InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ For How Much Longer? ❯ I'm not as sorry as i want to be ( Chapter 3 )

Ch3 (I'm not as sorry as I want to be)

 

 

Anyway….

 

Last time on For How much longer ch2…

 

It took him a lot of time to think about it…but he would just have to accept whatever it was Kikyo had done. He also noticed that Kagome would not stop looking at him. He knew she really didn't want to have to tell him…but in a way Kagome felt he had a right to know. `Kikyo…' was Inuyasha's last thought till Kagome decided to finally explain the predicament they had found.

 

 

Now On with the Fic!!!

 

 

Kagome was silently and utmost tolerantly waiting for Inuyasha to give her a sign that he would truly, earnestly listen to what she felt had to be said. The others were looking on in sheer curiosity as to what things were to be alleged.

 

 

To be honest, Kagome hadn't said one word to them about what had transpired between the dead clay priestess and the young untrained miko herself. Not even Sango had been briefed in on what had happened. This meant that it must have been something that had truly hurt Kagome…or that Kagome knew would hurt Inuyasha…

 

 

 

Finally, golden fire met molt chocolate, as both looked deep within each others eyes to see what one was thinking of. `Ok Kag…you can and will do this, Inuyasha must know…no matter how much it might hurt, and you'll just have to be there for him…that's all you can really do for him.'

 

 

A frown had managed to re-emerge on Kagome's young features at the meager thought of not, in truth, being able to understand what Inuyasha was going through. It hurt a lot…and man was a bundle of that going around lately.

 

 

 

“Ahem…Um Inu-yash-a…I think that now I-I'm ready to explain to you just what happened in the forest.” She began rather tensely. Kagome took a shallow breath as she averted her fixed her eyes on to a stick on the ground. “Okay.” Was all she heard Inuyasha say?

 

 

He was looking directly at her. Did he really understand the magnitude of what she was about to pronounce to him? That his first and probably only, love betrayed and cheated on him.

 

 

“Well, I guess I'll start at the beginning…”

Kagome trailed off into her own thoughts and visions of what happened as she explained aloud what she understood of it, but more of a summarized bit.

 

 

FlashbackKags POV

 

I was nearly half asleep when I heard a rustling of leaves beside me. I was curious as to what and where it was coming from, but then realization hit me like a piano.

 

The sound was coming in the direction Inuyasha was supposed to be sleeping or standing guard in. As to not annoy him for still being awake, I managed to slow my heartbeat and remain calm.

 

Then I heard a rustle come from inside of the folds in my sleeping bag. `Damn' was all I thought, Shippo was moving. Quickly I composed myself when I peeked through my lashes to see what he was doing.

 

I gasped, he was staring straight at me. Then he sniffed the air deeply inhaling. It was at that moment that I sensed an aura, an odd one at that, it was Kikyo's, but it was mixed with that of Naraku's.

 

 

At this moment Inuyasha's eyes widened in disbelief, he knew there was something wrong with Kikyo's scent. He just didn't want to look into it too much. He slowly but surely nodded for Kagome to continue.

 

 

 

I took the possibility that it may have had just been coincidence, but my instincts told me otherwise. Before I knew it Inuyasha bolted. I was terribly concerned and something was nagging me in the back of my mind that I should follow. So, I did.

Once I reached a bright clearing I ran in and got freaked out at the bright light! It was like the middle of the nigh at that time.

 

Then in the center of the clearing, what I saw made my eyes widen dramatically. Inuyasha was in a pool of blood. I ran over to him not really thinking. I held him close not actually caring if I got blood on my clothes and tried to use my powers to heal him.

 

 

When I noticed he wasn't healing correctly I began to panic. I then saw a shadow tower above us. It was Kikyo…she told me things, I of course in turn told her to leave Inuyasha alone.

 

She laughed and said that I didn't deserve him that he only loved her. I told her off again, saying that Inuyasha would never be below her, that infact he was higher…that was when her saimyosho took her away. Then you came, Sango.

