InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forgotten Memories ❯ Losing Control ( Chapter 4 )

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Chapter Four

Losing Control

Breathing was labor, as Kagome gazed at the man before her. His eyes were so golden. Truly, he must have woman after woman, beating their way to his bed. How can a man so beautiful not have many lovers?

She drank in the fact that she was pressed tightly against him. their bodies seemed to be made for one another: it molded to fit the one to the other perfectly.

His face was slowly bringing his lips down upon hers once again. It was absolutely astonishing, the way this Lord kisses. She's quite sure that, even if she had her memories, no one had ever caused every one of her cells to burn with desire…

~*~*~*~

Sesshoumaru knew his kiss had caused her to become intensely aroused. He could smell it in her. Her incredible desire almost blocked out her own unique scent all together, it was that strong.

Rubbing his hands up and down her back, he continued with his massage on her lips. Really, kissing her for real, in stead of in a dream, was really almost unbelievable. Who would have ever believed that the Great Sesshoumaru would kiss a human?

But all thoughts-reputation, power, land, all-were flung from his mind, when he found Kagome trembling against him. Her ripples of pleasure caressed him like a wave of water would.

Growling, he wondered if she'd mind if he took her right then and there. Who cared if they were in a shack, surrounded by gleaming weapons? As long as he could have her, he didn't mind if he were having her in a wasteland, in a brothel, in the moon…

~*~*~*~

The looming Kagome raged over at InuYasha. Her eyes were burning, and her face had turned a hideous red. Truly, she looked more like a devil, than like her usual sweet self.

"Kagome, what's wrong? Why are you so mad?" He was whimpering, crouching, crawling. He didn't understand why he was acting like this. He just knew that he's been a very bad dog, and now, his mistress was mad.

"I'm dead, InuYasha!" Kagome cried, whipping him painfully. Suddenly, her whip changed into the prayer beads, and it shone like a beacon. The one around his neck began to glow too. "I'm dead InuYasha, and it was all your fault!"

"M-my fault?"

"Yes!" She continued to whip him. Really, his back was aching, and his head was starting to hurt too. "You should have saved me from King Kong!"

"King Kong?"

"Your freaking monkey brother!"

InuYasha frowned. Sesshoumaru was a monkey? Something was not right here. The prayer beads continued glow brighter. It's light was starting to hurt his eyes… Suddenly, she stopped whipping him. He looked up hopefully, thinking maybe she'd stopped being mad.

Her hair had fanned out behind her. And she cried out, "SIT!"

~*~*~*~

InuYasha fell out of his tree with a painful smack. Rubbing his sore head, he wondered why he has such a bad headache. Why did Kagome "sit" him this time? Opening his eyes a crack, he saw her standing over him, holding Sango's boomerang in her hands. He couldn't see her face clearly because the sun was positioned directly over her. Really, it was shining way too brightly this early in the morning. Briefly, he wondered why she would carry that thing, but then, the answer seemed to click into place.

"Don't whip me Kagome…" he mumbled, still half asleep. "I'll be good, I promise."

Sango frowned. Poor InuYasha. He must really miss Kagome. "You're still half asleep, InuYasha." The demon exterminator sighed. "How many times do I have to smack you before you'll wake?"

The sound of Sango's voice seemed to awaken him. All the events rushed back to his mind. The main one being, Kagome's still with that fucking bastard brother of mine.

~*~*~*~

Somewhere deep in the lands of the Western Territories, the sound of a child's laughter could be heard. Rin, who was happily picking flowers with her two guardians, laughed as she handed her handful of daisies and chrysanthemums to both Sesshoumaru and Kagome.

"Do onee-san like?" she asked with so much energy and enthusiasm, that Kagome found herself smile involuntarily. Not that she'll ever show anything besides happiness in front of this vibrant child.

"I love it, Rin." She replied, placing a soft kiss on her forehead. Her simple gesture rendered the girl insane with happiness, as she jumped around the meadow, her dark raven-black hair tumbling behind her.

She promptly stopped in front of Sesshoumaru and gave him a huge smile. "Is onee-san going to mate Sesshoumaru-sama?" she asked chibily. "Rin want onee-san to be Rin's okaa-san!"

