InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Finding My Love ❯ Lost Love? ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: I don't own Inu Yasha, but that would be cool! ~;-)
Well, I have gotten some good reviews on this so I will continue. It is an Inu/Kag fic for those who have asked, but for a few chapters it might be a little more Mir/Sang. Then I'll have some Inu/Kag and it will be a little more romantic. I like this 'cause I have never seen someone start out with anything like this before, and it had been in my head for a while. Chapter five now Starts...
Five: Deep Thoughts...
gathering her things, she picked her backpack up and stepped over Kaede and Sango, carefully, so not to wake them. Now was the real challenge.
entered the front room of the hut and looked around. The sun hadn't come up yet, so it was dark, but she could make out Inu Yasha's and Miroku's figures, hunched over, sleeping.
walked past Miroku and the now smoldering fire towards Inu Yasha's side. Lowering the bag down, she opened it and took out two things. A piece of paper and a knife.
the knife, Kagome cut the subjugation beads (A/n: in the sencond episode, Kaede asks Kagome for 'the word of subjugation.') around his neck and lay them on the floor next to him. With a frown on her beautiful face, she took off her giant fragment of the jewel from her neck and replaced it around his. It was something that she had to do. It was her plan.
a quick kiss on Inu Yasha's lips, Kagome stepped out of the hut. The grass was wet with dew and the tree limbs moved with the warm wind that flowed through her hair. She would miss this era. Looking at the stars, seeing them so clear and not worrying about tests or things in her time.
was heaven, but she had to do this. Kagome knew that she would be a distraction, Inu Yasha had done that and it would sit in his mind forever. If she wasn't around, Inu Yasha could fight with no limits, but she wasn't that stupid. 'I'll see him again. It says in that note. Inu Yasha, it will be a while, but we'll be together once again.'
was now admitting to herself that she loved Inu Yasha. It was as if she'd taken in some sort of truth syrup.
knowing if the kiss woke him up or not, Kagome then made a dash for the well. He would follow her if he was awkae, and she couldn't risk this plan to fail. Seeing her salvation, Kagome jumped into the well, letting the blue light surround her body, like every time before.
the old rope ladder, Kagome emerged from the Bone Eater's Well, and then she stood watching it, towering over it.
her hands together, in some manner of prayer, she closed her eyes. The old latin words rolled off her tounge. The well sparkled and let off a light that blinded Kagome for a few moments.
then formed a layer of light over the opening of the well and quickly vanished, returning the well to its original looking state.
will find my note," Kagome said, walking away from the well to the doors, "and everyone will know that I am gone. I can see their reactions now... Shippo will probably be crying. He is my pup, I will miss him, and the thought of leaving him makes my heart ache. Inu Yasha... *sigh* he'll be furious, then he'll try to come and get me. Sango, my best friend, will be confused, and Miroku will just be as serene as ever, thinking over the situation."
walked towards her house. The sun was now starting to rise, but her family would still be asleep. 'Good. I will not be asked so many questions as always.'
unlocked the door with the spare key that was hidden above the trim. Sneaking upstaris, Kagome wearyly unpcked her bag and stored her things away, for the wouldn't be needing them anymore. Since hse hadn't gottne but about two or three house sleep, she fell into the darkness as soon as her skin hit the soft bedding beneath her.
sun was rising over the horizon in the Sengou Jidai as well. With the new day cam the sound of birds chirping lightly and everyone began to stir. Inu Yasha was the first one to awaken. He opened his eyes and then streched, but something was different.
was terribly wrong wit this. He sniffed the air and didn't smell anything new, it was what was missing. 'Kagome...' He couldn't smell her in the other room.
into the air, her woke up Sango, Miroku, and Kaede in the process. The women sprang from the back room and looked at Inu Yasha, who for some reason had a worried, angry look on his face.
Sango spoke... "Where's Kagome?" She asked. Then it hit her. That was why Inu Yasha was mad. Kagome had left, but why?
he stepped forward as if to go outside, but something stoped him. He had stepped onto something. It looked like a piece of paper.
Yasha bent down and picked it up. He unfolded it and then read it, silently. His eyes widened.
is it Inu Yasha?" Miroku asked. He looked over Inu Yasha as he began to speak.
a note from Kagome... She's gone...for good this time." He still held the note, not even looking up from it. "Well, she's gone for a while, a long while, at least."
didn't make sense to anyone else in the room and Kaede quickly insisted that I nu Yasha elaborate upon what he had said.
Yasha began to read the note aloud...

"To Inu Yasha, Kaede, Shippo, Miroku, and Sango...
you have noticed by now, I have gone already. It is my own heart that ales me, making me inable to bear such situations. I have gone home, so I will be able to live my life there in peace, and finally concentrate on school and my own home-life. I've given something to you Inu Yasha. Around your neck is the large fragment of the Shikon jewel that we have collected, all together. Go and find the rest of the jewel shards. I have the two shards in my arms still, they will be the only shards left that you won't have. Then, and only then will you once again be able to cross over in the well. I have put up a barrier around the well, so you or any other will not be able to cross over to my world, until you have all the jewel shards that we still require. Then you can recieve my two shards. I'm sorry Inu Yasha, but I can't keep living this way. It hurts me so much, not physically, but mentally. I love you Inu Yasha, because I now knowthat you love me as well, but your heart doesn't completely belong to me. I now can continue to live my life in my own world finally as a normal teen, and you have to keep living yours. It , may take you a while before you find the shards you lack, but when you do I will be waiting for you. I have to say it again, because I won't for a long time. Inu Yasha, I love you, and I am sorry that I cannot share this love with you right now, but I will sometime. I am sorry Shippo. I have adopted you as my son and I want you to know that you will always be with me. And tell Miroku and Sango to reveal their love for each other. I know they have feelings for each other, but they don't know if the other has them as well. I am glad I met you all, especially you Inu Yasha...KagomeI can't say SIT anymore Inu Yasha...

did you like that one. Still kinda gloomy, but I promise it will get better. Plus next chapter I am hoping to include some SangoXMiroku stuff. And for all the Inu/Kag fans, you'll only have to wait two or three more chpters. I hope that I'll get some reviews on this, if I get some good ones I will make the next chapter a long one!!
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