3 years ago; it was the first time I saw you having sex with her. No one knew what I saw, I told everyone I needed to go home for a test and to get supplies. You knew I was going and didn’t seem to care." Inuyasha looked down at her forearms she profered. "That’s the first time I broke down and started cutting myself.”
Inuyasha felt like he wanted to cry. Her beautiful pale skin was so scarred on her arms that he couldn’t believe that she had hid it from him for so long. He looked up into her eyes. “Why?” he choked out. “Why would you do such a thing?”Kagome looked down at her arms. She felt tears began to well up in her eyes. “Because, Inuyasha, I had gotten to the point where I couldn’t take it any more. You had hurt me so bad that the only way the pain seemed to go away is if I let it bleed out. I’ve been doing this for almost 3 years, it’s not working any more.” A few of the tears she had been holding back fell. Stifling the rest, she took a deep breath. She looked at the man she loved. He had tears streaming down his face.
Kagome saw that she had made her point and rolled her sleeves back down and re-buttoned them. She made to stand up and leave when he spoke. “Why did you show me this?” he looked up at her. Looking at Inuyasha, Kagome answered him. “Because you had to understand Inuyasha. If I hadn’t shown you, you never would have fully understood.” Inuyasha looked down and slowly stood up. He helped Kagome to stand. “Come one” he choked out. “You need to get back to bed.” And with that he lead her out of the clearing.
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Sango and Miroku just stared at one another. Had they really heard right? Was Kagome really hurting herself? Neither of them could believe it. The girl that was like their sister, was in that much distress? Why hadn’t they noticed?
As they made there way back to camp, they heard something coming from not far from where they had been hiding. The crept over to where the sound was coming from. Behind a bush they found Kouga, sitting on the ground. He was just sitting there, not moving, not speaking. Sango and Miroku figured that he had heard the same thing they had. Sango kneeled down and tapped Kouga on the shoulder. He started and looked up at her. She spoke softly to him. “Kouga, we need to get back to camp.” He nodded and stood up. Sango stood up also. “Oh, and don’t bring this up just yet. Lets wait ‘til Inuyasha is away and then we’ll talk to Kagome, OK?” Kouga looked at Sango and nodded. The trio made there way back in silence, each lost in their own thoughts.
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a/n; well there’s another chappie up. Hope you enjoy! Please read and review! Thanx!
Chapter 8: Truths come out
a/n I don’t own Inuyasha and co. even though I would like to kidnap Inuyasha, Miroku and Kouga and lock them in my closet. ^_^ CAUTION: Not for sensitive people! Contains self mutilation.
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Kagome didn’t know what was going on. She felt like she was going to freak out but she still had some control. She calmed the shaking a bit. “Kouga” Kagome said “stop where you are. I am in no danger. I came here of my own free will and if you are to continue on as my champion then you must understand that boundary.” Kouga looked dumbstruck. “But Kagome….” He started. Kagome put her hand up in front of her. “Kouga, you heard what I said.” Looking very wounded, Kouga turned and left the clearing.
Inuyasha had a look of triumph on his face. He hadn’t noticed that Kagome had turned back to him. “I don’t know why you seem to look so cocky.” Kagome said, cocking her eyebrow. Inuyasha’s face fell a bit. “What do you mean, Kagome?” She sighed. “Even in light of our conversation, I still can’t trust you completely.” Inuyasha was a bit shocked. “What do
you...?” Kagome interrupted him. “Please just let me finish.” She took a small breath and continued. “You have hurt me so repeatedly that no matter what you say at this point, I still can’t really trust you. Short of you killing the bitch, there is not much you can do. Until she’s dead I can never really trust you.”
Inuyasha looked like someone had just killed his dog. (Inuyasha….Dog…hehehe) “How can you say such a thing, Kagome?” Sitting down she looked up at him. “Because it’s the truth, Inuyasha. Unless you can prove to me that you have NO ties to her and you will NEVER and I mean NEVER see her again, the only way I can trust you is if she’s dead.” Kagome sighed and looked up to the stars. “Inuyasha right about now I trust you about as much as I trust Naraku. I think even less so. I think I even trust Naraku a little more that I trust you. I know it hurts to hear it but right now I really don’t care. The amount of hurt you have felt in the past 2 days is nothing compared to all the pain I’ve had to deal with for five years.” Kagome stopped for a moment.
Kagome looked over to find that Inuyasha had seated himself across from her. Looking straight into his eyes, shecontinued. “Five years Inuyasha. I have dealt with your shit for five years. Just imagine how you felt when you saw me with Kouga, then image having to deal with that feeling almost everyday, everyday for five long years. Do you think you could
deal with it?” Inuyasha had to look away. He never knew that Kagome had been going through that for so long. He knew that he never would have been able to deal with it. He looked up to Kagome and they both knew.
Kagome steeled herself for what come next. She had never told anyone about this but he needed to know. He needed to understand what really was going on when he wasn’t around. He needed to know how much she really hurt. She began to unbutton her sleeves. “Inuyasha, do you really know what I’ve been going through? Do you know what your actions have made me do to myself?” As she was talking she was rolling up her sleeves. “It all started about 3 years ago; it was the first time I saw you having sex with her. No one knew what I saw, I told everyone I needed to go home for a test and to get supplies. You knew I was going and didn’t seem to care." Inuyasha looked down at her forearms she profered. "That’s the first time I broke down and started cutting myself.”
Inuyasha felt like he wanted to cry. Her beautiful pale skin was so scarred on her arms that he couldn’t believe that she had hid it from him for so long. He looked up into her eyes. “Why?” he choked out. “Why would you do such a thing?”Kagome looked down at her arms. She felt tears began to well up in her eyes. “Because, Inuyasha, I had gotten to the point where I couldn’t take it any more. You had hurt me so bad that the only way the pain seemed to go away is if I let it bleed out. I’ve been doing this for almost 3 years, it’s not working any more.” A few of the tears she had been holding back fell. Stifling the rest, she took a deep breath. She looked at the man she loved. He had tears streaming down his face.
Kagome saw that she had made her point and rolled her sleeves back down and re-buttoned them. She made to stand up and leave when he spoke. “Why did you show me this?” he looked up at her. Looking at Inuyasha, Kagome answered him. “Because you had to understand Inuyasha. If I hadn’t shown you, you never would have fully understood.” Inuyasha looked down and slowly stood up. He helped Kagome to stand. “Come one” he choked out. “You need to get back to bed.” And with that he lead her out of the clearing.
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Sango and Miroku just stared at one another. Had they really heard right? Was Kagome really hurting herself? Neither of them could believe it. The girl that was like their sister, was in that much distress? Why hadn’t they noticed?
As they made there way back to camp, they heard something coming from not far from where they had been hiding. The crept over to where the sound was coming from. Behind a bush they found Kouga, sitting on the ground. He was just sitting there, not moving, not speaking. Sango and Miroku figured that he had heard the same thing they had. Sango kneeled down and tapped Kouga on the shoulder. He started and looked up at her. She spoke softly to him. “Kouga, we need to get back to camp.” He nodded and stood up. Sango stood up also. “Oh, and don’t bring this up just yet. Lets wait ‘til Inuyasha is away and then we’ll talk to Kagome, OK?” Kouga looked at Sango and nodded. The trio made there way back in silence, each lost in their own thoughts.
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a/n; well there’s another chappie up. Hope you enjoy! Please read and review! Thanx!