 

 

 

 

End Flashback

 

“So, that's exactly what happened but a shortened version of it…I-I'm really sorry Inuyasha…I just couldn't stand seeing her treat you like you were dir-. “

 

“No…Kagome…you shouldn't have to apologize for what Kikyo had done, it was my fault…I-I'm sorry.” Inuyasha had interrupted Kagome as to apologize. All the while he said this; his bangs had kept his eyes hidden from Kagome's probing gaze.

 

 

As she was about to reach out to touch his shoulder as a sign of comfort, Inuyasha leapt up into a nearby tree. She subsequently brought her hand back up to rest right above her heart. `Oh…Inuyasha…'

 

 

The rest of the night was spent in sheer silence. No one wanted to speak because of the heavy tension that was evident in the crisp cold night air. Sango was asleep with Miroku not too far beside her, both lying near the dieing fire.

 

 

 

 

Inuyasha hadn't come down or made even a peep of sound since he spoke earlier during supper.

 

 

At the moment Kagome was lying quietly snuggled up in her warm and cozy sleeping bag, while Shippo chose to lay down with Kilala under the tree behind her.

 

 

 

 

Kagome sighed into her sleeping bag that has held tightly against her chin. `I'm so worried, what if….what if Inuyasha is upset with me? What if he never speaks to me again? No, C'mon Kagome pull yourself together. He wouldn't do that. He can't even stand you going home for even one day.'

 

 

Quietly but unquestionably Kagome could see Inuyasha sliding down from the branch he was occupying, to the cold yet somewhat soft ground. (Earlier that day before they set up camp, Miroku had the decency to smooth out the dirt and remove all of the bothersome rocks.) For that she was thankful.

 

 

Looking around to make sure the area was clear his golden magnetic orbs settled on Kagome's still form. If you weren't paying close attention, you'd think she was dead.

 

 

Thanks to his demonic hearing he could till hear her steady heart beat.

 

 

`Good, Kagome and the others are still sleeping now I can go to the springs and cool off. Man was that dream…' He stopped his train of thought and began to blush like a mad man.

 

 

Inuyasha's Dream

 

 

He was standing on a foggy forest path. There in the deep shadowy distance, he could barely make out a figure. The body of said figure was slim and slender and had all of the above.

 

 

Inuyasha began to pant heavily like a dog in the sun's heat. “Inuyasha…” Kagome purred seductively. `Wait a minute!' “Ka-Kagome?” Inuyasha asked. He was transfixed on the hypnotic swaying of `Kagome's' luscious hips. “Then before his brain could convey what was happening, `Kagome' had her index finger pressing gently almost sensuously against his lips to calm him.

 

 

“Inuyasha…do you love me?” The vixen before him cooed into his fuzzy triangle atop his silvery white mane. Before a second thought he spoke. “More than anything.” He answered gutturally. “Say it.” The Kagome figure said more aggressively slowly inching her soft, slender and warm hands from the tips of his ears lower, trailing scorching desire in their wake as they found themselves hovering just above the slight bulge in his hakama pants.

 

 

With a lust filled and low voice Inuyasha almost purred.” I need you, gods Kagome, I want you…I-I love…you.” The moment his sentence was complete, he gasped in utter shock and moaned quietly at the pleasure.

 

Kagome had squeezed his long and now large length, gently rubbing all the same.

 

She slowly stood on her tippy toes, still rubbing him and rolling him from hand to hand, open mouth kissing him. She wanted to devour him as he did her.

 

Then as suddenly as she had appeared, she turned into a cloud of fog and disappeared as Inuyasha awoke.

 

 

End Dream

 

 

The mere thought of the extremely erotic dream hardened him till it was unbearably painful. So to go and cool off Inuyasha decided to take a slow walk to the icy cold river so to speak, as to `relieve' himself of the pain.

 

 

Little did the striking Inu-hanyou know, two caramel orbs were following his every move to the single twitch or flicker of the fuzzy appendages attached to his head.

 

 

Once the silver haired man was out of sight, the young miko sprang to her feet, slipped on her shoes and went following him, but only a step behind.

 

Little did the inexperienced miko know what Inuyasha really left to go do deep within the forest alone, with dirty images of her stuck within the confines of his mind. Oh and Boy…was she in for a big surprise, and that's not the only thing that was BIG.