InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Finding the love through Pain ❯ Pain ( Chapter 1 )

This story will start out sad, and funny but it has a good ending I promise!

So please enjoy.

DISCLAIMER. Don't own it…::sigh:: I wish I did though…::tear::

 

 

 

 

 

 

She ran through the forest crying her tears burned the bleeding gash on her cheek.

She could remember it all so clearly.

 

The pain….

 

The tears….

 

The anger and hatred…..

 

Her words, his actions….

 

The blood and anguish…. His actions. . Her words, it was her words that led to his actions. The words she spoke were bitter hurtful, and in the end thre was only pain; for both of them.

 

::Flashback::

 

It was a cold winter day, as Kagome pulled her self out of the well; she looked around and the earth was covered in powdery snow. The tree's glistened with snowy caps, it was beautiful; but still cold.

Kagome shivered as she flicked the the collar of her fleece jacket up. Her light blue shirt wasn't all that warm underneath the jacket, and she was thankful that she decided to bring the red scarf with her after all. She wore heavy denim jeans to help keep her legs warm.

 

She walked through the forest towards the village, she was so happy, she couldn't wait to see Inuyasha. She had been gone for two weeks to finish up with school before Christmas vacation. Inuyasha didn't make to much of a big deal out of it. After she sat him like 10 times. But that didn't matter now, she was back and she couldn't wait to see everyone. Her happiness reached an abrupt halt as she came across inuyasha standing by Kikyou, holding her in his arms.

 

“Never leave me Inuyasha” . . . she said in a cold lifeless voice. “Promise me, promise me you will not leave me.”

 

Inuyasha hesitated before he answered with a nod. “I will never leave you.” He said softly.

 

Her heart was aching, as she watched Inuyasha lean forward and kiss Kikyou.

Tears began to fall from her eyes, but she could only stand there as she watched him kiss her. She bit her lip trying to fight back the urge to sob and scream out in emotional pain.

 

Inuyasha caught the scent of salt water, and he knew kagome was watching them, he broke the kiss. He looked over to where he smelt the tears, sure enough kagome was standing there with tears rolling down her cheeks.

 

Kagome turned and walk away when Inuyasha looked at her, she walked back to the well and waited sitting on the lip of the well, crying.

Inuyasha came to the clearing where kagome was sitting, she looked up and saw him looking at the ground, he couldn't look at her, he couldn't know how much pain she was in because of him. Even though he could smell it, he didn't want to see it, his heart was already breaking enough.

 

“So, she gone?” Kagome asked as she wiped away her tears. He didn't say anything, he only nodded.

 

“Good, than I can make my way back to the village without having my heart ripped out….again”

Her words made him flinch, and he looked up at her for only a brief moment, with that brief moment their eyes met, but kagome broke the stare as she stood up, throwing her backpack over her shoulders and walking away, leaving Inuyasha standing there.

His words and actions always seemed to hurt her, he knew that and he hated hurting her, he hated seeing her cry, but he could never be with her, because he was afraid, afraid of loosing her, like he lost all the others he loved in his life. His mother, Kikyou, granted it was only two people, but loosing one is to much especially for someone who grew up alone, and hated.

 

She was mad at him he knew it, everyone knew it. She refused to talk to him. He asked her a question and got no answer. She just sat in the hut staring at the fire.

He was beginning to get frustrated and agitated.

Everyone knew something was up but no one said anything, they figured if she wanted to talk about it she would.

Luckily shippo was out playing with some of the village children, so he didn't have to see or hear any of what was going to happen.

 

Inuyasha finally snapped at the silence of the hut.

 

“Kagome, what the hell is you problem!?” He said agitatedly.

 

She looked up from the fire and shook her head. “Nothing, Inuyasha.”

 

Now, she was lieing to him. .

 

“That's such a load of shit, now wench what the hell is wrong!?”

 

She stood up and went to get her coat, but stopped.

 

“Its nothing, okay; I guess im just trying to figure out if being a half demon clouds your mind, cause you obviously don't see that Kikyo could care less for you.”

