InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Finding Kagome ❯ The Letter ( Chapter 1 )

Kagome sat at the table in the hut with a pen in her hand and a piece of paper on the table. Her back was shaking and anyone could tell that she was trying to compress her tears and it wasn't working. Around her there were tons of papers rolled into balls. She took a deep breath and with determination, she continued to write. Her pen glided over the paper creating neat cursive letters. This was her final letter to her first love and her last love…Inuyasha

 

 

Dear Inuyasha

It is time that I must leave you forever. I would never be able to leave you without telling you how I feel towards you but talking to you is too hard lately. It is unbearable for me to leave you but it is for your best and my best. Over the last three years traveling with you is the best time of my life. True, sometime you get on my nerves…no, not sometime, most of the times more like it. Everyone is so close to me. Sango is like my sister, Miroku is like my brother, and Shippo is my adopted son. You…well I don't know what you were. Sometimes you cared for me so much and other time you neglected me.

It pains me each time you go running to Kikyo. I know that you would never forget her. She would always have a part of your heart that I can't replace. I just want to warn you that you should be more careful around her. I know that it is not my position to tell you these things but Kikyo is no longer her old self. She is consumed by her hatred towards you and if you are not careful, she will bring you to the depth of Hell. I was always there to save you from Hell but when I'm gone you must handles things yourself.

You will always have a place in my heart that no one will ever replace. You are my first true love and you will be my last. I won't be able to love anyone anymore. It hurts too much to bear. My times with you will always be my best time ever. I will always cherish the moments when were so close. But then, I was never as good as Kikyo. Go find happiness Inuyasha. You deserve it. Do not feel guilty for the fact that I am leaving you. I will always love you and will always be with you in spirit.

I must now travel alone and fight for myself. Do not worry for me because I am no longer the weak Kagome. I am stronger now. I won't be able to return to you Inuyasha, I won't be able to return to any of you. It breaks my heart to do so, but it is what must be done. Be nice to Shippo he deserves better. Love Inuyasha, I know that you are afraid to anyone to get close to you but if you would risk opening your heart, the results might hurt but it is worth it. I will always love you no matter what. This is my last words to you Inuyasha. Forget me and move one. Do not attempt to find me because even if you do I will not come back.

Here is a poem for you….

Let me go, please let me go,

I can't keep holding on to you

Crush me, Stab me, do whatever you can to hurt me

Make it painful

Whatever you are doing to me now is beyond describing

I rather be crushed by you then what you are doing to me now

I can't keep holding on to a love that don't even exist

Tell me to disappear, to get out of your life

It would be better that way

It would be better not to see you ever again

It would be better if you crush me completely

Why, tell me why

Why are you so nice in a cruel way?

Why can't you crush me completely so I can move on?

Let me go, let me go

I can't live on the love that doesn't exist

Don't give me any hope

Just take a stab at me, leave me broken

It's better than leaving me here, hanging

Let me go, let me go

I can't keep holding on to you

I can't live on the love that doesn't exist.

 

 

Kagome

 

 

With that she left a box of Ramen and the picture that they took together when Inuyasha was in her time together on the table and left quietly. She took with her, her backpack and her bow and arrows. She walked into Shippo's room and kissed him on the forehead softly and then proceeds to the God Tree. She went there to find Inuyasha at the tree's trunk sleeping peacefully. She left the letter inside his hands and bend down to kiss him on the cheek. With that she walked into the Inuyasha Forest. She glanced back once and a teardrop slide down her face, gleaming in the moonlight.

 

“Goodbye Inuyasha” she whispers and left.