InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forbidden ❯ Chapter 15 ( Chapter 15 )

Disclaimer: It is sad that I'll die without ever feeling the joy of owning Sesshoumaru.

 

Author's Note: Thank you so much for the reviews and I will keep working on this story and Stairway to Heaven until I finish! :) Thank you for your support, ya'll are the best! Tear!

So here is ten pages for you and the unveiling of the Stalker.

 

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I admit that I am afraid, I was so afraid that I lost a part of myself. I'd let my rage and the threat of loneliness consume me and take away my body. I move according to my master but I can still see and think but I cannot act.

I admit that I am stupid; I am so stupid that I risked happiness and a chance at love because of my damned pride. Now I watch the male of my life reliving my first week of captivity. How did he get there? Well, that goes back to me being afraid and stupid. I saw the truth too little, too late.

 

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Flashback to after Kagome runs from the palace with Shippo

“What are we going to do, Shippo?” asks a weak spirited Kagome as she looks at the little food in her hands. It is dark on would have been her sixth day at the palace.

Quilt quickly settles into her soul as she wonders what she will do with food so that Shippo will survive. Sure he is a fox but he's her fox and her baby. She nursed him back to health and if she slacked off now then he would leave forever. But she could not support him for long. How long before Sesshoumaru sends someone after her? How long before her body collapses because of the gnawing pains of hunger?

She was so stupid to have left a place with a warm bed and ripe food. Now they have no shelter, blankets, and little food. Her pride took away everything that could have made her and Shippo happy for the rest of their lives.

Night quickly falls and the two companions huddle around a small campfire. The forest is quiet without a sound. The trees are sleeping while the crickets seem thousands of miles away. Kagome slumbers with a heavy heart, plagued by dreams with a chance to escape everything.

 

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In her dreams, there is a single dead dream amongst the thick fog. There is nothing but the dream and Kagome walking in a simple black dress with her hair limp to her body and her green eyes filled with despair.

“This must be what my soul looks like,” she decides.

“No, it does not always have to something like this,” speaks a deep voice.

Kagome turns around in a full circle but sees nothing but she knows the voice was there. Or at least she thinks that she did. She takes a step to the right and grass grows at her feet. Curious, Kagome takes another step and the whole landscape becomes fresh with grass, flowers, and a tree. And what a tree it was! It was huge with apples growing from its branches and leaves sprouting each and every way.

“Your life could be like this,” the voice returns.

“How did you do this?”

“I did not my dear, you did. Remember your last intense dream, the one with the glorious power that felt so inviting and real? That power was real and lies dormant inside of you. You called for someone to end the loneliness and despair; you called for me and I answered. I came to help and I will stay with you if you allow me.”

“This has to be a dream.”

“No,” the voice whispers, “it is everything that you have ever wanted for him.”

Kagome continues to stare at the beauty before her and around her. It looks so inviting and there was Shippo! He's frolicking in the grass with other black foxes, he's not alone! He has friends and somewhere to belong. He's happy!

Small little crystal diamonds drop from green eyes because it was perfect too perfect too be real.

“What's the catch?” questions Kagome worriedly.

“I need to harness some of your power.”

“I don't want Shippo to be hurt in anyway or my self for that matter.”

“You have my word.”

“Words mean nothing without something to back it up.”

A silver ring with a topaz stone appears on Kagome's left ring finger.

“This ring will disappear if Shippo is harmed and our deal will end.”

“Alright.”

“Excellent.”

Everything went bright white then black.

 

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Little did that I know that I just made a deal with the devil.

 

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Kagome opens her eyes to see that she is standing in front of a room filled with people; humans and demons alike. Something was seriously wrong with this picture! She was back in the palace in the big banquet room. What the seven hells was she doing back here!

She wants to move to head but she cannot in fact she cannot move any of her limbs. Her dream! He wanted to harness her power while she had her body! Damn it! She knew that there was a catch but she did not think that he would take her body just literally some of her power!

