InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Finding My Love ❯ Sorrow ( Chapter 13 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Thirteen: Deep Thoughts
Yasha kept staring at Kagome. She had just powered up and her level had increased greatly. It amazed him how she had gotten so strong, but women, even humans, shouldn't be under -estimated. She calmed down a bit and fell onto her knees, head in hands. Inu Yasha knew what losing a family member could be like. His mother had been one of the only people, besides his friends now, that had ever treated him as something more than a pathetic half-breed. Those treated him as he was their freind and their family, that's what he lived for. And now that he knew he really had a family, he had to keep it together. That meant that nothing would interfere with it, not even that thing, Hojo.
Yasha's anger grew. There were so many things that he could answer, so many things he didn't know. How did Hojo know about the well, what was he, and why take his Kagome? He had many times before been jealous of this Hojo guy. He knew that Hojo was in her era and had many things in common with her. Over all, Inu Yasha had convinced himself that Hojo was a better match for her. He could be a better person. But now, after gaining his Kagome back and even learning that he had a son with her, he wouldn't give up. Hojo would have to accept the fact that she was taken.
stood up from the spot where he had been bolted to for the past while. He'd tired of watching her. Inu Yasha walked up and placed his hands around Kagome's waist from behind. She was very startled, who wouldn't be if you knew that someTHING was after you and you were all alone in the woods? She turned her head, her body relaxing at the sight of her love's silver hair and his nuzzling on her shoulder.
Yasha..." Inu Yasha could tell that she was in pain. So, the more he smelt her tears, the tighter he crushed her small body to his. "I... I don't want to... lose him, Inu Yasha. It'd be like losing my father all over again. Kioshi was so much like my dad. Both stubborn sometimes, but kept a cool head nad never let anything take that huge smile off of their face. But I feel bad that neither Sota, nor Kioshi, knew my father. He was a good ,an, like you..." Kagome turned in his arms and sank into his lap.
just let us stay like this for a while..." Kagome said, wrapping her arms around his waist.
wouldn't have it any other way, Koi." As they sat there, Inu Yasha listened to Kagome's breathing. It had become, slow and even, meaning she had drifted to sleep. That was good. She needed the sleep after all of this. Inu Yasha thought. He didn't know Kioshi very much, and that was why he didn't take it as hard as Kagome did, but he knew that he would get to know him. Inu Yasha was a father now,a nd he was bound determined and sure that Kagome and he would be much better parents that he had. No one would ridicule his son... not while he was around.
Inu Yasha realized it was getting late and they'd been out there for a while, He picked Kagome up off of his lap and carried her bridal style in his arms to Kaede's house. Noticing that veryone was asleep, he crept into the backroom at Kaede's hut and lay Kagome and himself down on a mat. There, he still had trouble getting to sleep, but managed after a while. It was like he didn't want to go to sleep, thinking that Kagome would disappear or he'd wake up and know that it was all a dream. Before he went to sleep, however he brought her back towards his chest and lossened her haori a little and looked at her neck. Without warning, bit down, his canines going straight into her soft flesh. Kagome sisn't wake up, but Inu Yasha could hear a loud whimper from her in her sleep. She arched her backa little and then when he stayed still for a moment the pain subsided. After licking the would clean, he removed his mouth from her flesh and then straighen her haori back up.
Yasha was still a light sleeper, just in case something came in the middle of the night. Needless to say, you could still say that he wasn't used to Naraku being dead. Always expecting for something to try and attack him while he was sleeping... But at the slightest movement of Kagome near his chest, his eyes flashed open. She was still trying to get up without waking him. When they all traveled together, she tried that, even when he was across the campgrounds and he always knew hwen she was up. He moved his clasped hands and slammed her into his chest. He didn';t want her to get up, just as much as he didn't want to lose the warmth that her body provided against his.
Yasha... It's already almost tenn o'clock in the morning. I have to get up and do something or I'll go crazy." She still couldn't make it out of his grasp. "Inu Yasha, don't make me do it..."
what, Kagome, you can't 'sit' me anymore. What are you going to do?"
Kagome slid out from under his arms and then glomped him, but it was a happy glomp. Then, frightened for herself, she ran from the room and outside where she spoted Sango. Baby strapped onto her back, Sango looked up and saw Kagome running torwards her. Then Inu Yasha was running after her. 'Seems like they are back to normal...'
Kagome! Do you regret taking off Inu Yasha's necklace yet?" Sango said when Kagome took a place behind her back.
I'll miss it. Maybe I'll put another one on him, for old times' sake. Oh, is this Odori? She is so kawaii!" Kagome then directed her attention towards the baby on Sangos back and played with it. "This reminds me of when Kioshi was little..." Oh.
are..." Sango started. She turned arouns and saw Kagome's jaw jiggling. She knew that Kagome was about to cry. Sango noticed that Inu Yasha knew as well. He had haulted his attack and stood int he middle of the road, looking at her.
Inu Yasha walked up to Kagome and put his arms around her shoulders from behind her. Burrying his face in her hair, Inu Yasha whispered a few incoherrant things to Kagome, of which Sango couldn't make out. But Sango knew that he was being kind to her. After all, Kagome wasn't the only one who lost something. Even though Inu Yasha didn't know Kioshi very well, he had a connection with him. It was blood and demons valued that connection above most others.
walked with Inu Yasha towards the woods where they stayed for a while. Meanwhile, Miroku had witnessed the little scene played before him from the hut door and when Kagome and Inu Yasha left, he walked over towards his wife. "I see the whole ordeal haunts her greatly, more than anyone would imagine. Sango, I promise you that I would never let anyone take Odori away from us. With my life I would protect her. Without my tunnel, I am but a monk, but I know how to defend myself. So please, always know that I look out for you wherever you are..." He leaned down and kissed Sango gently on the lips.
that is very sweet of you, but do you have to grope me in the middle of the street? I mean, until we are inside or something you will keep your hands in appropriate places, and not on any other women..." Miroku gave her a look that said, 'Hey, have I ever done that since we've been together?'
thank you Miroku. You are a man who looks out for his family, despite earlier thoughts." She kissed his nose and then kept on walking from Miroku. It didn't matter what Miroku wanted to do, as the woman of the house, she had work to do.

night, Kagome cook a bit of Ramen that she went back into her time to get. Shippo and Inu Yasha were very pleased with that. And Sango and Miroku were glad that things were vey similar to how they used to be. Their enemy was Naraku, they were on a goal, and eveyone seemed to get along except for Miroku groping every availiable woman in sight. Ahh, nastolgic air.
next day went along better than the others. Kagome walked with Sango and helped do village chores. She was so glad to be in the Feudal Era again. She missed the normalacy and beauty of it. It was so simple, unlike the constantly busy state of Tokyo. And when she though about Kioshi, she didn't cry, because in her heart, she knew that she would see him again, because tomorrow, she would fight and get him back, without having to surrender herself to Hojo. *Shiver*
night, sleep didn't come easy. Miroku had volunteered to go along with Inu Yasha and Kagome, if not to fight, then to watch. And despite Miroku's protests, Sango won the argument about her going. Just like old times right?

for this chappie. The Next will be the last, which I will start writing after I post this in a minute. So I will let you get back to toher fic reading!