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Finding The Perfect Place To Call Home

Prologue

By: blue sakuras

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Do you ever feel like no one is on your side?

That no one respects or cares what you think and do?

During the day, you're surrounded by friends, all who know you for you.

Or at least they think they do.

At night, while you lay in bed, you think about the days events, and you get a feel in your chest.

It feels strange.

It feels sort of………

Empty.

Others say that their heart becomes heavy when they lose a loved one.

Mine?

Oh, it just feels light as a feather.

My parents don't care about me.

My brother is spoiled rotten.

And my friends don't know the real me.

I don't even know the real me.

I'm afraid to find out, because I'm not going to be what I like.

I'm afraid I'll despise myself.

My friends are a façade to get by life.

They don't know any of my secrets.

Oh sure, they think they do.

My crushes. My fetishes. My favorites. What I like. What I have. What I want.

But they don't know how I feel.

They don't know that at everything they poke fun at, it makes those empty pangs at night even worse.

They don't know.

I got sick once. I had a high fever. I was a bit off. No one noticed.

They all thought I was just getting annoying.

Shows how much they pay attention to me.

The last boyfriend I had thought I had worn a new outfit.

It was the same one I wore on our first date.

Wouldn't he remember something like that?

I feel used.

No one cares.

So why not leave and make a new life.

Somewhere where people actually care about me.

I'm running away.

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AN: Expect an update soon.

And I want you to tell me who you think it is please!!!

It could be any female character on Inuyasha.

So……. review!!!