Something was still wrong with this picture, nobody was moving and they were all staring at her. What was she naked or something? It wasn't like she could do anything at the moment.

“Kill her, Kagome and become my mistress.”

`What a minute,' thinks Kagome, `Kill who? What did I get myself into? Mistress! I won't be some type of whore!'

Kagome is interrupted from her thoughts when she can feel her arm rise into the air, something was in her hand. Her head looks down to see Lady Nami on the ground with dozens of stab wounds on her body. The sight was horrifying, she was barely breathing and her eyes are glazed over like empty voids. `Did I do this,' quivers Kagome.

Her arm moves swiftly downward and into the stomach of the fallen lady. Where was Lord Inutaisho during all this? Blood splatters everywhere and a pool forms around the silhouette of the Lady.

`Why is no stopping me?” cries Kagome inside her own mind.

The knife is removed with a sickening tug and raised high above her head again. Kagome's head continues to stare to the body of Lady Nami, she cannot believe that she could have done such a horrible thing. Limp arms, pale face, blue lips; she looked dead.

Her movements weren't her own. Her movements are robotic and forced. She is living doll with a caged soul.

The knife starts to come down again when Kagome sees something extraordinary; Lady Nami's chest is slightly moving up and down. Tears sprout from Kagome's eyes and the crowd is looking in awe as the merciless killer is crying. The blade thirsting for blood comes closer to the body searching for another place to spill life fluids.

`NOOOOOO!'

The blade suddenly stops close to the Lady's heart and gasps are heard throughout the room.

“Why did you stop, Kagome?” the same voice from her dream and the one that ordered to kill Lady Nami. The voice of male steps in front her but Kagome cannot see his face since she is facing down at the body. `Who was this male causing all this pain.'

`It could be that one guy that was torturing me or it could be that Naraku guy that Sango was crying about. Hell, it could be anyone who wants power and a throne to the kingdom.'

“I don't understand, Kagome. I have given you nice clothes, security, a steady home, the chance to be my mistress, and you defy me,” his voice drops to a whisper, “I have lusted after you, killed for you, stared at your window at night and this is how you treat me?”

`Damn right,' yells Kagome, `Don't nobody use this Kagome. He is seriously trippin' and trippin' hard that dat! It could be Inuyasha. Naw! It could be Sesshoumaru but he would not kill his own mother. But then again he is known to have separate personalities poke through once or twice.'

“Look at me, Kagome,” commands the male.

As Kagome's body is turning she sees Kikyou, Sango, and Inuyasha stare at her with disgust and a look to kill. A blue barrier is the thing that keeps the demons away from her, Lady Nami, and Lord Inutaisho. As long as that barrier stays in place then they cannot touch them but Lord Inutaisho can do whatever he pleases.

Kagome continues to turn until she is completely facing the male. Shocked would have been a complete understatement for the face that she saw. She would have expected Naraku, she would have expected Akunar but never him after he had been so calm and nice.

The golden eyes, long white hair, stripes on each cheek, and regal posture that demanded respect. It was impossible to foresee this.

There before her stood,

Lord Inutaisho himself!

“Look at Sesshoumaru.”

`I did not want to; I swear to Kami that I did not. I never want to see what those eyes hold but my body turned and there he was. I wanted to retreat within my pitiful soul to avoid her amber eyes; staring at me coldly and murderously. The whole world disappeared along with whatever love he held for me all because I am afraid.'

“What do you think of Kagome, Sesshoumaru?” Even though the question was asked, Sesshoumaru said nothing but his usually passive face held such anger that demons unconsciously backed away from him as his power spiked to dangerous levels. Kagome could not tear her away from him even if she did have moment. Even now after all this time she was still forbidden to do the simplest like turn her head.