Beside her, Jaken had started at this "impudent" question. He whacked the child immediately, temporarily forgetting he is in the presence of his master. "Quiet human!" He snarled. "Lord Sesshoumaru would most definitely not mate with a filthy, disgusting-"

But he never finished his sentence, for he had been smacked by one of Sesshoumaru's many punches, and found himself flying across the meadow, his staff of two heads waving as he tried to keep himself from falling.

Of course, he landed with a painful smack. With Sesshoumaru's keen hearing, he could make out Jaken's painful "oww."

Rin, however, was delighted to see her annoying babysitter flying away. "Jaken flew!" she cried jubilantly. "Jaken flew! Can Sesshoumaru-sama do that again?"

Kagome laughed quietly when she saw Sesshoumaru nod. No doubt, Jaken would pay for whacking Rin. It was rather obvious that Sesshoumaru cared for the little ningen girl deeply.

Her chuckle caught the attention of the Western Lord. As he gazed at her perfect form, he couldn't help but think back to the night before, where he had been so closed to actually having her.

Kagome noticed that his attention had turned onto herself. Blushing slightly, her mind immediately jumped back to last night.

~* Flashback *~

"Sesshoumaru…?" Kagome whispered hoarsely, because it was becoming increasingly hard to breath. Really, this youkai must have some hidden abilities. Why else would she find herself so attracted to him? They'd only just met for God's sake, and she's already making out with him! However, all questions fled her mind when she looked into his golden spheres, his doorway to his soul.

Instead of their usual stoic, emotionless casualties, they now held such an intensity of emotion it became increasingly harder to prevent herself from doing something stupid.

Something like making love to him right there in this dark shack.

"Kagome…" There was no doubt that his voice was just as hoarse as hers. It was strange, really, the way he was looking at her. "What spell have you cast over me?"

Then, his lips descend upon hers again, rendering all thoughts from her mind. He licked the bottom of her lips, asking her permission to enter her endless depth.

Opening her lips willingly, their tongue danced with one another, working to bring pleasure to them both.

His hands had strayed from her back, and had lowered itself onto her bottom. She gasped, when she felt his competent hands stroke her there. Dear Kami, her mind screamed.

She knew she was loosing control. What does anything matter? She wouldn't care if lightening strike her in that instant, as long as Sesshoumaru could finish taking her right then and there…

The sudden knock on the door snapped the mood, and Sesshoumaru growled at who dared interrupt him. "Lord Sesshoumaru?"

"What is the problem?"

All emotion had fled his features once again, leaving behind the usual stoic calm. Kagome, however, was still flushed at what she'd almost allowed to happen.

A neko demon entered cautiously, fully aware of her master's rage. "M-my lord, th-this unwor-unworthy one has c-come to inform m-my lord th-that dinner is ready…"

Sesshoumaru growled, and the neko took that as a sign that she was allowed to leave. Fleeing the shack as quickly as her legs can carry her, she ran back into the castle.

Kagome grinned at Sesshoumaru, embarrassment clear in her blue-gray eyes. Her face was still slightly pink, though she seemed to be back to normal. "You shouldn't be so scary, Sesshoumaru." She whispered, as she followed after the neko. She stopped just out of the door, and turned back to him with a large smile. "Aren't you coming to dinner?'

~* End Flashback *~

Sesshoumaru saw the glazed look in Kagome's eyes, as she looked back at him. Inwardly, he smirked his satisfaction. It calmed him a bit that Kagome had been just as affected as he'd been.

Just then, Jaken came back, ending the staring contest the two seemed to be having. Bowing low to Sesshoumaru, one could not miss the gigantic bruise on the top of his head. "Sorry, m'lord." Jaken said. "This unworthy servant would most certainly not repeat the same mistake again."

Sesshoumaru did not reply, but then, he rarely talks to anyone. Kagome giggled, at the comical scene before her. Rin, hearing her heroin laugh, joined in as well. Jaken grumbled to himself, not stupid enough to curse at the "wench" yet again. Sesshoumaru, however seemed to have no reaction.

Kagome grinned, however, when she saw his eyes. They were not as cold as she first known him, therefore, it meant that he was amused at the very least. Suddenly she blinked.