 

Inuyasha stood up and growled at kagome. “She cares more than you do!” He yelled

 

“I doubt that inuyasha, I don't hold grudges”….she said cooley.

He growled again..

Kagome brushed it off. “Remember Inuyasha I come back no matter what, I trust you , unlike her!”

 

“Kagome…..” He growled angrily.

 

Miroku and sango and kaede just sat by the fire watching the fight.

 

“Kagome-sama is really upset.” Miroku said.

“Yes ive never seen her yell at him like this.” Sango said.

 

“Shut up kagome!” Inuyasha yelled.

 

“NO ! Inuyasha im sick of you tell me one thing, and then the next day your off with her.” “Its funny ya know, you like dirt yet you never seem to like to SIT in it!” She screamed at Inuyasha, as he crashed to the hut floor.

 

He jumped back up to his feet once the spell wore off.

 

“Oi, bitch you just jealous!”

 

“Jealous!? Jealous of what Inuyasha a lump of clay!? No I' am not jealous I'm just mad that you go back and fourth between the two of us. You say you need me in your life, but when she comes around you drop me like last weeks ramen. Then when shes gone your back in my life and acting like nothing ever happened! AND IM SUCH A BAKA THAT I ALWAYS LET YOU GET AWY WITH IT! But not this time damn it, im sick of it !”

“What do you need to figure it out Inuyasha shes gone. . okay do you get it shes dead!”

 

“Kagome shut up. . “ Inuyasha stated as calmly as he could.

“I think he's starting to loose his patience.” Miroku said

 

“Just keep a close eye on him okay.” Sango said.

 

Kagome ignored inuyasha and just kept on going.

“She just a shell of her former self, shes never coming back….”

 

“KAGOME THAT'S ENOUGH !!” he yelled.

 

Miroku and sango stood up getting ready to intervene, but kaede told them to wait.

 

 

“YOU DON'T EVEN GET IT DO YOU she doesn't love you inuyasha she just wants to take you to hell with her! she want you to suffer for something your not responsible for!”

 

“BITCH I SAID SHUT UP!” Inuyasha yelled as his hand slapped her hard across her face, sending her crashing to the floor.

 

Miroku and sango rushed to kagomes side to help her.

Kagome's head was turned to the side not reveling the wound on hr check.

Inuyasha just stood there looking at his hand. He couldn't believe he had just done that to her.

She slowly turned her head and revealed four gashes running across her cheek.

She could feel the blood running down her face onto her chin.

She was shaking and crying.

Sango brought a hand over towards her kagomes face to try and inspect her wound, but kagome smacked her hand away earning a gasp from sango.

Kagome stood up. And looked at Inuyasha who was standing looking at the gashes on her face wide eyes. He had an “oh my god I'm so sorry kagome” look on his face.

But in her eyes there was only pain and anger.

 

“Kagome, I- “

 

She pushed herself passed him and went to run outside, but she felt a hand grab her by the arm and pull her back around to face Inuyasha.

 

“LET ME GO !!! “she screamed as she hit him and slapped him weakly against the chest.

As she hit him again she grabbed a hold of the prayer beads around Inuyasha's neck and when she pulled her arm back the string holding the beads around his neck snapped and beads fell to the ground and scattered everywhere.

 

Inuyasha was in shock as she was sobbing and still hitting him.

 

“Let me go inuyasha your hurting me!” She yelled.

 

He noticed how hard he was squeezing her arm and how his claws had once again pierced her creamy skin.

 

He realeased her arm and she took off running.

“Kagome wai—“

Inuyasha said trying to run off after her only to slip and fall on the scattered prayer beads on the floor.:: (end of flash back)

 

She kept on running, she didn't want to stop, she just wanted to be far away from him, and away from everyone else.

She ran passed the well, she couldn't go home, how would she explain the gash on her face (which by the way was still bleeding) it was then that she tripped on a tree root and hit the ground. Her bleeding cheek laid against the cold snow , she was tired she had been running for a good hour, and now she was freezing cold, She shivered as a new batch of snow began to fall.

“So c-c-old.” She said, as her eyes began to shut and exhaustion over took , her will to stay awake.. snow continued to fall little by little covering her body.