“Did you know, Sesshoumaru, that Kagome is the reason that you aren't crowned at this very moment?” The fury increases in Sesshoumaru's golden orbs. “Yes, you see when I left the palace I told you to treat her well and that I have my ways of knowing (A/N: refer to chapter 7: Day One). Well, I found this lovely little journal entry (A/N: refer to chapter 11: All Sesshoumaru) about how she was treated when she first came here; raped, tortured, and broken. My, my, my, my little boy has been busy. So, true to my word, your coronation will be postponed until I deem otherwise. I have spoken.”

Lord Inutaisho turns to Kagome and demands that he faces her. “We will talk of this later, Kagome.” With the wave of this hand, Kagome watches Sesshoumaru being pulled from her sight by castle guards and out the door. “I will enjoy this night,” his tone drops to a low whisper, “while you have no control over your body,” his voice filled with lust and need.

“Kagome, you traitor!” shouts Inuyasha from the crowd and the demons around him agree as Sango and Kikyou shake their heads in disbelief and shame.

`Please take the pain away, it is too much!” Inside the subconscious of Kagome's mind, she falls to her knees because of all the guilt, regret, and pain that she feels. Her walls crumble and the world ends in front of her.

Kagome, you traitor.

 

End of Flashback

 

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Since that day I have learned the loophole of my own deal, as long as body and my mind are not broken simultaneously then the deal is not broken. And as long as Shippo remains in that a protected section of the gardens with other foxes then the deal is not broken. I am trapped in my body within the boundaries of my own mind.

I have not seen Sesshoumaru since then but I have heard rumors that he is being held in the dungeons somewhere. It is not like I could do anything, he would probably kill himself before he wants to see me and I don't blame him.

That night Lord Inutaisho took me to his bed. His kisses were forced like a rapist's; bruising and uncaring. His hands were rough and calloused. He tugged at my nipples until I am sure that they were red.

I wasn't allowed to look anywhere but into his eyes. He shredded my clothes and tugged at my hair. I was forced to suck on his horrid dick. His thighs bucked and bucked and his hands pulled and pulled at my hair until his cum shot into the back of my throat. I was forced to drink it all. “What a good little bitch,” is what he said to me. Even without being connected to my body I could still tell that his cum was salty but my body did not reject it.

Then he pulled himself on top of me. His breath was breathing on my skin, goosebumps arouse without my consent of course. My head wasn't allowed to look away for this either. I could have retreated to my mind, to my fog but, I did not.

His hips drove into me with demon speed; piercing my body with each thrust. I wanted to run; I wanted to hide; I wanted to escape to someplace, anyplace, as long as it wasn't there but I did not have that right to want anything.

“Such a good bitch, so tight, so tainted,” I looked into his eyes and saw my own lifeless green orbs; filled with nothing just like my body, just like my soul. Lord Inutaisho's soul is the same color as mine; dark as the moonless night without the stars to light the sky.

His hips continued to drive and pound until his seed set free into my body. “Not bad for a puppet,” is what he said that night, “I hope that you enjoyed it, Kagome or did you flee like you do with everything else.” He was right, that is why I am in the situation that I am in now because I fled from everything and everyone. I was my own fault and now my paradise is lost to my own foolishness.

The beautiful gardens, that I was shown back then by Lord Inutaisho, was once again a desolate wasteland like in my dream. I accepted my fate that night, after all I should not complain; I betrayed the people that actually cared for me and a female that was almost a mother to me.

I betrayed them all, Sesshoumaru, Lady Nami, Shippo, Inuyasha, Kikyou, Sango, I deceived them all because I did not want to see the possibilities that a perfect life would a life of misery and isolation. As my own punishment to myself, I let myself through my eyes every time that Lord Inutaisho takes me because I don't deserve anything.

I don't even deserve to die to end the pain even though that is what I wish.

 

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Thank you for all your support once again and I revealed the mysterious stalker and I bet that people weren't expecting Lord Inutaisho to be the male in the shadows. I mean I wasn't expecting him to the guy but I wanted something different and I hope that I delivered. Until next time in which I return to Sesshoumaru.

 

Mischievous Female