Why did she suddenly get the feeling that…that Sesshoumaru had not always been this nice?

~*~*~*~

"I've got it!" InuYasha yelled triumphantly. After days of tracking, he'd finally found Kagome's scent. Running farther up north, he knew that they were close.

Sesshoumaru…

He'd pay, and fucking pay like hell, if he touched a single hair on Kagome's head. Hell, he'd fucking pay even if he didn't do anything. After all,

he's alive, isn't he?

~*~*~*~

It was the same as before, two figures kneeled before the same person shrouded in darkness. Nothing was distinguishable as he wore the cloak of shadows better than Dracula himself. "…< /i>"

"And the Lords?"

"Some suspicions are being aroused, in the North and the East. The Southern Lordess is currently involved with the project of catching the last of her rebels" the figure smirked.

"And the Western Lord?"

Now the female of the two snickered. "It seems he's too occupy with his new little lady to care much for anything in the rest of his kingdom"

"Hmm "

~*~*~*~

"I just can't understand him." Kagome muttered, as she walked around Sesshoumaru's magnificent garden. There had to be more varieties of flower right here in his own grounds, then in all of the Amazon Forest! Kagome marveled, as she plucked a chrysanthemum from its roots.

Again, she frowned. What's the Amazon Forest?

Lately, ever since that encounter in the shack, Kagome's been thinking up weird thoughts. She seemed to use terms that no one else around here could use. That alone proved that she cannot have come from around this part.

But then, where was she from?

She stopped just before the lake. Lily pads graced the surface of this pond, and tiny frogs danced from one pad to the next, exercising their hind legs.

Gently, she lifted one of the lily flowers off the water, and placed it by her nose. The scent was gorgeous. Really, she'd never seen anything as beautiful or as heavenly as this.

No, that's not true. She amended herself immediately. Sesshoumaru is more beautiful and perfect than anything this world can offer.

Her heart started racing immediately, at the thought of Sesshoumaru. She can't remember him, but she knew that she knew him from before she lost all her memories. She'd only just met him two weeks ago, but yet she dreamed of him every night.

Gods… Kagome gasped, when the realization dawned upon her. My Gods…! How did this happen? When did this happen?

How could I have allowed myself to fall in love with him?

~*~*~*~

"It's here!" InuYasha growled, stopping just beyond the barrier. They'd been tracking Kagome for days and finally, it seems, they'd found their destination. Miroku and Sango looked around, and noted the beautiful trees that surrounded the area.

"Are you sure Sesshoumaru live here?" Miroku asked. "How could someone as emotionless as Sesshoumaru live in a place as serene and peaceful as this?"

"It's here." InuYasha sneered, drawing his Tetsusaiga. "I'd recognize the powers of the Taiyoukai family anywhere." He started for the barrier, only to find that he was blocked. "Damn that Sesshoumaru!"

They'd already wasted enough time tracking Sesshoumaru down. Now that they'd found him, they'd have to waste more time trying to break him!

"Damn that bastard to hell." He growled. "Kagome, wait for me. Damn it, don't you dare die on me."

Author's Corner

O_o…so the plot thickens…

I want to thank those who reviewed already. Someone asked me why I don't have more comments/reviews. Although it said that I was on fanfiction for quite some time, I haven't been, well, posting anything…^_^* (And all old works has been deleted, so the reviews went with it!! ^^*)

Hachi: Do not be so dense, Yuki. You have not had me before, how can you ever create work of art?

Yuki (Rhexi): *pout* Stop being so arrogant! You KNOW you didn't come up with EVERYTHING!!!!!

Hachi: *arches eyebrow in Sess's fashion* Care to wager on that one?

Yuki: *huff* I'll take you on, I KNOW I thought some stuff up MYSELF!!!

Hachi: *turns to readers* You'll have to excuse Yuki for some time. Without my help, she will not think up a single thing. In other words, she would not be posting any time soon. Sorry for the inconvience, but, you see, I wish to win the bet…

Yuki: THAT IS JUST NOT TRUE!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T listen to this baka of a shape shifter. Trust ME, I'll get you your update soon. I think

*mutter* Now, what to write for the new chapter? Uh, well, um. . . I think. . . I'll just, uh, hm. . . This is harder than I thought. . .